At half past eight in the morning on May 19, 2023, I received a call from a doctor, informing me that Mr. Hou was on the verge of brain death and was having a high fever, and decided to give him organ donation surgery on May 20, and there would be no more Mr. Hou in the world after that.

When I heard the news, I cried very sadly, and I couldn't care about the child watching from the side, although he was only three and a half years old, but during this time we had slowly told him that his father was very sick and might become a star in the sky and could not come back. The child has been very strong and warm for more than a month, he is comforting me, last night the child suddenly cried before going to bed and said that he was sad and missed his father, I have a hunch that this is a father and son heart, sleepless all night, very negative.

Mr. Hou was admitted to the hospital with a sudden cerebral infarction on April 4, and was admitted to the intensive care unit on April 14, until he was released from the ICU on May 20. The day after I entered the ICU, the doctor told me that it was difficult for him to wake up, but I kept comforting myself that the doctor said that the most serious consequence was that he would definitely turn around at such a young age.

Mr. Hou's condition is taking the most serious route, and all the most serious consequences that may occur on Baidu, God will give him a great test.

When Mr. Hou's parents came to see him, they agreed to donate his organs if the treatment failed, and his mother wanted him to be a meaningful person and that his organs could continue to live in the world. I recklessly asked the hospital to save him, and I was not afraid of selling the house and raising huge debts, but the hospital and my in-laws advised me to think about the future of the child. Signing a donation can reduce the burden on many families, which is a bottomless pit.

I was afraid that I would lose him if I signed the donation, every time I visited him, I saw if there was any medicine for his brain, the hospital tried its best to treat him, and a large area of cerebral infarction was rescued back to part of the area, but the brain stem has been blocked, the life center has been blocked, and there is a new problem of cerebral hemorrhage.

It should get better after leap February, and it should get better after April, and he probably wants to wake up again on May 11th, his birthday, and will there be a miracle on his lunar birthday...... I tried my best to give him another month, I didn't want to give up, I still want to wait until June, Children's Day, he was reborn and suffered a serious head injury, and woke up carefree like a child, he was in a wheelchair and I pushed him Even if he didn't know that I was his wife, but he knew that I was his relative, and I could accept the result.

Over the past month, I've kept lowering my expectations, and in the end I just hope that he will wake up briefly and listen to me say goodbye before leaving. But he didn't wake up after all, leaving me with too many regrets.

My relationship with Mr. Hou, maybe I have been depressed recently, I really don't write well, and I can't reflect it. Before I was 22 years old, I was a very strong and hard-boned person, so I would yearn for soft things, and the chubby Mr. Hou not only had a soft belly, but he also had a soft heart. I'm okay in society, but I don't feel happy, it was Mr. Hou who told me that I can still pursue my dream and go to Beipiao with him, and I have another way to live.

[In view of the general environment,

In the past five years, he has changed me a lot, healed me, and let me know what I should do for the rest of my life. Except for the months when we had to be separated, we held hands every day for five and a half years, 24 hours a day, from the first time we held hands. We hardly quarrel, and my mother-in-law and I have no conflicts with my mother-in-law, and we are a very happy family.

About the four mothers-in-law, my mother-in-law is four sisters without brothers, my father-in-law is five brothers without sisters, mother-in-law is the eldest sister, her sisters take turns to come to his house to sleep on the sofa every other day, every day is a lively family, I was waiting for birth in his house in the third trimester, there are more exciting things happening in his house every day than TV series, the four mothers-in-law and their children, like a mess, and I am the youngest but the most mature and rational sister-in-law, I helped him deal with a lot of messy housework.

We have experienced a lot of things, Mr. Hou loves me very much, even if there is a physical problem, he still bears the responsibility of a man to support the family, so that I have enough time to do what I want to do, so that I can start a successful business. I took Mr. Hou to my house, and I told him that he would raise me for three years, and I would also raise him for three years, and he would not have to do anything in these three years, just to take care of his body. But only a year and a half have passed, and in the past year and a half, Mr. Hou has actually had a very happy life, and he can finally write what he likes.

It's just that I couldn't manage his bad creative habits, I regret it, I went to cry for a while, everyone must pay attention to physical health.

I don't know how to write, and I don't have an outline, so I can only start when I was a kid and write it later to let everyone know that we are all destined for each other. There is a song that I have always thought was not good, and I wanted to ask the Buddha, why did I cross him or not, and I also wanted to ask, why did I cross him and not cross him. In the world, there are white-haired people who send black-haired people, and there is also the pain of loving wives who send their deceased husbands, and people who lose their other half when they are old can say, "Goodbye wife, wait three years on the Naihe Bridge." At this age, all one can say, "Farewell, my love."