It was a kind of distress, I felt sorry for myself, I felt sorry for my father, Ren Sheng knew that she would always remember the night on the 26th.

I feel sorry for myself and take other people's opinions so seriously,

It really doesn't matter if I feel sorry for myself and can't do what I thought didn't matter

I hate myself for hiding all my grievances in the deepest part of my heart

I hate myself for pretending to be calm and calm even though I care about it and feel distressed

At what point did I change and start hating myself

I feel sorry for myself, I am only 18 years old, and I should be happy, carefree, and enjoy the age of college. But we must learn to crawl around in society and take responsibility in the family. In front of relatives and friends, he completed the perfect transformation from a child's heart to maturity and stability.

I feel sorry for myself, silently bearing everything I shouldn't have to bear.

I feel sorry for myself and slowly losing my true temperament, the kind of true temperament that dares to love and hate, unswerving to death, and only believes that no one is allowed to trample on or please him. After a long time, I found that I learned to judge, learned to be cautious, learned to observe words and feelings, learned who to contact with to be beneficial to myself, learned what to say to whom on what occasions, learned to be vigilant, and learned the so-called heart is like water. Slowly, I lost my heart for the purity and beauty of seeing the world and every stranger. It's more about suspicion, distrust. I began to reflect on whether the change I was trying to make was what I had hoped for. If yes, I think, I was wrong. It's a mess, it's a mess, it's a mess.

I feel sorry for my careful handling of others, but there will still be people who criticize and point fingers.

I feel sorry that I can't really laugh it off.

Obviously, the things that I worked hard to do were extremely bad in the eyes of others. What does that feel like? Ren Sheng began to deny himself. Finally, the tight, long-standing line of defense began to crumble and collapse. Countless things that used to be laughed at were all at once.

Wronged, uncomfortable, the more I think about it, the more I feel that my efforts and changes are how stupid things are.

My aunt has been by the side that night to enlighten and comfort Ren Sheng. Ren Sheng only saw her mouth open and closed at that time. It was as if I heard what she was saying, and it was as if I couldn't hear anything. But I saw that there was a light in her that was indescribable. But I was grateful, and her words for nearly half an hour calmed my tears when I got home, and calmed my extremely uncomfortable mood.

I remember a quote that "a person who loves to talk about right and wrong is also an unlikable and beloved person." Are they right? Is that correct? No! You're doing well, really well, then you don't need to punish yourself for other people's mistakes. You just have to show respect, but you have to believe in yourself that you're doing a good job. ”

I will deeply remember that night, the night when my eyes were red and even painful, but I still sat on the sofa and thought and let go. Ren Sheng knows that the road ahead will encounter too many tricky and irony. You can't cry all the time, and it's not every time you cry, there are people next to you who love you, understand you, and are willing to help you.

Ren Sheng knows, Ren Sheng has long known that the so-called growth is nothing more than experiencing and experiencing again, because the more you experience, the more you will look down on some things. Maybe in the future, if you don't go back to something, you can talk about it, maybe you just need to sit in the corner alone, take a break, and then go to the shower in a regular manner, and then continue to be empty, and then go to bed.

Ren Sheng, life, but that's it.