142: Reality erases people

After watching the video, Bo Qing asked me what I planned now, whether I wanted to continue investigating Xu Jiayi, or wait for Liang Jinyan to return from Germany.

Actually, I don't know what to do now, and I am overwhelmed by being sandwiched between two men. One is the man I love, and the other is the man I owe to. I don't want to hurt either of them, but I can only get one or the other.

Since I chose Liang Jinyan, I can only be sorry for Jiang Che.

"During this time, I think I'd better calm down first. Bo Qing, my parents still have to ask you to take care of them, and I don't know what to do to thank you. ”

Since the relationship with Jiang Zhi broke down, the trajectory of my life has changed dramatically. Along the way, I have been wronged and gained friends like Bo Qing. I am grateful

"What are you polite to me, I'll just tell you so, I help you that it's all for the sake of Jinyan's face, and Jinyan promised me that he will give me a big project in return. As for me, I'm a businessman and I never do a loss-making business. Bo Qing rubbed my hair. I don't think you're in good spirits like this, so you'd better go and rest first. In ten hours, I would have called you. ”

"Hmm." I nodded, saw him off, and headed back to my room. When I entered the room, I noticed that the room was messy and full of wine bottles. It seems that Jiang Che has been on my side for a long time, maybe he has been here since the day I went to see Liang Jinyan.

I picked up the bottle and cleaned up the room and lay down on the bed, but I couldn't sleep.

I don't know how Jiang Che is doing now. I left here in such a hurry, and I was still very drunk. Thinking of this, I was a little uneasy, but unfortunately he didn't answer when I called him.

I had no choice but to call his administrative assistant, but fortunately Jiang Che had already returned home, otherwise I would really be to blame for what happened.

Lying on the bed, looking at the ceiling of white flowers, my mind is in turmoil. I don't have a single day of peace these days, even if I am with Liang Jinyan this week, but I no longer worry about his legs all the time.

I couldn't imagine how horrible the amputation was, I wanted to accompany him to Germany, but now he can hold on alone

The thought of this made me even more uneasy. I picked up my phone and wanted to call him, but I thought that he was still on the plane, and I couldn't sleep after tossing and turning in bed, so I had to put on my clothes and get out of bed.

It's been a long time since I've seen my parents. I don't know how they were during this time.

Before I went to them, I went to the mall and bought some thermal underwear and down jackets for my parents. Now it's getting colder and colder, and my mom still has arthritis, so I hope they're both okay.

After shopping for clothes, I took a taxi and went straight to my parents, but someone was following me on the road, and I took a lot of detours to get there.

When I got there, my mom hugged me happily when she saw me coming. "Girl, why are you so busy this time, I also asked Mr. Bo if something happened to you. Now see you well. I'm really a crow's mouth, a crow's mouth."

"Mom, you're a crow's mouth, I'm on a business trip, and you're cursing me like that." I pouted unhappily, and when I was done, I laughed and handed her a few large bags, "Mom, give you and Dad's clothes." It's okay for you guys to stay here, it's not cold."

"What's cold, Mr. Bo has ordered everything well. It's not cold yet, so let's turn on the heat. Ouch, how much electricity will be wasted this day. When you talk to Mr. Bo, just say that your father and I are actually doing really well. You don't have to work so hard. "Speaking of Bo Qinglai, my mother is grateful.

Indeed, Bo Qing took such good care of my parents that I didn't know what to say to thank me.

"Alright, you take the clothes and try them on, and if they don't fit, I'll go to the store and change them for you. I'll go see my dad first. "After sending my mom away, I hurried into the room to see how my dad was doing.

After entering, I found him sitting on the bed holding a tablet in his hand watching Huangmei Opera, and when he saw me come in, his eyes moved and looked at me.

"Xiao, Xiaoxia" looked at my dad's bright face, and I couldn't be happier.

"Dad, are you alright?"

"Okay," he moved. Trying to reach for me, I grabbed his hand, rough finger palms, but it was very warm when I held it.

"Dad, I'm sorry, it's been so long since I came to see you and Mom. You don't blame me. "I haven't seen them for more than a month, and I've called them a few times during that time. My mom said that I should put my work first, and if I don't come, I won't come, but I know who parents don't want to see their children all the time.

My dad shook his head slightly, "No, don't blame, you're busy"

Hearing him say this, my eyes suddenly became hot, "Dad, I'm not busy with work during this time, I'll come to accompany you and mom more when I go back."

"Eh, what are you doing with us" At this time, my mother came in from outside, "It's not easy for you to work here alone." Now there's more of me and your dad being such a drag. That Mr. Bo has helped us so much, you have to pay back the money more or less."

What my mother said is very true, our Zhong family has always been unwilling to owe favors to others. But since I started, it has changed. I owe too many people, and I may not be able to pay it back in my lifetime.

"Mom, I understand what you're saying. I will thank Mr. Bo for his part. By the way, there is another thing I have to tell you, I divorced Jiang Zhi. "I said it in a hurry.

As soon as my mother's eyes lit up when she heard the news of my divorce, "Really, you really divorced Jiang Zhi"

"Hmm."

"Okay, great, it's good, it's okay to leave, this Jiang family doesn't have a good thing." My mother smiled and smiled, her face was wrong again, "Xiao Xia, what are you going to do next?"

Are you going to do it

As soon as I heard my mom say this, I subconsciously hid my left hand behind me. There is still a ring given to me by Liang Jinyan on my ring finger, but I don't know if I can get married with him.

I didn't answer my mother's question, but she analyzed it with me, "Natsu-chan." Now that the Chinese New Year is coming, your father and I are planning to go back to our hometown. Since your dad had an accident, we've caused a lot of trouble to others, and now that your dad is almost recovered, I don't think there's really any need to trouble Mr. Bo anymore. And your job is quit, go back and let's open a small supermarket, no matter what you say, you can live a life, right?"

"Mom" I opened my mouth, not knowing how to explain it to them for a moment.

I can't leave now, I have to wait for Jinyan to come back, and I have to find Xu Jiayi for revenge. I have too many regrets and reluctance in my heart. I can't just go back to my hometown.

"Xiao Xia, I'm not forcing you to make a decision now. Now there is still more than half a month before the Chinese New Year, you should think clearly. "My mom must have thought it out when she said that.

I nodded, verbally yes.

I had dinner with them here before I went back.

When I got home, I looked at the empty house, and my heart was gone. The time displayed on the mobile phone is 10:20 p.m., and I don't know where Liang Jinyan went.

Glancing at the remaining bottle of wine on the table, I didn't even think about uncorking it and pouring it into my mouth, sip after sip. I don't know if the brain is clear or confused. There were many fragmented shadows flashing in front of him, including Liang Jinyan, Jiang Che, and Xu Jiayi

So many faces overlap together, forming a strange picture.

Drinking and drinking, tears rolled down unconsciously.

At the same time, my stomach churned, and I re-entered the bathroom and vomited, accidentally touching my stomach with my hand and touching the hideous scar. Nightmare memories came back to me.

I went crazy and tried to take the ring off my ring finger, but no matter how hard I tried, the ring was like it had taken root on my finger, and I just couldn't take it off.

"Why do you want to do this to me, I just want to be with him, how happy am I like this?"

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