In the year in his memory, Ren Sheng struggled too many times, with persistence in the struggle, and warmth in the persistence.

"It's really hard

Sometimes I feel like a psychopath

Neuropathy, you know

I especially want to say why you ignore me, why don't you reply to my message

On the other hand, he thinks that he has his own things to do, and he will say what he needs to say. I usually think about it, that is, when I am alone, I am very brainless, I know it, I am not a game maniac, I am not a person who can't live, you know it in a different place, I have you in my heart, it is a time, I especially want to talk, you know, I especially feel that I am useless, there is no so-called great wisdom, and I am actually depressed for Hongchen trivial matters like ordinary people. Do you know why you like someone and hate someone? I like it because when I'm alone here, I want to contact you over there who don't know if you're alone. I feel like when I call you, even when I cross the street and look around, my face is glowing. Hearing you on the other side of the phone and being amused by me for a word may not be something that others can experience. I hate a person,,, I guess I'm really alone. The message sent has not been replied to for a long time. The video I picked up was the same as in the dormitory, blinking my confused eyes and saying, I just went to bed, I will clean up and wait for the Ang. Sometimes, it's a big blank period. But I often think that when I get angry with you or I shout at you, that I cry to you is unreasonable, and your silence makes me even more uncomfortable. But do you know why we're still together? Because of love! Haha bullshit love! I don't know what love is! But I know that when I'm doing something at someone's house, you'll wait for me, and then wait for me. When I have a customer here or I go to dance, whether you're alone or not, you'll wait for me, and then wait for me. When I have something to hang up on your phone and hang up your video, you will wait for me, and then wait for me. Sometimes, I think, man, don't care about that. Don't worry about these little things, maybe you can play the game happily. But I think people should compare their hearts to their hearts, and you don't say what I feel, but I don't believe you don't. I was very happy to cry today, but my intuition tells me that a lot of times you can also be very uncomfortable, very uncomfortable, and want to say something and do something. But you will endure. Maybe it's not forbearance, but do you have other ways to vent? I really, really think that you have everything in your heart, you have it in your heart, you know, but others can't understand it, others are very anxious, you know? If you can't do your ideals, it doesn't mean that you don't want to do it, sometimes IQ is a good thing, but not everyone has it, such as me, selective appropriateness may be the only solution for me.

It's amazing, that's how I calm my mind

It's desperate, I can't help it, I'm going to have to comfort myself

It's awesome, if you don't talk to me, I can only write notes. Damn,Sisters don't give you a look, I can't afford to comfort my sisters and vent their 20 minutes.,Think about it.,Otherwise, you'll lose my sister.。。。。 ”

Ren Sheng completed this process of self-consolation in a venting way on the note, and after writing, although he had put it down and stopped crying, it seemed that he was sorry for wasting himself so much if he didn't send it to him. Then click on his chat window......