Chapter 03: Tan Shen
There is such a person, you have said countless times that you want to give up, but after all, you are still reluctant.
There is such a person, and when you are alone, you think of him and think of crying. But when he saw him, he pretended to laugh indifferently.
There is such a person, you have warned yourself countless times that you can only be friends with him, but you still gave up your principles after he said the phrase "let's be together", and agreed to him without hesitation.
I always thought how great I was, how defensive I was, how impossible it was between myself and him, and how much I thought he would never say that. From thinking he'll never openly admit that he likes you. But to my surprise, he always stepped up when I needed it most. This time he said, I will allow you to see the outside world, but it has been three years, come back to me.
Tan Shen once said that time will prove everything. I can give up my relationship with her for three years for you. You know, she gives me as much as I give you. But I don't care, because I know that the person I like all this time is you.
In her memory, she was such a teenager, and it was such a sentence that gave her courage.
In my memory, it was on a bus that Ren Sheng sent a text message to Tan Shen's ex, which was as follows:
"When the feelings are no longer there, please leave quietly
Can't keep the warmth, please keep your self-esteem."
At that time, Ren Sheng still felt guilty about his ex, and felt that because of Ren Sheng, Tan Shen gave up on her, but after all, they had broken up, but they still went to Tan Shen's QQ to delete the photos and talk about Ren Sheng and Tan Shen. If it were someone else, Ren Sheng would never be good-tempered towards such incidents. almost made Ren Sheng think that it was deleted by Tan Shen, causing a deep misunderstanding.
Subsequently, Ren Sheng, who put down his mobile phone, closed his eyes and felt the fluctuations of the car and the discomfort of motion sickness. At this time, a phone call came, and the area shown on the phone was his predecessor's area, but Ren Sheng knew that the number was not hers. Answered the phone unsuspectingly,
"Ren Sheng, is it?"
"Yes, who are you?"
"Shameless, let Xiaoying keep her self-esteem, I think your self-esteem is still left to yourself. Also come and text"
"Who are you?"
"I'm Xiaoying's friend, whoever bullied Xiaoying, I'll be the first to not let me, so I'll do it for myself."
"I ......"
The phone had hung up, and what I wanted to say was not spoken. I was very calm at the time, probably from the beginning to the end. I even feel glad for Ma Xiaoying, without Tan Shen, you won't be alone, after all, there are friends around you who are unyielding to you.
Then I received another text message on my phone, which read:
"Ren Sheng, I'm Ma Xiaoying, I also thought just now that you also know that it's not me It doesn't matter to me what you two want to do Of course, I will also return to you what you said to me just now Please also keep your self-esteem Tan Shen came back to find me I didn't say that I wanted to pester him with a dead face Understand Yes I respect his choice no matter what, don't put it on me if you two have a problem Understand"
"There's no need to speak ill of each other, I don't mean anything else."
"I didn't mean to speak ill of you, I just told you that you have to find your own problem when something like this happens."
"Of course, thanks for reminding you" how can the conversation between the current and the former not have any aura at all? Of course not, is it possible that you are still afraid of her? Just kidding, Ren Sheng is not easy to mess with. Secretly snickering.
"You don't have to treat me as a *** between you, then I'll also say something you don't like Tan Shen will still accept him when he comes back It's just that what I didn't expect was how you endured it in the past three years since we came out"
"If you can't bear it, you don't have to overestimate yourself
I bless you to be able to go back
Let's be honest, we've known each other for a lot longer than you
My parents also met and he talked to my parents
I believe that is not an easy decision to make
If you insist on saying these three years
Actually, I would like to ask how you can do it so silently
Actually, you have a good impression of me
There are no extremes and nothing excessive
It's just that as the current oath of sovereignty, it doesn't matter whatever
After all, it's an indisputable fact that you've broken up
If he feels that you are still indispensable, then it is his own business
Everything is as fate Ma Xiaoying, nothing is set in stone, such as you, me, and him."
"We reconciled"
Well, it was heartbreaking and expected to hear this. Before this, Ren Sheng and Tan Shen did quarrel, and it was not very good.
"Then bless"
To be honest, Ren Sheng is a person who can withstand blows, but no matter what, whether it is heartache or disappointment, it must not be shown, otherwise it will not be a joke. Ren Sheng still said to himself, no matter whether he wins or loses, he must have an aura, Ren Sheng thought to himself, since Tan Shen can use the time of the upcoming school year from the north to come to the south to establish a relationship, and meet his parents, it must not be a hasty decision, at that moment, Ren Sheng is gambling, the bet is Ren Sheng's character and Ren Sheng's trust in Tan Shen.
"I don't know what's going to happen in the future, so let it be"
"Well, let it be."
"To be honest, after finishing college, he came to Dongguan for an internship, and I am also in Dongguan, do you really have the confidence to go to the end with him?
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"If only to continue to enjoy him for three years
Accompany him for three years, then I really admire your infatuation."
Maybe he couldn't be angry at that time, and Ren Sheng decided that it couldn't end like this
"It's not that two people can be together in one city, there are too many possibilities in the future, you don't need to limit these, I believe that some of the things he told me naturally didn't tell you, he came back with his reasons."
"Please keep your self-esteem too, I can't say anything swearing"
Is it so easy for people to show their true nature nowadays? Oh, the nature of human nature, the nature of women is like this, which is stimulated little by little.
"Three years ago, I thought you weren't easy
Three years later, I felt even more
Anything else would be a waste of phone bills
I don't want to hit you either, today your friend said that I am a junior
Haha, I really want to say something
I haven't done anything yet
I didn't do it because I didn't want everyone to be so unbearable
Just called, and he said no
What you're saying is too much for the future
So are you the right fit?
Can I video him with his dad
His parents came to Dongguan
My mom and dad can we eat at the same table with them, can you?
All of their families knew me
Your best buddy friends don't just know you
He can dare to take the initiative to talk to my mother
Accompany my grandmother to buy vegetables and play mahjong
I can go to the supermarket again and again for my brother's little brat
You can drink with my dad
You can do all the things that your family will praise
Do you believe he can do this to someone he doesn't love? ”
"You don't have to talk to me about this" might be, uh, to express a state of mind that doesn't matter. But I still believe that as a girl, you don't feel nothing at all. It was unintentionally slandered, but love is selfish.
"If you can see it, you don't see it
That's something you can't beat."
In the past, I didn't want to admit that I liked Tan Shen, and because Tan Shen had never broken up with Ma Xiaoying, I turned my feelings into good friends very subtle and cleverly. For three years, I kept telling myself that I could only be friends. But how to say about this emotional matter. You can't force what you should do.
When I opened WeChat, I saw Tan Shen sharing a song with me. The name is ......