Many years later, Yi Han, who had already sat firmly in the position of the master of Yishui Pavilion and successfully changed the rules of Yishui Pavilion, recalled the name he used when he was young, and his favorite was Zhang San.

Life is short for a few decades, like a white horse.

When I was young, the flowers were in the scene, the fire was cooking, and I didn't feel that time flew by when I was in it.

When dozens of years have passed in a flash, and then stop and look back, most of those scenes day after day have become blurred, and only the most impressive fragments are left to shine in the memory.

When Yi Han recalls the past, he always remembers the time when he infiltrated the palace under the alias Zhang San.

At first, he was just unwilling to follow the rules of Yi Shui Pavilion and abolished his father's martial arts, so he hid in the palace.

He pretended to be a little eunuch, but because of his cold face, he offended many people, but he was not afraid, after all, in the entire palace, few people could beat him, and he would never be bullied by those people.

When he met Xiao Xiazi by mistake, he didn't care too much, but the other party was very enthusiastic, and when he saw that he couldn't do his errand, he volunteered to bring him to the emperor on an errand.

He still remembers clearly that when he first saw Nie Shiyu, the other party's overly agile look.

He didn't look like a steady emperor at all, and he looked weak, he estimated in his heart that the other party shouldn't even be able to hold his palm.

However, that face is very good-looking.

The errand she gave herself was not difficult, but she did it herself, at that time he thought that the other party would hold him accountable, no matter how bad it was, he should not be able to keep this errand.

At that time, he thought about how difficult it was to stay in this palace, and even prepared in his heart, so he left the palace and found a new place to hide. It's just that for him at that time, the palace was the best choice.

But what he didn't expect was that the other party did not pursue the crime, but continued to keep him.

Although he was the emperor, Nie Shiyu had no fight, and he adapted to the new errand faster and easier than he expected.

Later, he found that as the emperor, Nie Shiyu was in a difficult situation, but in the face of so many troubles, she was always smiling.

Although there are times when I am helpless and crazy, and I seem to complain about everything, I can always think of a way to solve the problem in the end.

This little emperor is much more interesting than he imagined.

It's nothing if you just get along like this, but when did things start to change?

Actually, I can't say it myself.

Maybe it was when Nie Shiyu asked him to pretend to be a male pet and take himself to swagger through the market.

Perhaps, it was when he saw that Jing Du Lord and Nie Shiyu getting closer and closer, and his heart was unhappy.

Or perhaps, it was when he discovered in hindsight that he did not reject the title of male pet.

It's just that, emotionally, he is really not a sharp person.

Later, seeing that Jing Heng began to have no scruples, not only letting gossip fly all over the sky, but also really liking her, he gradually realized his intentions.

But at that time, her attitude towards Jing Heng seemed to have changed.

He didn't know how to fight for it, and he didn't know what he should do to express his heart.

After coming again, he left.

Zhang San recovered his identity, left her side, and became Yi Han again.

For many years to come, whenever he thought of that departure, he secretly asked himself if he regretted it.

If you think about it, you probably don't regret it.

After all, he also has his own responsibilities.

Although he hid in the palace to escape everything, deep down he never thought that he could really escape for a lifetime, he just didn't know what to do, he couldn't choose a direction.

Until that time, she told herself that the rules are not unbreakable and cannot be changed.

Although it sounded like a few simple words, when they came out of her mouth, it seemed to give him great strength all at once.

The fog cleared in front of him, and he finally had a direction, and although he didn't know how long he could walk on that road, he wanted to give it a try.

Everything that followed seemed to be accelerating, and her life gradually lost its intersection with herself.

When he learned that she was a woman, he couldn't say what he felt in his heart, he felt distressed, regretful, and worried.

But after that hurried meeting, she made herself understand that she really didn't need herself by her side anymore. Even if there are many troubles in the future, she has found the person who can walk side by side with him and face all the storms together.

In the years that followed, he only knew about her sporadically.

knew that she went to the border pass, knew that she led troops to defend the city, and knew that she and Jing Heng were defeated in the North Abyss.

Soon after, she and Jing Heng remarried, and the whole country celebrated.

He thought about whether or not to participate, but in the end, he only had someone bring him a congratulatory gift.

He hopes that she can live her life happily and safely, and he also believes that Jing Heng is the one who can take good care of him.

It's just that he doesn't want to see them get married with his own eyes.

Later, he learned that she had given birth to a daughter.

learned that her daughter became famous at a young age and was deeply loved by the courtiers.

learned that she passed on the throne to her daughter, and traveled the world with Jing Heng.

learned that the new empress continued to vigorously promote women as officials.

In the following ten years, the atmosphere of Tianjin became more and more enlightened, and women began to appear in all walks of life such as studying, doing business, serving as officials, and teaching.

Maybe this is what Nie Shiyu wanted at the beginning, and those women trapped in the boudoir began to glow.

Five elements and eight works, nothing can be done, the sky is wide and the earth is wide, and nothing can be done.

And all this, of course, is not the credit of Nie Shiyu alone, but she tore open the hole.

He remembered that after Nie Shiyu and Jing Heng got married, his father once said that he was too unproductive to compete with Jing Heng, unlike when he successfully hugged the beauty from the hands of the prince Yu.

But there will always be someone in the world who does not meet his wishes, and that person, why can't it be himself.

Even if it is a father, although he successfully married his beloved, he was not lonely for half his life.

How lucky it is to be able to fall in love and eventually become a family, and to be able to accompany each other for a lifetime, and there may not be many such lucky people in the world.

Of course, he hoped that Nie Shiyu was.

Now that decades have passed, he is alone, and someone once asked him why he didn't marry a wife and have children, but even he couldn't say why.

Is it because I failed to marry the person I liked when I was young, and the obsession in my heart is hard to dispel?

It doesn't seem to be.

Perhaps he was born an emotionally indifferent person, and when it comes to marrying a wife, he can just follow fate.

He's not a father, and he can't be so passionate, fearless, and like someone.

He is not the seventy-year-old Yu Wang Ye who can still be at the border and train recruits, that one is probably the real obsession that is difficult to eliminate.

As for myself, I just met a special person when I was young in the past.

Since then, everyone else has been inferior.