20 You are my biggest subject at the moment
"Ha~ I didn't expect Sato-kun to cook so delicious~" Shiraishi China touched her belly with satisfaction, and it was visible to the naked eye that her thin waist bulged up a little.
"Sure enough, this is what you need to do in a person's life..."
"Almost, if I had money, I wouldn't be too lazy to cook, the things outside are expensive, and the nutrition is not balanced enough, like the bento you ate before, teacher, I can't take another bite in my life."
"Alright, get up and clean up and help me wash the dishes!" Shin Sato unceremoniously ordered his teacher.
Shiraishi Qianna was not angry, and got up with a smile: "Okay~"
…
Wash the dishes.
Although Chinaa Shiraishi is not good at cooking, she still does a good job of basic housework such as washing dishes.
Bubble both sides of the plate, and finally pass the water and hand it to Sato Shin.
"Speaking of which, Sato-kun, your hair is a little long, aren't you going to trim it? I'm almost out of sight. ”
The two were standing parallel at this time, and because the kitchen was small, there was only one fist apart.
"Oh... You reminded me that I was caught by Kuroki-san this morning, and I'll be done with two cuts later. Nobu Sato touched his bangs with his wet hand without care.
"Cut it yourself?"
"yes."
Shiraishi Qianna hesitated for a moment, "Or, I'll help you, right?" What if I cut it in front of the mirror and it is particularly ugly? ”
"Just trim the bangs, not so much."
"I'll help you."
"Teacher, you're really helpful."
"Of course, it's your teacher, after all."
Hearing this, Nobu Sato put down the last plate and looked at China Shiraishi very seriously.
"Mr. Shiraishi, can you answer me a few questions?"
"Huh? OK! ”
"First, you came to me yesterday because you sympathized with my situation, right?"
"I like to hear the truth, not to say anything else."
Shiraishi was silent for a moment, and then replied seriously: "Yes." ”
"Second, it wasn't your intention to let me participate in that speech contest today, but because I unexpectedly showed my talent for speaking English, which just matched your requirements at the time, so I found me on impulse, right?"
"Hmm... Right! ”
"Thirdly, you... Want to get close to me? ”
"Uh... Well, because Sato-kun is very special and can't let it go, and then I think you can actually talk to the teacher... And isn't it what you said before, we are teachers and students at school, and we can be friends in private...? When Shiraishi said the last two words, she glanced at Shin Sato a little apprehensively.
Sato Shin was silent for a moment, and Ji continued to ask, "One last question." ”
"Mr. Shiraishi, did you fall in love with me at first sight? Or do you have feelings of love between the opposite sex for me? ”
"Ahem, ahem, huh?! No, it's... How could you think that! Shiraishi retorted with a red face.
Sato Shin touched his chin seriously, "The main thing I think is very incomprehensible, if you don't like my body, then why did you do this, and came to apologize to me, and you know that I am wary of people, and you still want to help me cut my hair?" ”
"Aside from the fact that this skin does have some merit, I can't think of anything you want here, money? I'm poor, poor to death, right? I'm not a rich family or a second-generation official, and I can't give you a way to get a promotion or a raise. ”
"So, what exactly do you want?"
"Does it have to be a clear reason?"
"Well, it's about whether I let you cut my hair for me."
Shiraishi Qianna was stunned when she heard this, she blinked, and suddenly understood that as long as she answered now and let Sato Shin accept it, the distance between her and Sato Shin's heart could be further narrowed!
Hey... But what does it feel weird, isn't it generally a woman's answer to a man's answer?
How do you feel that my situation with Sato-kun is reversed?
China Shiraishi has the feeling that she is playing otome galgame.
"Actually... I paid attention to you on your first day of school, Sato-kun, because I personally have a habit of writing down the basic information of every student in the classroom, so I learned some things about you..."
"I didn't talk to you much later, but I've been secretly following you... It's mainly me, I want to help you, but at that time, I have been politely rejected by you, so I put it on hold for the time being..."
"After that... Your relatives over there called me and told me about your current situation, and I knew that now I had to take care of it, and you might be able to do it anyway..."
"Sato-kun, yesterday... The sleeping pills I saw on the table... It's not actually for sleep, is it? You really were..."
Sato Nobu nodded, "You guessed right, I bought it for suicide." ”
In fact, the original Sato Shin is indeed dead.
"......" China Shiraishi looked at Sato Shin's indifferent expression, and her chest didn't know why it was so stuffy.
The next moment, she suddenly stepped forward and hugged Sato Shin, and the fragrance on her body instantly filled her nostrils.
Sato Shin's first reaction was to think of the dirty woman in his previous life, his first love, and subconsciously wanted to break free, and felt a little disgusting.
But because the strength is not strong enough, I can't push it away.
China Shiraishi's voice was very soft, and she didn't pay attention to Sato Shin's movements.
"Don't mention that word again, tell me any difficulties and dissatisfaction in the future, okay? The teacher will protect you, trust the teacher. ”
Sato Shin felt the disturbance of his heartbeat, but his brain was still exceptionally awake.
"It's hard for me to trust a person, or I don't want to believe it."
"You're just afraid of being betrayed, aren't you? But I will never betray you, I can really do it. ”
"Why? We are obviously just strangers, just ordinary teacher-student relationships, there are many people in this world who are bullied on campus or die for various reasons, so many people, why do you only come to me? Or do you want everyone to care? Your reasons are not sufficient. ”
"If you say that you will save every person who is hurting, or that you will do your best to give warmth to those people, then I will only think that you are hypocritical, because it is impossible to do it, and you as an adult, you should know that."
"People have limits, and feelings are also limited, and they can't be divided among so many people, and they can be equal, so, why? If I'm dead, it doesn't have anything to do with you, does it? ”
"Even if you are kind and responsible, after I die, you will be sad for a while at most, and then slowly forget me, in the final analysis, you are just a passerby in life, why do you care, why do you take it so seriously? Do you really know who I am, and do you think I'm worth your effort? ”
Sato Shin looked at China Shiraishi, who had been stunned by herself, gently pushed her away, and then patted her wrinkled shirt, still speaking calmly.
"I actually know that I'm sick now, and I'm still very sick, but to be honest, I can't recognize myself now, and I don't know where I'll go in the future, but the only thing I can confirm is that if you want to really get close to me, you must have to accept more harm than those warmth, after all, I'm sick, and I'm moody."
"Do you think that little bit of warmth, and that little bit of possibility, to treat me as a patient, is it worth doing so much? Think about it, and then answer me, what is your reason? ”
Shiraishi Qianna looked at Sato Shin in a daze, and for a while felt that he was extremely unfamiliar, and felt as if this was the real Sato Shin.
All in all, for a while, there was no way for China Shiraishi to answer this question.
Her brain was already a mess.
I don't know how long I was in a daze, but Shiraishi Qianna smiled wryly.
"Sure enough... Sato-kun: You're a very troublesome student. ”
"yes, I also felt that I was in trouble myself, so I gave up?"
Shiraishi Kana shook her head.
"I can't answer you today, it doesn't mean that I can't do it tomorrow, Sato-kun, you're not the only one who likes to drill the horns."
"Since you have to say a reason, then I happen to have one in mind right now."
"Because you're a troublesome, troublesome, awkward, and neurotic student, I think I'll be very rewarding if I can bring you back to the normal track and make you smile like other students."
"As a teacher?" Nobu Sato asked with interest.
"No, English teacher is just a backup option for me, I actually wanted to be a psychiatrist at first, after all, I studied psychology in college."
"Psychology majors... No wonder..."
"So, once I successfully treat you and solve your very troublesome patient, then I, as a person, a teacher, and a psychology graduate, will get an all-round sense of accomplishment, and you, Shin Sato, are the biggest problem I need to overcome at the moment."
"I'm also a person with pursuits, so I won't let go of your difficult subject, and choose some simple ones, which can't give me a sense of accomplishment and satisfaction, well, the causes and consequences are all listed clearly, this time, are you satisfied with this reason? Sato-kun? China Shiraishi tilted her head and smiled lightly.
"It's barely logical, and if you add that you have feelings for me in a heterosexual relationship, I might think it's more logical."
"Don't flirt with the teacher!" China Shiraishi angrily knocked on Shin Sato's head.
"It's not school now." Sato Shin cried out in pain.
"Okay, can I cut your hair now?"
"Ah, I hope you don't cut it too ugly, teacher."
"What a faux pas, I used to help my friends cut their hair, and they all praised me for my dexterity!"
"It's just a scene between girls~"
"Say!" Chena Shiraishi continued to beat him again.
And Shin Sato, who was originally a little disgusted with some physical contact, now acquiesced.
The distance between the two people is shortened for a while, and the distance between them is shortened for a while.
Now it's finally "normal".