I finally ate the oranges I wanted to eat on the fifth day.

You must have had that kind of thing in your life that you couldn't think of.

On the first day, I really wanted to eat, but the time was very awkward, it was night, no, it was more than 11 o'clock at night, even if I went downstairs, there would be no small vendors on the other side of the road. So I couldn't think about it on the first day.

The next day, it was walking on a quiet path after work, how to describe it? Because the silent path seems to be a green promenade. The trees on both sides grow very tall, meeting many meters above the head. On the other side of the tree is the road, the road where vehicles come and go. I always felt that seeing them rushing around for the sake of time was in stark contrast to my current 'stealing half of the time' business. I don't know where they're going, I'm going home anyway. Oh yes, on the way home, I'm going to buy the oranges I want to eat. On the other side of the tree is a row of self-employed shops, including IKEA, Barbie Nail Salon, Beauty Salon, Health Care Stores, and Photo Studios. Ren Sheng knew that none of the shops there belonged to me, but I had dreams and ideas of being the owner. If I could, I would open a special bookstore in the very center of the city, consisting of 3 parts, 1-staircase bookshelves with elegant and comfortable places where you can calm down and enjoy the contents of the books.

2-Provide afternoon pastry drinks, as well as special afternoon tea, with private rooms or negotiation areas, there must be something to eat can not block the mouth of the baby's door.

3- Make a partition between the two, divided into two, one to provide a playground for small children and one to pets. It can make the mothers of all kinds of babies read books with peace of mind, and they can do what they like with peace of mind.

Ren Sheng's dream is destined to be many, many in this life, and that night in his memory, Ren Sheng's headphone single looped a song: This way.

"Along the way,

I can't say how hard it is

Glad I knew very well in my heart,

It's because I still care a little bit

I am obsessed with this journey

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Along the way, the dust in the sky was raised......"

Ren Sheng turned around and looked around by the way, and the following is the mental activity time:

"Wow, no one, no one" Ren Sheng does not have the talent to sing, but he has a great hobby.

"It was never them,

The kind of look portrayed~" Ren Sheng only brought one earphone, and put the other one down, so that Ren Sheng could not only hear the music in the headphones, but also hear his own voice.

"This kind of place is so suitable for me to practice singing, and no one will laugh at me for singing out of tune. Haha "Ren Sheng's happiness is so simple, so simple that you can sing and be very happy."

No matter how beautiful the road is, it will be over when you walk, and the end is gone, and the song has not finished yet, but the phone screen is black.

Kindly, thinking about it, ah, I haven't bought oranges yet. 555 didn't have any cash on him, so he could only pay on WeChat, but his phone was turned off.

That's it, it's the second day when I want to eat oranges, because my phone is out of battery and I can't eat it.

On the third day, I had to go on a business trip with a large army, and when I came out after dinner in the evening, I was vaguely drunk, maybe I had an alcohol attack, or an alcohol attack, or an alcohol attack. In a trance, before getting into the car, after reacting, I remembered that I passed by the orange seller. Damn, the return journey was long for an hour, and it was midnight when Ren Sheng got home.

The oranges we want to eat are like the people we want to love, a few times we meet, a few times we wander, a few times we try our best to include them in the bag, in the end, in addition to missing out, regret, what else can we change? It's been three days, and it stands to reason that the thoughts and heat of wanting to get and eat have gradually subsided. All I can think of is,

Forget it. Ren Sheng never believed in fate and accepted fate. But it's just that the heart of attachment floats and shakes. Perhaps, I don't want to eat anymore.

On the fourth day, there was a situation, going to bed late and getting up early would inevitably be in poor spirits and not strong motivation for a day, so Ren Sheng allowed himself to sleep a little longer. Sure enough, sleep well, sleep well, and all kinds of good things will be on the verge of the city. For example, the obsession with eating oranges is no longer so deep. Ren Sheng's mother, Xu Lingzi, told Ren Sheng:

"Ren Sheng, I bought oranges for you. I said I wanted to eat it a few days ago, and I don't know if you have eaten it. If not, I'll buy it for you. Hurry up and eat. Ren Sheng burst into tears in his heart!

"It's the fourth day I've wanted to eat oranges, Mom." Ren Sheng couldn't hold back his excitement, and instead of walking to the orange and picking it up and eating it, he lay on his mother's bed. Said while lying down.

"Is there enough money to spend?" As he spoke, he gave me money outside.

"It's almost gone" Ren Sheng's heart is abnormally different, is this swollen?

"Give you 300 to spend first"

At the moment of "thank you, Mom", I realized that in fact, being loved is a great thing.

But unfortunately one day, I still didn't eat the oranges, because I forgot to take them after washing up in the morning. Later, I thought that on that day, maybe Ren Sheng didn't look at the pants so eagerly and loved it in his heart, otherwise, Ren Sheng would definitely eat oranges first and do other things.

Life is like this, what you can't get is always in turmoil, what you get is always disdainful, how can human beings be so unbearable. Let myself despise myself deeply.

On the fifth day, I ate the oranges I wanted to eat for five days. It's not the feeling of chasing it all the way and finally getting what you want, but this time, someone likes it with me and grabs it. I'm afraid, I'm afraid that in the next second, the orange I like will be eaten by someone who also likes it, and I'm still looking ahead. So, I started eating one after another, well, the taste that I had been thinking about.

At that moment, I understood a truth, not all 'gets' are not cherished, because there are always some people who live happily, and there are always some people who have the ability to love and be loved. You get it but you don't cherish it, just because it's so easy to get it, so easy that it makes people think you're not worth it. People always like to go through ups and downs to understand that ordinary life is not easy to come by. At that moment, I wanted to cry.