What kind of husband doesn't care about Liu Mu Nan, in his heart, he is the same as Liu Cao Gu, and he treats Liu Mu Nan as his own brother. He also always remembered the oath he had made in front of his father. But what kind of husband is very incomprehensible to Liu Mu Nan's self-defeating attitude, he feels that this is not a choice that a man should make.

He despises drunken men from the bottom of his heart, and he also likes to drink, but for him, wine is only a catalyst for courage and strength, not ecstasy, nor is it an excuse to pretend to be crazy and stupid and admit cowardice, and he will not use alcohol to drown his sorrows. He always has a special feeling, as long as he picks up the wine glass, there will be a sense of satisfaction in his heart, this satisfaction will make him quiet, and the determination that he usually can't make up his mind will be settled at that moment, and what he is not usually able to do, he will also insist on doing it and often succeed.

Seeing the moment Liu Mu Nan fell to the ground, what kind of husband hardly felt any sympathy, why should he sympathize with a man who gave up on himself? In his opinion, as long as a man should not give up on himself, and he has no right to give up on himself. Because men must take on the responsibilities of the family, they are not only sorry for themselves, but also for their families. He can't be like this husband, otherwise, he will be sorry for his wife Liu Caogu and two children.

The moment the husband put Liu Mu Nan on his back, he felt that he was only carrying an empty shell, and this man had no backbone, no soul, no courage, and no hope for life.

When the husband sent this body back to his home, he saw this body lying on the bed in a daze, still muttering to himself to eat and drink, he "hummed" with disdain, glanced at Xiao Kunu sympathetically, turned around and walked out silently.

Xiao Kunu looked at the husband's generous back and disappeared outside the door, and stood in front of the bed for a while, then walked out and closed the door outside the house. After returning to the house, it took a lot of effort to take off all the dirty clothes on Liu Mu Nan's body, and Liu Mu Nan had already slept with snoring. Xiao Kunu was afraid that he would catch a cold, so she found a thin quilt to put on his body.

She turned on the light in the kitchen, went to the stove to boil a pot of hot water, first used the basin to make some hot water and returned to the room, and wiped Liu Mu Nan's face full of stains with a towel, Liu Mu Nan took her hand dreamily: "Drink, continue to drink, if you don't drink, you are a bad seed." ”

Xiao Kunu silently took his hand away, sighed, took the washing water that exuded the residual smell of wine, opened the door of the house again, and poured the washing water mixed with the smell of sweat and all kinds of unpleasant smells on the outside of the courtyard.

Liu Mu Nan finally quieted down and fell into a deep sleep. Xiao Kunu poured the remaining hot water into the large wooden basin. After a hard day's work, the clothes on my body were stained with sweat and became salty and frosty. She wanted to take a hot bath to relieve her fatigue, and she also needed a hot bath to wake up her increasingly numb body.

Xiao Kunu felt that her eyelids were heavy and she couldn't open them, and she knew that this was the result of long-term insomnia. She couldn't remember exactly when she had started to lose sleep, but she felt that the nights were getting longer and longer, and she couldn't see the end of the night. She often had to keep her eyes open until the rooster crowed, and then she fell asleep in a daze. By the time she woke up, Liu Mu Nan had already gotten up and gone out to work.

After Xiao Kunu and Liu Mu Nan got married, they found out Liu Mu Nan's problem, and Liu Mu Nan did not have anything to do with her on the wedding night. She thought that Liu Mu Nan might be too tired, and in the next few days, Liu Mu Nan still didn't react at all, so she felt that something was wrong, although she was a little puzzled, but she was embarrassed to tell others. Even Liu Caogu, she didn't want to talk about it.

Her heart was like eating a bitter melon, she couldn't spit it out or swallow it, and she couldn't tell what it tasted like. She is a mountain girl who does her duty, and when she encounters this kind of thing, she doesn't know what she should do? Don't know what not to do? This incident became a heart disease that only he knew, until he was finally discovered by Liu Caogu.

Liu Mu Nan became more and more afraid to face Xiao Kunu, feeling as if he owed her a debt. The eyes that looked at her began to dodge, and he himself was a little confused, why was this happening? He was also secretly anxious and struggling in his heart, and in the face of Xiao Kunu's jade-like carcass, he didn't have any impulses. He didn't know why there was always a rejection in his heart, which made his heart as powerless as water.

The last thing Liu Mu Nan wanted to see was the painful look of Xiao Kunu hidden in his heart, although his face was calm, he could still feel it from her lying on the bed and turning over and over. He didn't like to drink much before, and when his father was alive, he wouldn't take the initiative to drink on any occasion unless his father asked him to drink a little. Sometimes no matter how much others try to persuade him to drink, he won't drink.

After Liu Mu Nan found that Xiao Kunu often had insomnia, he also began to have insomnia. During the long night, the two of them were speechless to each other, and they both closed their eyes and pretended to sleep. Yanagi couldn't stand this torment, so he gradually began to drink heavily, and he wanted to let himself sink into sleep under the influence of alcohol. He knew that he was escaping the responsibilities and obligations of a man, but he couldn't find any other way but to watch helplessly as he sank deeper and deeper into his state of numbness.

Yanagi often wakes up in a strange dream, in which he becomes a deaf and dumb person, he walks in a daze in the crowd, and he doesn't know where to go. He wanted to speak, but no one else could hear him, and they all looked at him strangely, surrounded by a cold and contemptuous gaze, and they stared at his mouth like a monster. He couldn't hear anyone talking, only a lot of open mouths around him, and saliva flying everywhere drowned him.

The weather in the mountains is changing, one day it rained in the middle of the night, and then there was a burst of thunder, Xiao Kunu opened her eyes and listened to the thunder that exploded at that time, and could no longer sleep. There was a burst of thunder, which also woke Liu Mu Nan from his dream, he silently thought about the scene in the dream, and the fear and uneasiness in his heart made him cry inexplicably.

Xiao Kunu didn't know why Liu Mu Nan was crying, but she knew that Liu Mu Nan must be a little aggrieved and couldn't speak, and she felt very wronged, she and Liu Mu Nan were ordinary men and women, and she didn't have any extravagant expectations for Liu Mu Nan, she just hoped that she could be like many ordinary women in this world, or like Liu Caogu, she had her own husband who grew old with each other, her own lively, lovely and happy children around her knees, and a complete and happy home, relying on the work of her two hands, Living a peaceful and stable life, she is satisfied.

While thinking about her own thoughts, Xiao Kunu poured all the remaining hot water into the wooden basin, she wanted to completely soak her body in the hot water and take a hot bath happily. It's just that the wooden basin used for bathing is a little smaller and shallower, and she can't put down her body, so she can only half-lie and half-sit in the wooden basin, which makes her feel uncomfortable and a little helpless.

He cut down a few trees in front of the house and behind the house, and chose a few pieces of better wood to make three wooden basins, two of which were reserved for stones and pomegranates to bathe separately, and one was given to her, saying that when she and Liu Mu Nan had a child, it would be used for bathing the child, of course, it would not be very big.

Originally, she also wanted to keep this wooden basin, but if the wooden basin is left for too long, if it is not used, the wood will be deformed, and it may not be usable. One day, the plastic basin she usually used to bathe was broken, and she remembered that there was still this wooden basin, so she took it out and used it first. Although the small is a little smaller, it can still be used.

On the way back from the small lake in the evening, the husband seemed to suddenly remember something, looked at Xiao Kunu with some strange looks and said, "When I have free time, I will cut down a few more bigger trees and make you a bigger wooden pot." Xiao Kunu didn't think much about it, and said "um" casually, which husband carried the two large bales of grass she cut to the front, and she helped what kind of husband led the old buffalo behind.

Xiao Kunu didn't think much about her husband's words at first, and when she was halfway there, she remembered that once when she was taking a bath, she heard a knock on the door outside, and she thought it was Liu Mu Nan who was back, and she didn't pay much attention to it. When she finished taking a shower and getting dressed and came out, she found that the door of the courtyard had been pushed open, and after looking around, Liu Mu Nan did not come back, and when she walked to the door, she only saw the back of her husband leaving.

Xiao Kunu thought, what kind of husband wants to make her a big wooden basin for bathing, must have thought that it is a little inconvenient for her to use the current wooden basin for bathing, and she feels that what kind of husband is not as careless as it seems, he can always think of what to think, and he will always find a way to do what should be done.

Xiao Kunu couldn't walk fast with the old cow, seeing what kind of husband walked away in front, and after thinking about it again, he felt that he would not bring it up for no reason, and he wanted to make a bigger wooden basin for himself. He must have known that it was inconvenient for her to use this wooden basin, how did he know? I haven't said it myself, and Liu Mu Nan won't say it. Did he see something? What did he see to think of this? Thinking of this, Xiao Kunu found that her face was hot, she reached out and touched it, and she felt a little hot.

When eating at Aunt Liucao's house, Xiao Kunu thought about these things in her heart, she didn't look at any kind of husband, she just lowered her head to eat. When the husband carried Liu Mu Nan back, she looked at him and said, "He troubles you again, always troubles you." She didn't speak, but she couldn't tell what was different from her eyes.

Xiao Kunu half sat in the wooden basin, slowly rubbing her tired body with her two hands, until the skin of her whole body was rubbed a faint red, as if shedding a layer of skin, and then she felt that her body and mind became relaxed again.

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