1984 Volume 3: Confusion and Rupture
In fact, Zhu Xianjin has a lot of worries in his heart?
After the end of the Cultural Revolution, my brother-in-law, who was the leader of the rebels, was once imprisoned, sentenced to eight years, and released ahead of schedule, and his political life was completely over.
Fortunately, he is kind by nature and has no bloodshed, otherwise he would have to resist his life. It doesn't matter if he's finished, the family can't raise their heads at all, especially his wife, who rarely goes out. I can't get out of the shadows for a while.
In fact, everyone didn't say anything about her, Zhu Xinjin enlightened her that day, and she told Zhu Xinjian, which made Zhu Xinjian's eyes widen.
She said: "People always want face, they want face, they become counter-revolutionaries, of course they have no face, they do revolution like this, and there are revolutionary cadres, what have they done?" Is it wrong to defend the greats? Is it wrong? In the end, he became a bad person, what kind of face does he have, the word face, it is easy to say, but he is inseparable from benevolence, morality, and ethics.
People live with a face, trees live with a skin, and it is the truth that travels all over the world, and the times change again, and people become shameless, that is failure, that is, degeneration, and corruption. ”
"It makes sense, if prostitutes are all on the political stage, then the world is still the same as the old society." Zhu Xianjin also understands this truth, and he doesn't want this society to become bottomless, but this brother-in-law is also revolutionized to his head, and more or less that era has passed, once a son of heaven and a courtier, what can he do, it's a big deal to sit for a few years and come out, but Zhu Xianjin can't say it in his mouth, he can only turn big things into small ones, "There will be sacrifices when doing revolution, and dead people often happen." Don't take this to heart anymore. ”
"The whole country has a scripture that is difficult to read, but there is one thing, this person cannot do things that hurt heaven and reason, and the one who charges in front of him becomes a counter-revolution in the back." Yin Huaying was still a little unconvinced, "If the people above fall, who can be good below?"
"That is, your brother didn't do anything hurtful, so he dealt with it lightly." Zhu Xianjin spread his hands, "Time is also fate, just be safe!" To be honest, it is better for him to go to prison than for him to direct fights and killings all day long, at least he can save one worry. ”
"That's what my parents have asked us to do since we were kids." Yin Huaying smiled, "People are doing it, the sky is watching, and blood debts must be paid with blood." To serve the people is to do good deeds and accumulate virtues, not to oppress the people and make them suffer again. ”
Zhu Xianjin still doesn't understand this truth, his parents took this name, just hoping that he would be an enterprising person and never fall behind others, and it is precisely because of this that he broke with his parents, became a soldier, divided his labor, and was born in a rich and bad family, but married to the most thorough red family of the revolution, he was born in love and sighed: "Parents in the world, who doesn't want their son to become a dragon!" ”
"It's really called Huazi to be an official, and Huazi is reunited." Yin Huaying saw that Zhu Xianjin remembered home, and her heart was also a little compassionate, "People can live a life of 'shining people's heads in the bowl and exposing their nipples in their clothes', and they don't want to live a life of 'black coal on their faces'." ”
Zhu Xianjin thought to himself: Everything has passed, looking back, it doesn't count now, existence is the truth, and I can say from the bottom of my heart that if there is no fiery cultural revolutionary struggle, there may not be peace in the world today.
After all, the world-renowned achievements of that era have made the world powers dare not act rashly against China.
Yin Huaying is sincere, and when he can't figure it out, he has to chase after him, this is not asking for hardship. The more she thought it was a shame, the harder it was for her heart to get out.
Of course, she didn't have the height of Yin Zhongzhong, nor did she have the wisdom of Yin Zhongzhong, and she couldn't figure out how Yin Zhongzhong could give it out in advance so quickly.
Everything is possible, and this is not something that an ordinary woman can understand.
The shadow has been formed, and it is easy to lose it, at this time, for Yin Huaying, something that should not have happened has happened, and the face that should not have been lost has been lost, what can she do, she didn't expect the revolution to come to her head, but her heart can't confide, how helpless and helpless it is.
In fact, Zhu Xianjin also had his own confusion in his heart.
Looking back on that time when he broke up with his parents, he never regretted it, but now that he thinks about it by chance, for some reason, he always burst into tears.
Tonight, the moon is rounder than a plate, and sitting on the shore of Shoe Mountain Lake, he misses his parents very much.
Zhu Xianjin wanted to break with his family, it was because the family composition affected him to devote himself to this vigorous era, and affected his revolutionary pride in participating in the construction of the motherland, he was painful, sad, and wept, he thought about it for a few days and nights, he couldn't help but draw a clear line with his parents, his future, his future, can not be bound to the question of his parents' origins, what methods he can do, what methods he can do, thousands of miles of rivers and mountains are red, he can't go on like this, he has to think about taking off the hat of this black five-class element. For this reason, he struggled with pain for a long time.
He waited for an opportunity to break with his parents.
On the day of the Qingming Festival in 1964, the school organized to go to the martyrs' cemetery to sweep the tombs, and Zhu Xianjin asked his mother for money, saying that he would buy some white paper to make flowers and pay tribute to the revolutionary martyrs. The mother said that there was no money, and Zhu Xianjin went out without saying anything. At noon, the cadres of the village came, and the mother and father were tied up and sentenced to the school for criticism. Only later did he learn that it was his son who told the truth, and the crime was disrespecting the revolutionary martyrs and harboring a bitter hatred for the revolutionary martyrs.
Zhu Xianjin suddenly became a celebrity, a representative of the break, and from time to time the school asked him to tell the story of the break.
He had just turned eighteen in the spring. What he fed back to his parents was such a break.
In fact, his heart is also like a knife, he himself looks at his parents across the wooden fence, sometimes he really doesn't want to live, he can't talk to his parents, the family affection at the end of the world, how cruel it is.
In this painful ordeal, he ushered in the winter conscription, and he resolutely signed up for the army, and he really couldn't face his home and relatives.
On the eve of his departure, his parents said to him through the wooden fence: "Cub! That's good! It's better than watching you being ignored by others at home, following us to criticize and fight, and going to the corner of the school platform. You can't rest assured!
Parents in the world, who doesn't want their son to become a dragon!
It's been more than 20 years! If my parents were well, they would have been pulsatilla.
That night in 1975, he ran ten miles with one foot high and one foot low, and rushed to the Red Star No. 5 team to watch the movie "Break", and he was very yearning for the communist labor university in the movie. Long Guozheng, the director of the reclamation farm who graduated from Yan'an "Kang University", was sent to the Songshan branch as party secretary and president. As soon as the school was opened, the struggle was fierce. Vice Principal Cao Zhonghe wants to build the school on the outskirts of the city; In order to pursue the quality of students, Sun Ziqing, the director of academic affairs, refused to accept workers and peasants who did not have diplomas. In accordance with the instructions of Tang Ning, deputy secretary of the prefectural party committee, Long Guozheng proposed that the school be set up on the top of the mountain, and advocated opening the door of the examination room, inviting workers and peasants to enter the examination room to take the examination, and inviting poor and middle peasants to participate in the commentary. After the start of the school year, Long Guozheng called on all teachers and students to set off an "education revolution".
The student Xu Niucub first fired the first shot at Sun Tzuqing, and posted a big-character poster of "Less about horses, more about pigs and cows", which was reprimanded by Cao Zhonghe, but was praised by Long Guozheng. Long Guozheng criticized the school for being closed to teaching and detached from reality. This angered the deputy commissioner Zhao of the prefecture, who transferred Long Guozheng to the big city to visit the famous agricultural colleges, and expelled several students who helped farmers to grab the harvest without taking the exam.
After Long Guozheng returned to school, he convened a party committee to point out Cao Zhonghe's mistakes, revoke the notice of expulsion of students, and further mobilize all teachers and students to move the school's small classes to the large classrooms in the countryside. In the course of the struggle, the teachers and students of the "Communist University" have seen the world through trials and hardships and increased their abilities. They criticized Deputy Commissioner Zhao, the "bourgeois agent of the party". Deputy Commissioner Zhao ordered the "Communist Congress" to be cut down. At this time, the news came that the great man affirmed the "Communist Party," and the teachers and students of the whole school rejoiced, and Long Guozheng reminded everyone that the struggle was not over yet, and called on the teachers and students of the "Communist University" to make the most thorough break with the traditional ownership relations and traditional concepts.
On the way home, he kept saying the word rupture in his mouth. His heart is painful and happy, he knows today that a break can change his fate, and it is not wrong, his eyes are bright, he seems to see hope, a way out, and his future.
From then on, he firmly believed that his parents did not want to see their son being ignored by others at home, and followed them to criticize and fight in school.
Even so, his affection for the great man was righteous and devastating. Although he had all kinds of inexplicable entanglements, he never regretted it, he felt that he was not sorry for the party and the motherland, nor did he lose the face of his parents.
To struggle, there will be sacrifices. He wants to sacrifice his family affection, and compared with those martyrs who sacrificed their lives for the construction of the motherland, it is really too small.
Even so, his affection for the great man was righteous and devastating. Although he had all kinds of inexplicable entanglements, he never regretted it, he felt that he was not sorry for the party and the motherland, nor did he lose the face of his parents.
To struggle, there will be sacrifices. He wants to sacrifice his family affection, and compared with those martyrs who sacrificed their lives for the construction of the motherland, it is really too small.
Looking back at the Shoshan Lake Textile Factory, he felt much more at ease, and this was a magnificent answer sheet that he and his revolutionary comrades had handed over to the party and the motherland, and he thought that his parents would also forgive him for everything, because his son had finally grown up and become a useful material for the party and the motherland.
He dreamed of telling his mother that everything he did was to follow the Communist Party, which was great, glorious, and correct.
In the years since the construction and operation of the 6806 factory, the ratio of men and women among the workers was originally unbalanced, but the girls who came here were transferred away or married to the city. After a few years, the situation was reversed, there were more single men, the problem of not being able to find a partner was becoming more and more serious, and at that time, it was a militarized management, and employees were not allowed to find young women in the station, many people had accidents in this regard, and some of them made the belly of local young women bigger, and the organization did not approve marriage.
The typical is the "Shoe Mountain Lake Guy", who was the backbone of the factory, just because he fell in love with the young women in the neighborhood and the child was also pregnant, the organizational reply was very simple, there were only two ways, one was to cut off contact with the young women. The second is to give up your job by yourself. Shoe Mountain Lakekee, he chose the latter. All the people felt sorry for him.
There are too many things to fight for women. Zhang Weimin likes He Ziai, originally she was talking about someone, and she was introduced by a new relative, but Zhang Weimin likes her, his boyfriend works at Shoshan Lake Station, it is a golden rice bowl, and everyone in the factory calls him "Four Families".
At that time, the station, the grain station, the supply and marketing cooperative, and the food station were known as the "four families" with the most oil and water, but every time the "four families" came, Zhang Weimin did not let him enter the factory, and told him that he and He Zi were in love.
The "Four Families" are not fuel-efficient lamps, and they actually pushed Zhang Weimin, now it's okay, Zhang Weimin has the right to speak, three or two fists, that is not the kung fu of playing cotton, and the other party's nose and face are swollen. Although the other party also came to the factory to reason, how could there be an arm turned in.
This matter is not over, plus this Zhang is bold for the people, enthusiastic and generous, although he is angry in love, he is still very happy in his heart, and he can fight for her, no matter what, it is always for her to violate discipline, plus the employees are joking, and try to match, slowly she really gave up the "four families" and fell in love with him.
Later, the other party reported the case, but there was no way, and the factory blocked the public security officers on the grounds that he had broken into the production area. That Zhu Xianjin came forward in person and invited the public security to dinner, which of the public security in these ten miles and eight miles did not recognize Zhu Xianjian, and recognized it, but Zhu Xianjin still modestly expressed his introspection, saying that in the future, even if he is reasonable, he will let people. You say that this wine naturally drinks in harmony.
The public security had no choice but to settle the matter, and with only flesh wounds, they couldn't make a name for themselves, so the matter was over. The days dragged on for a long time, and the "four families" had no choice but to admit it.
There was also a rape case during this period, although I don't know who did it, and there was no blood to confess at that time, but Zhu Xianjin knew that it must have been done by an employee of his Shoe Shanhu Textile Factory. This incident had a great impact on Zhu Xianjian. When he held the meeting, he asked all grassroots cadres to learn to care about the lives of employees.
In this context, Zhu Xianjin thought of fighting a battle with the south for young people. He gave Yin Huaying a task, the main task is to recruit young women into the factory, and at the same time help employees introduce objects.
As long as you are willing to come to the factory, you have a work unit and no work unit, you will be arranged to work in the three countries, and if there is an index, priority will be given to the transfer of household registration and work to regularization, no matter where you are, whether you have a household registration or not.
The situation is even more different now, young people have gone to the south, anyway, they have no hukou, no relatives and friends, no job, where to go is not good, and the chance of going to the south is even greater. It doesn't matter, the older ones, the old and the young, the recruitment advertisements can't be posted, so they have to distribute information through acquaintances.
As soon as he heard that the Shoe Shanhu Textile Factory was going to recruit workers, more than 100 people came at once, and now Zhu Xianjin knew that people were not a problem.
Of course, he can't have so many people at the moment, but he can't break the hearts of the masses. So he also asked for the cultural and skill test decently, and as soon as he heard about the exam, many honest people abstained from voting, because these people have not read much, and they don't have Zhu Xianjian's flowery intestines.
The so-called examination is just to see if you are literate, to see how your strength is, to see if you are flexible, to see if you can endure hardships, there is one point that Zhu Xianjin has repeatedly emphasized, that is, to see if this person is easy to speak.
was busy, and finally recruited twenty temporary workers, and there was also a relationship to find Zhu Xianjian, and he entered without culture. A general worker, to be honest, is all hard work, it doesn't matter whether he is educated or not. It's just that many people give up the exam, and they feel at a loss.
Now it's okay, Zhu Xianjin knows how to play his cards, after all, this recruitment has made him understand that employees are not a problem.