Chapter 312: She wants to deceive herself
"My father is not as promising as the second and third uncles, and the daughter-in-law he married is not like my mother, who makes you look down on from the beginning, and even the second aunt and the third aunt are too good and too far away, so that you can't handle people if you want to. In this case, for the sake of the future of the second and third uncles, you can't just keep their wives and children by your side for selfishness!
This not only offends their Yue family, but also makes outsiders laugh at you. So, you use me. You only have to lift up me and my brother to make my cousins and cousins have a sense of crisis, so that the second and third aunts dare not despise you, a mother-in-law and grandmother, for the little resources under grandpa, am I right, my dear grandma? ”
Looked at by her granddaughter with ridicule, although Grandma Zhang's face remained unchanged as she tried her best to realize, only the clenched coffee cup revealed her little emotion.
"Girl, I don't know who said something in your ear that made you misunderstand grandma so deeply! But to be honest, as a grandmother who raised you since you were a child and even took care of you as a child, these words you said today really hurt your heart. I didn't expect that I would be a white-eyed wolf after so many years! You forgot that when you were fighting with your stepmother, I always spared no effort to stand behind you and favor you, otherwise, even if you don't suffer, you will never live so comfortably. Look at your classmate Xie Baoyi, she couldn't even keep her marriage, and was easily snatched away by a foreign girl. ”
Zhang Hongxia lowered her head and smiled, "I knew that you wouldn't admit it easily, grandma." But you know what? The secretary my father sent to talk to my mother about the divorce avoided my grandfather and talked to my mother alone in the house, and I hid behind the window and heard what he was saying to my mother clearly.
The reason why I have been so hostile to my dad for so many years is because I heard those words, heard the words he threatened my mother, and knew that my mother had no choice, so I never blamed my mother with my brother from beginning to end.
However, it was only two years ago when my brother married the woman surnamed Wei that I realized that the words of the secretary who was sent back then must not have come up with my own father, he was an arrogant man, he was greedy for power and wealth, but he was timid, and he would not think so carefully. And being able to investigate my grandfather's family and my mother's temperament so clearly, even my own father may not know so much. So, it couldn't have been my dad who sent that secretary to say those things, but you! Just like you wronged me for the power of the Wei family, even if you sacrifice my future, you must not offend the Wei family and make enemies with the Wei family in the future. ”
Zhang Hongxia said very firmly, "And what you said about supporting me since I was a child, that is better understood, because no one can justifiably suppress my stepmother except me." She is also very sad, she has always thought that her mother-in-law is a person who does not care about things, but in fact, everything she is stupid is in your hands, and the occasional resistance is also suppressed by you using me, and there is no one outside who says that you are bad, but they all praise you for managing your family well and loving your juniors.
You say you're tired, grandma?
Maybe you have accepted this method of governing the family since you were a child, and the old lady who sits in the rear has to maintain a good reputation outside. When I wake up from a dream, I have to applaud you when I think of it occasionally, you are really a wise old lady, the whole family is in your hands, and all of you respect you, it is really worthy of the big family to cultivate the lady, admirable, but also people. Intimidating! ”
These things were realized by her as she saw more and more outside in the past two years, and she slowly woke up.
Although she has not been back once in the past two years, this is her home after all, and it is where she grew up. Moreover, there are people here who she can't let go. For example, she has liked her grandmother since she was a child.
She deliberately didn't come back during the Chinese New Year, thinking that someone at home would call her, but she was disappointed again and again, and her wait was just in vain. Then she comforted herself that she was too willful and disappointed her family, and her grandmother ignored her when she was angry.
Then after the festival she came back secretly, and they didn't come to see her, she could come back to see them.
It's just that in the laughter and laughter at home again and again, she can only stand outside the door and eavesdrop, and then, once overheard, grandma and a nanny who has been at home for decades and has taken care of her since she was a child said some words, which made her feel cold, and she had a fever for four days after she went back.
It was also at this time that she found out that her grandmother was not close to her since she was a child, and she would not hug and kiss her grandchildren like other grandmothers. However, occasionally she would see her grandmother hugging her cousin when she was happy, and kissing her cousin and cousin.
She remembered that she had brought it up when she was a child, but what did her grandmother do to her at that time? Oh, I mean, my cousin and cousin are small, and they don't come home often, so she will appear close when they see each other, otherwise, they think that she is not close to this grandmother, and they will not like to come back in the future.
And she has always been by her side, of course, she doesn't use these forms, she knows that grandma loves her the most!
She thought it was right when she heard it, she and her grandmother had always been a family, the family didn't need so much formality, and no one spent more time with her grandmother than her.
She also felt so happy, because her grandmother didn't treat her as an outsider, as her own.
However, that day, she heard that her grandmother disliked her biological mother as a country woman, and as long as she thought of her biological mother, she felt that she couldn't get close.
Those words are so hurtful, I don't dare to think about it, as long as I think about it, I feel that I am covered in bruises.
However, those words came from this grandmother who loved her since she was a child.
She wanted to deceive herself, but after two years, she ignored her at home outside, and now she was immediately recruited back by the Zhang family because of Xiaoyu's intentional behavior towards the Zhang family, and her noble grandmother was waiting here to greet her.
Obviously, I already felt that my tears were dry, but I still felt pantothenic acid in my eyes.
Grandma, did you know? I'd rather you continue to ignore me, so that I can still deceive myself that you and my grandfather don't look down on my blood, and my family is not so much in the eyes of power and wealth, but not family affection.
This is the reason why she put down the business she was about to sign abroad and must go back to this trip, she couldn't help but want answers, and she couldn't help but want to question loudly.
(End of chapter)