I don't know when, when someone praises you, Ren Sheng is good at blackening himself.

"Wow, your skin is so good, so white," a customer who had just finished freckle removal said to Ren Sheng with wide eyes.

"Sister who rubs too much powder," Ren Sheng explained with a smile.

I don't know when someone asked you out to play, Ren Sheng subconsciously wanted to think of a reason for refusal. When he didn't think of it yet, when that person said that there was something else to do, Ren Sheng would smile and say to himself, "Look, that's what it looks like."

I don't know when it started, when someone scolded you for quarreling with you, but someone next to you told you that you only need to beat him with one sentence, and I will be the first to get on it, you said very calmly, "Forget it, let's go."

It's not modesty, it's not wanting, it's not calm

It's that you have forgotten or have not remembered

I also secretly rejoiced and was overjoyed, but you said it was a kind of narcissism, and then whispered in groups and left me alone in a daze. From arguing one by one to using self-blackening to protect yourself and hurting yourself so much that you can't hurt again.

I also liked to go out with my children, but after being abandoned a few times because other children came, I became accustomed to entertaining myself, and I was very good and happy.

I've also had the urge to make an appointment with a small group to see a upset, grit my teeth, chop off her feet, and kill her. Later, because I was hurt again and again by the people I cared about, gradually, I felt that not being angry or rude, habitually being silent, and even turning my head away without even saying my mouth was the greatest protection for myself. It's as if I'm afraid that everyone who cares doesn't care about himself.

Fear of loneliness, fear of loneliness, adaptation to loneliness, acceptance of loneliness, appreciation of loneliness, getting used to loneliness.

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