Autumn is a fickle woman, the sky is cloudy and sunny, H County, where there has been a heavy rain, suddenly sprinkles cold sunshine, the wind carries a warm chill, and even the air is cold.

Lin Weilan took Xiao Suda and Shi Yunyan back to H County by bus early in the morning of the 1st with a feeling of loss. Every year, when you arrive at such a big festival, the station is crowded.

Many times where there are more people, the easier it is for people to feel lonely. Originally, it was good for the two of them to go back to H County together, but now it has become Lin Weilan alone with two children.

originally thought that after the marriage certificate was completed, he could also plan to arrange the matter of having children in the process, but then a quarrel disrupted his plan.

It's just that what Lin Weilan didn't expect was that Lu Xusheng really said that he would disappear, she hadn't even seen him alone these days, and she hadn't even heard about him from anyone.

Lin Weilan sat behind the two children, and everyone in the bus was looking up at the military parade, everyone was full of excitement, and Lin Weilan bought a small red flag for each of the two little ones at the gate of the station.

Lin Weilan stretched out her head to see that the two little guys were sitting straight, looking at the picture on the TV very seriously, holding the little red flag in her hand and waving it excitedly.

There can be several 10 years in life, and the last 60th anniversary celebration ceremony, she remembered that Shen Congli arranged for everyone to watch it in the classroom, and asked everyone to write a review of it.

Lin Weilan remembers very well that the sun was bright that year, the leaves of the locust tree outside the window were fresh and green, and the autumn day had a quiet beauty like stagnation. Lu Xusheng sat next to her, Meng Xichen behind her, and other classmates who came to their class to watch together crowded the classroom of their first class, because at that time, Shen Congli arranged for the class to watch the celebration together.

Among the students in other classes, there must be Chen Yuehan, He Xiaoran, and Li Mi'er, who was invited by Zhang Zhewei.

At that time, they sat upright like the two children in front of them. At that time, after Lin Weilan watched the military parade, she was very excited to find Lu Xusheng and tell him the latest ideas that popped up in her heart.

"Xiaosheng, I want to be a soldier, I want to be a heroic female soldier and serve the motherland."

"Do what you want! Life can't leave regrets! When you go to college, you can apply to join the army, but with your physical fitness, IQ, and talent, I can't think of what kind of military you are suitable for for a while. ”

"Xiao Sheng, do you think I can be in the navy?"

"Hello navy, you learned to swim first, but you just eat canned food at sea, and you may not be able to return to the sea for a long time. I remember when you watched the pianist at sea, didn't you say that if you were to live at sea for a week, let alone for a lifetime? ”

"Cut, then I'll be a pilot!"

"Xiaolan, if you become a soldier, the first test you need to pass is that you may not see me once in 1 year, have you really thought clearly?"

"Forget it!"

"It seems that your pure heart to serve the motherland is not pure enough, but there are many ways and means to serve the country, and you don't have to be a soldier."

Lin Weilan's dream of becoming a soldier was completely given up under Lu Xusheng's words. It's just that she didn't expect it, it was better to choose to be a soldier back then, what if she didn't see each other for 1 year, she and Lu Xusheng didn't see each other for nearly 8 years, didn't she survive it.

Many things really don't come to the end, I don't know where my limit and bottom line are, even though the process is painful, but in the end it passes.

Lin Weilan came back to her senses and stared at the picture on the TV, the plane was flying in the blue sky, and colorful smoke would appear when it flew over, which should represent 70 years, under the sky, people cheered and jumped.

"The past 10 years and 10 years of a person's life, I have missed him for 8 years, and I can't waste any more time between me and Xiaosheng. Even if I live for you all my life, then I will admit it, Lu Xusheng! Lin Weilan thought silently in her heart. Some people are suitable for the Cold War, and some people have no qualifications for the Cold War at all, Lin Weilan immediately felt much better when she thought that she had a reason to reconcile with Lu Xusheng.

After Lin Weilan took the two children to H County, the children were still immersed in the excitement of the military parade, and they were discussing that they would become soldiers when they grew up. Lin Weilan saw it in her eyes, and couldn't help but think back to the time when she was also holding Lu Xusheng like this and talking about her ambitions.

Lin Weilan took the children to take a taxi and went straight to her grandfather's house, and along the way, Lin Weilan also paid attention to H County, and many places in the whole city were planted with five-star red flags, and buses and taxis were pasted with national flags. Maybe it's because the chemical plant is already being rectified, Lin Weilan feels that the air in her home smells better, and the sky has really turned blue, and it's the kind of blue with gentleness.

Lin Weilan got out of the car with the children, and just walked to the door of the house and found that the door was open.

His grandfather was lying on a chaise longue outside the door, with a blanket on his leg. Next to it was a pot of tea and a radio, which was playing the news of the end of the National Day celebration.

The old man half-closed his eyes, humming a small tune in his mouth, looking so unhappy. Lin Weilan looked at her grandfather with a smile on her face, when will she be able to live such a comfortable life, she is really envious, it seems that the old man's health should be almost better.

"Wow! This old man, why does he look so much like a big brother in the underworld, Sister Lin, this can't be your grandfather, could it be that your grandfather used to be in mixed society? Shi Yunyan looked at Li Shan's fierce face and said in surprise.

"My grandfather he~"

Before Lin Weilan finished speaking, Li Shan was shocked by Shi Yunyan's words, and hurriedly opened his eyes and looked at everyone, "Ah, my Xiaolan is back?" Wife, wife, Xiao Lanlan is back! ”

Li Shan hurriedly got up and shouted into the door, and then stared at Shi Yunyan curiously.

"I said Xiaolan, whose family is this child, you won't give your mother some granddaughter out again."

"What are you talking nonsense, grandfather! This is the child of my fellow student, Shi Yunyan and Xiao Suda are not quick to call grandpa. Lin Weilan patted Shi Yunyan's shoulder and said.

"Grandpa is good, my name is Shi Yunyan. You are a friend of your great-grandson, Souda Jr. ”

"Oh oh~ It turned out to be my great-grandson's girlfriend. Okay~"

"Haha~ Grandpa, it's a friend, you remove the female character." Lin Weilan said funny.

"What about my grandmother and my mother?" Lin Weilan asked.

"She's inside," Li Shan said, pointing to the door.

"Then let's go in first! Grandpa, you continue to bask in the sun, and I will put my things away and say hello to my mother and grandmother before coming to accompany you. Lin Weilan said.

As soon as Lin Weilan pulled her luggage and stepped into the door with one foot, Li Huihui's voice came, "Lin Weilan, don't move for me." If you don't make it clear to me today, you don't want to enter this house. ”

Li Huihui was holding an envelope in her hand at this time, and Lin Weilan looked at it fixedly, isn't this the letter that Lin Jianguo wrote to herself in Xiao Suda's schoolbag when he sent Xiao Suda back?

I was in a hurry to go to Beijing, so the envelope was kept in a book in the bookcase in my room.

"Mom, how could you~?" Lin Weilan didn't know how to explain for a while.

"Why lie to me?" Li Huihui's hand holding the envelope trembled, and even her voice trembled with a hint of trembling.

"Mom, I didn't mean to lie to you. If there's anything, I'll say it in private, don't say it in front of the two children. Lin Weilan was afraid that her mother would say something that would hurt Xiao Suda.

"Why can't you say it to his face? He's not my child or yours, he's your dad and that woman's child, and you lied to me about raising him for so long. The reason why you lied to me is that if I knew his identity, I would definitely not take him in! Li Huihui shouted at Lin Weilan emotionally.

"What's going on? Huihui, if you have anything you can't say to Xiaolan? Li walked out of the house slowly with a cane.

"Grandma~" Lin Weilan shouted Li with red eyes and some grievances.

And Shi Yunyan on the side also heard a rough idea on the side, it turned out that Xiao Suda was not Sister Lin's son, but Sister Lin's younger brother. Shi Yunyan secretly glanced at Xiao Suda, who stood silently behind Lin Weilan, bowing her head and not speaking, as if she had done something wrong.

Shi Yunyan's little hand tightly held Xiao Suda's hand, and whispered in Xiao Suda's ear, "Little Suda, brother, don't be afraid of having a sister here, I will protect you." ”

Xiao Suda was a little shocked by what Shi Yunyan said, and her originally timid face was obviously much softened, and Xiao Suda looked at Shi Yunyan gratefully and nodded vigorously at her.

"In this way, Grandpa Tai will take the two of you to the small park in front to do Tai Chi, and let them solve their own affairs. We just need to have lunch at noon. Li Shan took a little guy in one hand and said to the two.

"Uh-huh, good! We learned Tai Chi with Taiwai Gong. Shi Yunyan hurriedly nodded in agreement.

"Little Suda Xiaoyun should listen to Grandpa's words, and Sister Lin will cook food for you at home." Lin Weilan said to the two little guys.

"Hmm!" Xiao Suda was actually very afraid of the unknown future in his heart, looked at Lin Weilan with some worry, and responded softly.

After Li Shan left with his two children, Li Huihui and Lin Weilan sat in the living room. Lin Weilan didn't know how to explain this to her mother, and the truth was just as Li Huihui herself said. So it's useless to explain it, but to persuade her to accept Xiao Suda, Lin Weilan knows that it is too cruel for her mother.

"Where's Xiao Sheng?" Li Huihui asked first.

"He, he's still working overtime when his company has something to do." Lin Weilan stammered.

"Does he know the identity of this child?" Li Huihui asked again.

"Yes!"

"What is Xiaosheng's attitude?"

"He doesn't care, he treats Xiao Suda like his own child, so~" Lin Weilan paused for a moment and said, "So Mom, I will continue to take Da Lin Ruchu as my son." ”

"Lin Weilan, don't you care what others think of you? Isn't there anyone talking about you behind your back? ”

"Mom, in this era, there is more kindness to single mothers, not to mention that the good friends around me who play with me have never cared about the identity of Xiao Suda, even if there are really people talking about me, I don't know them well, why should I care what they think." Lin Weilan said.