Chapter 05: It's Raining
Not to be lo
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dyed was g
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Don't let loneliness exaggerate loneliness
There seems to be no transitional season in the days of Guangzhou. When it snowed in the north, Ren Sheng could only feel a trace of coldness in the air-conditioned room. And that's just in the room or in the company. I don't know how to describe that feeling. Ren Sheng has been looking forward to the arrival of autumn in Guangzhou for a long time. The heat always makes me irritable. Oh, and I didn't bring an umbrella with me. I didn't know it was drizzling. The feelings that ensued were particularly strong. Ren Sheng, who was unprepared, panicked in the face of the cold that also had no warning.
What kind of weather was that? I don't think I'll wear a down jacket in cold weather. And I only wore half sleeves and walked around the street. Damn it. Walking and walking alone on the street at six o'clock in the morning. The right hand, the left hand, the right arm, the right hand, and the left arm are hugged together to keep warm, making their bodies tremble. It doesn't look so out of place. This makes the shivering teeth hit less often.
Walking on the way to the bus, I wore headphones and played on a loop: how could I suddenly miss it, how could I suddenly be so sad, how could it suddenly break through my fragile tears...... Really, I missed you so much at that time. If you were here, I wouldn't feel better. I know that without you, I should be stronger and more exciting. But no matter how wonderful your days are, for me they are nothing more than a formality, no matter how cold the days without you, no matter how cold the streets. For me, it's all about being strong.
On a rainy day, the owner of the breakfast shop couldn't bear to let me get wet in the rain to catch the bus, so he lent me an umbrella. On a rainy day, I hold an umbrella alone, and on a rainy day, my emotions seem to add some gloom to the refreshing weather. I don't know where to go, I don't know how long I have to go. Looking at the stop sign, I don't know which bus to take. It is that confusion and helplessness that create a helpless inner world.
Empty, right, empty. Waiting for a redemption, there is your salvation.
If you are the fireworks on the sea, I am the foam of the waves, and at a certain moment your light illuminates me.
I can follow you like a shadow chasing the light.
I can stand at that intersection and see if you can pass by.
Every time I lift my head for you, even tears feel free.
Some are like the sun falling lightly, having it and losing it.
Light Chaser is the song I've looped on my second single.
On a rainy day, I remembered this song.