Chapter 106: Shall We Talk

"Well, this is easy to do, why don't you come to live with me. The house I live in is a two-room house, and there happens to be a room that is empty. Meng Xichen said.

"Really? Brother Meng~ Then I might as well be respectful. Hee-hee~ I'll have someone send me my luggage tomorrow. "Su Mo is a person who hates trouble, and he is really happy to find a place to live so quickly.

"Then you will come to live at my house tonight, and will you take the children?" Meng Xichen glanced at Xiao Suda, who had been eating and not talking beside him.

"With kids? I have a younger brother in my family who I bullied. Haha~" Su Mo said with a smile on his face.

"Yes, then this kid slept with you tonight!" Meng Xichen looked at Su Mo with great satisfaction and said.

"Little Suda, it's no problem to sleep with me at night, my brother sleeps very well at night, no snoring, no grinding teeth, no sleepwalking. Is it the best sleep partner. Su Mo looked at Xiao Suda with a smile.

"Hehe~" Xiao Suda felt that he had fallen into the mouth of the tiger, and it was difficult to fly with his wings.

Lu Xusheng and Lin Weilan went to the supermarket and bought steaks, fruits, and candlesticks.

After returning to Lu Xusheng's house, Lin Weilan was in charge of setting the table, and Lu Xusheng fried steak in the kitchen. In the living room is this Yamaha CD player. Lin Weilan sat on the ground and flipped through Lu Xusheng's collection of CDs.

Most of these CDs are piano music and operas, and Lin Weilan finally found a CD of Eason Chan after searching for a long time.

"It's you." Lin Weilan turned on the CD player and put the CD disc on. The music began to play slowly from the stereo like flowing water.

"Xiaolan, it's okay. Come and eat. Lu Xusheng said.

"Oh, good!" Lin Weilan got up and sat opposite Lu Xusheng.

"Here, you can drink some too." Lu Xusheng poured half a glass of red wine for Lin Weilan and handed it to Lin Weilan.

"Red wine? Aren't you afraid I'll get drunk too much? Lin Weilan stared at half a glass of red wine and asked.

"This red wine, the degree is not high, half a glass will not drive you crazy. At most, there is a slightly drunken feeling, and the slightly drunken feeling is more compatible with a candlelit dinner. Lu Xusheng said and poured himself a glass.

"Well, it doesn't matter if you're drunk, it's just the two of us anyway." Lin Weilan picked up the wine glass and took a sip gently.

"Drink slowly, you won't get drunk. We have a lot of time. Lu Xusheng carefully cut the steak on the plate.

"Xiaosheng, do you remember when we were in our third year of high school, we said that we would go to Shenzhen to watch Eason Chan's concert together after the college entrance examination?"

"Well, I remember. As long as he's still singing, we'll have a chance to see it. I remember your favorite song "Under Mount Fuji" of his, why does the phone ring always be "Rewind Life"? Lu Xusheng handed the cut steak to Lin Weilan.

"I just thought that if the time could come back, I would definitely stop my father from making that choice, and of course I knew that I would definitely not be able to go back. So I want to cherish the present and cherish the days when you were by my side. Lin Weilan felt that God still had kindness to her, otherwise how could she let Lu Xusheng return to her side.

"In the first few years after it happened, I reminded myself every day that I wanted to hate and take revenge. But after a long time, I remember that I want revenge, but I have forgotten what hatred is, and what revenge can we talk about without hate? Lin Weilan, do you think there are really people in this world who will take revenge after many years? Lu Xusheng took off his silver-rimmed glasses, and Lu Xusheng looked so lonely and helpless in the candlelight.

After listening to what Lu Xusheng said, Lin Weilan didn't know how to respond to him for a while.

The next song on the stereo was "Shall WeTalk", and the candle flame danced, and the song echoed in the ears of the two of them

"Lovers only dare to drink soup on the verge of breaking up

If you are silent like gold, what kind of love will you talk about?

I'd rather be busy laughing in front of a sounding machine

Adults only hope for a harvest, and lovers only hear promises

Why don't they know how to try to cherish each other?

The praying mantis is also hallucinating in the face of crickets

ShallwetalkShallwetalk”

"Xiaosheng, do you remember this song, I remember that time when I had a stomachache and didn't sleep all night, you sang this song to me and coaxed me to sleep." Lin Weilan only remembered that Lu Xusheng sang this song to coax herself to sleep. But I forgot why Lu Xusheng sang this song at that time.

"At that time, you met Xiao Xiao for the first time, and we had a fight because he was going to be friends with you, do you remember? At that time, I thought that you were too superficial to my liking, but in fact, you obviously loved me to the bone marrow, but you didn't say it, and I didn't say it. We choose to let that relationship go its own way, and we are always silent when we encounter problems. Lu Xusheng recalled each other's past.

"So you sang this song "ShallWeTalk", you want us to communicate more with each other."

"Yes, I hope that no matter what, you are willing to talk to me, and you are willing to tell me, I know that you don't tell me when you go back to H County because you are afraid that I will not worry about you going back, thinking that you want to go with you, you are afraid that I will see the scene and hurt when I go back, but I am trying to get out, and you will only make me more confused and unate." Lu Xusheng looked gloomy and sad at this time, picked up the wine glass and drank the wine in the glass.

"I'm sorry!" Lin Weilan looked at Lu Xusheng who was sitting opposite, this was the first time she found that the man in front of her needed to be cared for so much.

Lin Weilan got up and walked in front of Lu Xusheng, sat down beside him, and opened her arms to deeply hug the already vulnerable man in front of her.

"Those days when I was desperate to forget you, I was addicted to alcohol, in fact I hated the smell, I just wanted to have company." Lu Xusheng leaned his head on Lin Weilan's shoulder weakly.

"Did you forget?"

"Eight years, 96 months, two thousand nine hundred and two days, seventy thousand and eighty hours, four hundred and twenty-four thousand eight hundred seconds, in this long and dark time I did not try to forget you for a moment, and then I lost after all." Lu Xusheng raised his head and looked at Lin Weilan with his dark and affectionate eyes.

"Between us, where is the winner or loser. It's just that whoever loves it worse than whom! After Lin Weilan finished speaking, she slowly approached Lu Xusheng with her head.

The next song "Don't Talk" began to play on the CD player: "Loving someone, should there be a tacit understanding, I thought you knew that whenever I looked at you, I hid the secret in the early morning of every day."

Warm into coffee quietly brought to you

Willing to use a black pencil

Draw a silent stage play

No matter how bright the light is, it will hold you

Willing to sing husky songs in the corner

No matter how loud it is, it's for you... No matter how bright the lights are, you are willing to sing a husky song in the corner

No matter how loud it is, it's all for you to love, don't speak?"

In the unlit room, only two candlesticks glowed slightly, and there were still a dozen songs on the CD player that had not been played.

It was a beautiful evening in June, the weather was cool, the moonlight was bright, and the two of them stayed awake all night, from the living room to the bedroom, from affectionate to affectionate, from lingering to reluctant. The windows were not closed, allowing the night breeze to blow into the house.

Lin Weilan smelled the familiar smell again between breaths, the smell of grass mixed with the smell of the sea breeze, and for Lu Xusheng, when the two embraced, Lu Xusheng could vaguely feel that Lin Weilan exuded a fresh, summery lively girlish smell, but after so many years, Lu Xusheng leisurely found that there was a little more sensuality under the gentleness. The fragrance left behind by the intertwining of the two floated in the air, accompanied by the night breeze, unscrupulously swearing their sovereignty over each other in this room.

On the hospital side, after Xiao Xiao and the others left, they finally had space to chat with Zhang Jingjing alone.

Zhang Jingjing saw that everyone had no righteousness to leave him and Xiao Xiao, so he simply pretended to be dead to the end.

Xiao Xiao sat on the side of Zhang Jingjing's hospital bed, and there was nothing she could do but helpless Zhang Jingjing, who was pretending to be dead at the moment.

"It's okay, if you don't look at me like this, I also think there are some things that are easier to say." Xiao Xiao glanced at Zhang Jingjing and lowered his head.

"I know you like me." After Xiao Xiao finished speaking, she glanced at Zhang Jingjing, and when she saw that she still didn't react, she continued. (Actually, Zhang Jingjing was so nervous that he clutched the sheets tightly with both hands.) )

"You also know my feelings for Lin Weilan." Xiao Xiao continued.

"Okay, I know. If you came today to tell you that you still like Lin Weilan, I think you can go. Zhang Jingjing couldn't help it when he heard Xiao Xiao say this, he was still lying in the hospital bed, this guy took everyone away just to reject himself? She, Zhang Jingjing, is not humble enough to pray for others to like her.

"Yes, I like you, I have inexplicably liked the literary atmosphere in you since I was in college, I like the way you love to laugh, I like the way you persevere, I know that Lin Weilan will not like you, but you persevere, but I have never asked you to like me, you have not liked me for so many years, and I have a good life." I shouldn't have listened to Lin Weilan, it's only me who has changed~" Zhang Jingjing didn't care about his weak body at the moment, he just sat up against the bed, and almost pointed at Xiao Xiao's nose and scolded.

Why be so angry? I haven't said it yet! Xiao Xiao enjoyed Zhang Jingjing's unique confession.

"You say a hammer~" Zhang Jingjing wanted to scold a few more words, but his whole body strength had been exhausted by only a few words he had spoken.

"Don't be upset, I'm going to focus on what I'm going to say later. Give me a few minutes and you lie down. Xiao Xiao got up and grabbed Zhang Jingjing's thin shoulder and let him lie down.

"Do you remember the year I came back from graduation, when I was at your bar! Back then, your bar wasn't called Silent Night, I remember calling it the Knight's Bar, right? Xiao Xiao recalled the scene when the two first met in Beijing.

Zhang Jingjing looked at Xiao Xiao suspiciously, not knowing what he wanted to say. At that time, the bar was still managed by his father, and it was indeed called Knight. Later, after I took over, I changed it to a Qing bar, and simply entertained some people who wanted to drink to drink. So the name was naturally changed to Silent Night Thoughts.

Zhang Jingjing took over the bar after graduating from university, and the reason why he didn't have a family with him was because his parents immigrated to New Zealand after handing over the bar to him, leaving him alone in a huge city like Beijing. Fortunately, in the past few years, Xiao Xiao has come to the bar to find herself for a few drinks, although it is a simple drink, it is enough to comfort her lonely heart.