Lin Beichen was like falling into an abyss of time.

He had to face his dying self, the guy who sank into death little by little like a maggot and fell into death If he hadn't seen it with his own eyes, Lin Beichen really didn't know that he was so embarrassed at that time.

Death is not terrible, what is terrible is that a pretentious person who was once so strong is now as humble and weak as an ant, and it is not worth mentioning.

In such a situation, no matter how great a dream is, it becomes boring and boring, and all the pursuits of life are as worthless as a dream bubble.

After only ten minutes of sleep, he woke up in what seemed to be a violent but not loud sound.

Heaven did not have mercy on him and only gave him fifteen minutes to breathe.

After waking up, there is endless torture.

When cancer is in an advanced stage, you don't even know what you're sick with, because there is no pain all over your body, and the pain that emanates from the bone marrow is hard to resist and hard to fight.

Lin Beichen looked at this scene, evoking memories that had been forgotten a long time ago, and seemed to ache together.

After staying up for a day and a night, and taking a nap for less than half an hour, he couldn't sweat anymore, and he sucked the straw that Yun had prepared long ago, which was connected to the bucket next to him.

He knew very well that he would have such a day, so he made these preparations when his body could withstand it.

However, the situation was more difficult than he expected, there was still water in the bucket, and he did not have enough strength to suck it into his mouth.

Thirsty, miserable, hungry, and tormented, he could only wait for his death slowly.

Fortunately, there is also a TV to accompany him, and the picture on it is constantly beating, and what he can see in his eyes is no longer a specific animal image, but a colorful color block, dancing with pleasant music, which is the most beautiful thing in the room.

However, the TV screen shuddered for a moment and then suddenly stopped and disappeared.

The room fell into a deathly silence and coldness.

Lin Beichen sighed slightly, the Electric Power Bureau is really dedicated, and he won't take advantage of it at all.

If he had known that such a situation would happen, Lin Beichen would have paid the electricity bill even if he went to rob it, so that the last period of his life would not become so miserable.

Without the sound and color of television, the world is lonely and only the sound of desolate breathing.

Lin Beichen sat back on the sofa and silently looked at the little body curled up tighter and tighter on the bed.

Anger began to creep in.

At this moment, Lin Beichen thought of a lot.

The people he had helped, the gains he had given up because he had stuck to his ideals.

The people he helped should be enjoying life at the moment and completely forgetting about him.

If the interests that he had given up because of his loneliness were left to the present and accumulated, even if they could not cure his illness, they would allow him to get the care he deserved in the last days of his life.

It is definitely not as good as the pig and dog to wait for death.

Lin Beichen knew that he was caught in the whirlpool of anger, and he also knew that it was very likely to fall into the devil again if he continued like this, but emotions are not something that can be pretended to be indifferent, and it does not exist and does not happen.

The end result of blindly suppressing anger is not that the anger disappears, but that the anger becomes stronger and stronger and eventually consumes everything.

So once anger arises, Lin Beichen's approach is not to suppress anger, or even let anger spread.

This last great catastrophe competition is no longer about the ability to endure, but the mental confrontation, the contest of will, the confrontation between oneself and oneself.

Lin Beichen now understands that the one lying on the bed is his inner demon.

How to overcome the anger and resentment before dying is the key to whether he can survive the catastrophe.

Lin Beichen knew that it was not him who was angry, but the person lying on the bed.

At this moment, Lin Beichen has become an outsider, and he must eliminate the anger of the person on the bed.

Lin Beichen looked at the poor man on the bed with pity, he could read his hatred for the whole world from the other party's frowning brows!

Lin Beichen sat at the head of the bed and said slowly, "Do you want to play a game?" ”

The man on the bed said bitterly, "Do you think I'll be in the mood to play games?" ”

Lin Beichen was silent for a moment and said: "Well, to be honest, I really don't know how to extricate you, I remember that when I was lying there like you, I was also full of anger, and I wanted the whole world to bury me." ”

"I just don't have the power right now, if I had the power, I'd kill all the people in the world, and if there's a button that can turn me into a devil, I'll press it now." The man on the bed said in a trembling voice, pulling the quilt hard as he spoke, wrapping himself around like a cocoon.

Lin Beichen looked out the dim window, the lights were bright outside, countless families were living a beautiful and happy life, and there was a faint sound of children's laughter next door, it was the young man who was preparing for the exam, it seemed that he had a good score in the exam.

"If that kid can do well in the exam, will you be happy for him?" Lin Beichen asked.

"Do I care if he does well in the exam? Have a dime to do with me? I'm dying of pain, and I just think they're so noisy now that I want to strangle them all. ”

Lin Beichen laughed when he heard this: "You only have the ability to say it, if you are really so cruel, it would be good, it's a pity that you don't have much to do except for your hard mouth, a kind person is a wreck sometimes, just like you, obviously you are in pain to death, but you are afraid of disturbing others to study and dare not speak up, say that you are cowardly, you are really cruel to yourself!" Say you're strong? But you don't even dare to disturb a child. ”

"Shut up! I just don't have the strength to scream......"

Lin Beichen was still laughing: "I finally understand one thing, it's not terrible to go crazy or something, the so-called demons are a bunch of little garbage, you are not a person who will fall into demons at all, you don't have that murderous intention, and you don't have that determination, even if others fail you, you won't bear to attack them, you are a kind waste, you have no qualifications to enter the devil at all, a guy like you, you can't do anything big, even if it's a bad thing." ”

"Shut up, shut up!"

"Shut up!"

"If I get stronger again, if my fists still have strength, I will punch and kill all the people in this building, I must be the most terrible person in the world."

Lin Beichen got up and walked to the refrigerator, and after opening it, there was still half a birthday cake inside.

Lin Beichen's birthday can only be celebrated by himself, this birthday cake has been in the refrigerator for five days, it should have spoiled, but it doesn't seem to be too much of a problem.

Lin Beichen took it out, found the spoon with ease, walked to the window, ate the cake, and looked out the window.

"Is the most terrible person in the world? Was that what I thought at the beginning? ”

Some people died, but not completely......