Chapter 54: Endure what others can't endure
Never overestimate your place in the minds of others!
I am deeply touched by this sentence now.
Recently, the relationship with Han Xiaoyue has eased, including last night when she took the initiative to let me go to her bed, I naively thought that it was my true feelings that moved her, and Han Xiaoyue may have had a trace of affection for me.
But the fact is that Han Xiaoyue still went her own way, she still didn't take me to heart, and opened a room with the short-haired man behind my back.
It's just that Han Xiaoyue is not as arrogant as before, she at least knows how to deceive me and not let me see the two of them stealing people and be extremely embarrassed.
If this can be regarded as a gradual recognition of me by Han Xiaoyue, hehe, it's just a big joke in the world, my fucking whole body is turning green!
Han Xiaoyue's dog's day made me feel like a knife at this moment, because I clearly knew that I had eaten this time, and my clenched fists had proved that my anger was burning!
Moreover, this burning trend is getting stronger and stronger, and I feel that I am being played by Han Xiaoyue, because I care so much about her and her mother.
Bang!
I lost control of my emotions, and with an angry fist, I smashed it on my own chest, and I wanted to rush in immediately, and catch the short-haired man is a fat beating, and then scold Han Xiaoyue is cousin.
But my sanity was still there, and I immediately thought of Article 3 of the marriage agreement signed with Han Xiaoyue.
It is clearly stipulated that everything after marriage will be subject to Han Xiaoyue's wishes, I can't care about her, no matter who she interacts with, I can't stop her.
If I violate the regulations, I have to recover the 50,000 yuan I was given, and I will also compensate Han Xiaoyue for a one-time liquidated damages of 200,000 yuan.
This huge amount of money will put me in a desperate situation!
"Ye Jing, don't be impulsive, don't be impulsive, your sister still needs a lot of money, although you can't move Han Xiaoyue, but you still have a sister who depends on each other! For this reason, no matter what is the big deal, you must endure it! ”
I keep persuading myself to be patient in my heart, even if I have been heartbroken by Han Xiaoyue and made bright by Han Xiaoyue, I have to endure what others can't bear!
With a deep breath, I finally suppressed the urge to explode, never looked at the hotel again, turned around and hurried away.
Back in the wedding room, I fell asleep in a daze, and when I woke up, it was nearly eight o'clock in the evening, and it was only a few minutes before Han Xiaoyue started the live broadcast.
Originally, I planned to go to her live broadcast room tonight to take a look, and then observe Han Xiaoyue's state during the live broadcast, and give her pertinent suggestions in the name of 'sleepless tonight'.
But now, I no longer want to care about Han Xiaoyue's affairs, after being green by her, I have returned to the mentality of just getting married, and I am a good tool person for agreement marriage.
As Han Xiaoyue said, I just bought it from him, and in her heart, I actually haven't been bullshit all along!
It's because I've been thinking too much about it lately, thinking that I have a relationship with Han Xiaoyue, and I'm flirting and scolding a lot of the time, it's really my own feelings, so I can only hehe.
I was still in a bad mood, I was lying in bed and scrolling through my phone, but I called an unfamiliar number.
After answering, Han Xinrui's voice came from there, saying that she called me from the KTV boss's mobile phone, asking me to go to Dynasty KTV as soon as possible, and she was singing and drinking in the private room over there.
Although I had resistance to Han Xiaoyue, I knew that life had to go on, and I remembered my mother-in-law's warning, so I told Han Xinrui that I still wouldn't go, after all, my mother-in-law was against the two of us meeting.
Han Xinrui burped and said, "Don't worry about my aunt, I decided to go to a neighboring province to live on the high-speed train tomorrow morning." Before I left, I wanted to meet you, a good friend. I also shouted Zhou Wu to come over, you can't come, in a word! ”
Hearing that there was Zhou Wu, and Han Xinrui was actually leaving tomorrow morning, and I was not in a good mood, I also wanted to find a friend to talk to, so I promised to go over immediately.
Han Xinrui said that she would not be able to leave, and hung up the phone with a burp again.
Dozens of minutes later, I was in a private room of Dynasty KTV and saw Han Xinrui, who was already drunk and her face was flushed.
She was alone, with several empty bottles on the wine table, and the waitress told me that she had been drinking alone since 7 p.m. until now.
knew that Han Xinrui was bitter in her heart, otherwise she would not drink alone.
"Sister Rui, don't be busy drinking first, you can sing and vomit wine."
I stopped Han Xinrui from blowing the bottle again, and asked her to sing first to slow down, Han Xinrui giggled and said okay, and ordered an old song by herself, Zhang Zhenyue's "Goodbye".
As the rhythm of the music sounded, Han Xinrui took the microphone and sang, her singing voice was not as beautiful as Zhao Ruoxuan, but when she sang it after drinking, it seemed very emotional.
"I'm afraid I won't have a chance to say goodbye to you, because I may never see you again; Tomorrow I will leave, the familiar place and you, to be separated, my tears will fall......"
When she sang this, Han Xinrui's eyes instantly moistened, she suddenly looked at me who was sitting, put the microphone on the wine table, choked up and said: "Ye Jing, I'm really reluctant to leave, I'm worried that if I leave tomorrow, I won't see you again, woo woo......"
No, it won't!
When I heard Han Xinrui say this, I felt very uncomfortable for a while, and gritted my teeth and said no.
Han Xinrui cried, hugged me, and cried: "Ye Jing, tell me, why is my life so bitter?" My parents died early, and my father still died for Han Xiaoyue's father, but why, my aunt's family didn't want to see me? Auntie won't let me be friends with you, I feel so sad, woo woo......"
Han Xinrui's cry is like a blade scraping my heart, I can feel her friendship for me, it is not love; I can also feel Han Xinrui's grievances, but I can't do anything about it.
"I'm so unwilling!"
Han Xinrui hugged me tightly, and I was reminded of Han Xiaoyue by her crying, and I couldn't help but feel a little moist in my eyes.
I patted her on the shoulder and said uncomfortably, "Sister Rui, be stronger, if you don't want to go, then don't go!" ”
No!
Han Xinrui pushed me away and said hard that she had to go, she grabbed the microphone again, and then sang in a crying voice: "I will remember your face firmly, I will cherish the thoughts you give, these days in my heart, will never be erased......"
I was so sad to hear that I grabbed a bottle of wine and drank it.
To be honest, I think Han Xinrui is so pitiful at this moment, if her parents are alive and see their daughter crying like this, how distressed they should be!
"I can't promise you if I'll come back again, I won't look back and go on without looking back......"
Han Xinrui's singing voice echoed in the private room.
With a creak, someone pushed open the private room, and I saw the person who pushed open the private room and walked in, even he was teased by Han Xinrui's singing.