Fairy Xuanyi looked at Han Yun's face, her eyes softened a lot, and she was no longer so aggressive when she had hope in her heart.

In her heart, it was all Han Yun, she never thought about what she would do if Han Yun died, how she should live.

No matter where Han Yun is, as long as she knows that he is still there, it is enough.

She has never faced up to her feelings for Han Yun.

Until just now, as usual, she was meditating cross-legged in the room, cultivating with a pure heart and few desires, and suddenly received the bad news of Han Yun's death, at that moment, she panicked, she was in chaos.

After years of Qing cultivation, once she broke the work, she could no longer hold back the waves in her heart, and there was only one voice in her heart telling her,

Impossible, impossible.

I can't afford to lose him.

She asked Qi Xiaoyu in a stern tone on Lingjian, but in fact, her writing hands were trembling.

At that moment, she really wanted to break Qi Xiaoyu's body into thousands of pieces, if it weren't for her, how could Han Yun have suffered this catastrophe.

After she forced herself to calm down, she came over to see him as soon as possible.

She kept saying, you have to wake up quickly.

But she was thinking in her heart, if you die, I won't live either.

How can I live without you......

She wanted to leave with Han Yun because she wanted to bury herself with him.

She is a smart woman, and she has long discovered that her friendship with Han Yun does not seem to be as simple as that of her master and apprentice aunt and nephew, and there is a different kind of complex feelings.

She knew everything, she knew everything, she just didn't want to admit it.

She is a proud woman, she is unwilling to admit that she has "non-dividing thoughts" about her apprentices, unwilling to accept this relationship that violates secular ethics, unwilling to be poked in the back by others, unwilling to share a bed with others, and unwilling to destroy other people's feelings. m..

More reluctant to surrender to oneself.

Before there was no hope, she thought that if she couldn't share a bed in life, then it would be better to die in the same hole.

But now, there is hope again, and she gradually calmed down and buried that friendship in her heart again.

Her love is not humble, only proud.

The room was quiet, Qi Xiaoyu sat on the edge of the bed, looking at Fairy Xuanyi's stupid appearance, and didn't feel anything wrong.

In her opinion, Han Yun was brought up by Fairy Xuanyi, and the relationship between the two was extremely deep, and it was normal for Fairy Xuanyi to care about Han Yun.

On the contrary, she was also extremely guilty in her heart, because of her, Han Yun was forced to stay in Yumen Pass for three years, and was injured by the Peacock King, and was punished by the Heavenly Dao for killing the enemy, all because of her.

If Han Yun really couldn't wake up, not to mention that Fairy Xuanyi didn't forgive her, she wouldn't forgive herself.

Fairy Xuanyi had been holding Han Yun's hand, waiting for his body to regain its temperature and his pulse to regain its beating.

In the room, there was only the slight crackling of the candlesticks burning.

"Actually, I don't like you."

Fairy Xuanyi suddenly spoke, startling Qi Xiaoyu, but immediately, she lowered her head again.

"You're right to dislike me, after all, it's all because of me that he ......"

"But you're actually pretty good."

Fairy Xuanyi interrupted her.

"Huh?"

Qi Xiaoyu looked at Fairy Xuanyi in confusion.

Fairy Xuanyi smiled and said softly,

"Actually, from the first time I saw you in the Land of Demon Fall, I could see that you had affection for him, at that time he was still Qing Yu, and you didn't know that he was Han Yun.

Along the way, I was observing you, I saw people very accurately, I could see that you were a kind, sincere and warm-hearted girl, although you were not from a good background, as long as you were a good person.

I don't like you because you took him away from me, and he hasn't been away from me for so long, ever since I was a child.

But he had to grow up, marry and have children, and build his family.

Then I'll have to find him a suitable wife.

After my observation along the way, I think you and him are a good fit.

You have something in him that he doesn't have to fill his void. ”

Qi Xiaoyu wondered,

"Huh? What can he not have in me, he is smart, talented, strong, he has no last resort to do anything, he is ruthless in doing things, he does not leave any troubles, he is such a perfect person, what can I do better than him? ”

"Yes, your kindness and compassion are not possessed by him."

Fairy Xuanyi smiled,

"This kid, I have no father or mother since I was a child, I am in charge of Yifeng's affairs, and I don't have much time to teach him to protect him.

He's the most insecure of all.

So much so that later, when he was sixteen years old, after being assassinated by the Demon Cult assassins, he became even more insecure.

He disguised himself as a wasted person, lowered his sense of existence, and even deceived me, but he was secretly practicing some jade perry exercises.

This pretend, that is, three years, he obviously has strong strength, but he is willing to be a waste person in front of everyone, sweeping the floor all day long, being sneered at by others, sneering at him, and swallowing all the bitter fruits himself, just to be able not to attract attention, just to save his life.

It wasn't until I went to the Land of Demon Fall that I caught him once, and it was because he had single-handedly dealt with several Demon Sect assassins, and he could still fly in the sky, so he couldn't hide it from me, so he told me the truth.

But even if he is so strong, he still has no sense of security, and after going down the mountain, he has to disguise himself and get a fake identity of Qingyu.

Until the end, he really couldn't pretend anymore, and he had to use the power of the Yin Yang Sect to grab the Eight Wonder Beads, so he tore the mask, and that time, shocked the world, when people learned that he was not a wasted person, he was already a second-class fighter, and he was invincible.

I say this just to let you know that his steadiness and ruthlessness actually come from his insecurity.

The reason why he exterminated the whole family at every turn was because he was afraid that others would retaliate against him again, he was afraid that he would kill the little one, and the old one would come to take revenge, and he was afraid that he would kill the old one and the small one would grow up again.

Therefore, they simply killed them all, solving the troubles and intimidating the world at the same time. ”

When Qi Xiaoyu heard this, he looked at Han Yun distressedly and muttered,

"He was so timid, so scared, but he never said it to me, he has always been very strong, and I have always regarded him as my support, and I have never really cared about his heart, I really damn it."

"That's not what I meant."

Fairy Xuanyi said with a smile,

"I mean, Han Yun has been too deep in the demon because he has killed too many people, and after he came back from the Demon Fall Land, he separated from you, and I told him.

His murderous nature is too heavy, he feels that all the troubles in the world can be solved by killing, and sooner or later, he will be completely demonic. ”