Chapter 29: A Little Temper Comes Up
After getting into the car, Shu Yining couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief, the heating in the car was very open, she felt a little hot, and just about to unbutton the coat, she heard Mu Heng say in a deep voice: "If it's hot, I'll turn off the air conditioner." ”
Shu Yining's hand paused and looked at him, at this time he was sitting up straight, staring motionless in front of him, he really couldn't resist the temptation.
"So where are we going now?" Shu Yiling asked him softly.
"Sending you home." He replied without squinting.
"What about you?" Shu Yining suddenly approached him and continued to ask.
"I'm going back to the company to work overtime, you sit down." When Mu Heng saw her suddenly approaching her, she began to feel uncomfortable.
This discomfort is not really uncomfortable, but the desire in his heart is gradually being ignited, when she left herself for Luo Yunzhou again, he warned himself that he would not easily forgive her this time, but when she appeared and approached him, he still couldn't help but soften.
Especially when he was in the office just now, when he saw Yu Mu looking at Shu Yining's eyes, he realized that he was still so possessive of her, other men glanced at her in revealing clothes, he was already very jealous, if she really remarried and was pressed under other men, he felt unacceptable just thinking about this picture.
Along the way, Mu Heng didn't speak, nor did he look at her, until he arrived at the door of the house, he pretended to be calm and said, "Go back by yourself, I'll go." ”
Shu Yining suddenly took his hand and took the initiative to approach him, soft and glutinous, "Husband, I'm scared alone." ”
Mu Heng didn't know what was wrong with him, as long as she called her husband delicately, he wanted to get close to her uncontrollably, but at this moment, he quietly pushed Shu Yiling away, leaned sideways, and pretended to be indifferent: "We are divorced, you still call me by my name as before." ”
Approaching again and again, and being pushed away by him again and again, Shu Yining tilted her head, stared at him with a pair of watery eyes, and asked, "Do you really not want to see me?" Do you really want me to go to Singapore with Luo Yunzhou? ”
After hearing this, Mu Heng glanced sideways at her and said coldly, "What do you want to hear from me?" Do you think that my heart is made of stone and will never feel pain? ”
"So you think I should watch Luo Yunzhou, who suffers from depression and bipolar disorder, die, right? I should be ruthless and ignore him, stay by your side, and live with you in peace, right? Your heart is not made of stone, and your heart will hurt, but what about me? My heart should be made of stone, I don't know the pain, right? Shu Yining said all the words that were held in her heart, she knew that she had hurt Mu Heng, but in that situation, why couldn't he understand himself?
Facing her series of questions, Mu Heng's hand on the steering wheel couldn't help but clench, in the matter of Luo Yunzhou, he couldn't think calmly and rationally.
Seeing that he didn't speak for a long time, Shu Yining let out a long sigh, she wanted to save Mu Heng and live a good life with him, but she now understands that when she was pushed into the abyss and had no way out, Mu Heng was always unwilling to reach out to save her, and even stood there and looked at her coldly.
"I'll move out tomorrow, you don't have to hide from me." After speaking, Shu Yining opened the car door, and when she got out of the car, she said, "Mu Heng, if you stand in my position, what will you choose?" watched Luo Yunzhou die, and then smiled, can you live with you for the rest of your life with peace of mind? Aren't you afraid that after his death, I will be haunted by nightmares every night? ”
After speaking, Shu Yining got out of the car and left, Mu Heng stretched out his hand to pull her, but he was a step too late, watching her leave without looking back, thinking back to what she just said, he felt that this time he was really going to lose her.
After entering the house, Shu Yining didn't turn on the light, she squatted at the door and hugged herself tightly, she knew that she had hurt Mu Heng because of Luo Yunzhou, but she had already admitted her mistake and apologized, what should he do by himself? Could it be that she was wrong to let Luo Yunzhou live? Do you have to let a living life die? Why can't Mu Heng understand her?
Seeing that the lights in the house had not been turned on, Mu Heng hurriedly got out of the car, feeling inexplicably worried.
The moment he opened the door, he saw Shu Yining squatting on the ground crying, she was like a wounded kitten, he kept saying that he hoped she was happy and happy, but what is this now?
"Lemon ......," he called out to her softly, his tone full of distress.
Shu Yining heard him open the door and heard him call herself, but she didn't answer, she didn't look up, and even the crying became louder.
Mu Heng squatted down and caressed her back with his palm, "Ling Ning, don't cry......"
"Mu Heng, I hate you." Shu Yining pushed him away violently and looked at him with tears streaming down her face, "Actually, you are the same as Luo Yunzhou, you will only force me, you have never considered the problem from my standpoint, you are as annoying as him." With that, she went straight upstairs.
Mu Heng's brows tightened, and his heart suddenly ached, did he really do something wrong? He stood at the door in a daze, and it wasn't until Shu Yining pulled his suitcase down that he seemed to come back to his senses.
"Where are you going so late?" He blocked her path in the doorway.
"I'll move out tonight." Shu Yining looked at him with red eyes, and after her stubborn little temper came up, no one could persuade him.
Mu Heng closed the door, reached out and snatched her suitcase, and said in a deep voice, "It's late, it's not safe outside." ”
Shu Yining wanted to snatch back her suitcase, but seeing that she had no chance of winning, she followed the example of Mu Heng before, and said coldly: "An is impatient to worry about Mr. Mu if she is not safe, you proposed the divorce, and I agreed, so, as you said, we are already divorced, and my affairs have nothing to do with you." ”
"Lemon ......" Mu Heng reached out to shake her hand, but she avoided it.
"We are divorced, please call me by my name." Shu Yining interrupted him mercilessly, sneered, and asked, "Now that you and Luo Yunzhou have disappeared from my life and my world, are you satisfied with this result?" ”
A trace of pain flashed in Mu Heng's eyes, this was not the ending he wanted, if he wasn't like that when Shu Yining came to the company to look for him, wouldn't they have reconciled a long time ago?
"Ningning, let's calm down first, shall we?" He reached out again and took her arm.
Although Shu Yining didn't struggle anymore, she shook her head vigorously, "Mu Heng, I'm very calm, it's that you haven't been calm, it's late, don't you have to go back to the company to work overtime, you go, I'm going to leave too." ”
"Don't go." Mu Heng hugged her into his arms and hugged her tightly.
Shu Yining let him hold him, and said in an extraordinarily calm tone: "Do you know? When Luo Yunzhou threatened me with suicide, I was really scared, afraid that he would die because of me, and I never dared to tell you that, because I was afraid that you would be unhappy, afraid that you would be angry, but then I found out that no matter how I explained, you would not believe me, in your heart, only let me watch Luo Yunzhou die, so as to prove to you that I only love you in my heart. ”
"No, Lemon, it's not like that." Mu Heng's mood became heavy and depressed, he just wanted to be cared about by her and firmly chosen by her.