Chapter 40 The willfulness of lovers should be 100% satisfied

Then the ancient zero took the red peppers and watched ten movies, from morning to evening.

When Red Hot Chili Pepper dragged Gu Zero's hand out of the movie theater, she felt as if she was in another world.

The movie theater is real, and the street she is walking on is fake. The person in sight looms, and many overlapping and intersecting silhouettes emerge. Red Pepper rubbed his eyes vigorously, opened his eyes, and made sure that his eyes were not blinded by the movie.

Gu Zero was yawning, looking very sleepy. I obviously like to watch movies, but I have been expressionless. What is this person watching movies for, and does he really like movies?

Do you like to watch movies?

I don't like to watch movies.

Red Hot Chili has a question mark on her head, why do you want to bring your girlfriend for a ten-in brush that you don't like?

Seeing that the eyes of the red pepper are really about to burst into flames like a pepper, the ancient zero added:

But watching a movie reminds me of an interesting friend.

Male or female?

It's both female and male.

Her body is a woman, but her consciousness is a man, and she also thinks that she is a man, but because her body is a woman, she has to think that she is a woman in order to survive.

Are you talking about gender dysphoria?

No, I'm talking about human beings. Obviously not such a person, but you have to pretend that you are such a person, if you don't do this, you can't live. Human beings are fundamentally hypocritical animals.

Zero, you're a pessimist.

No, Drop Zero grimaced, I'm a funny realist.

Red Chili peppers laughed and her shoulders shook, then she stopped and smiled, I thought you were mentally ill, it turns out that you were sick because you were too sober.

The director said that it is better to die without a movie.

So what is a film for a director?

The film is itself.

Drop Zero and Red Peppers walk the streets with popcorn and Coca-Cola in hand.

Looking at the male and female couples around them like them, as well as male and female couples, red pepper's eyes were full of envy.

For some reason, she didn't feel happy at all.

The whole person was empty, and she didn't get any care from him.

He didn't care how she dressed, didn't care that her hair was shinier than usual with hair oil, and didn't even care if his girlfriend liked to watch movies or not.

Descending to the Ancient Zero doesn't care about himself.

Red Hot Chili Peppers thought to herself, this comedy should end early. Just like the movie, her unrequited love that ended without a hitch deserves a memorable ending.

"Zero, can you play a play with me?"

"What?"

"Let's say I want to eat shortbread right now, and you run to buy it for me and say, 'Oh, red pepper, this is shortbread'. But I said, 'I'm too lazy to eat this!' He threw the shortbread away with a 'whew'. And then you say something like, 'Red Hot Chili peppers, got it. Blame me, I should have figured you didn't want to eat shortbread. I'm as stupid and insensitive as donkey dung. As an apology, let me go buy you something else. What's good? Chocolate custard, or cheese pie? ’”

"That's all? Shortbread, chocolate custard, cheese pie? ”

"That's it, I'm satisfied, and I'm willing to be satisfied when I die."

"......" Gu Zero looked ahead, and there was a cat staring at him on the road among pedestrians, its eyes were very human, "I can do all of this, but I don't need to ask why?" ”

"Ask why?"

"Ask why you're satisfied, lovers, shouldn't you think clearly and figure out what the other person thinks? For example, if you ask questions like do I like movies, I should ask you why are you satisfied just by getting chocolate custard, cheese pie? ”

“……”

Red Hot Chili Pepper walked, she lowered her head like a shy little girl, her face flushed, completely different from her during work, and looked more like the real her.

"Your friends love movies, and I love novels."

She whispered: "I didn't have any hobbies when I was a child, and my family environment didn't allow me to have any hobbies, because hobbies cost money. The only way to be happy for free is to read novels, and I spent a lot of time in the library, where I met my favorite man. ”

She looked at Falling Ancient Zero, and he was forced to respond "Favorite man?". ”

"It's a writer, Haruki Murakami, and one of his books is called "Norwegian Wood". There's a female character in it called Midoriko, and I like her a lot. Red Pepper raised her hands and crossed them over her chest, as if praying for something to come, "I want a lot of love, I know that there is not so much love in the world, love is extremely rare and extremely precious, ordinary people may not be able to have it in their lifetime, so I just need to have it for a moment." I just need a lover who can satisfy my waywardness, who can't satisfy my many, many willful requirements, and meet my willful requirements. In this way, I will keep that feeling of being 100% satisfied, and I will become the person of 'someone in this world has loved me'. ”

Her prayer expression was so sacred that Immortal knew that from the bottom of her heart, she longed for someone to love her unconditionally.

He couldn't respond to such extravagant feelings, so he could only ask an extremely shallow question, at least in his opinion, he was only evading the response with a question, "What can be done to satisfy your willfulness?" ”

"As I just said, Midoriko said in "Norwegian Wood", I now say that I want to eat shortbread, and then you go and sell me shortbread, and I will throw away the shortbread with a snort, and you will apologize, and say, ah, red peppers, I am so stupid, I should have thought that you don't want to eat shortbread anymore, what do you want to eat? Chocolate custard? Cheese pie? Then I feel like my heart is full. ”

"That's it? Like acting? ”

"It's like acting, can't you fulfill my wayward requests?"

"Okay."

Pointing to the bench on the side of the street, he said you sit here, I'll buy shortbread, and then you throw the shortbread away with another snort.

Red Pepper laughed happily, walked over to the bench and sat down, looking at the back of Descending Ancient Zero with a gaze that had never been seen before.

He searched for a nearby cake shop with a map of Gaode and soon found a shop on a street very close to the movie theater.

This store is very popular, there is a long queue, many men and women hold hands and show affection between the teams, this heat is 3 meters away and people are smelling.

I bought the shortbread and went back to the red peppers, "Oh, red peppers, your shortbread is here." ”