In the dead of night, my heart is like a knife, and I smoke one after another.

My stomach growled, I felt a little hungry, oh, I hadn't eaten for a day, and since I left home, my life has been irregular, I only eat dinner every day, and sometimes I have a late-night snack in the middle of the night.

Think about how many times you have drunk without getting drunk!

Rummaging through boxes and cabinets, nothing to eat?

Drinking, or not?

When I walked to the kitchen, there was still half a bottle of cooking wine for stir-frying, and I poured a full glass and drank it in one gulp!

The cooking wine was a little bitter and slapped the glass on the table.

The cup shattered, the splinters pierced into the palms of the hands, and the blood flowed.

Hurriedly went to the faucet to flush down, the blood was still flowing, I didn't bother to pay attention to it, took a paper wrapper, lay down on the head of the bed, and lit a cigarette.

Looking at the empty room, depression, anger, resentment, welling up in my heart!

Think about the past, sadness, deception, loss, loneliness, mixed tastes.

"Hold the grass! Damn! ”

With a curse, the cigarette butt was thrown to the ground, he picked up the wine bottle and drank it to the bottom, leaned back to the head of the bed, wiped his mouth with his left hand, wiped his hazy teary eyes with the back of his hand, and closed his eyes again.

I don't know how long it took, but when I opened my eyes, I looked at my right hand wrapped in tissue, and I felt a faint pain.

I looked sideways at the broken glass and 7 or 8 cigarette butts on the ground, and it was a mess.

Suddenly, I suddenly picked up the three coins on the bedside table and swallowed them one by one!

Wu Qing, don't you think money is everything?

In my eyes, money is dust!

Today, I give you my life! Lie down, let the tears roll down, and wait for your fate。。。。。。

When I woke up the next morning, I couldn't help but smile, can you die if you swallow three coins? It's really self-deception, self-destruction, get up, sell cars, check out, what should you do or what to do!

"Bang bang" is the knock on the door, and I open the door casually.

"Boss Qian, I called you yesterday, why didn't you answer? Go to your company and close its doors too. ”

"Oh, I'm sorry, I was in class yesterday and the company was closed."

"And when are you going to pay your rent? It's overdue for a month today, I bet one to pay three, I'll bet you for a month, and the utility bill has not come out. ”

"Big brother, don't worry, I'll pay you today, but it's in the afternoon."

"How is it afternoon? Not now? ”

"Don't hide it, big brother, the company is closed, and the rent is owed, or the salary of the employees, and it will all be solved tomorrow!"

"No! What if you run away? ”

"How could you run away, you don't believe you will go with me!"

"I don't have time, I see that you are usually happy, you give me 500 yuan first, as a utility bill, I will come back at night, even if you run away, I will not lose."

"Big brother, I really don't, oh, there are 300, I'll give you 300 first."

"Okay, 300 is 300."

I took out the money from my pocket, 352 yuan, ordered 300 yuan and handed it to the landlord.

The next day, Liuzhou Technology Co., Ltd., the general manager's office by the window,

I sat alone at my desk, smoking one depressed cigarette after another.

Tilting his head sideways, looking out the window, looking downstairs on Hanjiang Avenue, the traffic is busy, the river is endless, and the RT-Mart supermarket is opposite, and the crowds are surging.

I couldn't help but think back to the company's business history for more than a year, and couldn't help but rub my face with my hands and sigh long......

The company closed and sold the car, which was a deliberate decision of mine.

There is no money to maintain the company's normal marketing, the company's account is less than 1,000 yuan, and now the only asset is only a car, which can be sold for more than 100,000 yuan.

It is enough to pay the rent owed by the company and the wages of employees, and it is futile to insist, so what can you do if you are unwilling?

Outside, in the public office area, there are a few employees sorting out their personal belongings, which I have notified the employees who have come to pay their salaries.

There was also a person sitting on the sofa at the reception who was the landlord, who also informed the settlement company to pay the rent arrears.

10 minutes, financial Xiaoye walked into the office with a black travel bag.

Keep the travel bag on your desk.

"Mr. Qian, this is 100,000 in cash, you count it."

"Okay, no need, you're working hard."

I stood up and took the travel bag, took a stack of 10,000 from it, tore off the seal, quickly went to 20 sheets, and handed it to Xiaoye.

"Xiao Ye, your two-month salary is 7,000 yuan, and the extra 1,000 yuan is a hardship fee, you and Songlin have been taking it from the establishment of the company to the present, you need to support your family."

"It's okay, Mr. Qian, I'm not in a hurry, let's arrange them first."

Xiao Ye waved his hand, tears rolling in his eyes.

"It's all going to be solved, you take it first, go back, go out and invite the landlord over first, and let Songlin and them wait."

I handed the money to Xiao Ye and said.

Xiao Ye took the money, obviously a little reluctant.

"Oh, thank you, Mr. Qian, is there anything else I need to do?"

"It's okay, the company has come to this point, I can't stand everyone."

"No, Mr. Qian, okay, I'll go back first, you can contact me at any time if you need to."

In a moment, the landlord's brother entered the door,

"Big brother, I'm sorry! A quarter's rent owes you a total of 45,000 yuan, according to our telephone agreement yesterday, half of the deposit is 7,500 yuan, air conditioning is 5,000 yuan, and office furniture is 10,000 yuan. You should be given 25,000, right? ”

"Yes, Mr. Qian, you are a good person, before it was paid once every six months, and then you said that it was difficult, a quarter to pay, I fully understand, now I owe a quarter, now liquidated, I must not recognize the house decoration fee, and it may not be arranged like this when rented out in the future, air conditioning and office furniture I recognize, and the tenants will definitely need it in the later stage, so I will give it according to what I said yesterday."

"Yes, everyone understands, I still want to thank you, but you must not suffer, office furniture is a brand, I spent more than 30,000 yuan on procurement, you click on this."

I said, pointing to the wad of cash that had been ordered on my desk.

"Okay, thanks! No, I believe you. ”

The landlord picked up the money on the table and put it in his bag.

"Understand each other! Understand each other! ”

After settling with the landlord, both parties agreed to receive the house tomorrow.

I told the pinewood to come in.

Songlin is the department manager, and the employees outside are all in his department.

took out a wad of cash that had been prepared and said,

"This is your salary, you are the same as Xiao Ye, from the establishment of the company to the present, the salary is 7,000, this is 8,000, you take it."

And a wad of cash,

"The outside employees are all from your department, and you give them on my behalf, and you owe them a total of 36,000 in wages. Here is 37,000, 1,000 yuan, you have a meal with them on my behalf, I won't participate, thank you. ”

"Oh, okay, Mr. Qian, I'll do it."

"Explain to everyone and thank them for their understanding! Also, you can take all the remaining products and equipment, and you don't want to pay a penny, so you can do it well. ”

"Then thank you, Mr. Qian, thank you very much!"

Pine Forest was incredulous and somewhat excited.

I decided to close the company, the franchise products are worth more than 30,000, the testing equipment is worth more than 10,000, difficult to deal with, Songlin is Liuzhou Evening News reporter friend introduced to the company, when Songlin knows that I want to close the company, I feel a pity, so I proposed, willing to spend a little money to take over the products and equipment.

The company is a sunrise industry, Songlin has a van, convenient for door-to-door testing, service, after all, the company through TV, newspaper advertising investment, there is residual value, making a lot of money is not guaranteed, raising a family should be able to.

I said, "You're welcome, Reporter Shi is my friend. ”

After dealing with the arrears, I sighed, lit another cigarette, and looked at the company I run, the empty office will be over tomorrow.

What's next? The car was sold for 153,000 yuan, and after the salary and rent were paid, he still had to pay 6,000 yuan for the house he rented.

With less than 100,000 left, what can be done?

For more than a year, a full 450,000, their own painstaking management, originally hoped to make a comeback, but survival has become a problem, I knew this result, buy a house can still maintain its value, or simply work, but also to ensure that the funds will not be lost, now, hey.

I really regret that I am so familiar with the building materials and decoration industry, and I don't do it. What is the environmental technology? If you don't understand the industry, how can you invest blindly and hope to reach the sky in one step?

At the very least, you should be familiar with the industry in order to be at ease.

I don't want to think about it, it's over, live in the moment.

After packing up the office, I regretted returning to my rental room.