"I" had to say that Jiang Che was so direct that he revealed all the uneasiness in my heart.

In fact, I know very well myself, and I can't be sure whether Liang Jinyan is true or fake to me. Even at this moment, I began to waver, and began to wonder if I loved Liang Jinyan at all.

Is it love?

Just because he stepped forward to help me when I was bullied by Jiang Zhi and my mother-in-law, or his vague feelings for me

Actually, I don't know myself, it's like I'm stuck in a blind spot in love, with just an impulsive feeling.

"You don't know, do you?" Jiang Che has already seen through my heart, so he will attack me repeatedly

"Don't talk about this, I can't give you any answer." I was depressed, and all motivation was lost for a while.

In Liang Jinyan said to me. I'm actually very happy when I will give me a satisfactory answer. But now I don't know what to do.

"Forget it, I don't want to force you to give a reply now." Jiang Che casually pulled a few tissues to wipe the blood off the back of his hand, then started the car, and the steering wheel turned back with a slam of the steering wheel.

I thought a lot on the way back, in fact, my purpose from the beginning was just to divorce Jiang Zhi, but I took a lot of detours by mistake, and now it seems impossible to turn back.

Jiang Che's words hit the nail on the head, making me recognize the reality when I was full of joy and expectation.

So now I have to doubt Liang Jinyan's attitude towards me. But my heart is still complicated, in the final analysis, it is the human heart that is unpredictable, and Liang Jinyan's heart is even more unpredictable.

Hui Jiayi is a lesson for me, should I continue along the old path of Xu Jiayi, or turn back now

At this time, the mobile phone suddenly rang, and I took out the mobile phone and saw that it was Xu Jiayi calling.

In a panic, I hurriedly looked at Jiang Che.

Jiang Che glanced at his phone and said lukewarmly, "It seems that she may have found out that you appeared in the bar, and now she should be here to visit you." ”

"Answer," I asked.

Jiang Che hooked the corners of his lips, "Of course you have to pick it up, if you don't answer it, it proves that you are weak-hearted" After that, Jiang Che parked the car on the side of the road and created a quiet talking environment for me.

When the phone was connected, Xu Jiayi's side was surprisingly quiet, not like in a chaotic situation like a bar.

"Hey Jiayi, is there something wrong" I deliberately feigned sleepiness.

Xu Jiayi apologized to me as soon as she opened her mouth, "Xiao Xia, I'm so sorry to call you so late." I just wanted to ask if you have time to come to the hospital tomorrow. He said he wanted to drink black fish soup, so I want to trouble you to help tomorrow."

"Oh, I understand what you said, so I'll send it to you tomorrow when the fish soup is ready." I laughed a few times, "Jiayi, it's not too early, you should rest early if you take care of Mr. Liang so hard." ”

"Well, I'll be asleep right away, and so will you. Good night" Xu Jiayi said goodnight sweetly to me on the phone, and then hung up the phone.

I breathed a sigh of relief when the phone was cut off. I didn't want to hear Jiang Che's ridicule in my ears. "I didn't expect you women to act so handy, I'm worried that you will suffer Xu Jiayi's loss, it seems that you are not bad."

Jiang Che's words couldn't be heard as praising me, but they made me digest them tastelessly.

"Jiang Che, although I am in a hurry to divorce, you really don't need to exchange shares for my freedom. Whether or not you can get a divorce is my own business, and I don't want anyone to meddle in it. "Such a big favor, even if I spend all my efforts, I can't pay it back.

"You don't want to admit my feelings so much" Jiang Che was obviously angered by me.

I nodded heavily. "It's too heavy for me to bear. Jiang Che, you say, what do you want me to do to offset this favor, I will repay you for whatever I say"

"You" Jiang Che heard me say this, his teeth clenched together, and after holding it for a while, he snorted directly, "Okay, okay, I spent so much effort to help you." I didn't expect you to still appreciate it. Okay, don't you want to repay Well, aren't you going to investigate Xu Jiayi, and you can report all of Xu Jiayi's situation to me when you go back. And the things investigated can't tell Liang Jinyan, can you do this?"

"This" he was simply embarrassing me

"If you can't do it, don't say anything like reciprocation." Jiang Che's attitude was so tough that he didn't give me any room to maneuver at all, and I was even more discouraged when I thought of this.

"Jiang Che, do you have to do this" He was always forcing me. He used to say those things to me against my will, and now he still owes me such a big favor to him.

Jiang Che was a little frightened when he heard this, and then he drove the car silently and sent me home.

Before leaving, he pursed the corners of his mouth, as if he wanted to say something to me, but he endured it and held it back.

After he left, I couldn't sleep that night.

At about five o'clock in the morning, I went to the vegetable market, bought a few fresh fish, made the fish soup and put them in two thermoses. One for my dad and one for Liang Jinyan.

I went to the hospital at about eight o'clock, and my mom couldn't hide the smile on her face when she saw me. Her attitude towards me is getting better these days. The new nurse is an uncle about the same age as my father, don't look at a male nurse, the mind is no worse than that of a female nurse, and he has a good reputation in the hospital.

My mom asked me to call him Uncle Zhang.

Now that Uncle Zhang takes care of me during the day, I can also let my mother go back to rest and rest.

After greeting me for a while, Xu Jiayi called me and asked when I would arrive. My mother couldn't help but be a little surprised when she saw me looking hurried, and saw that I was still carrying a thermos flask in my hand, "I wanted to ask you last time, what are you doing with two thermos flasks?"

I opened my mouth, and Liang Jinyan's name was on my lips, and I was stunned to hold it back. My mother reminded me to keep my distance from Liang Jinyan before, and now if she knows that I still have contact with Liang Jinyan, I guess it will be time to talk to me again.

So I thought about it and explained that a friend was hospitalized and came to see it, and my mother wanted to go with me, but I refused.

When I arrived at Liang Jinyan's side, Xu Jiayi still had a gentle face, "Xiao Xia, I'm bothering you again" She folded her hands and lied to me.

I smiled a little copingly, and immediately handed over the thermos flask, "I'm sorry that I'm late for something today, let Mr. Liang drink this fish soup while it's hot." ”

"Hmm" Xu Jiayi took the thermos flask and took out the bowl. After pouring most of the bowl, he carefully fed Liang Jinyan.

Watching Liang Jinyan drink the fish soup one by one, his gaze at Xu Jiayi was very gentle.

I subconsciously squeezed my hands, then looked sideways and looked out the window, I was distracted when I looked at it, and then I heard Xu Jiayi call me.

"Xiao Xia, I have discussed it with me, and as soon as he is discharged from the hospital, we will go to the Civil Affairs Bureau to go through the procedures for remarriage."

"Hmm" I was startled, unprepared for Xu Jiayi's words. It was so sudden that I couldn't control my gaze and looked at Liang Jinyan.

His eyes were soft, a faint smile was on the corner of his mouth, and his body was close to Xu Jiayi.

Such intimacy makes the corners of my eyes suddenly ache. It was so sudden that I wasn't even prepared for it. Even at this moment, I want to ask Liang Jinyan whether this decision is true or false. But I had to endure it, and I couldn't ask.

This was decided by Liang Jinyan a long time ago, and he said that he would give me a satisfactory answer.

"Xiao Xia" Xu Jiayi couldn't help but call me when she saw me wandering, "What's wrong with you?"

"No, it's okay" I shook my head, "Jiayi, this news came too suddenly, I didn't expect you and Mr. Liang to remarry so soon." ”

Xu Jiayi blushed and lowered her head. "Actually, it's a matter of time, I divorced Jin Yan on impulse, and you know that I've been lonely abroad for a few years, so I want to come back. I thought I'd get married after the divorce. I didn't expect him to be waiting for me. She said and glanced back at Liang Jinyan, and when she raised her hand to touch Liang Jinyan's cheek, I noticed the ring on her hand.

The ring is the same as Liang Jinyan's left hand.

I was so naïve

I have almost forgotten the house where Liang Jinyan was, the room with their wedding photos, and the ring on his hand.

The blow came so suddenly that I wasn't mentally prepared at all.

Looking at Liang Jinyan, who was as usual on his face, I nodded at him, "I still have something to do, so I'll go back first." Jiayi, Mr. Liang, if you call me about anything, I will come over immediately."

"Then thank you so much" Xu Jiayi was very grateful, and at the same time grabbed Liang Jinyan's arm. "I am sincere, you can have such a good employee is really a blessing from the previous life"

"Hmm" Liang Jinyan smiled meaningfully, then gave me a look, and I left the ward.

When I walked out of the ward, I couldn't help but hold my heart down with my hand, and it hurt terribly. It was as if it had been cut by a knife countless times and then put into a large vinegar vat.

At this moment, I clearly realized what it means to be self-inflicted and not to live.

Here it is

I stood in the hallway and calmed down for a while before walking towards the entrance of the hospital, and as soon as I walked out of the hospital, I received a message on my phone.

From Liang Jinyan.

He said, "Endure."

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