Chapter 73: Reminiscing about the most memorable trip in the relationship with him
Climbing the north 10th floor of the Badaling Great Wall is the place I don't want to go to in my life. I feel that it is a blessing to have my life back, but I can feel the preciousness of life. Why? Because it is not only extremely steep, but also long. And then add that there are a lot of people, and I am very confused. Competitive and enthusiastic, I climbed to the top floor excitedly, and then I couldn't get down from exhaustion. Seeing the time passing, I wanted to pay for the one that landed directly, but I couldn't find it. The only thought I had at the time was that I couldn't be on it, I would not only be scared to death but also frozen to death. I can't describe how I felt, but eventually I found hope in a rhythm of excitement and fear that swapped places. Look at that, the place that resembles a beacon, climb over it and they all say it's the place where you slide and land. When I went downhill, the whole force was down, and my toes couldn't bear the process in the end, so I had to humbly hold on to the only guardrail and walk backwards and slowly step by step. Later, because of the crowd, I didn't squeeze to the guardrail. Then with the encouragement of my boyfriend Tan Shen, he encouraged me next to me and asked me not to look at the steep and long landscape in the distance, so that I was scared to death before I reached the distance and the end. Let me go down the stairs and look down at each step under my feet, as long as you step on the stairs safely and realistically, I find that one, two, three. I came down the staircase with many paragraphs for a moment. It's only a small part of the climb, but looking back, it's still steep and still scary. But my legs stopped shaking, and I wasn't even scared anymore. I don't think it's a big deal. Look, isn't it safe for me to walk down step by step? So I started working towards the place they said I could slide in. The only belief in my heart is that when I get there, I can slide down and go home. I reborn with the Jedi, the belief that rekindled hope, and I finally saw that I was so close to hope for the first time. I stepped over it and fell into a second despair. The desperation cannot be described, in short, not only is there no place to slide down, but there are only distant places. On the verge of collapse, seeing the crowds crowded, it was getting late. Unless there is no sound, and you are not afraid of death. What else should we do? Look at the rugged but steep and long Great Wall in front of you. After looking at it, I jumped down and estimated that the rescue team would have a hard time finding the place where my body was. Suddenly, in my limited thinking, I was once again accompanied by despair and the only remaining reason. While collapsing, he looked at the stairs under his feet, continued to go down step by step, and then rushed up with all his strength. Minutes and seconds passed. While all my companions were exhausted, I was trying to fill up a certain slope. I heard the voice of a dad encouraging his children. Do you think that young lady is so powerful, do you want to be like your sister? It's certainly a compliment to me. I'm getting even stronger. When I went uphill, I really didn't have the strength, and I was afraid that I wouldn't have enough strength to roll down. I climbed up with both hands and feet, and although the process was embarrassing, I didn't admit defeat. Even, I finished the summary on the Great Wall. Really, I've heard a lot of great truths since I was a kid. I think it's nothing. When I came to the 10th floor of the North Floor, I found that I had learned to draw lessons while climbing. It's a real deal. I even think that when I first came to the Great Wall, I stood in front of the monument of the Great Wall and took a photo. Climbed a few beacons. At that time, I had just graduated from junior high school, and I thought that the Great Wall was nothing! At this moment, when I was in the North Stone Tower of the Great Wall, I had an idea. That stele should be engraved with a word that is not a good man in the North Stone Tower.
1. Life is the same as the climbing of the Great Wall. Step by step, but look at the road under your feet down-to-earth, and look back after a while. You'll find out that it's nothing.
2. When you look into the distance, you haven't stopped yet. I feel that the future is full of difficulties. I can't. With the fear that the future has not yet arrived, I frightened myself who had not yet set off at the moment. Or that there is no strong faith to go on. That's not going to work. It is not only necessary to look into the distance and know that it is not easy, but also to return to the source and think about how to go on. Because what you receive is not only the scenery along the way, but also your rich emotions. There are full of expectations, there are disappointments, there are despairs, and there are feelings of Jedi rebirth. But I can't help but look forward to the smile on your face when you conquer the difficulties. It's very real, and it's rare.
3, I posted photos in the circle of friends, and everyone only saw my leisurely side, but they didn't understand the bitterness and solidarity behind it. It also made me understand that there must be rich emotions that you don't know behind the light.
4. Life inevitably has a lot of wrong information to guide you forward. For example, fellow travelers said they had climbed such a steep place. That's where you can slide down. Even if the information is wrong, in fact, there is a harvest, a harvest of bravery, a harvest of perseverance, and a rebirth again.
5. There are inevitably some people in life who have a sentence and one thing that can play a key role in your progress. Or a recognition, or a word of encouragement, or a positive energy that has been working hard and not giving up. For example, during the climb of the Great Wall, there was a father who took you as a role model for his daughter. It's a great honor and motivation to crawl.
That was the first time I understood why the verb "climb" was used to climb the Great Wall. It was also the first time that I had comprehended and summarized these truths from practice and experience. Thank you all [Rose]