"......" Lin Xin got up, came to the bathroom, and was about to wash his face with the accustomed Skincare, when he suddenly found that he had no soap, only facial cleanser and moisturizer, and a lot of hydrating things that he didn't know what to do.

By this moment, his drowsy brain had almost awakened, and he was looking up at the person in the mirror in front of him.

He was silent for a long time.

is enough to compare with the cream of the male idol of Genesys, with fine long hair, eyes with a hazy sense of hesitation, handsome facial features, fair skin, but the overall thinness, but isn't that the little fresh meat?

So Lin Xin quickly realized his situation, and then slapped himself hard to confirm the pain, and then searched for various information in the room, and confirmed this really unfamiliar environment.

Came to that, but seemed pretty good to him.

He, Hayashi Shin, crossed over and became a male high school student who lived in Tokyo and didn't know which countryside.

Then the current name is Shin Sato.

As for the memory in the brain, the system, or something, there is no awakening for the time being, or is there no at all?

Lin Xin returned to the bedside, looking at the simple room layout, a bed and a table, the table was full of various books, and a large number of notebooks, it could be seen that the original person was a person who loved to learn, and it was precisely because of this effort that he was able to successfully enter a high school in Tokyo.

And on the lamp in front of the table, there is a label.

1. Don't fall in love in high school, make sure your grades are in the top 10 of your grade, and put an end to all unnecessary social activities

2. Try to coordinate your part-time work time and don't conflict with your study time

3. Take good care of your appearance, ensure that you have a good appearance after graduating from college at the age of twenty-two, have the possibility of being supported by a rich woman, and have the possibility of being promoted to a better company

4. Rationally face all the injustices to yourself, get used to the indifference of this world and society, if you can't hold on, you can vent, but don't look for death and tiredness, it doesn't make any sense, if a person wants to become strong, then he must go through all kinds of tempering

5. Remember to call your mom every week, she will miss you very much.

- Nobu Sato.

Lin Xin, oh no, after reading these labels, Sato Shin showed a very subtle smile, like self-deprecation, and like helplessness.

"I'm a guy who has lived for twenty-six years, but I can't compare to a Japanese high school student..."

Thinking back on his experience, he really wants to laugh now.

In his previous life, he was an ordinary-looking, but good learner, so after graduating from college, he naturally entered a good company.

Then, I met a good girl and fell in love.

This talk has been talked about for three years, these three years, after spending the love period, the rest of the time is relatively dull, but he also feels very happy, both of them are self-motivated, and have a good desire to buy a house in a first-tier city to support the rest of their lives.

So he works overtime, earns money, and only has very little time to go on dates, or travel. But he still thinks that the relationship between the two is good, after all, the chat on WeChat has been in full swing.

However, one day three years later, a stranger added his WeChat and sent him a large messy video of his girlfriend lying in the arms of another man, making all kinds of exaggerated screams, and looking very satisfied.

Then he fell silent.

first went to test it, but soon found out that the other party lived directly in Bengbu and was going to break up with herself, and after asking, she found out that this was a friend she had known for three years, which meant that from the beginning of the relationship, she was wearing a hat on her head.

At first, he was very angry, but he was a lazy person, and many times he felt that it was very tiring to be angry, so he quickly calmed down and began to think.

Cheating, being green, this seems to be a very common thing, it doesn't seem to be anything, why should I be angry, won't there be a better life waiting for me in the future?

Lin Xin has been trying to calm his heart, and he even subconsciously ignored the fact that that woman was his first love.

It's normal to think about it carefully, after all, I'm not handsome, I'm fat, and I'm honest, so isn't that just a pick-up man?

But he soon found that pessimistic thoughts were useless, so he felt that he should cheer himself up, and after spending half an hour combing through this information, he replied to this girlfriend, wishing you happiness.

Then quickly deleted and blocked, the house he shared a house, whatever, luggage, whatever, work, whatever, he didn't want it at all.

Lightspeed resigned, changed cities, and decided to start over.

Then in this new year, he has undergone earth-shaking changes, first of all, he has changed his original dull personality, he has begun to be exquisite, willing to interact with people, and has become extremely cheerful, and then he has worked hard, eaten healthy meals, and his body has changed from a big belly to a six-pack abs, and his original facial features are revealed, and he found that he was still a handsome guy.

When I went home for the Chinese New Year, I scared my parents a lot, and I thought he had plastic surgery.

Everything looks good, there is no better day than he has now, everyone is happy for him, and no friend who knows will mention the previous.

Then one day, it seems to be his twenty-sixth birthday, the goddess-level person in the company suddenly confessed to him and wanted to marry him.

A heavy cannon shattered him, in the eyes of others, this is something to be very happy and even envious of, but at that moment, he looked at the sincere girl, her eyes.

He was suddenly afraid, frightened, frightened.

He suddenly realized that it seemed that he had not recovered so easily, and that there was still a nameless fire running rampant in his heart, so he returned home that night, looked at himself in the mirror, and asked.

"Lin Xin, do you really know what kind of person you are?"

It turns out that he doesn't know himself at all, it turns out that he is not relieved at all, he is very resentful and angry, but he doesn't show it, so he directly avoids it with a ridiculous excuse that he will be very tired when he is angry, there is no suitable venting, turning, and direct change, that is, he is now living more and more unlike himself.

Health, regularity, these two words originally didn't match him, not that it was bad, but he became too fast.

Lin Xin didn't know why, he suddenly had a feeling of stepping into the abyss, after seeing his crying appearance in the mirror, he suddenly felt ridiculous, in order to prevent himself from becoming a clown, he quickly took out a fruit knife and stabbed himself to death.

Puncture the major artery in the neck directly, bringing the end of life.

This is the life of his Lin Xin.

Back to reality, he looked at the exhortation of his original self on the label, and he didn't know how to say it at all.

Because he found out that he was really a clown, he became stronger and better, what he wanted was not revenge, but to hurt himself and die, and he didn't consider his parents' feelings at that time, no, he still considered a fart when he died.

In short, Lin Xin really felt that he was not as good as this teenager - Sato Shin.

So the question is, how did this teenager die?

Soon, the sleeping pills on the table gave him the answer, as well as a suicide note of only a few words.

Posthumous writing.

Mom, don't be afraid, I'll come to you right away.

“……”

Sato Shin's mind was very confused, he silently put away the suicide note, and then sat back on the bed, at this moment he didn't want to think about anything, just want to sleep and escape into nothingness.

Well, in simple terms, it's a shameful but useful escape.

Let's think about such a complicated matter tomorrow.