081 Truth
After looking for the living room, she entered the master bedroom, Duan Jiyu's bedroom was decorated quite simply, with few furnishings, almost like the model room, and almost didn't feel the breath of human life.
Jiang Cen opened the drawer and could see seven or eight bottles of psychotropic drugs for PTSD, it was obvious that Duan Jiyu's condition had worsened recently, but she still couldn't understand why she had become Duan Jiyu's obsession.
Jiang Cen finally found a safe in the cupboard in the cloakroom, she was almost sure that there must be something she wanted in it, but this safe was specially made, and it might not be possible to break open if thrown down from the fifteenth floor.
Fifteenth floor.
Jiang Cen stood at the window and looked down, this direction was next to the shore of the lake, but she didn't have to worry about being discovered, if there was a long enough rope, she could take a risk.
As long as she can go down to within 20 meters, she can jump into the lake, and then find an opportunity to escape from the community without the sight of Yu Ji and the paparazzi.
Jiang Cen searched for something that could be used as a rope in Duan Yuyu's room, and finally found a circle of super five types of twisted pair network cables, which are of quite good quality and can bear a weight of one or two hundred catties, with Jiang Cen's weight, there is a high probability that there is no problem.
It's just that this network cable is only twenty meters long, so Jiang Cen had to find a few ties from Duan Yuyu's wardrobe and connect them together.
Jiang Cen put the connected thread out of Duan Jiyu's bedroom window, and in order to avoid being seen by the people downstairs, she wrapped the rope tail around her waist, ready to put it down little by little against the load-bearing wall by the window.
Duan Yuyu naturally knew that Jiang Cen had found his safe, but he knew that Jiang Cen couldn't open it.
He thought that Jiang Cen would be stumbling on the safe, so he didn't bother her in the bedroom, he needed Jiang Cen to despair, and then was forced to accept the result that he couldn't get out.
But he underestimated Jiang Ceng's determination to test the police.
When he finished frying the steak and went to Jiang Cen to eat, he pushed the door and saw her standing on the window frame, holding a network cable in her hand, and one end of the network cable was bolted to the end of the bed in his room.
Jiang Cen was facing him, the wind outside the window stirred her messy hair, and the moment she raised her eyes, there was a resolute and unyielding light.
This scene finally shattered the last illusion in his heart.
"Jiang Cen!"
Duan Yuyu let out a sharp cry and galloped towards Jiang Cen.
Jiang Cen was stunned for a second, and quickly let go and wanted to descend, but was caught by Duan Yuyu at the moment of desscent.
Duan Yuyu tried his best to lean back, Jiang Cen was hung out of the window and couldn't do anything, so he dragged him into the house.
The two hugged each other and fell on the carpet in the room, and Duan Jiyu hugged her tightly and trembled.
As long as he thought that Jiang Cen was forced by him to the point of risking jumping off the building, he couldn't wait to slap himself a few times.
He wanted to protect her, but he put her in deeper danger.
"Jiang Cen, I won't force you, I won't force you, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I was wrong, don't use this way, I beg you......"
Duan Yuyu couldn't cry silently, and Jiang Cen only felt that his neck was moist.
Jiang Cen was hard-mouthed and soft-hearted, and subconsciously raised his hand to gently pat Duan Yuyu's back, and asked softly, "Then are you willing to let me out?"
Duan Yuyu choked up and was silent for a long time, so long that Jiang Cen was a little out of breath, and struggled to move.
Duan Yuyu trembled, hugged her tightly for two more points, and finally said in despair: "I'll let you go, I'll let you go."
"Jiang Cen, I just want to protect you, I won't harm you, I really didn't want to hurt you!"
Of course, Jiang Cen knew that he would not hurt himself, otherwise he would not have gone out of his way to save her, but she always had a question in her heart, and when Duan Yuyu was emotionally broken, she finally asked, "Why are you so obsessed with me being a policeman, can you tell me?" ”
Jiang Cen's voice was like the willow shore breeze in March, with a hint of coldness and gentleness, but it just rightly soothed Duan Yuyu's heart.
"You're going to die, you're going to die as a policeman, Jiang Cen, you're going to die from the explosion."
This secret buried in the deepest part of my heart finally broke free.
Jiang Cen's heart trembled slightly, and for some reason, the moment she heard that she would die from the explosion, her soul felt a tremor of fear.
It seems to be to confirm Duan Jiyu's words.
Jiang Cen smiled bitterly: "Which fortune teller told you, nonsense!" ”
Duan Yuyu shook his head and said, "Jiang Cen, it's true, my dream has never gone wrong." ”
His mother's death is the best evidence.
Jiang Cen smiled, "The trigger for your PTSD is this so-called dream?" ”
Is it true that anyone can get PTSD because of a dream? Jiang Cen was a little skeptical that Duan Yuyu was lying to her.
Duan Yuyu couldn't wait to press Jiang Cen into his body, as if the last oxygen of a drowning person could not be separated by an inch, and he said in a trembling voice:
"Jiang Cen, in the past five years, I have witnessed your death 372 times, do you know that feeling? I watched you die 372 times in front of me!
I hate it so much, I hate that I can't do anything, I can't even struggle to be sober, I can only watch you rush into the fire over and over again, I have called you, but you won't listen to me once."
Duan Jiyu's fear and the trembling expressed by his body could not be faked, Jiang Cen knew that Duan Jiyu was not lying.
So that's the reason?
No wonder he suffers from PTSD, even if he is a normal person, he dreams of a person's death scene for five consecutive years, he is afraid that he will be driven crazy!
Jiang Cen was really a little distressed about Duan Yuyu's experience at this moment, no matter whether she would die from an explosion in the future, but compared to him who was tormented by nightmares from time to time, the encounter that he had not experienced was much happier after all.
No matter how angry Duan Jiyu was at calculating her affairs, she really didn't hate him at this moment.
"Duan Yuyu, I'll tell you." Jiang Cen held his face, and the unrepaired stubble scraped her palm a little painfully, "No one can say what will happen in the future, just like now, if you prevent me from going to the exam, I may be saved from being blown up in the future, so I won't die if I jump from here now?" There are thousands of possibilities for this kind of thing in the future, and what you dream about may be just one of them. ”
"This life is very short, but the mission is very long, I want to use my limited life as the cornerstone to pave the most solid foundation for the road of fighting crime."
"Duan Jiyu, my dream is to be buried in the martyr's cemetery as a martyr in the future, I am not afraid of sin, I am not afraid of death, the meaning of my existence is to bring the criminal to justice, judge him in the name of justice, worthy of the police badge on the head and the flower on the shoulder."
Duan Yuyu's tears fell smoothly, and he couldn't restrain himself from pain, "Jiang Cen, don't say it, you are really too ruthless." ”
Even if you hesitate for me for a minute, I won't feel like what I've done is so ridiculous and a failure.
But she is Jiang Cen, she is so determined and fearless to run towards justice, she has never stopped once, how could she give up!
It's that he can't see clearly, and he can't see clearly all along.
No, maybe he always felt guilty for failing to prevent his mother from committing suicide, and imposed his obsession with fate on Jiang Cen.
Jiang Cen is different from her mother, she is strong, resolute, unyielding, brilliant and beautiful, she was born with glory, and she is destined to dedicate everything, even her life, to her mission.
She has the right to choose everything, and what right does he have to stop her?
(End of chapter)