January 6, 2023
I haven't thought about what to write in my diary today, and now I have received two lists for writing papers, one is to write 20,000 words, 3,000 yuan, and the other is to write 7,000 words for 1,000 yuan. Because I've not been in a good mood lately, I said last time I wanted to quit smoking, but I'm still smoking, but I believe that all this is a temporary phenomenon, bad things will pass, good things don't have to pass, and they can't get over.
Recently, I watched two documentaries, which seem to tell us the curve of life's fate, the first is "The First Time in Life", and the other is "The Second Time in Life".
It's hard to watch these documentaries, but I should actually take notes on them carefully, such as in my novels. Including the reading notes I said last time, the hero chapter, has not yet been completed, but the fate curve of "The First Time in Life" is like this: 1 was born, 2 went to school, 3 grew up, 4 became a soldier, 5 went to work, 6 got married, 7 went to the city, 8 bought a house, 9 stayed together, 10 retired, 11 pension, 12 said goodbye.
But the fate curve of "The Second Life" is like this: 1 round, 2 missing, 3 Na, 4 refusal, 5 yes, 6 non, 7 broken, 8 Li, these fate curves.
I've finished reading "The First Time in My Life", and I feel that I have probably developed to the stage of buying a house and staying together, and I don't know if this order will go backwards, in short, I am going on my long vacation.
I suddenly remembered that I hadn't eaten lunch today, because I was in a bad mood and didn't go out to buy lunch, and I heard that two meals a day can lose weight, so I may not necessarily eat lunch in the future.
One of them was going to the supermarket to buy coffee, the other was to buy some food for the evening, and I was going to quit smoking.
The other thing is that I plan to continue tidying up my room and quit smoking.
In short, it is enough to sleep during the day, and even if it is late at night, it is okay.
We went to see the migrant workers who were farming in various fields, and they generally slept well, because they were too tired during the day, so they would sleep better at night.
So I went to the toilet, washed my cup of milk tea, and then I was ready to start embroidering, and then embroider a piece like "Qingming Riverside Picture", after all, my embroidery painting design is not fully designed, and after a while I finished writing the Vampire Queen's diary and began to work on it.
And I also have a paper craft of a big tail fox that is not finished, that one will be done tomorrow, or a little one tonight with my friends.
Right now I've seen the documentary "The Second Life", and I'm going to record it in my Vampire Queen diary, which is the fourth episode I've already seen: Rejection. Although this topic is neither auspicious nor a good thing, but in life, not all things are good in nature, and sometimes there are many terrifying and cruel things, because this is the law of nature, the world's nature has a time machine, to beat the cost of time, sometimes don't experience these things, or try to avoid, avoid, and experience these things less, but we must figure out these things, that is, know these cruel and terrible things, so that we can prevent them from happening. To avoid these things, not to touch these things, and to encounter such things less.
This one is about plastic surgery.
Some people say that plastic surgery is like opening a blind box, as if it is gambling. It doesn't necessarily turn out better or worse.
But I'm a vampire queen, and I definitely never turn black and white upside down, and I don't like endless swearing, because those who curse will have bad luck and even a crisis along the way.
Because of my vampire queen Lucy, I'm the most beautiful, so I'm not ready for plastic surgery.
So we understand why we need to sing big love songs and improve our emotional intelligence.
Because only people with high enough emotional intelligence can really not be rejected, and they can really not be afraid of being rejected.
This is the meaning of singing great love songs, improving emotional intelligence, stressing morality, and studying the Tao Te Ching.
Of course, plastic surgery has something to do with beauty.
Most men love women's beauty, but also love women's money, love women's success and women's excellence, men are the same as women, they love all the advantages of human nature, so this is actually a natural phenomenon, this is normal, what is needed is to cultivate the advantages of human nature.
The cosmetic surgery industry is bloody, brutal and irrational.
Why do people sometimes falsely accuse normal people of being insane? There is a plastic surgeon who said: When there is only one normal person in a group of neuropaths, so those people will be likely to frame this normal person as neurotic, because they are jealous that normal people are not sick. So these kinds of things are bad things, they shouldn't exist, they shouldn't happen.
But in fact, cosmetic surgery is more painful, and some patients often have to endure a lot of pain, but the effect is risky, and it may change to be beautiful, or it may become uglier. This is what I said earlier, plastic surgery is gambling, like opening a blind box.
Plastic surgery actually shows that people attach great importance to face, and plastic surgery is also a kind of exercise for the dignity and nobility of face.
Don't forget the original intention, people love the original heart very much, most people are also very face-saving, but this matter can't affect too many other things, such as mind, connotation, spirit, quality and so on.
I'm Lucy, the vampire queen, and I'm the most beautiful woman, so I don't know how to go for plastic surgery, and I'm very worried about the risks of plastic surgery.
The plastic surgeon said: Beauty actually represents a high-quality life, and life seems to be a battlefield where the smoke of gunpowder cannot be seen.
PUA is a scumbag and a scumbag who has not achieved enough, has more than enough failures, has confused thinking, and has a disordered life. And they often have a strong desire for control and machismo, like to infiltrate a lot of negative thinking and wrong thoughts with the people around them, and it is easy to go to the point of no return together with PUA for a long time, which is obviously not a good thing.
Therefore, if PUA does not change and does not change itself, it is a bad thing.
So we know that there are things in this world that are good and some things are bad, and don't get confused.
Because some bad things are often packaged as good things.
And some good things are to show that they keep the appearance of good things, which is called the unity of the outside and the inside, and the unity of knowledge and action.
And some good things may be destroyed, polluted, and degenerate into bad things.
And some bad things, they seem to be those scum who are restrained.
Therefore, to be a human being, you must have a pair of eyes that distinguish between right and wrong, which is judgment.
Why do people who do black and white reversal have no brains? Because the force acting is equal to the reaction force, but they are not necessarily faceless.
So if you want to have a brain, the foundation is to distinguish black and white, not to scold people upside down, and to seek truth from facts.