Chapter 11 If I am noble and not inferior

Xiao Fan stood at the door of his house, watching Zhao Pan'er slowly walk into the depths of the alley, and finally into her own house, disappearing from his field of vision.

Zhao Paner's back disappeared in front of him, and Xiao Fan suddenly felt a little lost. He knew that he was in love with Zhao Pan'er, so he showed his heart to her just now.

Xiao Fan had been staring at Zhao Pan'er just now, and although her happy smile was fleeting, he still noticed it.

Although Xiao Fan didn't know why Zhao Paner chose to refuse in the end, he knew that at least Zhao Paner actually wanted to accept himself in his heart.

Xiao Fan lay on the bed after washing, thinking about today's experience and feeling quite good.

Although Zhao Paner did not accept herself in the end, he knew that at least Zhao Paner had a good impression of her, and obviously she chose to refuse because of her own concerns.

At the same time, Zhao Paner was curled up on the bed with the quilt on her side.

Since Xiao Fan was rescued by himself, after getting along in the past two days, he didn't feel his heart Zhao Paner, after all, the love he expressed was so warm and direct.

The rich experience from childhood to adulthood makes Zhao Paner boast that she has a good eye for people. She could see that Xiao Fan was honest and kind, a good person, and he was not only outstanding in appearance but also brilliant in literature.

Such a good man loves himself, and it would be a lie to say that he is not impressed. But Zhao Paner couldn't accept it, or didn't dare to accept it.

Zhao Paner's father used to be Zhao Qian, the inspector of the Yongbian Military Capital, but when she was nine years old, she was not an official slave because of her father's sin, and belonged to Hangzhou Leying.

After being degraded, Zhao Paner always remembered what her mother said to her on her deathbed: "The more outstanding the official slave and maid, the more difficult it is to get out."

Therefore, Zhao Paner is obviously very intelligent and learns everything quickly, but she doesn't dare to show it in Leying, and she has been hiding in front of everyone.

Even the disciplining mother felt that Zhao Paner did not have the talent to be a kabuki, and then sent her to the school room.

Finally, when she was sixteen years old, her father's former subordinates came to intercede with General Le Ying, and she was able to leave the country and become a good person.

After leaving the country, Zhao Paner used her previous savings to open this Zhao tea shop.

In just a few years, she single-handedly managed this little-known small tea shop to become the No. 1 in Qiantang through her ingenuity.

And she, Zhao Paner, has also become a well-known tea seller in the entire Qiantang.

But Zhao Paner can't change the fact that she is a businesswoman who comes out to do business, and she is still a lowly person.

No matter how good Zhao Paner's performance is, once she knows that she was a lowly and a businesswoman, she will be pointed at, chewed behind her back, and looked down upon.

So Zhao Paner didn't dare to accept Xiao Fan's love for her at all, she was afraid that Xiao Fan would know that she looked down on her after leaving her nationality.

She was also afraid that Xiao Fan just admired her appearance, and when she was old and decrepit and the autumn fan was donated, what was waiting for her was Aichi.

She was even more afraid that in Xiao Fan's eyes, she was just a substitute for the fairy sister in his mouth. One day, when Xiao Fan remembered that she Zhao Paner was not a fairy sister, he said to her: "I just regarded you as a fairy sister at the beginning!" It's just a moment of confusion! ”

The most important thing is that Xiao Fan doesn't remember the past, and he is obviously a powerful child. Once he recovers his memory or is found by his family, then even if she is with Xiao Fan at that time, she will definitely not be accepted by his family as her.

So Zhao Paner knew that Xiao Fan was a very good man, and she knew that he loved her, but she didn't dare to accept Xiao Fan's love.

Early in the morning, Xiao Fan, who slept until he woke up naturally, reflected from his short memories that he was in the house he had just bought yesterday.

Today he plans to take a good look around this Qiantang county, and by the way, see what else needs to be purchased.

As soon as I walked out of the gate, I saw Zhao Paner coming out of the alley, like a fairy in the thin mist.

Xiao Fan stepped forward to greet him: "Morning, Zhao Niangzi!" Going to the tea shop so early? ”

There was no embarrassment after confessing the rejection, after all, last night was just a subtle temptation.

Zhao Pan'er said a little unnaturally: "Hmm! I was in a bit of a hurry yesterday, and I haven't packed a lot of things yet, so I'm going to deal with it early today. By the way, why are you waking up so early? Rest is important to help the wound heal. ”

"It's okay, I'm much better, and now I can not only walk, but also run!" Xiao Fan said happily: "As long as the wound no longer breaks now, I should be fine." It's just that it is not very convenient to take the medicine yourself later. ”

Regarding Xiao Fan's temptation, Zhao Paner didn't seem to understand, but said, "Really? You are a rich kid who is usually taken care of, and you have such a big house, you really need to find some people to help take care of your life and take care of the house. ”

"And when will you be free? Can you please help me and go with me to the tooth shop to pick a few servants? Xiao Fan saw that Zhao Pan'er didn't answer the question, so he had to follow her words.

"No need, I've been very busy in the last few days, I'm afraid I don't have time to accompany Xiao Gongzi," Zhao Paner's voice carried a faint sense of alienation: "Okay, is there anything else about Xiao Gongzi?" If it's okay, I'll go to the tea shop. ”

"Oh!" Xiao Fan responded and said, "It's okay, then Zhao Niangzi, you go and get busy first!" ”

Zhao Paner bowed slightly: "Then farewell!" ”

"Goodbye!" Xiao Fan said with some disappointment, he could feel Zhao Paner's deliberate sense of alienation.

After Zhao Pan'er left, Xiao Fan returned to the house. Since Zhao Paner didn't want to help, she had to do it herself.

After changing the medicine, looking at his house, Xiao Fan felt that Zhao Paner had just said right, he should indeed find a few people to take care of his life and take care of the house.

Ten days have passed in a blink of an eye.

Xiao Fan had to sigh again: I don't know if this medicine is powerful or if his body is too perverted. Now, except for the deepest wound on the right chest, there is still a dull pain, and the rest of the place has basically healed.

In the past ten days, Xiao Fan has had a comfortable life, but Zhao Paner is no longer as enthusiastic about herself as before.

I have been going to Zhao's tea shop every day for the past few days, but Zhao Paner has maintained a kind of estrangement every time she sees her.

She can greet other tea guests with a smile, which makes people feel like a spring breeze. As a result, every time it was her turn, she was expressionless and lukewarm. With her face, it looks like an iceberg that is thousands of miles away.

Faced with such Zhao Paner, Xiao Fan was very depressed, but there was nothing he could do, he didn't even know what the specific reason was.

Xiao Mansion also has some popularity now, and Xiao Fan found a cook named Hui Niang to be responsible for cooking. This is still introduced by Sun Sanniang, Hui Niang is Sun Sanniang's hometown, her family suffered a disaster, so she came to Qiantang to beg for a living.

So Xiao Fan asked her husband Jia San to be a coachman for him by the way, helping him drive the carriage he just bought.

Her son Jia Quan is a little older than Sanniang's son Fu Zifang, but he also went to school for two years before and knows some words, so he just happens to be a scholar for himself.

When Xiao Fan first heard Hui Niang's son call Jia Quan, he complained in his heart, good guy, why don't you call it formaldehyde? So I carry formaldehyde with me!

Xiao Fan can be regarded as arranging the work of her family of three. His own food, clothing, housing and transportation are taken care of, and his life is very comfortable.

The leisurely life even made Xiao Fan feel that this ancient society was really good, but what he saw and heard on the street yesterday finally reminded him that this is an evil feudal society.