Chapter 33: I'm Trying!

Towards evening, the sun on the horizon is like a golden glow, sprinkling the sky and the earth.

Xianyang Palace, the tall city wall isolates the passages.

In an aisle on the edge of the West Palace, Zhao Jia was blocked by Concubine Yan of the Yin and Yang Family.

This moment.

He didn't dream back to his junior high school days.

At that time, he was also beaten by three small deflated people behind the dormitory door, as for the reason, he has forgotten, it seems that it is because he is more handsome and unpleasant, afterwards, he hooked up with the other party's sister, and since then, no one has beaten him, and even called him brother and bought him spicy noodles to eat.

As the sun sets, the heartbroken man ...... Not to come.

Zhao Jia walked slowly towards Concubine Yan, the expression on his face changed from surprise to calm, but two breaths, because Concubine Yan's eyes had come, he had to keep his cold.

Women are sometimes very strange, the more enthusiastic you lick it, the less interested they are, and the more they don't even feel it, and when you ignore the other party indifferently, the other party will not be there, and will even continue to create opportunities to meet you and test your reaction.

At this moment, Zhao Jia directly ignored Concubine Yan, didn't even look at the other party, with a calm face, and walked slowly past the other party, as if treating a stranger.

Concubine Yan's beautiful eyes were a little distracted, she pursed her lips, her breathing was a little disordered, and the jade hands overlapped in her lower abdomen pinched each other, and she was so confused by Zhao Jia's reaction.

She deliberately waited here for Zhao Jia to come back, wanting to chat with the other party and see what the other party wanted.

Duration.

Concubine Yan had imagined many scenes of meetings and conversations, but she never thought that the other party would walk past him so indifferently, as if everything yesterday was just a dream, and the words of the other party were even more of a joke.

If you don't stop me, if you don't stop me, I'll really go...... Zhao Jia looked at the road ahead, and there was a lot of drama in his heart.

"Stop!"

Almost just as Zhao Jia was thinking about whether to turn around, Concubine Yan's slightly cold voice came from behind her.

Zhao Jia obediently stopped, slowly turned around, the handsome beauty was still calm, there was no trace of waves in the deep eyes, and even the tone was the same: "I don't know what Your Excellency Dongjun has to say?" ”

"Why are you so indifferent today?"

Concubine Yan took a deep breath, looked at Zhao Jia seriously, and asked.

Zhao Jia was stunned when he heard this, looked at Concubine Yan's beautiful face and was obsessed for a while, and then forced himself to look away, and said slowly: "The reason, I should have said it very clearly yesterday." ”

"Yesterday?"

Concubine Yan couldn't help but think of the various things she met yesterday in her mind, and the pictures that kept emerging because of the moon god's arch fire became more and more clear and unforgettable.

"I didn't reject you yesterday."

Concubine Yan thought of her words and couldn't help but explain, she just felt that she was murderous, and she was not worthy of the poems written by Zhao Jia, let alone the beauty that Zhao Jia placed on poetry.

At this moment, she completely forgot the scene when she first saw the poem, at that time she only had comparisons in her mind, and did not think that she was worse than the woman in the poem, but now, the situation has changed.

There's a phrase that describes it well.

If you like someone, you will have low self-esteem.

There's no logic, but it's so true.

Does Concubine Yan like Zhao Jia?

She wasn't sure, but she had a good feeling, and as for the rest, how could a woman who had never been in love tell the difference.

When Zhao Jia heard this, a touch of surprise and disbelief suddenly appeared on his face, but this joy only lasted for a moment, his eyes dimmed, he smiled bitterly, and said self-deprecatingly: "But what I said yesterday was from the bottom of my heart, and there was no trace of falsehood."

I am a person with no future, and it is already a blessing in my life to meet me, and I dare not ask for anything else.

As for today's indifference, it has nothing to do with what you said yesterday.

I just don't want you to get involved in something because of me, like the situation I am in right now, and the farther away you are from me, the better. ”

After speaking.

He arched his hand and wanted to leave.

"I don't care about your situation, you and I can do... Be a friend. ”

Concubine Yan watched Zhao Jia's actions as she prepared to leave, and hurriedly spoke, but at the end, she couldn't help but pause.

Friend?

She hadn't had a friend in her life, a word that was extremely foreign to her, but it was the only one she could say at the moment.

"I don't want to be just friends with you."

Zhao Jia looked at Concubine Yan quite seriously, and said very sincerely, even if his high school director was standing next to him, he dared to say this, don't define the relationship with a woman as a friend, even a stranger is better than a friend, because a woman is a very magical creature, she really thinks that there is a real friendship between men and women.

When Concubine Yan heard this, her heart panicked again.

In the past two days, I have had more panics than in 18 years combined.

Zhao Jia continued: "But I know my current situation, so it is my choice to stay away from you. ”

The voice fell.

The guy walked slowly towards the end of the passage, but the speed of his walk was surprisingly slow.

Concubine Yan looked at the back of Zhao Jia's departure, and inexplicably had a feeling that the other party would never see her again if she left today, which made her heart sour and numb, and her chest was jammed!

She clenched her fists and whispered, "Then why don't you want to change your situation!" ”

"I'm working on it!"

Zhao Jia turned his back to Concubine Yan, and his tone was full of firmness, but after a while, he said in a very confused voice: "But I don't know if I am still who I am after changing the situation, just like yesterday I dared to swear that I love you very much, but today, I can't say it, because I slept with a dancing girl last night!"

She was given to me by Chang'an Juncheng, and I can't refuse!

In the future, there may be more such things.

I will gradually become the person I once hated the most, such a person is not destined to be the person I used to be! ”

After speaking, his head was raised at a forty-five degree angle to the sky, two tears slid down his cheeks, and the crystal clear tears revealed his helplessness.

He was really forced!

Zhao Jia took a deep breath, calmed his emotions, and stepped forward with heavy steps.

Concubine Yan looked at the back of Zhao Jia leaving, this time she didn't stop it, her heart was moved by Zhao Jia's confession of her heart, as for Zhao Jia sleeping with a dancing girl, she didn't care about this kind of thing, compared to these, she considered whether she could be with Zhao Jia.

Just as Zhao Jia thought, on the other hand, if he was rashly with him, would he be implicated, and the affairs of the Yin and Yang family were not so simple.

Besides.

Concubine Yan also wanted to help Zhao Jia change his situation, but she had no clue for the time being.

If she can't help Zhao Jia, she can only bring him danger and trouble, how can she be with Zhao Jia.

Concubine Yan touched her soft and bulging chest, and her gaze suddenly became firm!