Liu Shishi did regret it, because of the welcome team in front of him.

The three or four aunts on the job split the two sides, and among the aunts were more than a dozen children in wheelchairs, who were not only immobile, but also had very peculiar orientations, their eyes were very wide, but their voices were extremely childish when they said the word welcome, and they all had smiles on their faces, but they gave people an indescribable sense of fear.

Yes, fear.

Giving birth to a son without an asshole, compared with the scene in front of him, can be called a blessing. Almost all of them were Down's children, and a few were unable to walk upright due to congenital developmental problems, and most of them had obvious defects.

Li Suan glanced at Liu Shishi's shocked expression, thinking that if you went to the second floor, I was afraid that you would be scared to death.

"Don't go to the second floor."

When Liu Shishi heard this, it seemed that Li Shu winked at her, when he followed the crew to collect style, he went to the second floor with the screenwriter teacher, and that experience was very difficult to talk about.

"Hello everyone, I'm Shishi Liu." Liu Shishi greeted the children mechanically, she took off her sunglasses, and tried her best to show a suitable smile.

No way, this is the only experience she had when she visited the welfare home.

A normal little girl was sitting in a wheelchair, and suddenly pointed at Liu Shishi and shouted: "I've seen your play!" ”

Liu Shishi looked over and saw that the little girl was very special in this environment, because she wore lipstick.

Li Suan also noticed the little girl, but he was not impressed at all, according to the original timeline, "Hey, Kid! That play is three or four years later, and I haven't seen it, so there's only one possibility.

The kid was gone.

Li Suan just wanted to say something to remind, but Liu Shishi had already walked over, she squatted in front of the little girl and asked, "What kind of play have you seen my sister?" ”

"Cosplay, I forgot the name, but I've seen the clip!"

This is the first time I have heard such an answer, Liu Shishi looked up, only to see a small TV, and other children also gathered around, but they were all timid and did not dare to speak.

She first said to the little girl, "Go back and give you a DVD." ”

"Really?"

"Definitely."

Then Liu Shishi looked at the others: "What are your names?" ”

The children's gossip introduced themselves, and the shocked emotions of Liu Shishi gradually calmed down, and Li Shu was talking with the children not far away, but he was not worried at all about the purpose of helping Liu Shishi and receiving realistic education.

Where is this?

Suddenly, he felt that his trouser leg was being pulled, and he saw a familiar face, this child, called Lao Chen, a patient with Down syndrome, he was sitting in a wheelchair, pulling Li Suan, while pointing to the toys sent by caring people.

It was a set of backgammon, but in a vertical style.

"Brother, play chess with me." 'Lao Chen' said with a smile.

The same scene made Li Shu a little panicked, when he came in his previous life, he also tried his best to get through this scene, maybe it was too shocking when he saw these children for the first time, Li Shu couldn't accept such a scene, he just watched it when he came, at that time, 'Lao Chen' also asked him to play chess with him.

But he ran and ran out to smoke a few cigarettes.

Just when Li Suan was stunned, the aunt of the welfare institute rushed over: "Xiao Chen, Xiao Chen, my brother has other things." ”

'Lao Chen' is still Xiao Chen, but the difference between three and four years old is completely different in terms of title.

Li Suan later checked that in this welfare home, the children usually live for a short time, not because of human causes, but because of illness.

Li Suan started to be a little unbearable, he actually had an estimate of his performance today, but he never expected that a familiar scene would be staged again. He smiled ugly at the child.

Following the aunt's words: "My brother still has something." ”

Inside and outside the door are two worlds.

Li Suan, who was standing at the door, had never had such an in-depth understanding of this sentence.

It was still a sunny day outside the door, but the sun was shining but Li Shu was a little annoyed, he reached out and pulled out his trouser pocket, but he didn't find a cigarette.

MD, 1,000 wounded enemies, 800 self-inflicted.

Li Shu took a deep breath and calmed down his emotions, in fact, according to his expectations, this place can let the stupid girl face the reality, he has already faced this reality, don't look at Liu Shishi can stay inside, it is the scene that she has not seen on the second floor.

After standing for less than five minutes, Li Suan, who had calmed down, returned again, and as soon as he entered the door, he smelled the smell of his memory again, like the children had not bathed for too long, like the pungent smell after a long time after cleaning up the excrement, and it was also mixed with the smell of pumpkin porridge.

I didn't see Liu Shishi on the first floor, so Li Suan looked at the second floor through the floor.

How can you just have Down syndrome? And cerebral palsy, which is a very painful condition, and if a child has cerebral palsy, if there is any other effect, he can only twist the bed and moan.

Li Shu can still remember such a scene, he went upstairs, the pungent smell seemed to be getting thicker and thicker, and then, he saw Liu Shishi at the door of a room.

The appearance of 'Lao Chen' made Li Shu put away the idea of hitting Liu Shishishi, he looked at the children inside, and none of them knew him.

"Let's go."

Li Xuan whispered, but Liu Shishi didn't seem to be able to move, Li Shu had no choice but to reach out and pull Liu Shishi's body, and then he saw that this stupid girl was crying.

"Look at your little bit of interest."

These words were said to Liu Shishi, and they were also said to themselves.

The two came down from the second floor, and the aunt who was going up to deliver the meal passed by the two, carrying a large bucket of boiled pumpkin porridge, like she was going to feed the pigs.

"Wait a minute." Liu Shishi seems to be going to theorize.

Li Suan said: "No! Come out with me. ”

Liu Shishi looked at Li Suan and glared angrily.

Knowing that impulsive women will cause trouble, Li Suan said: "Think about it, no one wants to be good to children, so why do they still do this?" ”

Liu Shishi was stunned for a moment, and then refused to admit it: "This is not right......"

"I'll explain it to you, I'll tell you." Li Xuan looked at Poet Liu seriously.

Inside the door, outside the door, two worlds. At this time, the sun shone on Liu Shishi, and he was also a little irritable.

Li Suan still didn't have a cigarette, he stood behind Liu Shishi, and said, "There are three people in this welfare home, and the three of them have no holidays, so they can only take care of the children here, do you know what is the most difficult?" No manpower. It's best if so many children have to eat, almost all of them have to be fed. ”

"At least that's a good way to give them something to eat." Liu Shishi continued to argue.

But Li Suan said: "What to eat? Meat? No, the children are too young, and there are some problems with chewing function, so they can only eat liquid food, and my aunt told me that the most fearful thing is that volunteers will come and feed the children. That's why I've told you, the orphanages you've been to are really like heaven in comparison. ”

Liu Shishi was silent for a long time: "I want to donate money." ”

"I've given it."

"A little more, at least let them hire more people......"

"You still don't get it?"

Li Shu interrupted: "This is not something that can be solved by hiring someone, a minute in it is like a year for you, you can endure it for one day, you may be able to do it for two days, what about a year?" What about two years? It's impossible, those aunts, all have children in the family with the same disease, that's why they can stay here for so long.

And you said you were going to give the little girl a DVD, right? Think about it, if she really saw the outside world, how would she be here and spend the rest of her days? ”

Li Suan's words said to Liu Shishi that she was stupid, she looked at Li Suan, and she was still in a state of shock.

That's right, the vast majority of idealists will die here.

"It's useless to give money, it's useless to give things, it's useless to give love, cerebral palsy, Down syndrome is a terminal disease recognized by the world, and there can be no treatment. You'll quickly forget about it, because the brain's protective mechanism is to make us forget. I brought you here to show you that there are some realities that you can only accept and can never change. ”

After Li Suan finished speaking, he reached out and touched his pocket again, but there was still nothing there.

He said irritably: "Bear with it, the children here usually live for a short time, a few years, and they pass in a flash." ”