443 Dilemma
In March 221, just after leaving Jianyi Company, Zhen Jingyi flew back from Nanyun City to find Ye Tianmin after knowing the news for the first time, and then made him vomit blood because of the three generations of Jianyi Company who jumped off the building.
After waking up, Ye Tianmin's desire for family affection was extremely strong, and the relationship between the two was determined with Zhen Jingyi. After that, Jingyi returned to Nanyun City first, and he had his first relationship with Zhen Jingyi in the hot spring village of the Nanyun Prefecture Federation of Industry and Commerce on the evening of returning to Nanyun City from Jiangdu City at the end of March.
After that, he went to Jincheng with Zhen Jingyi in early May.
In the middle of more than a month, there have indeed been several human encounters between him and Zhen Jingyi, and according to this time, it will be about 10 months until January.
And the time when he and Zhen Jingyi were separated was on May 8, 221, they were separated by their grandfather's guards as soon as they arrived at Jincheng Airport, and they never saw her in person since.
If you count backwards according to the child's date of birth, Jingyi was really not visible at that time when she was just a few weeks pregnant, and even the signs of pregnancy were not obvious, after all, it was the first child, if it was not specially prepared for pregnancy, no one would think of pregnancy at the first time.
The more he thought about it, the more Ye Tianmin watched the video over and over again, and tears couldn't help but pour out of his eyes. When he heard the news that Zhen Jingyi couldn't return, his emotions were not so cathartic, after all, the time of separation was not short, and before his emotions came up, he was blocked by Zhen Zhigang's words later, and began to think about other things.
But now, watching the video, he remembers all the past, and his emotions naturally can't be suppressed. He didn't call Zhen Jingyi's name, but choked up and asked, "What's the child's name?" Where is it? ”
"The big name is Ye Nan, and the little name is Hai'er. This is given by Jingyi, I don't know why I gave her your genealogy, she didn't give the child a three-character name, she only used the genealogy of your Ye family, maybe she wanted to leave it to you. Hai'er is at my house, which is also the reason why I have not asked you to come to my house since I picked her back. This time, Zhen Tianli whispered it to Ye Tianmin.
Although Zhen Zhigang had some last resort at the beginning to move Ye Yan out, now he has no way to use any more scheming, he really has chagrin with himself at this moment, and it is also the first time in his life.
Ye Tianmin recalled what Zhen Tianli said at the end, the time was before the beginning of spring in 222 years of Rafa, which means that Ye Nan left Zhen Jingyi not long after he was born.
"Ye Nan, Hai'er! Ye Nan, Hai'er! Let's call it Ye Nan, there is no shortage or addition, Jingyi's suffering this child should be a witness to her suffering. Ye Tianmin stopped crying and whispered.
Zhen Tianli didn't expect Ye Tianmin to understand it like this, this son-in-law who has not passed through the door is responsible! I miss it too! It's a pity that his daughter is still not blessed to enjoy after all.
Ye Nandu is almost one and a half years old, the Zhen family has always been hiding from himself, Ye Tianmin knows that Zhen Zhigang chose this time to say it, there must be a reason, and he is not excited to go to see his son immediately. Knowing that in Jiangdu, he is still so close to himself, so he is not in a hurry.
"Grandpa, if you have any plans to say it directly, I will listen to it." Ye Tianmin wiped away his tears with a tissue, looked at Zhen Zhigang, who was still sad, and asked.
"Nothing to do. Don't think of grandpa as utilitarian, Xue'er has already recognized Tianli and Shan Jing as godfathers and godmothers, that is, their daughters, and it is better for aunts to take care of nephews than outsiders. Moreover, Xue'er and Jingyi originally grew up together, although Xue'er was a few years older, she couldn't see her appearance. What Zhen Zhigang said is correct from the perspective of human nature.
Ye Tianmin knew that this was already an indelible hurdle, a wife and a son in front of him, let him choose, but he didn't have a choice. Two years after the Zhen family became pregnant with Jingyi, their son Ye Nandu was more than a year old and had been hiding this matter, in the final analysis, if there was no doubt at all, Ye Tianmin might not even think that he already had a son.
"Hai'er has known who his father has been since he was a child, and your aunt has been using your photos to tell Hai'er who his father is and what his surname is. Also knows who his mother is. Zhen Tianli also added that he was actually a little worried that Ye Tianmin had some other thoughts and emotions in his heart because the Zhen family had been hiding the news from Hai'er.
"Thank you!" This Xie Ye Tianmin said very sincerely, a child who has never seen his parents knows who his parents are, which is difficult for a toddler who is more than a year old.
Zhen Zhigang kept looking at Ye Tianmin, and there was no anger that might occur unexpectedly, except that he was too calm when watching the video.
"Has Xue'er seen Ye Nan?"
"Well, I just came to the house with the old man not long ago, and I've already seen it." Zhen Tianli told Ye Tianmin truthfully.
This kind of dialogue actually completely solved the question of whether Han Xue'er knew and agreed in Ye Tianmin's heart. Regarding the question that Zhen Jingyi can't come back, and may not even be able to come back forever, Ye Tianmin no longer asks about it, and the Zhen family can persuade Han Xue'er to marry him, which explains this problem.
Looking at the old man's gaze that had been looking at him, there was expectation and even a hint of prayer. Ye Tianmin didn't dare to be impulsive, a few days ago he was still because Yang Momo was not around, although it was not a mess, but in fact he was not used to it. If it was Zhen Jingyi, she might be able to accept this, after all, this was the situation from the beginning, but if it was Han Xue'er, he was completely unsure, and Zhang Qiong and Fang Damei still existed, one active and one passive, these were things he didn't think of at first, but it was impossible to erase them unconsciously.
"Grandpa, I have to tell you that there are women around me, although they are ......" Ye Tianmin himself didn't know how to define it. The initial scumbag's resistance to the present is now that if he is scolded as a scumbag, he himself doesn't know how to answer, because he can't answer at all.
"But none of them should be Ye Nan's mother, only Xue'er is suitable." Zhen Zhigang already understood a little bit of Ye Tianmin's thoughts.
It's not that the Zhen family didn't investigate Ye Tianmin, he didn't see how Yang Momo took care of Ye Tianmin during the period of time he came to Jiangdu, and when he went to Fengyulan Valley, he also saw the situation of Fang eldest sister serving Ye Tianmin's parents, and the daughter of the governor of Nanyun Prefecture also left the Rafa Empire because of Ye Tianmin, and even the widowed "younger siblings" of the eldest daughter-in-law also looked at Ye Tianmin differently. At the same time, he also knew that Ye Tianmin had never officially announced who his woman was, except for his granddaughter Zhen Jingyi.
This kind of problem that he almost didn't have to think about in the Jincheng family, but he didn't expect it to become his confusion here in Ye Tianmin. Therefore, it seems that Ye Tianmin has not been answered, but it is already very clear.
Ye Tianmin was not refreshed by the idea of the three views, but what he wanted to do, and he never made up his mind. Before Zhen Jingyi left, he didn't even ask Ye Tianmin, what would he do with the other women who were still in Hunan Yashe, and after the relationship was confirmed, Zhen Jingyi did not avoid getting along with him, it is impossible to say that several women pretended not to see it, and it is impossible to say that Zhen Jingyi is not clear, although at that time Ye Tianmin could still say that he was innocent, because he had not had a skin-to-skin relationship with any woman.
But now Ye Tianmin did not refuse Zhang Qiong's initiative, and he felt a little guilty. Maybe he can explain in the face of Zhen Jingyi, I believe Zhen Jingyi won't even ask, but what about Han Xue'er?
And can you really go on like this? Except for Zhang Qiong, he couldn't even say anything ambiguous, but he just couldn't think of how to deal with it. Moreover, he was also worried about the bad impact on Ye Nan.
"Grandpa, the news is too sudden. You let me think about it for two days, as for Ye Nan, when I think clearly, I will take it to my side to raise it, I hope you don't stop it, this is the responsibility of a father. ”
Ye Tianmin's words made Zhen Zhigang and Zhen Tianli unable to ask for it, and even as Ye Tianmin said in the end, if he wanted to take Ye Nan to raise by his side, they should not stop him.
Zhen Tianli left, and before leaving, Ye Tianmin asked him to forward the video to himself.
After sending away Zhen Tianli, who didn't know whether to call his uncle or father-in-law, Ye Tianmin returned to his study on the third floor. Walking around in the study, opening the door to the balcony, standing on the balcony and being directly exposed to the July sun, my eyes looked at the river below, the buildings on the other side of the river, the mountains behind the buildings, and the farthest as far as the eye could see.
He thought about calling the Ye family's parents, but there was a kind of resistance in his heart, and even he didn't know what the meaning of his struggle was?
The only one who has the same experience as him is Zhao Hong, but Zhao Hong's life is very simple, there are no accidents from the beginning, basically he has been moving forward in the direction of life he wants to take, and even when he just crossed over, he met his wife and has been with him.
He was like an unlucky guy from the very beginning, and he didn't have a little bonus when he crossed over, but he almost took the blame.
The initial state of life that was content with the status quo has become different from the beginning of the need to speak, and until now, many things have almost pushed him forward, and he can't even stop. The only thing that can change over the years is when he was in Jianyi, but Jianyi's final promotion forced him to leave.
Maybe he is a little more ruthless, and he doesn't think that he should congratulate Zhao Hong on his 70th birthday, and his life will move forward in another hopeful direction; Maybe it wasn't Cai Xinxin's deliberate difficulty, and he might return to his original idea after attending Zhao Hong's birthday banquet; Perhaps he could go back to the beginning again at any time without the unsettled, but all this can only be assumed, and he can't turn back.
It was already enough to make him feel that the direction of his life had changed too much, but now with the existence of Ye Nan, he didn't even have room to turn around. Who is Ye Nan, the son of him and Zhen Jingyi. Who is Zhen Jingyi, she is the granddaughter of the old man of the Zhen family of the military family of the Rafa Empire, and half of Ye Nan's body is the bloodline inheritance of the Zhen family.
If it was in the Wind and Rain Valley, Ye Tianmin might still shout, but this is the urban area of Jiangdu, the outermost part of Hutou Park, and there are still buildings in Jiangdu City under the cliff.
And he stands in the architecture of the river city of the Rafah Empire.