Chapter 139: The Shackles of the Heart
When Liu Mu Nan walked out of the hospital, the thick fog on the street had not yet lifted. The traffic lights at the intersection are like a drunk man who has just woken up, opening his worried eyes and blinking there, giving people a feeling of doubt.
Pedestrians on the road are visibly slowing down, fearing that they will accidentally encounter a sudden accident at a certain intersection. Liu Mu Nan carried a strip-shaped woven bag containing some simple items, and when he walked to Seongdong Station, the thick fog on the road slowly dissipated, and the sun finally showed its face.
Liu Laogui, the foreman, came to settle the hospitalization fee for him yesterday, because he had to ask the attending physician to do an examination this morning before he could go through the discharge procedures, so he stayed in the hospital alone. As the saying goes, "a hundred days of broken muscles and bones", these days he is recuperating in the hospital, fortunately, his body has not been damaged too much, and he heals quickly, Liu Caogu accompanied him for Xiao Kunu for more than ten days, and went back a week ago.
After Liu Mu Nan entered the station, he bought a noon ticket, and there were only three buses a day from the East Railway Station to take the bus home, one in the morning, one at noon, and one in the afternoon. The morning train was nine o'clock, and by the time he arrived at the station, the morning train had already left.
Liu Mu Nan glanced at the big clock on the wall of the station hall, there were still more than two hours before the departure time of the bus at noon. There weren't many people in the station, so he found two empty seats connected to each other, put the woven bag on the seat as a pillow, and then reclined down on the seat, let out a long sigh of relief, closed his eyes and prepared to sleep for a while.
Although Liu Laogui, the foreman, is usually very critical of people, he still understands things in dealing with some major matters, and he can be regarded as reasonable, and it is relatively easy to communicate. He knew that Liu Munan's injury after falling from the scaffold was completely caused by the small foreman Pan Ergou deliberately pushing down the brick wall. As a contractor at the construction site, he had to bear the responsibility for the accident, so in the process of treating Yanagi Nan, he paid all the expenses in a timely manner without any prevarication.
The foreman Liu Laogui looked at Liu Mu Nan and said bluntly: "I have settled all the medical expenses, and I will give you another 1,000 yuan for nutrition, 2,000 yuan for nursing, and another 5,000 yuan for other losses." During your hospitalization, I paid you a salary, and after you were discharged from the hospital, you went to work at my construction site as a small foreman who was responsible for site safety, and managed safety for me. What do you think? If we want, we'll just keep it private, and the matter will be settled. If you don't want to, you can also go to the court to file a lawsuit, I have no opinion, I will accompany you. ”
Liu Mu Nan looked at the big foreman Liu Laogui and said sincerely: "I know that you are a righteous and trustworthy boss, after I was injured, you are also very concerned, and the money is not less." I have no problem with what you said, and I am willing to continue to work with you, and I am naturally grateful for your trust in me. However, I should still discuss this matter with my wife Xiao Kunu before I can finally give you an answer. ”
The foreman Liu Laogui thought of Xiao Kunu, and couldn't help swallowing his saliva, feeling that Liu Munan's words were also reasonable, so he nodded and said: "Then you can discuss and discuss, and you will call me back after discussion, if your wife disagrees, you also have to tell me, I will come to tell her in person, I think she looks very kind, and she doesn't look like an unreasonable woman." ”
After the foreman Liu Laogui finished speaking, he remembered the cause of this incident again, and felt that he should tell Liu Munan: "The responsibility for this accident is completely because of Pan Ergou's dog day, I am ready to fire Pan Ergou and let him get out, it will be a disaster for such a person to stay on the construction site sooner or later." ”
Liu Munan didn't know if Liu Laogui really wanted to fire Pan Ergou, or if he was just talking about it. He knew that Liu Laogui did have some old feelings with Pan Ergou's wife, and listening to Liu Laogui's words, he seemed to be very dissatisfied with Pan Ergou, and it seemed that it was not just because of his own accident. What disgusted Liu Mu Nan was that Pan Ergou was too mean to his co-workers, and almost none of his co-workers had said a good word about him behind his back.
The foreman Liu Laogui left a piece of paper for Liu Munan and left, and Dr. Li, who treated Liu Munan, reminded him: "Although your injury is considered to be good, in terms of the degree of injury, it is also enough to meet the standard of disability." It stands to reason that the owner of the construction site should also pay a certain amount of disability allowance. ”
Liu Mu Nan felt that there was no major problem with his arms and legs, thank God! Where else can I ask the foreman Liu Laogui for any disability money? Isn't that a bit of a stretch? Besides, the big foreman Liu Laogui also gave a compensation of 5,000 yuan, and he is very satisfied when he thinks about it.
After Liu Munan discussed with Xiao Kunu, she also felt that she could accept it, so he signed his name on the agreement he left down according to the intention of the foreman Liu Laogui. When the foreman Liu Laogui came to settle the medical expenses, he pressed a handprint on his name according to the meaning of the foreman Liu Laogui, and the matter was considered private.
stayed in the hospital for more than three months, and in the first two months, Liu Caogu and Xiao Kunu took turns to accompany them, and then Liu Mu Nan was able to walk around the ground, so he didn't let them come. When Yanagi is idle, he wanders around the hospital casually, sometimes chatting with Dr. Li, who treats him.
Unexpectedly, Dr. Li's hometown is also in the village below the Beishan Banshan Temple, and they became good friends after chatting. Dr. Li had only seen Aunt Liu Cao and Xiao Kunu come to see him, so he asked him a little strangely, "How many children do you have?" You've been hospitalized for so many days, why haven't you seen your child come to see you? ”
Liu Mu Nan thinks that Dr. Li is a very easy-going person, and as long as he asks him any questions, he always explains patiently. Liu Mu Nan felt that Dr. Li was a person who could be trusted, and he let out a long sigh when he asked like this, and Dr. Li looked at him and said, "You seem to have something in your heart, if you trust me, you might as well talk to me about what is on your mind, if you don't say it, it's not good to be stuffy in your heart, and you will get sick after a long time." ”
Liu Mu Nan thought for a while and said: "Alas, I can't do that, sometimes I feel very depressed, and I feel that I can't be a man." ”
Dr. Li understood what Liu Mu Nan meant, and asked with concern, "Have you ever seen a doctor?" Where did you see it? What do doctors say? ”
Liu Mu Nan thought of seeing a doctor, and he panicked, taking so many medicines, not to mention having a good effect, he felt that the more he took those medicines, the more he couldn't do it, and if it did, it should be counterproductive.
Liu Mu Nan said frustratedly: "I have watched it for several years, but I haven't seen any effect. I saw it at the hospital that specializes in infertility. is an old Chinese medicine doctor, it seems that his surname is Jia, and everyone calls him Dr. Jia. I took the Chinese medicine he prescribed, and I took it for more than a year, adding up to a few baskets of medicine, but the more I took it, the more it didn't work, it was really useless. Not to mention the money spent, my heart is even more angry. I sometimes wonder if he's a fake doctor or if it's because I'm a fake man. ”
After listening to Liu Munan's treatment process, Dr. Li frowned and asked, "Is it the specialized hospital in Ximen?" Is it the one next to the traditional Chinese medicine hospital, and there is an inconspicuous small sign hanging separately, which claims to be dedicated to the treatment of various incurable diseases, and can also treat all kinds of infertility? I heard that business is still very good, and sometimes you have to queue up to see a doctor? ”
Liu Mu Nan thought for a while and said, "It's such a hospital, and it seems that there are more people seeing patients than in traditional Chinese medicine hospitals." I thought that this posture must be a doctor's high level, so I easily believed it. After taking Chinese medicine for more than a year, every time I went to that hospital, this Dr. Jia always said to me over and over again: When you see a doctor, you must be patient, don't expect to take a few pairs of medicine to solve the problem, and keep eating to get better. I thought that Dr. Jia must be a liar, and I never went again. I went with hope, but he ended up making me even more desperate. ”
Dr. Li smiled and nodded, "It was an illegal private hospital, which relied on bribing some bad doctors in various hospitals to find ways to help him carry out false propaganda and recommend patients to this hospital for medical treatment, so as to maintain the business of selling fake and inferior drugs at high prices." Later, because there were too many people in the pit, it was reported. Recently, the illegal practice of medicine has been banned, and the person surnamed Jia has also been criminally detained by the public security organs on suspicion of illegal medical practice. ”
Dr. Li looked at Liu Mu Nan again and said, "There should be no major problems with your body, and you may have to think of other ways to deal with that aspect of things." ”
Liu Mu Nan thought about it and felt that there was nothing wrong with his body, before he married Xiao Kunu, he often had that kind of thing in his dreams, and when he woke up, he would find a large piece of body fluids flowing out of the bed. Why did you suddenly become like a frosted eggplant after marriage? Why can't I meet Xiao Kunu? He thought about it for many sleepless nights and couldn't figure it out.
Dr. Li talked to Liu Mu Nan about some things about married life, and felt that he might have some psychological problems, so after thinking about it, he said, "I don't think there is any major problem with your physical aspect, maybe there is a psychological problem." From some of the things you said, I can see that you are mainly not passionate about married life, lack normal interest, and even subconsciously have a kind of resistance. So, I think your problem can be treated from a psychological aspect, and fundamentally speaking, it may be a psychogenic reaction caused by a psychological problem. ”
Liu Mu Nan didn't understand what Dr. Li said about the subconscious, and he didn't understand what psychogenic reactions meant, he looked at Dr. Li a little confused, trying to understand what Dr. Li said, but he was still a little confused.
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