That day, Ren Sheng listened to all the phone recordings with tears and laughter. People who may not have experienced a long-distance relationship won't know that phone recordings are just as memorable as tickets.

Before that day, Ren Sheng would record when he was on the phone whenever he remembered or remembered, but he never went back to listen to it, because even if it was a different place, there were two people who spent time together on the phone or sending messages or videos, not very little, there was no time without contact, so, so I finally had time to listen to the recording today.

That night, I read all the hot comments of NetEase Cloud on Douyin with tears. There is an urge to find a song called nostalgia for youth, and then to comment: My liking and the habit of taking the initiative to share with you With the time of the so-called life and every sentence every day, every sentence and every time there happens to be something to wear away, and finally die suddenly in this damn "tenderness". We call this kind of death youth. The remaining years may be in addition to repentance and regret, only powerless nostalgia remains, slowly inserted like a soft knife, and slowly pulled out. In the end, we let an impermanence called "youth" take away the soul, and from then on, the world of you and me is no longer colorless, black and white.

Tan Shen, I haven't called your name like this for a long time.

Tan Shen, I have once flaunted, proud, and even fearless.

Tan Shen, in this love, even in the end, yes, in the end, I don't want to curse you for being lonely in my life. Even, at one moment, I felt that it was my selfishness to have you.

Tan Shen, in my heart, you are a person you can rely on, for girls, in addition to the wallet you can rely on, there is also a spiritual level.

Tan Shen, I began to get used to your "hot and cold" and "not loving" Later, I am very glad that I did.

"Let me tell you something, I brushed my teeth and took off my braces this morning, and I was in a hurry to go to work, and I didn't bring it with me, and I left home."

"I'll tell you something, when I delayed my period for 21 days, I finally said goodbye to the idea that I would wonder if I was pregnant from time to time."

"I'll tell you something, my left stomach hurts."

"I'll tell you something, I did many times when I ignored you and immediately picked up the phone when I heard the WeChat prompt, but I was lost because it wasn't you, and then I was even more disappointed because you said a word or made a call. Because I didn't take it because I had a good face, and you didn't fight, I call this tacit understanding the conscious indifference in adult relationships. You think you don't need to say much, you think that if you don't answer one, maybe there is no point in 3 or 4, but, Tan Shen, I have no principles after meeting you. Fool, why are you so sensible in love? Don't you know that I have struggled during the period when I have not been in touch. "

"I'll tell you something, it seems that you can get over it if you get through it. I put "I want to call you to share" and "send you a WeChat message to say what I want to do", both of which were replaced by sticky notes. The sticky notes are good, and I have been talking endlessly, nagging, and broken thoughts, and I have all accepted them as ordered. If your presence is a boyfriend, it's more of a listener. And the reason why I want to get rid of my dependence on you is because I don't think it's fair to you. You see, even once, when you stood on the opposite side and accused me of why I didn't want to think about my own problems and always talk about others, I wanted to borrow that we were not suitable and wanted to leave you. I know you're not a saint, and I've probably thought about it many times on the side of justice. I'm just a layman, and when I say how hateful another person is in front of one person, it's not how dark my heart is, but how I regard you as someone I trust. This kind of trust is not when I show you my "ugly true nature", but you stand in the perspective of justice to blame me for my faults and pick on my mistakes.

You know,

It is because of you that I have a weakness.

It is precisely because of you that I am afraid of losing

Because, I thought you would give me a "doting" feeling

Let me know, let me understand, let me experience, how "happy" it is to be pampered and used to being coaxed.

When I have to review myself, I feel that it is okay. The steps have been given, so let's go down quickly. But later, when I heard you tell others about how willful I was in Rensheng, and I don't know why I was playing a little temper this time, I, I admit, wanted to leave your heart a little stronger.

Tan Shen, one day, I will let you know that no one ignores a person for no reason.