Chapter 24: Awakening
I'm always having nightmares, and the dreams are repeated over and over again the scenes of my parting with Jiang Kan that night, the determination and anger when I stabbed him, the contempt and disdain when he stabbed me, repeated over and over again, like a reincarnation that can't get out. But I can still clearly feel the care of the people around me, I can see and hear their anxieties, but I can't walk out, I can't open my eyes, I can't make a sound, I can't move even if I want to hold them, I struggle all the way to get out of that night. I finally opened my eyes when I was exalted with all my strength. I looked at the roof and began to look around, the environment here is so strange, I moved my body, and suddenly I heard an ecstatic voice, "Sister Moyi, Sister Moyi, girl, she is awake, quick, go and tell the emperor." I looked at her and sat up slowly, and they hurriedly stepped forward to help me up, and my whole body was sore, I thought it might have been lying down for too long.
I lifted the quilt and got ready to get out of bed, "Hey, girl, don't move when you wake up, your body shouldn't be healed yet." "It doesn't matter, I don't want to lie down." With that, I got up and stood up, and I felt fine. I felt much more comfortable walking back and forth slowly, and the maids next to me were all smiling happily. I thought for a moment and asked shyly, "Is there any water, I want to drink some warm water." "Of course there is, how could it not be?" Mo Yi's excited and trembling voice came. I was startled and looked back. Mo Yi quickly ran over and pulled me to look at her with full eyes, I gently hugged her, and I felt that this moment was so good.
Gong Nan staggered in and ran in and saw the person in front of him, haggard but alive, standing there, his voice trembling, "You're really awake." It's wonderful," I looked for a voice and looked at the door, "See the Emperor." The maids and Mo Yi respectfully saluted, "Let's go down first." Gong Nan hurriedly said and walked towards me. I just stupidly realized how Gong Nandui was the emperor, and when he was about to come to me and stretched out his hand to me, I immediately reacted and squatted down slightly to the side with some stiffness, "See the emperor", and the tone was not very smooth. I'm not used to saluting him yet, Gong Nandui wanted to hug Chi Wan's hand in the air, and when she saw her, she was amused. The next second, he took her hand and hugged it in his arms, and it was the first time that he was so intimate and nervous with her, and his palms were sweating. I was held by Gong Nandui so straight, my whole body stiffened there, and my face was hot.
I never thought we'd be so close, and this feeling made me uncomfortable pushing him away with my hands, but he hugged him tighter. I hurriedly said, "Your Majesty, let go." He was stunned for a moment and reluctantly let go of me, I didn't dare to look at him and pretend to look away. It's been so long, and you suddenly call me the emperor, aren't you awkward? Gong Nandui teased, I was flattened by a word, I didn't know what to say, Gong Nandui smiled and continued to ask, "Are you hungry?" I haven't eaten much after lying down for so long. Hearing him ask, I smiled shyly and said truthfully, "Hungry." "Then Gong Nandui arranged for someone to quickly prepare a large table of meals, and I saw that they were all my favorite foods, so I ate happily, and Gong Nandui sat next to me to eat and kept giving me the dishes." You've been eating more and you're still so skinny. Let's drink some more chicken soup," "How long have I been asleep?" Gong Nanwan paused, and then said seriously: "It's been almost two or three months." I looked at him in amazement and asked, "Has it been so long?" ”
"It's okay if you don't say it, you were very seriously injured at the time, I invited all the doctors I could invite, I couldn't help it, you still lost too much blood, but fortunately I didn't give up, and finally I found Lang Zhong barely maintained your last trace of breath, carefully maintained the wound to stop the bleeding, and I also gave you a blood transfusion to keep you warm." I looked at Gong Nandui pretending to be relaxed and said sincerely, "Thank you," he smiled lightly and said, "Fortunately, you survived, but then I always had a recurrent fever and didn't wake up, so it took so long." I smiled wryly, didn't speak, and continued to chew on the food. I'll have something to say to you later. "Oh yes, how did you become the emperor? What about your royal brother? Gong Nan inquired into me fixedly, I didn't dare to look at it directly, and pretended to eat with my head down, "That night, Jiang, after that person died, he arrested the rest of the evil party, and it was not dangerous." In fact, the imperial brother only suspected him before, but he only discovered and confirmed Jiang Kan's conspiracy when he followed me on the way to the country of Yeqi, so I acted in a scene with the imperial brother, making everything think that everything was under his control. Although he won a great victory that time, the emperor's health was not as good as before, and he was very sick. The imperial doctor said that the imperial brother was already old, and his body was not as good as before, and he might have been thinking about it because of this incident, so his body couldn't bear it all of a sudden, and he was menacing. But the country can't be left without an owner for a day, and the emperor is afraid that if someone takes the opportunity to rebel at this time, the world will definitely be in chaos, so he hurriedly passed me on to succeed to the throne. "Oh, I see, that's, that's the congratulations." After thinking about it, I still don't know what to say, so I congratulate him, after all, he is also the one who ascended the throne and became the new emperor.
But I didn't expect him to hear my words, but he was unhappy and spread his chopsticks, and I was puzzled, thinking about why he was still the same as before, and I got angry for some reason. I simply put down my chopsticks, and was seriously thinking about what to say, when I heard him suddenly say bluntly: "Sooner or later, you should already know that I am ..... to you." I want to be with you, I will take care of you in this life, I don't want to let go of six years like before, this time no matter what I will not hesitate to let you go, I will not let you have a chance to leave. I won't let anyone hurt you anymore. "I was stunned there and didn't know what to do, I might have had a trace of fantasy in the palace before, but now I can't make any waves in my heart." I know that Jiang Kan has hurt you very much, and you may not have come out of your heart yet, but don't reject me right away. ”
"He's all in the past, and it has nothing to do with him." I played with my chopsticks and said lightly, Gong Nandui looked at me, suddenly changed her tone, and teased: "I used to see that you were very smart, how could you be so stupid and deceived in this kind of thing." I was dumbfounded and indignantly silent, but Gong Nandui had to get closer to me and asked, "Huh? I gritted my teeth and said, "I'm blind." He laughed softly, "Then it's even less worthless for you to feel sorry for this kind of person, and you'll be even more blind." I couldn't believe it and looked back at Gong Nandu, "It's funny, where do you see that I'm sad?" "Aren't you just the way you don't want to accept anyone when you're injured?" "Just because I don't accept it doesn't mean I'm sad." I argued, and he took over more urgently, "Then I don't believe you've never liked me in the slightest." "I was so stunned that I couldn't say anything I had never liked him, and I looked at him for six years, and to be honest, I really felt like a stranger when I said goodbye, but I couldn't see him sad.
"Are you an emperor so idle and have nothing to do, don't you leave? Luotong, I'll go find her," I stood up as I said that, but I was suddenly pulled back by Gong Nandui's hand, and my body was unstable, and my upper body hit him firmly, and I immediately pulled my hand away in embarrassment and said, "What are you doing" Gong Nandui immediately stood up, I was afraid of any more physical contact, so I turned around and avoided him and sat on the edge of the bed. "Why do you always like to avoid questions?" Gong Nandui sat next to me. "I didn't," he seemed helpless and stopped talking, and we sat together so quietly. After a while, I said again, "You go and get busy first, tell me where Luotong is, and I'll go and find her myself." He looked at me with the same disgust as he had been years ago, and said, "Just you, can you still find your way?" "I can now." I looked confident. "I just ascended the throne and settled down, and Luotong is still learning to take care of a lot of things in the harem, I guess I'm in the queen mother now, you can go to her at night." "Has Luotong been crowned queen?" I smiled at him and asked, he nodded with a doting smile, I actually felt a little incredible, thinking that I used to be in the palace at most and didn't feel anything, but now one of them has become the emperor and the other is the queen. "It's really changing rapidly, I don't dare to think about it" I sighed from the bottom of my heart, Gong Nan smiled speechlessly, thinking that she really hasn't changed at all, she is still so simple.
Gong Nandui was called away, saying that a minister had come to him to discuss important matters. I can't go to Luotong and I just woke up and felt quite bored, but I didn't expect to wake up and it was already early summer, and it really felt like a sudden world away. Looking at the bright sunshine outside, I asked Mo Yi to dress up and accompany me out for a walk, and on the way, I stretched out my hand to cover the sun and let the sunlight spill through my fingers, "This kind of sunshine is so good, I thought I wouldn't see it anymore." Mo Yiqian smiled and said, "No, the sunshine in the future will be yours." "Well, it's nice to bask in the sun." Moyi also looked at the sky and laughed happily. "Take me to the lake to see, I want to see the lotus, see the blue sky and white clouds." "Okay".
The grass on the ground by the lake is green, the lake is full of water lilies, white, pink, and light purple, the round leaves spread all over the lake, the willow branches hang thinly on the lake, and there are a few water ducks swimming and catching fish in the distance. I whispered, "The scenery that I never cared about before seems to be very satisfying now," and "I almost thought you couldn't see it." I took a deep breath of air and didn't speak, Mo Yi continued, "At that time, you were particularly dangerous, the emperor gave you his blood without even thinking about it, and then because of the wound and the blood resistance, you have been repeatedly feverish, because of less eating, the wound recovery is relatively slow, the emperor and the queen take turns to take care of you except for everything every day." He really loves you with all his heart. I looked at Mo Yi and nodded slightly, "I know", and then sat down on the rocks by the lake, his shoes on the water, and played alone.
As soon as Mo saw that I didn't want to talk about these things anymore, she simply walked aside, and sat under the tree and silently accompanied me. I quietly held my face with my hands and looked at the distance of the lake, let my mind be empty, try not to think about those things anymore, don't think about why Jiang Kan did that, but the more quiet it is, the more I can't stop it, the more I think of my eyes and tears sour, Mo Yi silently looked at Chi Wan's side face in the distance, and couldn't help but think of Wang Ze who died for herself that night, she seemed to understand Miss's mood a little, even if he was so bad, how could what happened be easily erased? Miss is so determined to kill the person she loves with her own hands, probably in her heart for the rest of her life, just like she will feel ashamed of Wang Ze in this life.
There seemed to be footsteps, I looked up and saw that it was still Gong Nandu, didn't speak, turned his head and quietly wiped away his tears, still looking into the distance, he didn't mind standing behind me like this, he was quiet, he probably felt tired for a long time, and sat down next to me gently. The sun was about to go down, and a cool breeze began to blow by the lake, and he suddenly said, "The wind is blowing, let's go back." "Let's sit down for a while." "Okay," he promised, draping the cloak he had prepared over my body. I looked into the distance with a warm smile on my face, and when it was about to get dark, I quietly said, "You can accompany me to Luotong's dormitory." "Okay, are you feeling better?" "I've always been fine," I replied stubbornly, and as soon as I finished speaking, I was suddenly pulled by Gong Nandui, and I was surprised to see that he was just about to speak, but he was covered by Gong Nandu's cool and warm lips, he was so warm and so nervous. I wanted to push away but was pressed by him, his hands and his whole body pressed heavily on my body, but I found that I was not as resistant as I imagined, he found that I was no longer struggling but stopped looking at me, I glared at him angrily and did not speak, "Who made you so hard-mouthed, sad can be said, I am afraid that you are suffocated." I pushed him away, muttering angrily, "You need to take care of it." He stiffened visibly and then came up and took my hand and prepared to walk forward, but I still dodged awkwardly.
In the dormitory, Luotong saw me and Gong Nandui walking in together, she immediately came to me in surprise and stopped in front of me, staring at me in disbelief, "Long time no see" I smiled with tears in my eyes, "It's been a long time", she choked up and then quickly reacted and arranged for someone to prepare a table of food again. The three of them sat together like this again, and I sighed, "It feels like going back to when I was in the palace before, but now your identities are different." "Luotong smiled" It doesn't matter, no matter what identity we can get together, the most important thing is that we can get together. I don't know why this sentence made me suddenly think of Gong Nandu's recent attitude towards me and the domineering kiss on the road when she just came, her face couldn't control the hot heat, and she quietly pursed her mouth, but this reaction did not escape the eyes of Luotong and Gong Nandui who were present.
There was a faint warmth in Gong Nandu's heart, Luo Tong suddenly took a dish and put it in my bowl, and then stared at me with a wicked smile, I ducked back and asked, "What are you doing?" "When are you going to be with the emperor?" "Huh?" I looked at Gong Nandui in a daze, and he was looking at me with a serious face. "Me and him, I...."Luo Tong looked at me and smiled lightly and said, "The authorities are obsessed with bystanders, if there was no such thing back then, how could you and the emperor be separated, and they will definitely be together in the end." Since they are destined to be together, what is there to worry about? In the face of Luotong's affirmation, I was speechless for a while, so I could only eat silently, and I felt the fiery gaze of Gong Nandui next to me, and I didn't respond to anything after all, so he had to round the field, "Let's eat well first." The three of them also stopped talking and ate this meal quietly, Gong Nandui was on the side, and he would intimately pick up dishes for me, of course, including Luotong.
Fan Bigong Nandui opened his mouth and said gently, "Luotong, I still have some political affairs to deal with there, I can't come to see you tonight, I'll come over tomorrow morning." "It's okay, your majesty, go ahead." "Hmm" He nodded softly and walked out the door, seeing that I didn't follow, he asked suspiciously, "Let's go, why don't you follow." "I'm not leaving, you can go first" "That's okay, you haven't seen each other for a long time, so let's catch up." "Hmm," I looked at him and nodded without any emotion. After Gong Nan left, Luo Tong was slightly surprised and said: "You are the only one in the world who can refute the emperor like this, you are really different." I realized after a slight moment, "I seem to be too presumptuous around him." "In the past, when you were in the palace, you were different from others, and the emperor treated you differently." "It's different, but I don't like it that much." "Why do you say that?" "If you like it, how can you let it go, you can even let it go for so many years, if it weren't for my bad luck and being cheated into a mess, how could we still have a relationship?" I sneered,
Luo Tong looked at me and whispered, "The emperor has his own care, after all, your past is quite unbearable, he should be afraid, but you two are really quite arrogant." I glared at Luo Tong amusedly, but I couldn't refute a word, "If you don't like the emperor at all, can you bother with this?" She continued to scoff, "I'll wait until he explains it to me, I haven't figured it out yet." I muttered, "What do you think?" Still want Jiang Kan? She asked cautiously, and I took a deep breath and said slowly, "After all, it's been so many years, it's normal to be sad." "If you say that, I understand, but I have to tell you, it wasn't you who stabbed him first that night, he stabbed you back, you were almost at the same time, which means that Jiang Kan never thought of letting you go, and he was ready to make a move before you wanted to." I lowered my head and whispered, "Got it." ”
Luo Tong looked at me, shook my hand, and continued: "When you sent a message, I thought about it for a while before I understood, but at that time, the emperor was still the prince and had not come back, I guessed that you and he must have been watched by Jiang Kan's people, and rash action will definitely startle the snake, and it will make your situation more dangerous, so I went to see my father in person to discuss the long-term, and then the prince came back to see you for the last time, only to learn that you did not have an accident and were threatened by Jiang Kan, He had long suspected Jiang Kan but was also confirmed by the emperor's secret letter to him after he was assassinated on the way to Yeqi Kingdom, but he couldn't resist the decree and had to cooperate, so we knew that you were safe before taking action, so we had been planning to wait until the last day to take Jiang Kan in one fell swoop, and put your own people next to your carriage, but I didn't expect that Jiang Kan secretly left a group of people in ambush elsewhere at that time, and you almost couldn't wake up. "It's okay, didn't I wake up, it's all gone.
It's just Jiang, what is Jiang Kan doing all this for? "He was in the early years when the first emperor was not on the throne and met and had a relationship with the daughter of an ordinary people's family, and then the first emperor came back and forgot to promise to leave her behind, she was full of joy after giving birth to Jiang Kan and came to Dali to find the emperor, but how could she see the emperor in her identity, and no one would believe what she said, she took the child and walked away after recognizing that she was negative, but because she had just given birth and was overly sad, she had been sick on the way back, A woman with a child and no extra silver taels died of illness on the road. Before she died, she met a caravan and entrusted the child to the man, told him everything, and begged him that the child would never let him enter the calendar when he grew up, and never let him reveal his identity. "So Jiang Kan wants to avenge his mother after knowing his life experience." Luotong looked at me and nodded expressionlessly.
I got up and paused, looked around blankly and then looked at Luotong, and my heart was so stuffy that I couldn't breathe. She hurriedly stepped forward and patted me on the back, "It's all over, let's look forward, although Jiang Gongzi is a poor person, but he really doesn't love you, it's also a fact, forget about those things." I silently shed two lines of tears, "The emperor didn't want you to know this, he said that you just forgot with hatred and discouragement, but I told you that I want you to really let go and really understand." I sniffed, didn't speak, and then rolled over on the bed and covered the quilt. Luotong was helpless, walked over and blew out the candle and gently went to bed and stopped talking, I was quietly crying in the dark, if Jiang Kan was not like this, even if he really didn't love me, then how could we be like this, I hate him, but I also faintly feel sorry for him. But no matter what, it's too late, and these things will fade into oblivion over time, so let yourself go and face the future life.
I wiped away my tears, exhaled heavily, closed my eyes and prepared for sleep, "Figured it out?" Luotong's cool voice sounded in his ears, "Well, what if you can't figure it out?" She smiled and said, "It's good to figure it out, and the emperor will be happy when he knows." I turned my head and asked her, "You just want me to be with the emperor so much, but he is your husband." "I was also born from the General's Mansion, since I was a child, I know that the future husband will definitely not be the only one, if the two love is a blessing and do not love, then there is no fate, fortunately, the person who married was the prince at that time, although he cherished me, but also could not help himself, the palace will not only have my existence, and now he has become the emperor, it will not only be my existence, although it is my husband, but it is also someone else's husband, even if there is no you, there will be many people in the future, but he loves you, if you he will be happy in this life,
Then why don't I wish it was you, at least he's really happy. "A lot of people, at least he doesn't love you, if you don't love you, you won't be uncomfortable, if it's me, then you will definitely be sad." "Don't worry, I'll have him for each other." I turned around and didn't speak, and sighed that Kiryu was thinking so much at this time, and after a long time, I asked tentatively: "You and Gong Nan have been married for so many years, why don't you have any children?" "In the early years, the emperor felt that I was not in good health, and he was reluctant to let me recuperate, and then I was pregnant once in the years when you were away, but I still didn't keep a miscarriage when I was four or five months old, and I haven't been pregnant since then." "Don't worry, there will definitely be in the future." "Well, let's go to bed. It's not too early," Luo Tong replied in a low voice, and then there was no sound, and I smiled lightly and fell asleep peacefully next to me.
When I woke up the next day, I went back to eat alone before they came to say goodbye, just as I had done in the palace, and Gong Nandui came in a short time after I had finished eating. "Why didn't you stay to eat with Luotong?" He asked softly, "The palaces are going to come over to ask for peace, and I'll come back first if I think it's troublesome." He suddenly chuckled, "You're still the same as before, you don't know how to do anything." I flattened my mouth disapprovingly and didn't speak, "Accompany me to the main hall in a while, I still have to deal with some official approvals, and you can do whatever you want with you." He asked, I glanced at him lightly and replied lightly, "How inconvenient I am there, and I am not comfortable with the number of people there." "It's okay, I give you permission to do whatever you want, have you ever been afraid of those people?" Just as he was about to answer outside, Mo Yi suddenly came in and said, "Meet the emperor, the aunt next to the young lady and the queen mother came to invite, saying that the queen mother heard that you woke up and wanted to invite you to come and sit down." I nodded at first, feeling uneasy, but I said, "Let's go." Gong Nandui on the side immediately frowned when he heard this, "I'll go with you." As he spoke, he took my wrist and walked out,
"Don't you still have a lot to do, I'll go myself." "There's no hurry." Listening to his firm tone, I didn't speak. I didn't say anything all the way, and when I arrived at the dormitory, I saw the Queen Mother sitting there dignified and majestic, and I secretly settled down and stepped forward to ask An to "Meet the Queen Mother." "The son visits the queen mother." Gong Nandui also followed, "Get up, you just woke up, and your body is not yet complete, sit down." I was shocked in my heart, and Wen replied, "It's out of the way, Empress Dowager Xie is sympathetic." Gong Nanwan and I both sat down, and the queen said with a smile, "I didn't expect Miss Leng to encounter such an encounter, but fortunately, you woke up and saved your life." It's lucky," I said with a smile, "What the Queen Mother said is true, but I also have to thank the Queen Mother and the Emperor for taking care of me, otherwise I may not be so lucky." "Hehe, you don't have to care about the cold girl who raised her hand, so what are your plans for the future?" "Queen Mother, I'll plan for her." Before I could open my mouth, I heard Gong Nan say lightly.
The Queen Mother's face was stunned, and she held back the anger in her heart, and still said with a pleasant face, "What nonsense, you see, I don't know what the emperor is talking about." Leng girl, what did he do in your own business, lord, don't you say? Gong Nanwan was about to speak, but I immediately rushed to his words and said with a hearty smile, "What the Queen Mother said is that the emperor is kind, and he may just be afraid that the slave and maid will meet someone unladylike again, so he said that he planned for himself." I felt that the face of Gong Nandui next to me was instantly gloomy, and she looked at me resentfully, I only looked at the Queen Mother with a smile, and suddenly she laughed, "Okay, good, the emperor, this child is really thoughtful, but it depends on what you mean, Miss Leng, if you want to go out of the palace, I will arrange it for you, and I will also find someone for you." As soon as the words fell, Gong Nan stood up in a twilight voice, and her voice was cold but firm, "Queen Mother, you don't have to deal with her affairs, Leng Chiwan, this person is mine, I will be with her for the rest of my life, and I will not let her leave my side for half a step." In an instant, I seemed to be blocked from breathing, and my body was covered with a dense layer of sweat, and I hurriedly stepped forward and knelt down and pleaded: "Queen Mother, please stop your anger." ”
Seeing this, Gong Nandui stepped forward and grabbed my hand and wanted to drag me up, I quietly pinched his palm with my fingernails, he paused or reluctantly let go of his hand, and for a while two burning eyes were on my body, I just knelt quietly without any emotion on my face. The hall was as quiet as an ice cellar, "What do you say is good about you?" Can I let my son do this to you? The queen mother's voice sounded faintly, I held my breath, buckled my head and said carefully, "The emperor just cares about the former master and servant, and the slave and maid never dare to have other delusions." With a flutter, I looked to the side, Gong Nandui was already kneeling next to me in unison, my face tightened, and I immediately regained my composure and turned my head. Queen Mother, please don't embarrass her, it's all my decision. "Bastard." The Queen Mother dropped the teacup in her hand with a drink, and the fine slag splashed over with the warm tea. I couldn't help but shake my body and wanted to turn my face away, but Gong Nandui had already reacted quickly and covered my whole body with his sleeves, I looked at him in a daze, he only smiled at me faintly, and then turned his head to the Queen Mother and continued: "Queen Mother, please calm your anger and take care of your body." ”
"Hehe, take care of your body? You do such a thing, so that how can the queen mother take care of her body with peace of mind? You've forgotten your promise to the Emperor, have you? Where do you put the civil and military officials? "I heard the queen mother's fierce reaction, and looked at Gong Nandui even more suspiciously, but I like one, why do I have anything to do with the court? Is it just because I am the daughter of a sinner? Without waiting for Gong Nandui to reply, she continued: "And you, I reminded you six years ago, I don't care about seeing that you are a smart person, but you are going around and around and coming back, and you have to confuse the emperor, I don't know the severity." Come, give death. "Who dares." Gong Nandui gave a cold order, and the Queen Mother stared at him in disbelief and said in a trembling voice, "You insist on disobeying the will of the Queen Mother?" "Queen Mother, my sons are sorry for you, but this matter can't." Gong Nandui respectfully buckled his head and then stood up.
The two were at a stalemate, and after a moment of silence, Gong Nandui ordered word by word: "I decree that from now on, Leng Chiwan is my personal female official, who is responsible for pen, ink, paper, and inkstone, and is not controlled by anyone, does not obey anyone's orders, and is only called by me alone." Hearing this categorical voice, the Queen Mother and I both looked at Gong Nandui in shock at the same time, he didn't look at me, just stared at the Queen Mother's eyes coldly and firmly, and said, "Queen Mother, I don't dare to disobey you, nor dare to disobey the first emperor, the first emperor ordered me not to marry her in this life, but he didn't order me not to stay by my side in this way." "You" The Queen Mother was speechless for a while when she saw her son's resolute attitude, and I was still kneeling there in shock, my whole body was cold, and my scalp was numb. The queen mother, please take care of your health, if there is nothing else, the son will retire first, and come to see you another day. After speaking, he pulled me out of the queen mother's bedroom.
Seeing the sunshine again, his body slowly warmed up, "You didn't accept the decree just now, did you want to resist the decree?" That's punishable. Gong Nan suddenly teased gently, I pretended not to hear and continued to walk forward in a dull manner, "Chi Wan, I'm sorry I embarrassed you." He grabbed my arm and said sincerely, "You are the emperor, I can't stand it." That's not the right move. "You didn't treat me as a prince before." I reluctantly withdrew my arm and continued to walk forward, "From today onwards, you will accompany me wherever I go, accompany me to approve the folds." He spoke again, and I stretched out my arm and gently touched the palace wall, and faintly returned, "Gong Nandui, it's all like this, why don't you let go?" Besides, I don't like it here. "Where can you go without me?" With such a thin body of yours, if you meet a bad guy again, you won't be sold. "Is it so good here, maybe one day it will be suddenly given to death for some reason." He chuckled out at a moment's notice, then leaned over to me and promised, "Don't worry, I'll take care of you." "Hehehe," I sneered at him and turned away. From afar, I could only hear him shouting from behind, "Why are you so proud? "There is a trace of pain in my heart" It's not that I'm afraid that you won't be able to protect me, but I'm afraid that you love me but will go against the whole world, your royal brother will kill me, and your queen mother will taboo me. How can my body live such a failure? ”