Chapter 335: You Are the Light in My Life

Luo Jinyu couldn't be sure if Shu Zhihan's unhappiness was related to Princess Wenjing.

He carefully observed Shu Zhihan's reaction and tried to understand her emotions and thoughts.

He walked slowly towards Shu Zhihan and asked softly, "Angry?"

Hearing this, Shu Zhihan's eyes immediately flickered, and then said, "No, how could it be, how could I be angry, right, besides, I have nothing to be angry about, right, no, absolutely not."

She continued to say no, which made Luo Jinyu even more sure that she had something in her heart.

He stretched out his hand to hold Shu Zhihan's hand, "Promise me, if there is anything you must not take to heart, if you have any questions, you can come and ask me directly."

"yes, I see."

Shu Zhihan nodded, but thought in her heart, "Do you think I don't want to? If I could, I would have asked a long time ago."

Although he thought so, he still didn't dare to say it.

But she still couldn't be happy, and her eyes were a little afraid to look at him.

The name "Ziqing" kept echoing in Shu Zhihan's mind, and there was a sour feeling in her heart.

She asked herself over and over again why, and he didn't tell her the name.

More importantly, why did Princess Wenjing know this, and what is the relationship between them?

Thinking about it, her mood became worse and worse, and the expression on her face was all taken into Luo Jinyu's eyes.

Luo Jinyu saw Shu Zhihan's face, his heart sank, and he was even more sure of his conjecture, she definitely had something to hide from him.

He watched her expression, trying to read some clues in her eyes.

But Shu Zhihan tried her best to suppress her emotions, her eyes were full of determination and determination, and her lips were closed, as if telling Luo Jinyu that she would not reveal anything.

Luo Jinyu was a little worried in his heart, he looked at her quietly, waiting for her to be ready to tell him everything, he hoped that she would trust him and be willing to confide in him what was on her mind.

"Ma'am, what's wrong with you?"

Shu Zhihan looked at him so much about herself, as if it didn't seem to be fake, and the embankment in her heart collapsed a little.

"You didn't have to force this to say, so don't regret it."

Hearing her say that, with such a serious look on her face, Luo Jinyu subconsciously wanted to laugh, feeling that her current appearance was a little cute.

He pursed his lips lightly and nodded, his eyes full of pampering, "Well, let's say it."

Shu Zhihan stood up, faced him, and said with a serious expression, "Luo Jinyu, tell me, what's going on with Ziqing?"

When she finally asked the question, her heart fell to the ground like a stone.

Luo Jinyu really didn't expect that the point she was entangled with was here, and she felt unhappy because of this name.

Seeing that he didn't answer himself immediately, but a smile appeared on the corner of his mouth, Shu Zhihan couldn't help but feel a little angry in her heart.

"I can tell you, you can choose not to answer, but you can't lie."

Luo Jinyu lowered his head, and then said, "I won't lie to you, as for the name Ziqing, it's a long story."

Shu Zhihan sat on the edge of the bed and looked at him with blinking eyes, "It's okay, I have one night."

Luo Jinyu took a deep breath, and a trace of sadness flashed in his eyes.

"Ziqing, that's my word. For as long as I can remember, my parents have called me Ziqing, full of their expectations and blessings for me."

His eyes blurred, as if he had traveled back in time and space to that happy childhood.

"But since they died, I haven't called it by that name.

That name, it seems, was blown away by the wind as they left.

I told myself that it was no longer me, that I was no longer the person I was called Ziqing."

Luo Jinyu's voice became hollow,

It's as if all feelings have been blown away by the wind. He shook his head slightly, as if trying to get rid of the trouble caused by the sad name.

Hearing him say that, Shu Zhihan pursed his mouth and then said, "That...... So what's the situation between you and that Princess Wenjing? Why does she call you Ziqing?"

Sure enough, here is what she cares about the most.

Luo Jinyu thought so in his heart.

Luo Jinyu now knows that Shu Zhihan cares most about the relationship between herself and Princess Wenjing.

He needed to reassure Shu Zhihan, but he didn't know what to do for a while.

He slowly sat down beside Shu Zhihan, put his arms around her and put her head on his shoulder.

"Madame, I really have nothing to do with her, not before, not now, and never will be.

As for the fact that she called me Ziqing, it was because we have known each other since childhood, and I do not deny that if our parents were still alive, maybe there would be something between us, or rather, we would be forced to have some relationship.

At that time, the Holy Lord did jokingly say that he would marry the two of us, but at that time, we were both young and wanted to wait until we were older.

However, what I didn't expect was that people are not as good as heaven, and my parents passed away one after another, and I came here, so the Holy One never mentioned this matter again."

After Shu Zhihan heard the news, an inexplicable irritability and uneasiness surged in her heart.

She used to think that she knew Luo Jinyu well enough, but now it seemed that she didn't really know him. Luo Jinyu and Princess Wenjing were almost married by the saint, and this fact pierced her heart like a thorn.

Her mood was heavy and depressed, as if there was a ball of cotton in her chest, making her breathless.

She began to doubt herself, Luo Jinyu, and even their love.

She thought, if Luo Jinyu really had a marriage contract with Princess Wenjing, then what was the relationship between him and her?

Her mind was in turmoil and she didn't know what to do.

She felt like a lonely boat abandoned in the middle of the ocean, unable to find her way, she once thought she had found a harbor to rely on, but now it seemed that it was just a mirage, an illusion.

Shu Zhihan felt a sense of loss and helplessness that she had never felt before.

She didn't know what to do, how to face this fact, she only knew that her heart was very painful and bitter.

She wanted someone to talk to, but she didn't know who to turn to.

Luo Jinyu's heart suddenly sank, he glanced at Shu Zhihan's worried face, and a burst of complicated emotions surged in his heart.

The corners of Luo Jinyu's mouth hooked up a bitter smile, and he shook his head gently, as if to dispel his stupidity.

He gently held Shu Zhihan's hand, her palm was a little cold, he looked at her gently, and said softly, "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have told you this."

Shu Zhihan frowned slightly, looking at Luo Jinyu's eyes, she could feel the struggle and helplessness in his heart.

She gently shook his hand and smiled, "It's nothing, besides, even if you don't tell me these things now, if they have happened, they will definitely be known, so concealment will only be temporary, and it will never be permanent."

Luo Jinyu took a deep breath, he knew that Shu Zhihan's understanding and tolerance made him even more firm in his belief.

However, now it is obvious to look at her unhappiness.

Luo Jinyu gently hugged her and completely wrapped her in his arms.

His heartbeat intertwined with hers, as if to speak of the emotion between them.

Luo Jinyu lowered his head, his eyes were so affectionate, as if he wanted to inject all the love into Shu Zhihan's eyes.

He whispered, "Madame, what I want to tell you is that I have only you in my heart.

You are the sunshine in my life, the only one in my heart, and I am willing to use all my time and energy to care for you and protect you, because I love you.

Shu Zhihan was infected by his enthusiasm, and her heart was full of happiness and warmth.

However, the matter of Princess Wenjing was like a heavy stone for her, pressing on her heart.

Whenever she tried to think about it, the thorn was like life, quietly rising from the bottom of her heart, and she couldn't forget it.

But every time she tried to uncover the stories, she felt the thorn in her heart hurt her deeply.

She tried to pull the thorn out, only to find that it was deeply rooted in her heart, as if it had become one with her.

"You know, I've never had any love for Princess Wenjing." Luo Jinyu looked at Shu Zhihan firmly, and her tone was unquestionable.

Shu Zhihan blinked, obviously a little surprised.

She didn't expect Luo Jinyu to show her heart so directly.

Luo Jinyu took a deep breath, he understood Shu Zhihan's doubts, "I understand what you think, I just want you to remember that the only love in my heart is you, understand?"

Shu Zhihan's eyes widened, and a hint of surprise and emotion flashed in her eyes. She bowed her head, her voice faint, "Are you really willing to make me your only one?"

Luo Jinyu nodded, he looked at Shu Zhihan's eyes, and said affectionately, "I only love you in this life, no matter what happens, I will only have you in my heart."

This sentence completely reassured Shu Zhihan, she smiled and leaned on Luo Jinyu's chest, her heart was full of happiness and sweetness.

At that moment, Shu Zhihan chose to trust, and I was sure that Luo Jinyu really loved herself, so I didn't want to linger anymore.

In any case, they are already husband and wife, so they have an obligation to defend this marriage.

It doesn't matter who the other party really is, not even a princess.

At the moment, Shu Zhihan has made up her mind.

Shu Zhihan put all her courage together, hugged Luo Jinyu tightly, her heartbeat was especially clear in the silent night, she silently said to herself in her heart: "This is what I want, I want to be firm in my mind, I will not give up."

Her hands clenched Luo Jinyu's clothes tightly, her eyes fixed on his, her eyes full of determination.