I think my nature is three-minute heat, and I didn't expect to be single-minded Angela from beginning to end, or habit, or memorial, or missing, or regret, or a proof. Prove that we have ever been.

It starts with appearance, is limited to talent, and is loyal to character.

Angela is a competitive, second person has pleasure, and likes to fight quickly. If there is no backstage to support her waves. It is estimated that such a character will not be cultivated.

Di Renjie is the hero he used to use.

And I love Angela alone.

When did you start playing the game? It probably started by a misalignment. All stories, all love and hatred probably start from being at the same table. So when we finally went our separate ways, I also thought it was because of graduation. We don't anymore, don't need to, be tablemates. Our relationship started at the same table and ended at the same table.

"At the same table, you help me watch the teacher, I'll be the king for a while, okay?"

"What's the fight?"

"Your phone."

"Just have a good time."

"Okay, tablemate, you're the best."

“。。。。。”

"Wow, Ban Ren Ban Ren, Ban Ren is at the back door."

"Calm, at the same table, I'll put it under the mat"

At that time, in the winter, I would put a cushion on the stool for fear of catching a cold.

"Ren Sheng, what are you doing sneaky?"

"No, no, nothing"

"You stand up for me"

When I got up, I took out my phone and transferred it to him, if I knew that he was so stupid at the time, it would be better to transfer it to someone else.

"Look, Ban Ren, there's nothing."

"Ren Sheng, you stretch out your hand... I knew this girl was weird and definitely didn't do anything good. You're still helping him hide his phone, aren't you? Two of them removed the stool for me and stood there for a week. ”

Hahaha, holding back a smile and enduring internal injuries. Hahaha, help me hide my phone, that's because it's his phone, hahaha

I hadn't spoken to me for two days, and I knew that it was clear that I didn't laugh out loud at the time, otherwise I would probably ignore me indefinitely. Immediately, I found out the whereabouts of Ban Ren in the self-study class that day, and when I knew that she was not in the office, I asked the squad leader for leave on the pretext of going to the infirmary and slipped away. Holding the prepared mobile phone model, he secretly exchanged it for the IPO that his father had bought for him just a few days ago

e7。

I guess I've never been in contact with a girl so bold as me. It is estimated that in his impression, the matter of secretly changing mobile phones is probably only done by boys. Hahaha, at that time, I actually just wanted to continue to use his mobile phone to fight the king. Oh. There is also the maintenance of strong camaraderie between tablemates.

I miscalculated, and for the first time in my life, I felt that everyone was a bad guy.

I made a thief and turned back and pointed to his mobile phone that admired my five-body throw, Damn, it was actually a model. I didn't expect it, I didn't expect it to pierce my heart.

"On the day it was confiscated, I changed it back"

"You didn't tell me"

"Scare scare, scare you, see you're scared"

"You're scared, who made you ignore me for two days"

"Actually, I've always had a mobile phone model, and I know that you will be caught when you fight the king."

"Then are you going to play with me?"

"Play, I'll borrow a mobile phone to accompany you this time"

Later in my memory, he was so used to me,

Later, as long as I wanted, no matter how outrageous it was, he would get it for me.

Later in my memory, he would accompany me to get my ears pierced

Later, when I celebrated my birthday, he would take the dog brother and jump over the wall to buy earrings in the physics teacher's evening self-study.

Later in my memory, his first song was taught to me. Love without breaking up. He said that Wang Sulong was his idol. When we broke up, there was only Wang Sulong in Kugou Music. He probably didn't know that while I usually complained about him, I was silently paying attention to everything he liked and hobbies.

Later in my memory, we wore couples together. If you have money, you will go to the restaurant, and if you don't have money, you will nibble on bread.

Later, I can't remember how good he is, it's very vague, I just know what I really say. Wherever I said I was going, he accompanied me. I say what to eat, what to buy. Stay with me.

But later in my memory, I only remember that he broke up with me. When I broke up, I said a particularly heart-wrenching word: Ren Sheng, you deserve better, there will be someone who loves you more than me. In fact, in the final analysis, it's not because I don't love it. But at the time, I didn't see any clues. So much so that later, he texted me and said that he was going to chase a girl, but the girl didn't agree. I was so happy, not because he was chasing a girl. It's because he texted me.

Later, when I knew the girl he was chasing was mine. It's my best girlfriend time. I don't know what kind of state of mind I was in. Surprised? Is it hesitation? Or is it a kind of helplessness when the dust settles? It seems impossible to talk about ... Dumbfounding

Later in my memory, I called my best friend Lin Xiaochu.

Later, the greetings on the phone were finally brought into the theme by my sentence "Let's be with Wu An".

"Wu An called me and said that you promised him with my blessing"

"I won't promise him"

"To be honest, this is more gratifying than I heard him and Yang Jing together"

"He never looked for Yang Jing again"

"It doesn't matter anymore"

"I'm cheap to dig into my sister's corner"

"Don't say that, you know, you're my best friend. If I am not fit to be with him because of geography or a series of causes and effects, then I bless, I bless you from the bottom of my heart, really, promise him. ”

"Ren Sheng, I also treat you as a sister, so I can't do this"

"Lin Xiaochu, do you like Wu An?"

"It's impossible to say that you don't feel a little bit"

"This is what I think I am as my sister, my best friend. Whoever said to bully me, as long as I fight, you will be up. Whoever is unkind to me is a good sister who is unjust. While I was nibbling on bread, you ran to the cafeteria to get double portions of food and eat together. When I go to Wu An's house, meet Wu An's parents, and attend Wu An's college banquet, I will bring the most reliable sisters and friends. Lin Xiaochu, are you worthy of me? You speak! I take you as a sister, but what about you? My best friend is with someone I once loved. How do you tell me to deal with it? With tears? To laugh? Or whatever! You say."

I remember the day I said what I didn't want to say. I know our relationship will never go back to what it used to be.

I regretted it later, since I had lost a loved one, why did I lose a friend, a friend I once trusted the most. A friend who can wander the street together in the middle of the night and climb the rockery at 3 o'clock, just to watch the sunrise.

Later, I heard that Wu An and Lin Xiaochu were in the same university, and Brother Hui and Lin Xiaochu's university were only separated by a wall. There used to be 4 people who had to go to a university desperately, and as a result, I naturally became an abandoned child.

By recalling other people's fragments, it is just reminiscing about yourself at that time.

Ren Sheng, I often nag myself like this.

When it's time to muster courage, you retreat.

When it's time to bend and stretch, you're strong.

It's time to let go of the past, but you're still thinking about it.

Is it still nostalgic? No.

Are you still unwilling? No.

Is it unacceptable? No.

Probably those things that really happened, each scene can clearly wander in my mind from time to time.

Later in my memory, I sent the last text message to Wu An.

It reads as follows:

Wu An, this is the last thing I can do for you.

Lin Xiaochu is a good girl, treat her well

Bless you and what I once loved the most.

In the future, she will only treat him as her good Chinese tablemate, that's all. Ren Sheng remembers, always remembers that Wu An's mother once said that if we can succeed in the future, we will be a family, if not, you are still Wu An's classmate!

I couldn't hold back my cry after texting. I know, people, you have to go through something to know who is best for you.

Ren Sheng knew that the distance between her and Wu An would be proportional to the distance. If there is no long-term love, how can you break melancholy! Drunk knows that the wine is strong. There is no reason for love. If everything that is done between two people is rationally thought out. So they who have not tasted love think that love is just so inactive.

Ren Sheng has a lot of criticism about himself, as if he is looking at himself from the outside.

Oh, that girl keeps saying love. Look, who is that boy? Is it Wu An? No, they talk and laugh. But a new love?

It's all wrong, you're all wrong. Ren Sheng knows, only Ren Sheng knows. Ren Sheng is sincere to Wu An or the unknown little student. is willing to be desperate, dare to leave everything behind, and chase after the one who follows, and one chooses to abandon it. In addition, the unknown little student turned from silent care behind the scenes to care in front of the stage.

Ren Sheng has a notebook made of yellow cowhide. In a certain year and month, such a passage was excerpted.

All endings have been written

All the tears have also been set off

But suddenly I forgot what kind of beginning

On that old summer day that never returns

No matter how much I try to pursue it

The young you are only like a cloud shadow

And your smiling face is very shallow, very light

Gradually submerged in the mountains after sunset.

Then he turned the yellowed title page

Fate bound it extremely poorly

With tears in my eyes, I read and read

But I have to admit it

Youth is a book that is too hasty

Maybe people are constantly meeting, constantly parting, constantly meeting, and constantly missing.

As for where to start, oh, Ren Sheng knows that all explanations are pale. Only the word fate can show its essential characteristics.

Fate, everything is fate! It's because I don't know what the name is.