I'm a traverser.

dressed as an orphan of the Feng family, and the real Feng Qingmian accidentally fell into the water and died.

At first, I was surprised that there really was such a thing as a crossing.

Later, I was overjoyed.

Because in the 21st century, I am terminally ill, I have been in the hospital for more than half a year, and I have long been incurable, just waiting for death.

Thinking of the days when I was lying in bed before, I secretly made up my mind that since I lived again, then I must live arbitrarily and happily!

I don't know what kind of character the original owner is, and I don't want to care.

In the 21st century, I was also afraid of death at first. But then I lay on the bed for too long, not knowing what others thought, and instead I began to think that death might also be a relief.

So, I'm not going to pretend to be someone else, and I'm not afraid of what people will find out.

I just want to cherish every minute and every second and live happily.

Fortunately, others didn't have much doubt about my changes, after all, the original owner was just an orphan girl.

Many people keep saying that they are sympathetic and distressed, but after all, they are not their own family, so how can they really spend so much effort to pay attention.

I was an orphan since I was a child, and I understood this as early as I was a child.

Soon after crossing over, I heard that the four princes were shameless and lustful, not only lingering in Fireworks Willow Lane all day long, but also molesting and robbing many good girls.

What I didn't expect was that after the palace banquet, he actually hit me on the head.

So I pretended to be close at first, which led the other party to trick me, and successfully caught his mistakes, which made the emperor angry and put him in prison.

The mother concubine of the fourth prince also held a grudge against me because of this incident, and made all kinds of stumbling blocks for me openly and secretly, and then reaped the consequences, but she entered the cold palace by herself.

Since then, everyone has been talking about how much my personality has changed.

Oh, not many people know what the original owner's temperament was, and the so-called great change in temperament is just that he is no longer docile, no longer weak, and not as obedient as other women.

Later, I met Yi Wentian and met a group of people from the rivers and lakes.

They are very interesting, in them, there is the blood and righteousness of the Jianghu people, and the happiness and enmity of the Jianghu people.

That feeling of being at ease is something I've always longed for.

As for Yi Wentian, at first I thought he was a peacock, with that good-looking face, showing off all day long, beckoning cats and dogs.

Where does it look like a killer, it's like a family gentleman, and it's always coming to me, it's annoying.

Later, when I saw that the innocent person was wronged and pushed into the court, I was very angry, and it was Yi Wentian and his friends who helped me.

Together, we robbed the court and saved the innocent, but since then we have also become wanted criminals in the imperial court.

I don't care, anyway, whether it's me or the original owner, we have nothing to worry about, and I won't implicate anyone else.

Yi Wentian and I left the imperial city together, originally I wanted to part ways, but Yi Wentian that guy even coaxed and deceived, and kept saying that he wanted to protect.

Well, in this case, there is nothing wrong with peers, after all, Yi Wentian is actually quite interesting.

At that time, I didn't expect that in getting along, I would gradually like this peacock.

And everything that followed seemed to have gone exceptionally smoothly.

I agreed to marry him.

We went to Yishui Pavilion together.

We got married, we had children, we had our own family.

However, I was later diagnosed with an incurable disease.

At first, I was really hard to accept.

I am not afraid of death, and I know that it is all like a dream, and God has opened a big back door to me, a terminally ill patient.

And now, the dream expires, and it seems that it is also a matter of course.

However, I really can't bear it.

I am reluctant to ask the sky, I am reluctant to be cold.

I even wondered if it would be better if I hadn't come into this world, at least so that it wouldn't leave them with pain.

I have read a saying before that death is a dagger, but it is the living who bleed and are wounded.

At that time, I was glad that even if I died, not many people would be sad for me.

But now, I really feel the pain.

I comforted Yi Wentian again and again, hoping to make him less painful when he really died.

But then I found out that it was all in vain, and no matter how much I said at this moment, I am afraid that it would not be able to alleviate the pain of separation.

Later, I began to ask him if he regretted it, and if he could choose again, would he be willing to meet me.

He told me that he would not regret it, nor would he allow me to regret it, and that I would always remember the same determined look he had when he first asked to marry me.

I was relieved.

At least the happiness and joy that my arrival brought him should be greater than the pain of separation.

In this way, it is enough.

In the last days of my life, my mood became more and more calm, and the thoughts of regret before completely dissipated without a trace.

It's just that I feel that some people can't stand Nie Mingyu.

I'm not really a good one, and I've never considered myself his fiancée.

But in Nie Mingyu's opinion, there was an unfulfilled marriage contract between me and him.

Over the years, I have heard a lot of news about him, and learned that he has not yet married a wife and has stayed at the border all year round.

Perhaps when life is coming to an end, people's hearts have become extraordinarily soft. I always felt ashamed of him, and I couldn't help but wonder if everything would have been different if I hadn't crossed over.

After all, when the real Feng Qingmian died, although he and Nie Mingyu had a marriage contract, there seemed to be no affection between the two. I think Nie Mingyu will not marry because of her.

Later, I thought, if I hadn't crossed this incident, would the real Feng Qingmian really fall into the water?

In the dark, as I thought before, because she fell into the water and died, I crossed over.

Or is it because of the opportunity of my crossing that she became the innocent person who fell into the water.

Zhuang Zhou dreams of butterflies, butterflies dream of Zhuang Zhou, who can say it clearly.

As a traverser, maybe I took away the opportunity to really wind and sleep, and at the same time changed Nie Mingyu's life.

So, I had the hairpin and the letter delivered.

That hairpin is something that belongs to the real Feng Qingmian, so leave it to Nie Mingyu.

As for the letter, I never had the courage to explain everything on it, it was to tell Nie Mingyu that I was not the person he knew, and I hoped that he could let go of his obsession.

On the outside of the box containing the hairpin and letter, I carved a sentence.

The wo

ld is like a d

eam。

The world is like a dream.

Yes, it's like a dream, a dream that belongs to me.

It's just that since it's a dream, there will be an end to it.

Wake up from a dream.

This time.

It's a real goodbye.

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