Seeing Luo Jinyu finish eating all the noodles in the bowl, she quickly took the bowl and left the room.

Luo Jinyu couldn't understand her a little, and didn't understand why she was in such a hurry to take the bowl away.

After Shu Zhihan took the bowl away, she immediately cleaned it, as if there was really something unspeakable inside.

When she returned to the room again, she saw that Luo Jinyu was already lying on the bed with her eyes closed.

She crept over and cried softly, "Husband? Husband?"

But Luo Jinyu on the bed didn't make any movement, as if he had fallen asleep.

Shu Zhihan confirmed it again and again, and then a faint smile appeared on her face.

She gently opened Luo Jinyu's collar and looked at the black lines on his neck, as if they had gone down a little.

In this way, Shu Zhihan's heart hurt again.

Thinking about it, Luo Jinyu must be enduring the erosion of toxins, not to mention, he shouldn't want to worry about himself.

She thought about the time she had just squeezed a little of her own blood into the noodles.

At that moment, she couldn't help but wonder why her blood, which had been blue before, was now lavender.

Is it precisely because of this that there is no such great effect, so he can't solve the poison in his body?

Thinking about it like this, Shu Zhihan was a little annoyed, and she didn't know what else she could do to save him.

It's just that what she didn't know was that Luo Jinyu was not actually asleep at this time, but pretended to be asleep, wanting to see what she wanted to do.

Shu Zhihan didn't know what came to mind, or if there was something, she stood up and left the room.

After making sure that she had left, Luo Jinyu slowly opened her eyes, sat up from the bed, and looked in the direction she left.

There was a moment of hesitation and struggle in his heart.

Shu Zhihan's face full of warmth and love came to mind, which made his heart ache for a while.

He knew that he couldn't affect her, he couldn't let her life become rough because of him, and he couldn't let her sacrifice her life again and again for herself.

Luo Jinyu's eyes revealed deep helplessness and tiredness.

Slowly, silently, he stood up, opened the door and walked out.

Like a lonely fox, he crept into the silence of the night, looking for the corner that belonged only to him.

When Shu Zhihan returned to the room again, she saw that the door was open, and she suddenly felt bad in her heart, so she hurriedly ran in, and sure enough, she saw that the bed was empty.

She was a little panicked and hurriedly ran outside to look for it, but no matter how she looked for it, she couldn't see Luo Jinyu's figure.

Shu Zhihan shouted loudly, her voice was like a sad song in the wind, piercing Luo Jinyu's cold shell and stinging his heart.

He hid in an undiscovered corner, forcibly suppressed the pain in his heart, and looked at Shu Zhihan, the woman he loved deeply, with calm eyes.

"I'm sorry, I can't bother you anymore, I can't let you hurt yourself again and again for me, for the rest of your life, you have to be happy and take care of yourself." Luo Jinyu's voice was low and hoarse, and he muttered to himself.

Every word carries endless pain and determination, and not uttering a single word is like a dagger digging a piece in one's heart.

Shu Zhihan was still shouting in the wind, "Luo Jinyu, you come out for me, where did you go?"

Luo Jinyu listened to her shouts one after another, and was extremely distressed.

He hides himself in a corner, facing the cold and lonely world alone.

He told himself that he couldn't go back, that he couldn't go back to see her again, or he was afraid that he would not be able to help but stay, that he would not be able to control it.

Luo Jinyu felt his heart dripping blood, his pain screaming, and his soul crying.

But he can't turn back, he can't let Shu Zhihan pay too much for him.

He could only choose to leave, to leave the woman he loved so much, to leave the pain in his heart.

In the darkness, he whispered, "If one day I get better, I will come back to you."

Then he was ready to leave.

However, at this time, Meng Haowen and Meng Haowu rushed out.

They saw Shu Zhihan sitting on the ground and hurriedly ran over to ask.

"Ma'am, what's going on?"

"Da Meng, you go to your general, he is gone, he is gone, I don't know where he went."

The moment Shu Zhihan saw him, as if she had seen a life-saving straw, she hurriedly grabbed his arm and shook it vigorously.

Hearing this, Meng Haowen was also puzzled for a while.

Meng Haowu hurriedly stood up and rushed to the room, but he really didn't see Luo Jinyu's figure, so he hurriedly ran over and told Meng Haowen.

"Madam, don't worry about it first, the general's body is not good, even if you want to leave, you can't go far, so you go back to the house first, there is wind outside, don't suffer the wind and cold."

The two of us went out to look for it together, and we found the first time to bring the general back to meet you, what do you think?"

"I'll go with you."

Shu Zhihan stood up and said urgently.

"Madame, the two of us will go faster, and besides, if the general just goes out for a walk and comes back soon, wouldn't he have to worry if he comes back and doesn't see you?"

So, ma'am, just wait in your room."

Shu Zhihan listened to what he said, as if it was not unreasonable, so he nodded.

Meng Haowen gave Meng Haowu a look, and then the two brothers went out to look for it together.

As soon as Meng Haowen walked out, he felt that something was wrong, so he asked Meng Haowu to look in the opposite direction with him.

He came to a place where no one was and could not be easily discovered, and called out softly, "General, are you here?"

After a while, I saw Luo Jinyu walking out from behind a big tree.

He hurriedly ran over and asked a little nervously, "General, what's wrong with you, why did you leave suddenly?" You know Madame is looking for you in a hurry."

"I know it's because I don't want her to worry so much that I have to leave."

Meng Haowen didn't understand what he meant.

Looking at his hooded face, Luo Jinyu couldn't help but say, "You know Madame's true identity, right?"

Meng Haowen hesitated for a moment, then nodded, "Yes, that's why I thought about bringing you back to Madame."

How could Luo Jinyu not understand these things.

"I know, and that's because of this, I can't let her continue to hurt herself for me."

Meng Haowen nodded as if he didn't understand, and then asked, "General, what are you going to do?"

If Madame really wants to find you, there must be a way, you think, you can't leave and not return to the border city.

And, what about your body now, alone outside, what if something happens?"

Meng Haowen was very worried, if even Shu Zhihan was helpless in this matter, then it must be so tricky that no one could do it.

Luo Jinyu looked at him and said, "I've already thought about all this, you go back first, if I have anything, I will find a way to contact you, and then there is, take good care of her, don't let her know my whereabouts."

If something really happens to me, you must remember to take her back to the border city, protect her well, protect her for the rest of her life, and tell the brothers of the whole camp that you must respect her."

"General, don't say such things, you will definitely be fine, there will definitely be another way."

Meng Haowen felt a burst of pain when he heard what he said, and there was no way to listen to such words.

Luo Jinyu stepped forward, patted him lightly on the shoulder and said, "Don't do this, if I really survive, then I will definitely come back to find him."

her."

"General, where are you going now?"

"I don't know for the time being, but it's not realistic to want to investigate it now, so I should continue to stay here for a while now and see how it goes."

Meng Haowen thought about it carefully, and then couldn't help but ask, "General, can you tell me the truth, what is your body like now?"

"The toxins in my body are getting more and more uncontrollable and appearing more and more frequently.

She thought I didn't know, but I found out that she had added her blood to the noodles I ate.

I can't be so selfish."

Meng Haowen couldn't help but ask again, "General, then, do you feel a little relieved after eating it?"

"At first, it was a little bit more suppressed, but it still kept coming back and forth."

Luo Jinyu also left Shu Zhihan because he was becoming more and more unable to control the toxins in his body.

"General, where do you live and what do you do with food?"

"Don't worry about these things, I'm such a big person, can it be that these can still stump me?"

Meng Haowen still looked uneasy, "General, otherwise, I'll stay with you, even if there is anything, it's good to have a response, what do you think?"

"No, just go back and take good care of Madame for me."

What Luo Jinyu wants at this time is just Shu Zhihan being able to do well.

He wanted to be able to take care of her by himself, but now in this situation, it seemed that he was powerless.

Thinking that he had promised to take care of her and protect her for the rest of his life, but now he was going to break his promise.

He gently pushed Meng Haowen, "Okay, you go back quickly, don't show your stuff anymore."

Although Meng Haowen was reluctant in his heart, he nodded and said, "Okay, general, then I'll go back first, if you have anything, remember to tell me."

"Okay, I see, let's go."

Meng Haowen turned around and left step by step.

Luo Jinyu looked at the direction he left, as if it was not Meng Haowen who sent him away, but Shu Zhihan, and his heart was pinched together.