Chapter 15: The Girl Waiting for the Wind
Chen Xiaoyi shook her head helplessly, trying to squeeze out some smiles, and didn't say anything more.
Then she gently picked up the coffee and took a sip slowly, savoring the beautiful fragrance of the cappuccino.
Cappuccino, it seems, has also become a habit that has not changed for ten years......
It seems that all daily life is in the slow self-habitation, getting used to such a long period of time......
"Royin, you don't seem to like reading much, do you?"
After a moment of silence, Chen Xiaoyi looked at her assistant Luo Lin gently, and asked with a smile.
"Hmm. I feel that after joining the work, in addition to being busy with work and falling in love every day, how can I have time to study? ”
Hearing this, Rowling suddenly felt a little overwhelmed, and her face was full of sweet shyness, which made her feel embarrassed at this time.
Recently, Rowling is in love, and her face is full of happy smiles all the time.
Chen Xiaoyi's face was gentle, and she fell into contemplation unconsciously.
Indeed, the little girl has just graduated from college, and it is normal for her to be busy falling in love after work.
After all, girls in love are so shy and beautiful, full of happiness.
Thinking of this, Chen Xiaoyi's heart suddenly burst with sourness, and there were some crystal tears in her eyes.
It's very sour, but it's so longing for that long-lost sweetness......
She sniffed softly, quietly forced the crystal clear corners of her eyes back, and then pretended to smile.
"Actually, time is squeezed out little by little. It's never too late to read.
Reading a good book is like reading a person. If you read it with your heart, you can naturally read it in his heart.
Writing a book is like falling in love with a work.
Perhaps, the stories in fairy tales are all deceitful, and the aesthetic plots that have always fallen into clichés seem to be only written to comfort the reader.
In fact, the creative process of the work also completely healed the deepest wound in the author's heart......"
With her eyes raised, Chen Xiaoyi smiled slightly, looking light and light.
"Sister Xiaoyi, you are so profound! Why can't I understand at all?
It seems that the world of your literati is really difficult for me to understand!
Are all writers like that? It feels so complicated and profound! ”
Before Chen Xiaoyi's words fell, Rowling was instantly stunned.
In this way, from a cold and beautiful CFO who is only busy with work all day long, and doesn't even talk more than ten sentences a day, it seems a little out of place, giving people an incredible feeling.
As we all know, group CFOs spend all their days in their heads with a dizzying amount of data.
Countless zeros, different decimal places, and market data that is constantly changing.
Who could have imagined that Chen Xiaoyi's eyes still have such delicate emotions?
When I wrote the work "The Girl Waiting for the Wind", I chose to put it in "Vertical and Horizontal Future", and Chen Xiaoyi had already written it a long time ago.
I wanted to write it and seal it myself, and wait until one day in the future to take it out and take it out.
After thinking about it, I still think that only by posting it on the Internet can I have the opportunity to let him see it and let him really read the true thoughts in his heart.
After all, you can't ask in person if you have some words in your heart, right? What's more, ten years have passed, and that he has also "passed away".......
It's just that this morning, he came back to life inexplicably!
Chen Xiaoyi finally decided that when "Across the Future" released the work, the signing contract was reviewed by assistant Rowling.
Chen Xiaoyi only had a general understanding of the sharing of the contract of the work.
Because of those, she didn't care at all.
What she cares about is whether the work "The Girl Waiting for the Wind" can get enough promotion and traffic.
Could it be that one day in the future, this work will float to the wind, and he who also likes to collect cold online texts, in front of him in that different world......
Yes, this is the main purpose of Chen Xiaoyi's creation of "The Girl Waiting for the Wind", and it can also be regarded as the fulfillment of her dream of being an excellent female writer when she was a child.
It's just that it can't be regarded as excellent at the moment, and it's just getting started.
For the rest of her life, writing a book and writing a good book seems to have become Chen Xiaoyi's ultimate dream.
The result doesn't seem to matter too much, and the creative process is extremely enjoyable, which is true.
Writing about himself and him in the past, all the good things are frozen in the most beautiful moments, and all the sorrows are sealed between the lines of those beautiful words.
redeeming his soul that has no place to return and drifts away in the wind, all his emotions are pinned on one work, and at the same time, he silently traps himself in his own book......
Grimm's fairy tales seem to be extremely beautiful, and the endings are all very inspirational and happy.
Therefore, no one will have the whim to learn about the original version of Grimm's fairy tales.
The genuine "Grimm's Black Fairy Tale" has actually been completely disillusioned a long time ago......
Chen Xiaoyi likes Guangliang from his "Fairy Tale".
At that time, this song was very popular, and in the streets and alleys of the huge remote county, Guangliang's love words from the bottom of his heart echoed everywhere.
That hysterical call, resonance from the depths of the soul, Chen Xiaoyi has been in love since then!
The emotional wound of first love, it seems that most people have experienced it.
But immersed in that touch of despair, it seems that Chen Xiaoyi is the only one who can't come out.
There is too much helplessness in life, the appearance of happiness is miraculously consistent, and the unbearable sadness is different.
In the past, Chen Xiaoyi spent ten years of the most beautiful years to heal herself, to try to forget, and it is still difficult to get out.
Therefore, she missed out on the best of him!
Even this morning, after ten years, she saw Xiao Nianfeng again, and the grief in her heart still couldn't be diluted, let alone completely forgotten.
Seeing that Chen Xiaoyi didn't say anything more, Rowling instantly felt a little embarrassed, but she felt inconvenient to disturb.
Rowling knows that although Chen Xiaoyi is a very successful professional woman, her emotions are extremely delicate.
Chen Xiaoyi doesn't like to be disturbed by someone while she is thinking.
If her mind is accidentally disturbed, she will suddenly feel very sad, even break down, and turn away uncontrollably!
"Uh...... That one...... Sister Xiaoyi, then I'll get busy first?
Coffee....... Would you like to refill another drink? ”
Rowling raised her hand and gently pointed to the coffee in Chen Xiaoyi's hand, and said hesitantly, with a trace of inexplicable panic and uneasiness in her dodgy eyes.
The inexplicable distress gradually hit Rowling's heart, and her nose involuntarily became sour.
Chen Xiaoyi, who was quietly contemplative, looked a little haggard, but her eyes were indeed still so sharp, as if she had just remembered some sad past, the past that was never known.
When Chen Xiaoyi heard Rowling's voice, she came back to her senses in an instant, and suddenly felt a little embarrassed.
But I just lost my mind, and I did forget that there was an assistant standing next to me.
Suddenly ignoring people for a long time seems to be a little impolite!
"No thanks! Belch...... I'm sorry, Royin, I forgot you were still ......"
Raising her eyes slightly, Chen Xiaoyi smiled embarrassedly, looking embarrassed.
"It's okay, Sister Xiaoyi! I'll go out first and get busy. What's the matter, you call me again. ”
"Okay."
I saw Rowling nodding helplessly, and suddenly couldn't cry or laugh, which was also very embarrassing.
Fortunately, Chen Xiaoyi's habit has long been accustomed to everyone in the company.
Otherwise, if she neglects others for such a long time, it is estimated that she will often cause some unnecessary misunderstandings!
Rowling quickly left Chen Xiaoyi's office, and after gently closing the door, she let out a long sigh of relief, patted her little heart to soothe her wild, and took a deep breath.
This kind of conversation does feel a little oppressive, and the air seems to freeze in mid-air, which is very suffocating.
Therefore, it should be understandable why Chen Xiaoyi doesn't have so many friends around him now.
Chen Xiaoyi has had a special inferiority complex since she was a child, and her eyes are full of melancholy.
This has a lot to do with her original family factors.
She has always lived so carefully, and her character of suffering from gains and losses has always made her extremely insecure.
The first love that has passed away has been saved countless times, and Chen Xiaoyi is deeply depressed.
Later, that emotion died for no reason because of Xiao Nianfeng's accidental "death", and Chen Xiaoyi was forced to a dead end again!
She has jumped over the sea many times, drunk in a late-night bar, and waited for the wind on a high mountain cliff......
All she did was to try to forget the original beauty and end all the sadness.
It is understandable that Chen Xiaoyi is a girl who pays attention to feelings.
The identified person, the identified relationship, she will work hard at all costs.
Even if you end up scarred and bruised all over your body.
But she always firmly believes that even if the emotions of sincere giving, even if one day in the future, will end for no reason, one day, it will be repaid to her in another way.
Chen Xiaoyi gently put down the coffee in her hand, and instantly felt a little helpless.
After smiling bitterly to herself, she sat down silently at her desk and began to work.
The past is gone, but life goes on, what right does she have to grieve?
Busy work, for Chen Xiaoyi, is the most direct and effective way to heal injuries.
Every day, I can only force myself to continue to work hard, become a better self, and live the past, present and future into poetry......
The past was too sad, Chen Xiaoyi never mentioned it to others, and the one who knew some things was none other than her best friend Liu Yutian.
Time is passing bit by bit, and Chen Xiaoyi's mind is inexplicably populated with Xiao Nianfeng's figure, his very good-looking familiar face!
I was inexplicably irritable in my heart, and it was time to go out for a walk!
The hateful upset was all caused by the evil Xiao Nianfeng! Hum!
Oh, and there's this table of documents piled up to be reviewed!
Chen Xiaoyi has been doing this kind of work for nearly five years.
Although she has long been familiar with the job of CFO, it is not difficult to deal with it.
But looking at this table full of documents, I really feel very depressed and boring in my heart.
The originally beautiful and poetic life suddenly became much monotonous, but the sadness still did not decrease by half......
Of course, when she is depressed and confused, it is Chen Xiaoyi's daily life to log in to "Across the Future" and interact with fans.
When the mood is extremely bad, reading a good book quietly is also a habit that Chen Xiaoyi has never changed......
was extremely bored, Chen Xiaoyi could only open her mobile phone and silently swipe the comments on her works.
Recently, she was hospitalized in a car accident is special, she has not replied to fans' comments in time for a long time, and if she doesn't reply, I'm afraid I'm going to lose fans!
Unexpectedly, Chen Xiaoyi had just landed on the author's personal page, and a conspicuous red dot was displayed in the news of the work.
As usual, Chen Xiaoyi clicked on the unread message without hesitation.
Unexpectedly, it was a reply comment from Wang Xiaobei!
Chen Xiaoyi was stunned for an instant, that turtle king Xiaobei actually replied to his message for the first time!
Whether it was joy or sadness, she was confused in an instant!
What a god-like operation!
That turtle god king Xiaobei would even look at me more in the sea of dazed people?