He still remembers the first time he saw Luo Beibei, and he was amazed by her.

It was a sunny day and a gentle breeze, and she stood under a tree on campus and stroked her waist-length hair.

A classmate called her, and when she turned around, she smiled, revealing two playful little tiger teeth.

Cao Jian felt that he had never seen such a beautiful girl, and when he wasn't smiling, it looked like he was made of glass, fragile and with a little sadness.

When I laughed, I felt like the whole world lit up.

Love at first sight is actually very little different from love at first sight.

Later, he pursued her frantically, but she kept avoiding him.

The more he hid, the more he refused to let go.

What you can't get is the best, in fact, Luo Beibei's original choice was very wise, if she was with Cao Jian at that time, even if she could be sweet, but the sweetness would only be temporary.

Because when I was young, I liked it so passionately, but it was difficult to be profound.

It wasn't until I met her again later.

"I admit that when I pursued you in school, it was a whim, and when I saw you again, you were a little haggard, but I felt that I had experienced more, and it was even more distressing, especially seeing with my own eyes what kind of life you were living, knowing that you were still so strong in that situation, and would still protect your children wholeheartedly, and have the courage to start again, I felt that I was really in love with someone, a person of flesh and blood, not a fairy in the sky, but you who really stood in front of me."

Cao Jian had prepared a long confession before, but at this moment it was all left behind.

He looked at Luo Beibei fixedly, and slowly said the words that had been circling in his heart for a long time.

The first time we met, it was amazing at a glance, and when we met again, she who exposed all her helplessness and weaknesses hit him all at once.

It's like they've never been separated for so many years.

He seemed to be watching from the sidelines, how she changed from a young and invincible girl to a strong and forgiving woman.

Every frown, every sadness, touched his heart.

When this small storefront opened, he couldn't help but drink a few more glasses when he saw the long-lost smile on her face that day.

Rejoice with her.

It was Luo Beibei who taught him what love is and what it feels like to love someone.

And Luo Beibei listened to Cao Jian's words, tears couldn't help but roll in her eyes, she hadn't cried for a long time, thinking that all the tears had flowed clean.

If it was the water in the brain, then under Ye Nanxing's torture, it would have been poured out long ago.

But in the face of Cao Jian's heartfelt confession, she still had the urge to cry.

It was as if she had been walking in the desert for many, many days, and finally saw the water source, but she didn't dare to walk there.

Because I think it's a mirage.

Because I've been thirsty for too long, I feel that I don't even deserve to survive.

She also didn't want to pin her hopes on a man anymore.

The lessons of the past are so painful.

"Let go." Luo Beibei snorted, the tenderness in her eyes dissipated little by little, looking at Cao Jian's sincere eyes, she tried her hard armor to erect and wrap the softness in her heart.

She said in a calm and indifferent tone: "Since you don't give up, I'll make it clear to you, I don't like you, from the beginning to the present, I don't like you, so what you think has nothing to do with me, I am only grateful to you, nothing else, if you feel that you have helped me, you need to ask for something in return, can I pay you back?" ”

She turned around and took out her mobile phone: "It closes relatively early today, there is about more than 800 yuan of income, if you buy shares, the money will be called to you, in addition, you help me here, I will give you an hourly salary of 200, which is twice as high as the two girls I hired, do you think it's okay?" ”

She lowered her head, the broken hair on her forehead blocked her face, and Cao Jian couldn't see any expression on her face.

Listening to these raw and hurtful words, he seemed to have been hit, and he couldn't relax for a long time.

I didn't notice her trembling fingers and the interface that she hadn't been able to press for a long time when she opened the calculator.

I just felt that the whole world had collapsed, and the sun shone on my body like a knife.

"I don't want it."

He didn't know how he managed to squeeze the words out between his teeth.

"Yes, you are a young master, you don't care about this money." Luo Beibei raised his face, and his expression was a little sarcastic: "I'm sorry to let you misunderstand, so have we cleared up?" ”

"It's clear."

Cao Jian nodded, he stepped back step by step, wishing to go back in time, he had never said those words.

It wasn't until his back hit the trash can at the door that he paused, took a deep look at Luo Beibei, turned around and ran away.

Self-inflicted humiliation.

He repeated these four words in his heart, feeling as uncomfortable as if he had been overrun in public.

It wasn't until Cao Jian's car couldn't see the shadow that Luo Beibei withdrew his hand holding the door.

Her fingertips were pinched red, and there was still no expression on her face, but tears had already blurred her face.

She silently closed the door, glanced at the time, and thought it was still early.

I walked to the nearest hospital.

I registered, sat quietly in my chair and waited.

Sometimes, when her eyes itched, she reached out and wiped them off.

When it was her turn, she walked into the doctor's office, and she was greeted by the same female doctor from the other day.

"How's your recovery going? Do you feel uncomfortable? ”

Since that miscarriage, she has been going to a nearby hospital regularly for check-ups.

This time she's here to prescribe medicine.

An ordinary miscarriage will cause irreversible damage to the body, let alone being beaten by Ye Nanxing and losing the child.

She raised her head, and a hint of hope flashed in her eyes: "I feel okay lately, I don't feel anything, doctor, I want to ask, can I still get pregnant?" ”

The last miscarriage was hemorrhage, although they didn't tell them the specific situation, but during the postoperative examination, she also learned a little.

Knowing that the physical damage is severe.

As a result, as soon as this sentence was asked, the doctor looked at her seriously: "You take good care of your body now, don't think about pregnancy, isn't the lesson you received before enough?" For you, physical health is the most important thing. ”

Thinking about having a baby soon after a miscarriage is really deadly.

Luo Beibei clasped his hands on the hem of his skirt, and his face became more and more pale.

She knew it was going to be like this.

Miscarriage and hemorrhage are very unlikely to have another child in the future.

And the Cao family is a big family, and it is impossible to accept a daughter-in-law who cannot get pregnant.

When Cao Jian confided in him, he had a momentary heartbeat.

But so what.

She is no longer the little girl who only believes in love at the beginning, and she already knows that many things in this world are involuntary.

And she was still wishful thinking just now, hoping that she could have a one-in-10,000 chance of being with Cao Jian.

Oh, I really don't hit the south wall and don't look back.

Luo Beibei smiled self-deprecatingly, and then silently hid the excitement that he didn't have time to take a good look at in his heart.