Perhaps, the emotions of urban romance novel writers are more emotional and delicate, and at the same time, they are also easily influenced by the outside world and sentimental.

Chen Xiaoyi is such a girl, sentimental and dreaming.

Her clear and agile eyes are always dyed with a faint layer of sadness.

The work "The Girl Waiting for the Wind" is based on most of the emotional facts, and Chen Xiaoyi completely substitutes herself into the work.

Originally, she was a more sentimental girl, a little melancholy, and even a little sensitive.

Her life always seemed so dark, and it seemed that there was never a touch of warmth......

Wang Xiaobei is the one who can redeem Chen Xiaoyi, the god-like him.

That night, unexpectedly, Chen Xiaoyi was seriously reading Wang Xiaobei's works, and habitually left book reviews.

Unexpectedly, Wang Xiaobei silently followed behind Chen Xiaoyi and quietly replied to the book review she wrote!

Of course, this kind of romance and beauty of silent companionship is naturally impossible for Chen Xiaoyi to discover when she was studying.

Chen Xiaoyi herself is a girl who reads very seriously, and when she is reading, it is impossible for her to be distracted and exit the work to see if anyone has replied to the book review.

What's more, Chen Xiaoyi has been reading for so long, and Wang Xiaobei has never replied to a book review, what else can she hope for?

It wasn't until Chen Xiaoyi was tired of reading and reluctantly withdrew from Wang Xiaobei's circle that she suddenly discovered the reply left by Wang Xiaobei.

But that was what Wang Xiaobei left an hour ago!

I can only regret that when I was reading, I never quit the work to check the comments.

I can't wait to see that the god of online literature is reading at the same time as himself, but he missed it by mistake!

What a wonderful opportunity! How could you just miss it?

What exactly am I missing? Why do I feel so sorry that I missed a century? Is God kidding me?

......

Chen Xiaoyi silently looked at the replies left by Wang Xiaobei, and inexplicably, a warm current surged into her heart.

However, she didn't reply another word, so she waited with Wang Xiaobei in the air.

Then, Chen Xiaoyi shook her head helplessly, smiled bitterly, and sighed lightly.

Suddenly, an inexplicable sense of loss silently spread from the bottom of my heart.

It's actually good to wait quietly like this.

Each other understands that the other party is always there, and it's good to have TA!

Thinking of this, Chen Xiaoyi's messy mind began to calm down.

The corners of his lips involuntarily evoked an inexplicable sweet smile, and in his faint sad eyes, there was quietly a little more joy and expectation.

That night, Chen Xiaoyi was a little excited, her mood couldn't be calm for a long time, and she couldn't fall asleep after tossing and turning.

It is understandable that her mind is full of inexplicable expectations for Wang Xiaobei.

She really wanted to know Wang Xiaobei, the author of that book, even if it was just to say a word to him!

With such expectations, Chen Xiaoyi tossed until the second half of the night, and then unconsciously fell asleep.

Of course, although the night is still so long, the dream is sweet.

When she woke up the next morning, Chen Xiaoyi clicked on "Vertical and Horizontal Future" for the first time, but unfortunately, there were no new words left by Wang Xiaobei there.

Yes and no. Not a word......

A strong sense of loss once again silently invaded Chen Xiaoyi's whole body, and a chill involuntarily surged into her heart, lingering for a long time!

It's another day of lost souls, and only busy can we forget it temporarily.....

Today's weather is particularly hearty and cloudless, perfect for missing.

It's still the alarm clock at seven o'clock in the morning, and it's still powerless when you open your eyes.

Although it was a little hot last night, Chen Xiaoyi slept until dawn.

A few minutes before the alarm clock rang, Chen Xiaoyi had already woken up.

This is very rare, to change it to the usual, the alarm clock at seven o'clock rings every ten minutes, and it is estimated that Chen Xiaoyi will not be able to get up before eight o'clock.

It seems that the habit of lying on the bed with ink has been used to it for a long time, and it seems that it is still very difficult to completely get rid of it.

In the huge house, Chen Xiaoyi was very lonely alone.

My parents often live in the countryside and occasionally come to stay for a day or two.

There seems to be a lack of liveliness here, and there is a little more silence out of thin air......

Once, Xiao Nianfeng was Chen Xiaoyi's only thought in this world.

Even if Xiao Nianfeng had passed away unexpectedly ten years ago, he was always the only spiritual pillar for Chen Xiaoyi to face life with a smile.

Even if those smiles look so stiff and fake!

If there were no more thoughts in his heart, Chen Xiaoyi might not be in this complicated world a long time ago!

God will open a window for you when He closes a door for you.

This sentence, which used to sound, would have felt somewhat self-soothing.

If you listen to it now, it doesn't seem wrong at all.

To be alive is to have hope, isn't it?

After Xiao Nianfeng left, Chen Xiaoyi suffered too many questioning eyes and too many realities that she should not bear.

Back to business.

Saying that Xiao Nianfeng's sudden appearance this time, although Chen Xiaoyi was very resistant on the surface, she was really happy in her heart.

It's just that the past is like a flash in the pan, and it has long since disappeared.

What's the point of nostalgia? It's better to let the past go with the wind and gradually forget it in the wind.

Before the alarm clock rang at seven o'clock, Chen Xiaoyi had already finished washing, and turned it off contentedly and self-righteously, and the ten minutes she had set before rang.

Then, Chen Xiaoyi took a thin lace pajamas and walked into the bathroom, she had to take a hot shower before going out.

I sweated a little in the sultry heat last night, and I feel very uncomfortable at this time!

You can't go to work in the company with a stinky sweat, right?

It wasn't a habit she could tolerate, and there was no room for compromise.

Since Xiao Nianfeng left, Chen Xiaoyi has begun to have some cleanliness, and she has never had any physical contact with strangers.

Even if she is accidentally squeezed by someone, she will immediately get goosebumps and even red rashes on her body, and many times she will immediately run home to take a shower.

Within a few minutes, the bathroom was filled with the sound of rushing water.

The warm mist silently shrouded the frosted glass bathroom door, and the graceful figure under the lotus mist spray head was slowly moving little by little.

Through the blurred bathroom door, the gaze moves with the figure on the other end of the door, which is always so vivid.

Such a bedroom + bathroom + study + cloakroom + balcony is connected to the frosted glass door as a whole, which was designed by Chen Xiaoyi himself when it was originally renovated.

Chen Xiaoyi is an extremely insecure girl, even if she takes a shower, she wants to see everything in the bedroom, so she specially arranged a frosted glass device that can be seen clearly by one party.

After Xiao Nianfeng moved in, the unsafe factor in Chen Xiaoyi's heart quietly faded a little, but it still couldn't be completely eliminated.

It's Wang Xiaobei, who is on the screen of the mobile phone, and can always give her some inexplicable sense of security.

Chen Xiaoyi also slowly became obsessed with Wang Xiaobei, who had never seen him.

Whenever she thinks of Wang Xiaobei, Chen Xiaoyi's face will always involuntarily show some sweet smiles, and many times, even she has never noticed it.

In the bathroom, the warm water flowed from top to bottom, gently warming Chen Xiaoyi's slightly cold and smooth body, and gradually became comfortable.

I saw Chen Xiaoyi standing gently under the lotus mist nozzle, silently raising her head and closing her eyes, accepting it with a relaxed face, the wanton gentleness that came out of thin air......

The crystal clear water droplets slowly slipped from the delicate whiteness, and finally silently slid into the small grid under Chen Xiaoyi's feet.

At that gentle and comfortable moment, Chen Xiaoyi's eyes moistened, and all the grievances in her heart collapsed in an instant!

Let the inexplicable sadness flow into a river, and the unknown expectation continues to drift with the current.

Suddenly, Chen Xiaoyi clasped her hands to her chest and silently squatted on the ground and cried bitterly.

Let that stream of warm water sprinkle freely on her smooth body.

It's been ten years, and such pain and helplessness, I don't know how many times it has invaded Chen Xiaoyi!

In this room without any temperature, she seemed to be trying to get used to her loneliness.

Even with the unexpected appearance of Xiao Nianfeng, who was once in love, Chen Xiaoyi, who was still self-sealed, could not be redeemed from that boundless sadness!

Because, no one cares about the loneliness in her heart, and no one can read her......

About her past, about all this inexplicable, in fact, Chen Xiaoyi wrote it into the book "The Girl Waiting for the Wind".

People who don't understand Chen Xiaoyi may only care about the beautiful text and plot of the work.

And the person who really understands her seems to be on the road all the time.

Even Xiao Nianfeng, who came back from the dead, still can't read the current Chen Xiaoyi.

In Xiao Nianfeng's subconscious, companionship is the most affectionate confession.

Since you love her deeply, you must give her enough companionship, simple beauty.

Of course, Xiao Nianfeng has never given up on Chen Xiaoyi, whether it is in the past or the future, he always wants to give her the best company.

Although, those Xiao Nianfeng seemed to be beautiful companions, Chen Xiaoyi didn't care about them......

After crying for a long time, Chen Xiaoyi felt a little tired.

In the red and swollen eyes, there was still a faint sadness, but the eyes were no longer so gloomy.

Every time I cried, those sharp and smart eyes always became more or less brighter, for unknown reasons.

It was once said that crying is also a way to decompress.

The grievances accumulated in the heart must be vented frequently, and they cannot be precipitated in the bottom of the heart for too long.

Because of too much grievances, that very fragile soul will collapse at any time because of the heavy load!

This makes perfect sense. Although life is very unsatisfactory, and it is inevitable that there will be some sadness and frustration, but if you are brave enough to come out, the sunshine will naturally be warmer.

Wang Xiaobei once wrote in the book that before all storms come, the heavens will arrange some inexplicable weirdness and quietness.

Nine times out of ten, life is always bumpy, but if you bravely cross it, you can see the colorful rainbow.

Chen Xiaoyi silently put on the dark blue long lace nightgown, and lightly stepped on the goose-yellow carpet in the bedroom with her bare feet, and her pure white face was a touch of warmth.

The eyes that were red and swollen from crying just now looked a little red at this time, and there were some faint bloodshots in the moist eyes.

Simply drew a light makeup, intending to hide the two shallow tear stains, which seemed extremely naïve, but finally felt more steady.

Chen Xiaoyi has never cried in front of outsiders, and she doesn't want people to find out that she has cried.

I don't know when, it seems that covering up wounds has long become a habit......

A light rain just fell last night, and this bustling and noisy metropolis was silently shrouded in a layer of tulle, and the fresh and pleasant air was even more rare at this time.

When Chen Xiaoyi left the house, Xiao Nianfeng was still asleep, and the door was locked.