Gradually, the summer has passed, and the weather is no longer so hot, since the last time Luotong moved the fetal gas to now I haven't been out for a long time, although I often go to see her, but I still feel that this is inappropriate, if you don't come out to move around, you have to suffocate to death, how can it be good for the fetus, "Luotong, you see that the weather is not hot recently, there is a cool breeze every day, I take you out for a walk, so that the mood is good for the fetus." "So what are we going to do?" "Why don't we call Shanggong Nandui to go boating together, you can still play in the water." Luotong thought for a moment and said, "It's okay, it feels like it's fun." I smiled happily and touched her belly, which was not yet pregnant, and said, "This way, my fat child can also be happy." "Hahahahaha" Luo Tong smiled and smiled, and was suddenly stunned and said, "Eh, we may not be able to go, I have something to tell you." "What?" "The queen mother said that now that I am pregnant and physically inconvenient, and the palace is the original palace of those people, let the emperor re-elect new people to enter the palace, let me and Concubine Feng handle this matter together." "Okay, it's going to start tossing again." I pouted and said, "The heir is the most important thing, and she has something to toss." I barely smiled and didn't speak, "The court also urged the emperor not to end up childless like the previous emperor." "This time, the Queen Mother can really make me a stumbling block openly." "Hey, everyone in the harem is scared of this day." Luotong and I looked at each other in a daze, and then looked out with a lot of concern....

Although I know that choosing a newcomer to enter the palace is a matter of necessity, Gong Nandui can't refuse and can't be the master, but I still can't control the boredom in my heart, I feel irritable and irritable when I do anything and see everything, plus the monthly letter is also here to make matters worse, Gong Nandui carefully checked the account book next to me, and the sound of Slasla's page turning finally made me can't help but slam the brush on the table, staring at the brush angrily. Seeing this, Gong Nandui looked at me inexplicably and asked cautiously, "What's the matter, did the brush provoke you?" "No," I was so angry that he funnily poked my face with his finger and said, "Then why is it so angry all of a sudden, my face is bulging." "I want you to care," I said awkwardly as soon as I pushed his hand away, and there was always a resentment in my heart, so he stretched out his hand to stop my shoulder and said with a half-smile, "You are angry with me." I pouted and said, "No, my stomach hurts." "Didn't you hurt the first day, why did it hurt again, then I'll rub it for you again."

"Is there a new person in the harem?" I finally couldn't help but turn around and look at him and ask, "So you're jealous for this?" He asked happily, I was speechless for a moment, he smiled and said, "I know that the queen mother is deliberately distracting me from you by taking advantage of this matter, but the heir is also a state affair for the royal family, so the queen mother united with the previous dynasty to put pressure on me, and so that you will not become the target of public criticism again, so I can only agree." I faintly replied, "I'm just angry because I know it too well, and I just lose my temper." He suddenly leaned next to my ear and whispered, "Although I can't be the master of the newcomers entering the palace, it is up to me to let them sleep or not. I squinted at his face and began to laugh.

In addition to choosing a newcomer to enter the palace, the queen mother's various little things before and after did not make me feel at ease, but they were harmless and acceptable, but I found someone to teach me some rules in two days, or I sent a long Buddhist scripture for me to plagiarize, and then I sent a child soup after having sex with Gong Nandu, but it was blocked by Gong Nandu. The Queen Mother can only endure it, and it is not easy to have a seizure. And I've been used to it for a long time during this time. The newcomer was all arranged at the beginning of winter, at this time Luotong was already pregnant for more than five months, and her belly was a little bulging, but she still looked very thin, "Why are you still so thin, no wonder you are afraid of the cold." I looked at her and said, "Didn't you bring me a cloak of your own making?" That way it won't be cold to go out later. "No, you've been pregnant for more than five months, and you're still so thin than when you weren't pregnant, I'm really a little..." I nodded thoughtfully and said, "Is that what you are?" She smiled and shook her head, "Who knows." "This weather, just in winter, it is so cold all of a sudden." Luotong heard me say this and looked at the gloomy weather outside, "Hey, it's cold, it's cold, let's have lunch for a while, you can go out for a walk with me, now that the month is old, it's quite tiring to sit for a long time." I looked at her with embarrassment, thought about it, and agreed, "Okay, you bring a cloak and get a hand warmer in a while, be careful that you are sick from the cold." She nodded happily.

Walking aimlessly with her came to the small lake again, although it was cold, the lake water was not frozen, and even the small fish in it were still shuttling back and forth freely, "Are you tired, let's go back when we're tired." I looked at her and suggested, "Stay a little longer, it's nice to walk." Seeing her look of interest, I smiled, "Hey, let's go, let's go sit in the pavilion." As he spoke, he pulled me over. This depends on the water, are you cold or not, this wind is blowing. I helped her cover the collar of her cloak again. I've just been walking for so long, and it's okay to be hot, so let's look at it for a while and go back. "Okay, just be happy." I flattened my mouth and walked to the pavilion, picked up a dead branch and teased the little fish in the lake, "Do you say there are turtles in this lake?" I asked curiously, she turned around, half-leaned on the guardrail, and said lazily, "Why don't you jump down and have a look?" "Why don't you join me and catch one by one?" I teased, "You can't bear it...."Before Luo Tong could finish his words, he was interrupted by a delicate and bewitching voice, "Cousin, why are you here, come out." "I looked back at Luo Tong with him,

It turned out that it was Chu Xuefeng, Yi Yin, and Shi Yingran, and they all came, "See the queen mother." "Get up, don't be formal." Everyone sat down, and the small pavilion was crowded for a while, "The girl came out later, I haven't seen you for a long time since the last time, is your body better?" Chu Xue looked at my side and asked in a weird way, and for a while, Feng Yiyin and Shi Yingran also looked over, and their faces were faintly malicious or caring, "It's good, it's just that one is deaf." The corners of my mouth rose deeply, and I said nonchalantly, Chu Xue's face was obviously stunned, and she naturally recovered, and said unhurriedly, "It's not a difficult thing, the emperor loves you so much, and he will definitely try his best to heal you." I smiled lightly and looked into the distance without answering, and Luo Tong saw this scene and interrupted, "Why are you all together so coincidentally today?" "Now there are only a few old people in the palace, so let's get together to catch up on the past." Feng Yiyin said indifferently, "Yes, I don't know how many newcomers there will be in the future?" Chu Xue echoed with his voice, "The emperor has always been fair, and he treats the harem even more cherished and tolerant.

will never snub which one is mistreated, that is, if there is something good, the emperor will care about which one everyone has never had, how can he think of it so sadly? Feng Yiyin smiled at Luo Tong and said softly: "What the queen mother said is also true, since the emperor ascended the throne, he has indeed treated us gently and sincerely. But sincerely, there was no longer a glimmer of hope, Feng Yiyin quietly swallowed this sentence, "So you don't have to worry, even if there is a newcomer, the emperor will not snub you." Not to mention the new and old people fighting for each other," "Hey, the emperor treats us everywhere thoughtfully, which is to take care of our decency, but this heart is all on you, the queen." Shi Yingran said half-truthfully and half-flatteringly, but this sentence made everyone a little embarrassed, only to see Feng Yiyin and Chu Xue's faces darkened in an instant, and Luo Tong also glanced at me a little uncomfortably, "Why don't we go back first, after blowing the wind for so long, be careful and catch the wind chill again, ladies and gentlemen, you can do it yourself," I stepped forward in three or two steps to help Luo Tong. "Yes, Queen Mother, you have to pay attention to your body and rest more." Shi Yingran seemed to feel the awkwardness of the previous sentence and quickly made up for it. "Then let's go back with the queen mother, it's a little cold to sit outside." Feng Yiyin suggested lightly, and Luo Tong nodded with a smile in agreement.

A few people followed me and Luo Tong together, I half helped Luo Tong to look at the road under my feet, and suddenly felt the skirt behind me was pulled away and quickly pulled away, the body instinctively leaned forward, I quickly looked back, but at this moment I tripped a pebble under my feet, and I fell to the right side unsteadily, and my body was uncontrollably hit the Luo Tong next to me, and she didn't have time to hold me and fell to the side by inertia. Everything happened so quickly and so suddenly, without any warning or prediction, it became like this, and I felt panic like never before until I heard a plop, splash of water and hit each of us coldly, I couldn't believe it all, "Go and tell people to hurry up." I roared hard and jumped in without thinking about it, I tried my best to hold Luo Tong's hand, my mind was blank, but my body was mechanical and stubborn to push Luo Tong to the shore, and I was afraid that she would choke on the water, so I tried to support her upward,

Several of them reacted and quickly worked together to pick up Luotong. "Be careful with your tummy, lighter." I ordered in a panic, and several of them knelt trembling beside me. "The cloak is fast, the cloak, the thick clothes, bring it and cover her quickly, quickly." I roared as much as I could, I don't know if Luotong choked on water or some other problem has fainted, I trembled and quickly pressed her chest gently, and touched her carotid artery, fortunately, I was excited to shed tears and kept pressing her chest, sure enough, after a while, she spit out a few mouthfuls of water, but fell asleep in a coma, "What about people, why haven't you come yet?" I looked around anxiously, "Don't worry, I've already called, it's estimated that it's almost there." Feng Yiyin returned with a trembling voice, and I quickly wrapped all the cloaks around Luotong's body, but I felt that it was not enough, I simply hugged her tightly in my arms, and the tears fell uncontrollably while crying and comforting, and it was like saying to herself "Luotong, you have to hold on, it's okay, it's going to be fine..."

Luo Tong's bedside, the Tai Yi Wen Po was already stuffed, I stood outside with a trembling body nervously waiting, and Feng Yiyin and them stood behind, and after a while, Luo Tong's painful snort came from the back room, and my tears could no longer be held back like a rainstorm that came in summer, "How is Luo Tong?" It was Gong Nan's anxious and trembling voice, I instantly stopped my tears and looked back, he staggered and ran over, and when he saw that my body was still dripping with water, he immediately took off his cloak and wrapped it around me, held my hand that was so cold that I was already unconscious, and said, "It's okay, I'll go to see her first." "I'm sorry I bumped into her, you get in, go in and see her."

Time is like the water on my body ticking away, we are still standing there motionless and guarding, the winter twilight always comes earlier, tick tock, the water on my body finally stopped falling, and it was dark and I couldn't see everything outside, the imperial doctor and Gong Nandui walked out at this time, "How is it?" I hurriedly stepped forward and asked, and everyone leaned over with concern, only then did I feel that my legs were stiff, "Why didn't you go to change your clothes?" Gong Nanwan frowned and said nervously, "Oh, I forgot, how is Luotong, how is the child?" Yes? "Listen to me, you go and change your clothes first, and I'm here for the business." "The baby is gone, isn't it?" I choked up, Gong Nandui opened her mouth and tried to keep her voice from trembling, "The fright of falling into the water and the biting cold of the winter water, just..."The luck in my heart was shattered like this, and I couldn't say a word at a loss, only regret and guilt,

I knelt heavily in front of Gong Nandu, lowered my head and gritted my teeth, tears silently slammed on the ground one by one, "This is an accident, it's not your fault, you get up quickly." He quickly squatted down and put his arm on my shoulder, "Let me kneel for a while, just for a while, so that I can catch my breath." I whispered and said weakly, "The Queen Mother is here, Your Majesty." The eunuch suddenly reminded, "What the hell is going on, why did the good queen suddenly slip the tire?" "It's a familiar voice, mixed with anxiety and anger." See the Queen Mother. Everyone knelt down respectfully and saluted, "Excuse me, I'll go first to see the queen." The Queen Mother held back her anger and rushed into the back room. What the hell is going on, how can a good person fall into the water, let me check it out. An angry reprimand frightened her body knelt down again, "Back to the Queen Mother, it's me..."

It was also accidentally tripped over the pebble and knocked down the paulownia, so she accidentally fell into the water, she didn't mean to, no one wanted such a thing to happen. Gong Nanwan replied first, I glanced at him sluggishly, and he had to close his mouth, "Heh, it's you again." The queen mother stared directly at the pale and black-mouthed person in front of her, roaring with anger in her heart, but the emperor still held back her temperament and said coldly: "If you are not careful, it will be over?" Can't see the road under your feet when you walk and walk? How did you get there? There are no rules at all, and there will be even more disasters in the future. "Or was it not careless at all, that you deliberately murdered him?" Without waiting for me to speak, the Queen Mother continued, "Queen Mother, it's the slave's fault that I accidentally didn't have the rules, but I really didn't want to kill her. When we went back, I felt that someone behind me stepped on the slave's dress and tilted it, and when I looked back, I accidentally knocked down the queen with my foot. "Everyone is walking well, who dares to step on your dress, don't frame others casually." Chu Xue behind her suddenly retorted urgently, and I turned my face to look at her in confusion,

"You didn't walk well and see the road, and your cousin slipped a tire, not only did you not find your own mistakes, but you also framed others here." She said loudly with red eyes and anger, but her eyes were a little evasive, I was dumbfounded and looked at them in a panic for a while, and I didn't see it clearly when I turned around, I really didn't know who was behind it, Feng Yiyin and Shi Yingran also knelt there with red eyes and worried, "First snow." Gong Nandui scolded, so frightened that she hit a spirit, "Framing others? Did she indiscriminately correct you? Are you in such a hurry to button her hat? "Your Majesty, the concubines are." "Okay, don't argue, check carefully, check it out for me. Everyone who was together at that time, the maids went to check one by one, so many people will always have someone to see clearly" The Queen Mother interrupted sharply, "Leng Chiwan, whether you did it unintentionally or deliberately, now that the result is here, you have to be responsible for what you do." From now on, go and kneel outside the door until you find out. "Queen Mother, it has not been proved that Chi Wan deliberately pushed Tong into the water, you punish her like this, what innocence does she have?" Gong Nandui didn't wait for the Queen Mother to speak, and continued: "In this way, let's punish her to wait for Luotong here until she wakes up, we also have to listen to Luotong's words first, and now go back and change clothes first." "Okay, okay, the emperor has thought about you thoroughly." The Queen Mother was so calm that she couldn't hear any emotions, and I wasn't in the mood to study everyone at this time, "The minister thanked the queen mother, and hurried to change her clothes later, and then waited here for the queen mother and didn't leave half a step." I raised my eyes and looked at Gong Nandu, and replied numbly, "Yes." ”

I don't know how to go back, I don't know how to rush back, I sat on the edge of Luotong's bed and looked at her, "Miss, don't you really remember who was standing behind you at that time?" While Gong Nan was going out, Mo Yi asked in a low voice, "I didn't pay attention to these at the time, and I didn't expect such a thing to happen, I really didn't see it clearly." After thinking about it, he continued, "Speaking of which, I still blame myself for not looking at the road well, and I should have let Luotong walk in it at that time, and I blamed myself for accidentally knowing that she was pregnant." "You don't want to, miss, don't blame yourself too much." I clasped my hands and didn't speak, looking at Luotong's pale and bloodless face, I really didn't know what to use to make up for her, "Don't pay too much attention to the words of the first snow just now." Gong Nandui came over and held the hand I was clasping repeatedly, and after I realized it, I said unnaturally, "It's okay, when will Luotong wake up?" I'm going to get all the medicine and food ready. As he spoke, he was about to stand up, but he was pressed back by Gong Nandui, "These have already been prepared by the next person, you can rest for a while, it is estimated that she will wake up in a while." I nodded and sat back uneasily, my hands unconsciously clasped again.

Gong Nandui looked in his eyes, his heart followed and pinched, but he couldn't find words of comfort, Luo Tong had lost his child, and he didn't know what would happen when he woke up, he didn't want to see Chi Wan hurt himself like this because of self-blame, so he slowly stepped forward and stretched out his hand to pull her, Luo Tong slowly opened his eyes at this time, and called weakly, "Is there water?" Gong Nandui's hand turned around and held Luotong's hand, "I'll pour it for you right away." I shivered and poured good water and blew it repeatedly, making sure it wouldn't burn her before handing it to Gong Nandu, "Is the child okay?" As soon as Luo Tong swallowed the last sip of water, he asked eagerly, "Luo Tong is sorry, me." "Luotong, you heard me say that we will have children in the future, can you take care of your health first?" Gong Nandui interrupted me and comforted her softly, "So my child didn't survive, did I?" She asked in despair with a hoarse throat, and finally couldn't stop crying, after all, it was the first time I saw Luotong crying,

Usually she is cold and indifferent, but in front of me or in front of Gong Nandui to smile more, her cry hit my heart, I would rather drown myself than protect the child and return it to her, Gong Nandui held her tightly in her arms and let her cry, I can only see Gong Nandui's face on one side when I stand here at this time, and I also see transparent things falling out of his eyes, "It turned out that I ignored it, I only felt sorry for Luotong, but I forgot that this is also Gong Nandui's child, He also loved this unborn child. "Luotong, you eat something and drink the medicine first, and we can have children when our bodies are well raised." Hearing Gong Nandu's words, I immediately wiped my tears and said, "You accompany her, I'll go and bring the food and medicine." Before they could react, I ran out with Moyi, and in an instant the cold air outside finally made me feel my breath.

For a few days, except for the last dynasty, Gong Nandui was with Luotong's side, at this time, only he could make her feel at ease, I had to go to see her every time Gong Nandui was away, and most of the time we were silent in pairs, I still remember that night Luotong was lying there after drinking the medicine and looked at me with complicated eyes, she quietly watched me crying, her eyes were reluctant to despair, there was distress and resentment of struggle. Just one glance made me lose my heartbeat, tears like a river in the embankment can't stop leaking out, she still resents me, "What do you think? Luo Tong said lightly, "Well, I wonder if you drank the medicine on time today and felt better?" She smiled wryly, "You know what? You've been asking these questions every day since the baby is gone. I shuddered, and my expression froze stiffly.

Luo Tong looked at me coldly and said, "Don't ask, don't apologize, otherwise I will really think that the child is lost by you, your constant apology and concern is nothing more than asking for a peace of mind in your heart, and I also need it, you are uneasy at the same time, you say that I need to pretend to smile and tell you that it's not your fault, I'm really fine, or do I want to tell you that I'm sad and will really blame you for being true, and I also need time to accept it?" I looked back at Luotong, looked at her as clear and indifferent eyes as ever, and said faintly, "Yes, in addition to the peace of mind I want, there is also real concern, I ignored your emotions." "Look, it's going to snow outside, it's gloomy." With her words, I looked out the door and was silent, "I won't have any more children of my own." "Bang, the teacup in my hand was knocked over and fell to the ground, "I also know that the emperor didn't tell you, he only comforted you that there will be me and his children in the future, and he..." "I interrupted her hurriedly," he didn't say to me.

But in fact, I heard it in a daze that day, and I heard everything that happened to the Queen Mother here. I was shocked but said, "I really ...... There are many reasons why I never thought of having my own child with Gong Nandu, no matter what, I caused all of this, and I will return it to you. Luo Tong looked elsewhere and didn't answer, but said to himself: "That day, the Queen Mother gave in easily, do you know why?" Although she had scruples about the words you said to her last time, you didn't know that the emperor went to see the queen mother long before you, and the two had a big fuss about it, bluntly saying that no matter what hurts you in the future, he will never step into the queen mother's palace again in this life, and he begged the queen mother to let him go and let you go. I looked at her lightly, "He loves you so much, it's really enviable, how could such a humiliating thing be made for you to do?" She looked at me sarcastically, "Isn't my child yours, why do you have to worry so much now?" You rest first, I'll come to see you another day. I hurriedly dropped the sentence and strode out the door, "Care? Isn't that how we deal with each other? He cares about you and me, you care about whether he is fair to you and me, isn't it what you have been thinking about? The air outside was cold and cold, like the current Luotong and me, and the wind blowing from time to time was like countless knives passing through my and her bodies, I quickly stepped forward and took off my cloak to wrap her, and said nervously, "You just finished giving birth, and you can't see the wind, hurry back." "Leave me alone, I can't have children anymore, where can I get worse?" As he spoke, he shook my hand away, and sure enough, snow began to fall sporadically in the sky.......

"Are you living this life only for that one child? What about you, Luotong, did you die with that child if you didn't have a child? She stared back at me in surprise, and I continued, "I'm trying to balance between you and him, me and you, because I'm afraid that my presence will hurt you and ignore you, do you think I'm willing to do this?" "Hehe, I don't need such charity from you, your kindness will only become a burden to me, even if I don't have a sense of existence in the emperor's heart from now on, I will admit it." "That's the best way, always with your pride, and don't think that you can't have children and give up on yourself and live worthless." "You should be optimistic about yourself first, what is your value? Is it that you get that person's like? Do you feel that you are unique and special, and that your pretentiousness is different from us here? I laughed angrily, looking at her aggressive appearance and not wanting to argue any further.

It's too cold outside, the wind is strong and it's snowing, and if you continue to argue, it will only add a little more damage to her body, so she simply shook her hand and turned away, "I hate you the most, no matter who you are, you can ignore it, just because you have a preference, are you wanton and chic?" Listening to the barbed roar behind me, I turned around and finally couldn't hold back and said, "Xi Luotong, you still resent me from the bottom of your heart, you have always minded Gong Nandu's feelings for me, don't you trust me, so it just so happens that the child's matter gives you such a reason, right?" I'm sad about the child's thing, I really didn't know that such a thing would happen, and I won't be sad if you resent me? Yes, I have to accept your resentment, because the child is indeed gone, I want to accept you to vent my emotions, because Gong Nandui, I feel unfair to you from the bottom of my heart, I'm sorry for you, and I have to accept your resentment, do you think I don't resent me, I'm tired of disgusting the relationship between the three of us, you know? If I had a choice, I would never have stayed with you. She was obviously stunned and shed a line of transparent tears in her eyes, and then angrily pushed me to the ground with determination, and the snow on the ground quickly invaded the bone marrow and cooled my whole body, "Do you think you are very aggrieved and have no choice?" You deserve everything, you deserve it. "Yes, I deserve it, you deserve it, everything, Gong Nandui didn't choose you and you deserve it." Out of control, he grabbed a handful of thin snow mixed with the soil on the ground and threw it over, hitting her body and face.........

The next day, the sky was still gray, there were sporadic snowflakes, there were no candles in the room, it was a bit like it was approaching night, I sat on the bed wrapped in a quilt, "Don't be in a daze, drink quickly, miss, it's cold again in a while." Mo Yi next to me reminded, I came back to my senses and looked at her Oh no longer spoke, I jumped into the water that day and blew cold wind outside for a long time last night, and my body accumulated to a certain moment and was slightly infected with the wind chill, "Are you okay?" Mo Yi asked softly, I smiled helplessly and said, "It's okay, it'll be fine in a few days, it's all because I'm too impulsive." "I said, you are the only one who can quarrel with the queen, you are so fierce." Listening to Mo Yi's sighs, I took a sip of ginger soup and didn't speak. "Why are you getting cold again, how are you feeling now?" I raised my head and looked at the suddenly appeared Gong Nandu, blinked her eyes a few times and couldn't speak, Mo Yi silently saluted and withdrew, "I've been with Luo Tong for a few days, she.... I didn't look closely at how you felt like you were losing weight again. ”

"Yes, she's in a bad mood." I lowered my eyes and said lightly, Gong Nan glanced at me a few times, carefully took my hand and said, "I'm sorry, in this case, I... I'm going to make you unhappy, and I'm going to take you out for a walk away from all these disturbances. "There's nothing to be unhappy about." "Luotong is almost good, I'll dine with you today, I specially instructed them to make your favorite shrimp. By the way, there is one more thing I almost forgot to tell you, the first snow .....," I irritatedly shook off his hand and said coldly, "Aren't you tired?" I'm tired. "What's wrong with you?" He asked in astonishment, I didn't speak with a cold face, and he suddenly smiled evilly and said, "You're jealous, Leng is late." "No, I'm just bored, tired of our relationship." There was no sound in the room for a while, and Gong Nan stood there stunned, looking at the person in front of him who thought about everything he wanted to say seemed to have turned into an excuse and couldn't say it, "What's wrong with you?" Can you tell me? He asked in a deep and anxious voice, after thinking about it, he still suppressed the fluctuation in his heart and said calmly, "I'm fine, you go and accompany Luotong, she needs you more, I want to be alone and quiet." ”

"Why did you never tell me something on your mind?" Gong Nandu's suddenly raised voice made the quiet heart boil again in an instant, and I looked at him and couldn't stop being angry and helplessly vented, "What do you want me to say? Say that I hate being here, hate those people who are hypocritical, hate our relationship, hate to balance the last resort, and are afraid of being sorry for others in all aspects? I hate it, but what's different about me? Tell you that you are required to change according to my heart? That would only make me more out of place. "So staying by my side has made you so wronged all the time?" "Yes, I don't like it here at all, and staying with you is the one I regret the most." I looked into his eyes and said decisively, "Okay, I'll just say it casually when you're angry now, I won't take it seriously and I won't allow you to regret it." He said with red eyes and trembling voice, and then angrily slammed the door and left, listening to the sound, I don't know if it was wronged or too angry, causing my chest to be stuffy and breathless, and my throat was so painful that I had to gasp for breath, my eyes were also red, I smashed all the tea cups on the table before it gradually calmed down, and stood there silently shedding tears,

The door creaked suddenly, I thought it was Mo Yi who came in, and quickly turned my back, wiped my eyes embarrassedly, and was about to turn around and ask her if I didn't want to, but I crashed into a warm embrace, I froze for a moment and reacted quickly, isn't this familiar smell still Gong Nandu? I was still angry at what he had just done, so I deliberately turned my face away and ignored him, letting him hold me from behind, "Don't be angry anymore, I can't do this palace and only leave you, but I can promise that I only belong to you, you don't need to make any changes here, you don't need to do anything you don't like, you are you." His voice was unusually soft and extinguished the fire in my heart, "Late, don't leave me and don't have this thought, okay?" He continued to ask, I held his hand distressed and hummed softly, "I'm sorry, you just said it casually just now, I also want to say sorry to you about Luotong, it's all my fault, I blame myself." He slowly straightened my body and made me face him, "Maybe we don't have a relationship with the child, I know that you are actually more tormented in your heart." But you know it's the first ......"

Gong Nandu's words made my heart hot, tears instantly overflowed my eyes, and I couldn't stop grabbing the words: "Thank you for understanding me so much, I can't wait to die by myself when the child is gone, I really want to make up for it..... Gong Nandui, we want a child, wait for him to be born, and let Luotong raise him, okay? Gong Nandu's pupils contracted like a needle tip and returned to normal, frowning lightly and hesitating, "Chi Wan, let's discuss this matter later, I want to tell you first that it was not entirely your mistake that the falling tong fell into the water that day, and it has been investigated that it was indeed Chu Xue who accidentally stepped on your dress behind him, so that's why." "First snow?" I asked in surprise, "Yes, Chu Xue accidentally stepped on you, causing you to accidentally hit Luotong, I didn't expect the matter to become so serious, so I didn't dare to admit it and wanted to frame you." I looked at Gong Nandui in a daze and couldn't speak, he was also looking at my eyes cautiously, "Heh" I smiled bitterly, but I opened my mouth but I didn't know where to start and didn't know what to say, did I blame everything on her? If Luotong knew this, would he still blame me? But no matter what, the person who crashed into Luotong was me, and this fact can't be changed. "I've already dealt with her. Eternal life confined to her own bedchamber. "Do you think I should intercede for her? She didn't mean to, she didn't want to hurt anyone. "She's not like you." Gong Nandui said firmly, "Although I didn't mean to hurt people, I didn't make up for it afterwards but shirked responsibility and framed others." "If it weren't for Gong Nandui liking me, then what price would I pay today? No, if it weren't for him, I probably wouldn't have lived that long in the first place. I lowered my head to hide the sadness on my face and nodded gently.