After returning home, Lin Weilan also wondered if Lu Xusheng would go back to H County to see, but when he thought that his family didn't even have a house, how could he go back.

Every year in college, regardless of the winter and summer vacations, although Lin Weilan will go back to H County, Lin Weilan does not stay for a long time every time. After all, there are too many memories of her and Lu Xusheng here. Every time she goes back, her mood becomes very sad. And those classmates who grew up together, friends no longer see each other, and no one has ever said that they want to get together again. It may be that there are not all the people who can gather, and it will be sad when you see it. Chen Yuehan has never come back since she went to Japan, and Lin Weilan can only rely on WeChat to contact her. Fang Yong'er seemed to have disappeared into this world, without any news. Meng Xichen often contacted Lin Weilan, but since the chemical pollution in H County has become more and more serious, Meng Xichen and He Xiaoran's family have moved out of H County.

Xiao Xiao is just like he said when he left, he will come to see Lin Weilan once a year in the remaining 2 years of his college career. Lin Weilan would also call the other three good brothers from all over the world to have a meal with Xiao Xiao and get together.

In her junior year, Lin Weilan received a gift box from the United Kingdom. This gift box contains her newlywed gift specially prepared by Xia Yubing for Lin Weilan.

Ye Yan took Xia Yubing and their families to Stratford, England, and held their wedding. Originally, Ye Yan thought that she and Xia Yubing had already had a marriage certificate, and the wedding could be slow, but what caught people off guard was that Xia Yubing was unexpectedly pregnant. Ye Yan then took Xia Yubing to the town where William Shakespeare was born and held a romantic and literary wedding.

Also present at the wedding that day was Lu Xusheng, and after the wedding, everyone took pictures with the newlyweds. After taking the photo, Xia Yubing specially chatted with Lu Xusheng.

"That, hello Lu Xusheng. Although you are Ye Yan's cousin, I still have a few words I want to talk to you about you and Lin Weilan. ”

"There's not much to say between me and her."

"I know, so many things happen in your family and the Lin family can't escape it, but she doesn't know about Lin Weilan, it's people who say that the father pays off the debt, but do you really want to let someone who loves you so much wait for you all the time? She may not let go of you for the rest of her life, and she really has been obsessed with you and never forgotten. She's been single and waiting for you to go back. ”

"She's single?"

"yes, she's been single. If you can, I think you can try to contact her. ”

"No, I'll never want to see her in my life. Thank you, sister-in-law. I wish you all a happy marriage. ”

After that, Xia Yubing sent Lu Xusheng to Lin Weilan along with the photos she took with Ye Yan and the newlywed gifts, a mini pink guardian angel doll.

When Lin Weilan opened the box and saw Lu Xusheng's photo, the thoughts she hadn't seen for 4 years turned into tears the size of beans falling one by one.

All the things related to Lu Xusheng, Lin Weilan has not dared to touch or recall them easily over the years. She was afraid that she would not be able to control her tears because she missed them, and she had lived more than 1 year in those days when her heart was like a knife, and she was like this every day. But the sadness that was finally hidden came to my heart like a surging tide when I saw the photo of Lu Xuxing.

The photo is brand new, and the deer in the photo looks at the camera indifferently without a trace of smile. The happy and bright smiles of Ye Yan and Xia Yubing and Lu Xusheng's frosty faces are really far away.

"Xiaosheng, after so many years, you and I haven't come out~"

Sometimes you like a place because there are so many important things going on there. There are important people who have lived with you, and those things are gone. The feeling you feel about this place will change, and the happier you have been there, the more painful this place will make you.

But many times, Lin Weilan knew that she couldn't escape from that place in her life, and she had to go back to do something and make up for something, whether it was for Lu Xusheng and all the people in H County.

Spring, summer, autumn and winter are constantly changing, and in a blink of an eye, Lin Weilan graduated from university and worked for 2 years. After graduating from Lin Weilan University, as she said, she still endured the pain and returned to H County and worked in a forum called Wenxin. No one expected that the boss of Wenxin Forum would be Lin Weilan's high school class teacher back then.

Shen Congli sees that the Internet is becoming more and more developed, speech, real-time news, people need a lot of the latest information to pass the daily spare time, people need a place to vent, need a place to express their views on things, so Shen Congli opened this Wenxin forum. And Lin Weilan has been working here for two years and has been committed to digging into the dark side of the city. The most she did was to take the birthday gift that Chen Yuehan sent to her from Japan in the year of graduation, a Canon camera, and squatted late at night. Find out which chemical plant is secretly emitting poison gas in the middle of the night.

In Lin Weilan's third year of work, there was an accident. It was Monday 1, and Lin Weilan was just about to leave home to go to work when she heard a knock at the door. When Lin Weilan opened the door, she found two adults with a little boy about 5 years old, and the little boy obviously had traces of crying on his face.

"Excuse me, who are you looking for?" Lin Weilan looked at the two people in front of her.

"Excuse me, are you in Lin Weilan's house?" One of the two men asked.

"Hello, we are the staff at W City airport. This child was sent back to you by their parents at the Los Angeles airport in the United States.

"Sent to me from the United States? No, no. Who is this kid? I don't even know each other. Lin Weilan was really taken aback by what the man said.

"Hello sister, my name is Lin Ruchu, I am your younger brother, please take care of me when we meet for the first time. And sister, I'm hungry. The little boy said in a milky voice.

"My brother? Still surnamed Lin? Let me slow down, you won't be born to Lin Jianguo and that woman, right? Lin Weilan's mind could only think of this.

"Yes, my mother's name is Gao Ling, not that woman, she has a name." The little boy said.

"I don't want it, I don't want it. Wherever he sent it, you will send it back. Let's go, hurry up with him~" Lin Weilan thought that if her mother knew that Lin Jianguo and other women had children and were sent to their homes, she would definitely collapse. As he spoke, he pushed the two staff members and tried to drive them away.

"Ms. Lin, calm down. This kid has a letter in his hand, you look at it first, look at it first. ”

"Sister, take a look, Dad said that if you see it, he will keep me." The little boy looked at Lin Weilan shyly.

"Damn! Give it to me" Lin Weilan took the envelope in Lin Ruchu's hand and opened it quickly.

"Xiaolan: It's me, I'm your father. I know you and your mom must still hate me right now. Dad and her came here, and in the third year I had your brother, I thought that the three of us would live well in the United States, but it backfired, when you read this letter, Lin Ruchu's mother and I had already left this world. But only your brother I can't rest assured, he is your own brother, you are her only relative in the world. Dad begs you to take good care of him and raise him. Dad has done too many things in his life to be sorry for you and the Lu family. Dad doesn't ask for your forgiveness, raising your brother is my only wish. Your brother has a bank card with him in which I left you for his child support. Don't read it again! Absolutely written, Lin Jianguo. March 2nd. ”

After Lin Weilan read the letter in her hand, she looked at Lin Ruchu again. Lin Weilan's heart is not clear to herself. She hated her father, but he was dead, and it was impossible for her to say in her heart that she was not sad. She looked at Lin Ruchu and couldn't help but feel heartache, such a young child had no parents. However, the thought of her mother having to accept a child born to her husband and another woman is not a constant reminder to her of her husband's infidelity.

Lin Weilan stood at the door and didn't know how to make a decision.

"Sister~ I'm hungry." Lin Ruchu's words pulled Lin Weilan back from her thoughts.

"Okay, so be it. I'll take you in, but you're not allowed to tell people who your parents are, and when people ask them where you're from, you say you're from Beijing. If you can't do it, I won't take you in, and you can call me sister in the future. ”

"If someone asks me what my parents' names are, I can't even know that, sister. I'm a child, but I'm not mentally retarded. Lin Ruchu looked at her sister who was not high in IQ in front of her.

"Yes, I think about it. Mom's name is Zhang Jingjing, and Dad said I don't know, because your mother was unmarried and conceived you, so you don't know who your dad is. You will temporarily change your surname to Zhang Ruchu in the future, you know? Surname Zhang! Lin Weilan emphasized.

"I know, my name is Zhang Ruchu, not Lin Ruchu." The little boy said with a grin.

"Okay, then thank you two for sending him here. Leave it to me. Lin Weilan said.

"Okay, ma'am, then please go through the handover formalities and pay the fee."

"And the fees?"

"Yes, Ms. Lin. I calculated for you that the total is 1300 yuan. ”

"What? So expensive? Didn't the other party pay? ”

"The other party just paid the U.S. side."

。。。。。

In the end, Lin Weilan had to pay a lot of expenses, for Lin Weilan, her life was already poor, and she only paid off her student loan last month. I thought I could breathe a sigh of relief, but now there is another one that costs money.

"Zhang Ruchu, come here. I told you that you and I would sleep in the same room from now on. You go and pack your bags yourself. I'll cook you something to eat. ”

"Yes, sister."

"Zhang Ruchu, this name is not smooth. I'll give you a nickname. ”

"I have a nickname, it's called Lanlan"

"Blue Blue?" Lin Weilan silently recited this nickname, and couldn't help sneering in her heart.

"This one doesn't sound good, change it."

"What did my sister say it was called?"

"Hmm~ Let's call it Little Suda, it's easy to call and remember," Lin Weilan said as she looked at the half-bottled soda on the table that had not been drunk.

"Little Suda? Sounds thirst-quenching, all right! Thank you, sister. ”