Chapter Ninety-Five: Memories Flood the City
After Lin Weilan and Lu Xusheng left the hospital, the two of them walked relatively wordless all the way.
The two walked in the breeze, and suddenly, the rows of street lamps were instantly lit, and Lu Xusheng looked at the shadows of the two stretched by the lights. How long ago did you walk side by side under the lamp?
Unconsciously, the two walked to the gate of Castle Peak Park. Lin Weilan and Lu Xusheng looked at Qingshan Park and stopped one after another.
"Xiaosheng, you know! I'm here for the first time since you left, and the first KFC in our county, we often buy two glasses of Coke in the summer, and sit for an afternoon in the summer, I haven't been there since you left, and I don't dare to go to places with you and my memories. Even so, I went around all the places where you and I remembered, but I still couldn't hide from the night when no one was around. Lin Weilan looked at the Qingshan Park in front of her, which she had stopped in her memory many years ago.
Lu Xusheng didn't speak, just looked at Lin Weilan's face quietly by the moonlight. For him, over the years, he has tried to forget her again and again in various ways, without Lin Weilan, he learned to drink, but when you are drunk, you will appear in my dreams, and when you wake up, you will appear in your mind.
"Xiaolan, tell me that what your mother said just now is true?" Lu Xusheng didn't know how much Lin Weilan had done for himself after he left, and he really cared about who that child was.
"It must be long-sighted, not long after you left, my dad fled to the United States with his lover, and the family was turned over, and everything that didn't belong to us was handed in. Later, my mother sold our old house for me to go to college. But I knew that you must be less money than me, so I begged my mother to buy your house. ”
"Are you afraid that I know you bought it, so I used someone else's name?"
"It's my grandfather's name, and I know that you have a high personality and hatred for my family, so you definitely won't use our money."
"And what about your college money?"
"I applied for a student loan, but then I didn't expect to meet Senior Xiao Xiao on the first day I went to school to report, and he introduced me to a job as an editor, and my monthly salary was enough for me to live." Lin Weilan is now relieved when she talks about the sadness in the past, and she said lightly.
"You haven't suffered since you were a child!"
"Yes, I also know that I haven't suffered hardship, and you also know that when Hanhan and I are together, we often go to eat good and buy clothes. But in the years between graduating from college and going to work, I basically didn't buy clothes. Fortunately, I have a thick skin, and I often rub their food in the dormitory. ”
"Why do you want to do this for me, you obviously don't have to~"
"I'm guilty! I know you're having a hard time, and I don't want to be good for myself, haha! Am I stupid x~" Lin Weilan looked at Lu Xusheng a little stupidly and smiled.
"No, you're not stupid!"
"Later, after graduating from university, I thought that I would make up for my father's mistakes, so I came back to work at Mr. Shen's Wenxin Forum. I have spent more than 2 years collecting information about the littering of chemical parks, and just a while ago I made a post on the forum. However, Mr. Shen reminded me that if I posted it, I might have personal safety, and he asked me to choose by myself, publish it or leave here after publishing. ”
"So, you chose the latter and went to Beijing? That child, who never appeared in your previous life, is not your child. Lu Xusheng said his judgment in his heart.
"You~ Xiaosheng, you will always be so perceptive to everything. That's right, he was born to my dad and his mistress, and they were found dead at home in the United States not long ago, and he sent little Souda back by airline before he died. ”
"You're afraid that your mother won't be able to accept the identity of this child, so you tell her that this child is yours?"
"Hmmm! There's nothing wrong with the child, I can't let him go. Dad is gone, and all the faults will be buried in the soil with him. ”
"It's just that I didn't expect that my insistence would make my grandfather have an accident, I was too selfish, so I took Xiao Suda and left." Lin Weilan thought that her grandfather was still lying in the hospital at the moment, and she blamed herself very much.
"You just did what a media person should do, and your grandfather's business was an accident. Don't worry too much, there's always a solution. Lu Xusheng stroked Lin Weilan's windswept hair.
"When did you cut your hair short?" Lu Xusheng looked at Lin Weilan's short hair.
"After knowing you're gone and never coming back,"
"Learn from the ancients, cut the green silk and break the love silk? Now that I'm back, let's raise it again! Lu Xusheng still prefers the long-haired Lin Weilan.
"Actually, it's good to have short hair, it's convenient and saves shampoo. Hee-hee~"
"I like you with long hair. Well, don't cut it short anymore! Lu Xusheng inserted his fingers into Lin Weilan's thick short hair, playing with them casually.
"Oh good! Promise you! ”
"Xiaosheng, where are you staying at night?" Lin Weilan suddenly thought that if she went home to live, Lu Xusheng would have nowhere to go.
"Didn't you buy my old house? Just go there. ”
"Don't you mind, there's a sad past out there?"
"I don't know, let's go. You stay with me, don't go anywhere. Lu Xusheng knew Lin Weilan's plan, and wanted to arrange for him to live well and go home by himself.
"However, we haven't gotten along yet~ It's not appropriate to live together!"
"We don't do anything! Go back and save money, don't you! ”
"Alright! Let's go! ”
After returning home~
"You come to stay often?" After Lu Xusheng entered the door, he found that the pattern before he left had not changed, and the house looked very tidy.
"It's close to the chemical park, and I sometimes come to keep vigil and take pictures, and I come here to clean up before I go to Beijing."
"I remember you didn't even know how to wash dishes before, but now you can do all these trivial chores?"
"That's right, it can be described as handy, but I don't know how to cook, only the following simple operation. I'll go to the kitchen and order some noodles, we haven't eaten since noon! Lin Weilan still recognizes her changes.
"I'll go. You will rest! Lu Xusheng didn't dare to compliment Lin Weilan's cooking skills.
"Then I'll watch from the sidelines!"
In the past few years in the UK, Lu Xusheng also burned and ate in the dormitory in order to save money. There was nothing left in the kitchen except noodles and eggs.
So, in the end, the two simply ate a dinner with a bowl of eggs and noodles. After eating, Lin Weilan said that she was responsible for washing the dishes.
Lu Xusheng looked at his original room, and the 1.5-meter bed was neatly covered with quilts. It seems that this girl usually sleeps in this bed.
Lu Xusheng opened the closet, and there were still clothes that he hadn't taken with him, a few white shirts and T-shirts that had begun to turn yellow, and a few underwear and pants. In the corner of the wardrobe lay Lin Weilan's change of clothes and pajamas.
Lu Xusheng walked to his bookshelf again, which was full of his previous books. At that time, he was in a hurry, and most of his books were not taken with him.
The bookshelves were very clean, and the thin layer of dust should have slowly accumulated after Lin Weilan left.
The back photo taken by a few of them on Gulangyu Island in Xiamen is still in the old position.
Lu Xusheng casually turned on the table lamp that his mother gave him a birthday gift a long time ago, Lu Xusheng remembered that this table lamp should have been more than ten years, and the filament in the bulb had begun to emit an old ziz sound, but it looked like it should last a few years!
Lu Xusheng walked out of the room and looked around the house where he hadn't actually lived for a few years, there were not many memories here, but there were intermittent memories of their family of three eating three meals a day all year round, as well as the faint memories of occasionally Lin Weilan and herself sitting at the desk reviewing their homework.
It's not that his memory has deteriorated, it's that he's been forcing himself to erase these painful images all these years. However, since returning to H County today, all the past memories are still like a fine spring in the spring, slowly pouring into my heart.
Lu Xusheng leaned against the door frame of the room, letting the pictures shuttle in front of him like upside-down black and white film.
After Lin Weilan tidied up the kitchen, she felt that the house was very quiet, so she came out to see what Lu Xusheng was doing.
At this time, when Lu Xusheng saw Lin Weilan walking out of the kitchen and standing in front of him, it seemed that everything had returned to their high school youth.
The person in front of him is not the person who will wet his clothes from washing the dishes, and it is not the long-haired Lin Weilan, Lin Weilan's very dazzling short hair pulls back Lu Xusheng's mottled memories.
"Come here!" Lu Xusheng called softly to Lin Weilan.
"Oh!" Lin Weilan looked at Lu Xusheng's somewhat vicissitudes of life, and she was still a little apprehensive in her heart.
When she saw Lu Xusheng again, Lin Weilan found that his temperament was a little colder than before, and at the same time, there was more vicissitudes and maturity.
Lin Weilan walked up to Lu Xusheng with a hint of timidity and asked, "What's wrong?"
Lin Weilan wanted to come to Lu Xusheng because he recalled the unhappy things in the past here. I shouldn't have let him come if I knew I wouldn't have been.
Lu Xusheng didn't speak, but slowly hugged Lin Weilan into his arms, lowered his head and kissed Lin Weilan's hair.
Lu Xusheng dropped his kiss on Lin Weilan's green silk like a dragonfly, and after a long time, it slowly moved to Lin Weilan's eyebrows, then his nose, and finally stayed on Lin Weilan's lips.
When the two were still immersed in this kiss, Lin Weilan's mobile phone rang.
"Xiaosheng, the phone is ringing" Lin Weilan wanted Lu Xusheng to let go of himself and answer the phone.
"Hmm!" Lu Xusheng just hummed and didn't intend to let go of Lin Weilan.
"Maybe it's a call from the hospital." Lin Weilan was afraid that Shen Congli had called.
"Go ahead!" Lu Xusheng slowly let go of his hands.
"Teacher Shen!" Lin Weilan picked up the phone.
"Uh-huh, you're out of the emergency room safely? That's good, oh! Good! Then I'll go to the hospital tomorrow morning~"
Lin Weilan hung up the phone, and she breathed a sigh of relief in her heart, it's okay if you're okay.