Chapter 73: Hold back your cruelty, you have to suffer
How good is that?
Peng Zhen hung up the phone, and I was stunned on the spot. recalled the scene when Peng Zhen came back and lost his temper, and his face was immediately frightened. After reacting, he hurriedly said to Xu Heng: "You go quickly!" ”
I don't want Xu Heng to be affected by Peng Zhen's temper, it's enough for me to die.
Xu Heng looked at me and thought something big had happened, so he hurriedly asked, "What's the matter?" What happened to Mr. Peng? ”
I shook my head, I didn't know how to tell her, where was Peng Zhen's accident, obviously we were going to have an accident. Peng Zhen ran back in such a hurry, if you want to say that he won't lose his temper, I will never believe it.
Xu Heng was even more anxious when he saw that I didn't speak, "You speak!" ”
I was incoherent," he said...... If you don't let me work, ....... you're coming back. ”
I really don't know what to say.
Moreover, I was scared like this, but Xu Hengxin was very wide-minded, not afraid at all, she laughed and said: "I hurt you so much, he won't let you do it?" ”
It's not clear to Xu Heng.
I only insisted on one, "You can go quickly." ”
If you wait until Peng Zhen comes back and loses his temper, it will really be too late to run.
Pushed Xu Heng to let her go, but I have bad legs and feet now, and I can't do anything except talk. Xu Heng had never seen Peng Zhen lose his temper, so he was much calmer than me, and she said to me with a smile: "Don't worry so much, it's a serious matter to make the cake first, I promise that he won't be angry when he comes back." ”
"Stop talking nonsense." I don't believe it.
Xu Heng was very confident, "Really, the cake you made is so delicious, why does he want to lose his temper after eating the cake." ”
I still don't believe it, but I think of the last time I cooked, Peng Zhen and Ji He were grabbing vegetables at the dinner table, and I thought maybe it could really make him not lose his temper.
Therefore, when Peng Zhen hurried all the way home, he smelled a rich aroma when he entered the door, which belonged to the aroma of cakes.
He opened the door and came in with a roar: "What about people?!" Didn't you lie back in bed? ”
The sound was so loud that it was as if he could lift a floor of the floor.
I trembled subconsciously, but I still resisted my fear and said, "I'm here." ”
Peng Zhen looked over like a knife, and when he saw that I was still sitting in the kitchen, he walked towards me angrily and scolded: "You have hard wings, aren't you?" You should listen to me when I speak?! It takes me at least fifteen minutes to get back from the office, and you don't take my words to heart! ”
He had long legs and big steps, and he was right next to me.
I was actually scared.
But there's no way, Xu Heng is here, in order to protect her, I can't let Peng Zhen lose his temper. Although my hands trembled so much, I still reached out and grabbed Peng Zhen's front placket, didn't dare to look into his eyes, and said softly, "Isn't it your first day of work today?" I'm afraid that you won't be used to it, and I think it's not good to send you food, so I'll make you some cake for afternoon tea, so that you can cushion it. ”
These words were all set up with me before, to be honest, I really can't say these words if I want to say them, Xu Heng is not afraid of Peng Zhen, so I can come up with this, I was forced, I can only write it down and say it.
"Huh?" Peng Zhen didn't seem to believe it.
I buried my head in his chest in fright, closed my eyes and gritted my teeth, and said, "If you don't like sweets, just make them for nothing." ”
"Who says I don't like it?" Peng Zhen reacted at this time, "What about things?" ”
I pointed my finger at the rice cooker, "Right away." ”
"Hmm." He didn't say much.
I didn't look at his face, so I didn't know his expression at all.
Waiting for the cake to be ready, Peng Zhen answered several phone calls, the first two were fine, and the third Peng Zhen picked up and shouted 'Mom', obviously from Aunt An.
"Who left their posts without permission? Didn't I come out to eat at lunchtime? ”
"Dinner? What's the dinner? ”
"Oh, eat with the shareholders, I forgot about it."
"Yes, yes, I'll come right away, right away."
I listened to what he was talking about, and when he hung up the phone, I urged him to go back. Today, he joined the company on his first day, and if you think about how many things you want to do, you know how many people you want to do, and you really shouldn't run back so carelessly.
"Hurry up, I'll keep this cake for you, and you'll come back to eat it in the evening?" I asked tentatively.
Peng Zhen didn't agree, not only did he not agree, but he also glanced at Xu Heng, "Don't give her food!" ”
This man!
At this time, it is impossible for me to say that this cake is made for Xu Heng, you Peng Zhen is just stained, if I dare to say this, I firmly believe that Peng Zhen can strangle me for the first time.
As a result, of course, Peng Zhen packed all the cakes like the bandits robbed, leaving nothing behind.
When he left, he also let go, "You think about me in your heart and want to make something good for me, and I allow it." ”
A very generous and very charitable appearance.
It's a hateful itchy tooth.
After Peng Zhen left, Xu Heng dared to appear, when Peng Zhen was there, there was no one within three meters of me, because Peng Zhen didn't let him, and he was very tight.
I'm very embarrassed about Xu Heng, there is really no way to meet a live bandit like Peng Zhen.
Xu Heng pointed to his lips, "You really don't shy away from suspicion." ”
I quickly sipped it, my lips were indeed red and swollen, and it hurt so much when I sipped it like this.
It's really shy and helpless, Peng Zhen's person has never been on any occasion, when he wants to kiss me, it is definitely a kiss as soon as he catches it. I made him a cake today, and the man was so happy that he grabbed me and kissed me endlessly.
I was red-faced, and what I thought in my heart was that in fact, Peng Zhen was already very restrained, and his little brother was already majestic when he was at his best.
If it weren't for the urgency of time, I'm afraid it wouldn't be a new thing for him to ask for me on the spot.
It's just that how can I tell Xu Heng about this.
In Xu Heng's view, Peng Zhen hurts me and spoils me so much, but I know that I am just a tool for him to vent, and if I really want to talk about love, it is really far away.
What is love?
For me, love gives me a sense of security, relaxes and makes me feel happy for the rest of my life.
What about Peng Zhen? None of these three, not only could he not make me feel safe, but he was afraid to death. I rarely relax with Peng Zhen, I am careful to please and please, how can I be happy in such a state. As for the reliance in the second half of my life, it is even more fantastical, what is Peng Zhen's identity, I only know a detailed account today, and I am looking at myself.
Do you want to say that Peng Zhen will be with me for the rest of his life and will marry me? I don't believe it myself.
It's just that I'm still young, and he looks pleasing to the eye, and he just plays with it for a few years, and I really think that he can do this to me forever, which is absolutely stupid.
I thought a lot, but Xu Heng didn't know, so he just said to me happily: "You can be regarded as keeping the clouds." ”
Chinese teachers love to be more serious on these words, what does it mean to keep the clouds open? It is a person or two people together, who insisted on sticking through the most stormy period, and waited for a bright future. But where do I count? All I can say is that I have finally learned to be smart, and after suffering all kinds of hardships, I know that I can't escape and fight, so I let go of my pride and pride, and am willing to be a soulless doll.
I whispered to Xu Heng, "If you were me, would you be very happy?" ”
Xu Heng's temperament is even more pungent and strong than mine, if she is raised in captivity like this, I am afraid that she will have a lot of trouble early.
People are like this, empathy can understand the pain of others.
Xu Heng was really silent, and only said after a long time: "No matter what, life will go on, you still have your mother to take care of." ”
That's what I said.
It's impossible for me to go out to take care of my mother like this recently, so I can only ask Xu Hengduo to take care of me. Xu Heng naturally agreed to this, "Don't worry, I, a motherless child, have treated your mother as my own mother since I was a child, where is there any reason not to take care of it." ”
Of course, I am relieved of this.
"However," Xu Heng then said, "The building where your mother lives now is about to be demolished, and I saw a big demolition on the wall." ”
I chuckled inwardly.
Want to demolish? That's a good thing.
Maybe for other people's homes, demolition is the best thing, after all, you can get a lot of compensation for demolition, but for my mother, it's not like this.
The house where my mom lives now is not our own.
It was a good friend of my mother who went abroad and gave us the house to live in, although we have lived there for more than ten years, but without the real estate certificate, the house is not ours.
If the house is demolished, where will my mother live?
I was anxious, so I pulled Xu Heng and said to her: "The house I and Zhang Xu can be sold right now, and when the time comes, you take the money and give it to my mother to see how to buy another set, okay?" ”
Xu has a difficult color on the horizontal side.
After struggling for a while, he said to me: "Originally, I didn't want to tell you like this, just your house, Zhang Xu's mother goes to the door of that house every day to cry, it's really not like, who dares to buy such a house, the day before yesterday, your mother refunded the deposit, and the house is not for sale for the time being." ”
"Them!" I got angry, "How dare you! ”
Zhang Xu bought a murderous kidnapping, aren't they afraid of this thing?
Xu Heng just shook his head, "Zhang Xu went to work in other provinces, and he was not in Beijing at all." I asked Xu Jian to go and see it, and when I met this kind of old lady, there was no way to do it. It's hard to find someone to beat her up, if you can't get it, it's not ours in the end. She didn't do anything illegal, she just sat at the door every day and cried, who could do anything to her. ”
I just felt like my head was going to explode.
I never thought that such a thing would happen.
But my ex-mother-in-law is really a person who can be open-minded, and I am not surprised that she can do such a thing.
Although I signed a divorce with Zhang Xu and the house belonged to me, she naturally had a way to disgust me, that is, no one should think about it. But she is an old woman, what can she do with her? Even if it is to call the police, the police will not care, and anyone else is even more helpless, and now that Zhang Xu is not in Beijing, this old lady is even more fearless.
It's tricky.
I looked at my legs, and even if I was as anxious as an ant on a hot pan, there was nothing I could do.
I can't get out.
How can it not be hated? If it weren't for Peng Zhen, why would I be at this point, where I am in a hurry but can't do anything.
Xu Heng saw that I was anxious and persuaded me: "Don't worry, things haven't come to that point yet." How can it be said that the demolition can be demolished immediately, isn't it still necessary to make trouble? Your mother has no problem now, as for the house, you don't care, I want to see how long your ex-mother-in-law can cry, she can cry 365 days a year if she has the ability! I can't cry to her death! ”
Now I can only comfort myself like this.
What else can I do?
After lunch, I take a nap.
Xu Heng left in the afternoon, she was avoiding Peng Zhen and didn't want to run into Peng Zhen.
Before leaving, Xu Heng said to me: "You take care of yourself, try to be soft, and the hero will not suffer the immediate loss." As for your mother's business, I'll keep an eye on it, don't tell Mr. Peng, otherwise it won't be good for him to think that you are doing it for his money or have a plan. ”
I nodded, my mother's business, naturally I won't say anything to anyone.
After Xu Heng left, I was stunned for a while.
Then I resolutely picked up the crutches, and I eagerly hoped that I would get better soon, so that I would have a chance to go out soon. I'm really worried that my mother is worried, now forced demolition is not a new thing, my mother lives there alone, although Xu Heng is good, but after all, he is not a daughter, and some things still can't be said.
I thought about calling my mother, but I couldn't explain a lot of things on the phone.
And with my mother's character, I'm afraid she won't say a word to me if she has a difficult time.
I'm afraid to hear her voice myself, I'm afraid that I'll collapse all of a sudden, and I won't be able to hold on. I can only try to make myself better as soon as possible, and I also have to coax Peng Zhen to be happy, and it is a serious thing to let me out as soon as possible to see her.
When Peng Zhen came back that night, his face was a little red, and he looked like he had drunk wine.
I was sitting on the couch watching TV, and when he came back, I turned my head to watch.
Peng Zhen smirked when he saw me when he entered the door, it was normal to walk or something, and there was no staggering.
"Flail ~"
"Flails~"
He slumped crookedly on the couch, hugging my body, burying his head in my neck socket, snorting and exhaling hot air.
I was tired of being yelled at, "Why are you drinking?" ”
Peng Zhen hugged me and didn't let go, "Hmph! Those old foxes are not well-intentioned. ”
That's a childish statement.
No matter how ignorant I am, I understand the meaning of the phrase 'shopping malls are like battlefields'. Peng Zhen is not yet thirty years old, and he suddenly became an executive director, no different from the Airborne Forces, and it is too good for others to look at him unpleasantly.
Moreover, Peng Zhen is so arrogant, he doesn't know how to be low-key and humble at all, isn't it even more hated.
Knowing in my heart that he was afraid that life would be difficult, my heart softened a little, and I coaxed him and said, "Does it hurt to have a headache, I'll get you some sobering soup to drink, okay?" ”
He was silent.
I pushed him and got ready to get him some decanting soup, and after an afternoon of practice, I was now basically able to walk on crutches.
As soon as I stood up, Peng Zhen hugged me back again, "Don't go anywhere!" ”
It's overbearing.
Fortunately, I was used to him talking like this, and whispered to him, "I'm not leaving, I'm just going to get you some delicious food, your favorite, right?" ”
Peng Zhen didn't pick up at all, "I like you the most!" ”
Dumbfounding.
How did this guy become a child today?
I was so helpless, I could only follow him, he was extremely powerful, holding me like an iron clamp on me, I couldn't move at all.
The man next to me was like a big stove, exhaling hotly, and the smell of wine on his body was so strong that I seemed to get drunk when I smelled it.
I was actually very tired today, I was woken up by him in the morning, I didn't sleep much, and in the afternoon, because I wanted to be better earlier, so I practiced hard, and when Peng Zhen came back in the evening, it was almost to the limit of my body.
I couldn't hold it anymore because he was holding it like this, so I fell asleep on him after a while.
Hearing the sound of my long and regular breathing, Peng Zhen's originally closed eyes opened suddenly. There was a half-drunken look in his eyes, and he stared down at me.
The heart is sweet and soft, like a cake eaten in the afternoon, a taste that has never been eaten.
Over the years, he has been debauched, and drinking has almost become a habit, and he can't sleep at all without drinking. It's just this time, with me what, he stopped drinking.
That little wine tonight is nothing to him.
But when he came home and smelled the fragrance of the room when he entered the door, and the people who were sitting on the sofa rubbing their eyes and waiting for him, he suddenly felt drunk.
I just want to lazily hold her and lie down without getting up.
I go to bed early at night and wake up early in the morning. But when I opened my eyes, the side was empty, and Peng Zhen had already gotten up.
When I heard the sound of the door, I found that Peng Zhen came out of the bathroom, obviously just after taking a shower and looking naked.
It's really spicy to the eyes.
I hurriedly closed my eyes.
Peng Zhen approached me, and the water beads in his hair fell on my face, "Pretend!" You keep loading it for me! ”
Where can I pretend, when I open my eyes, I meet Peng Zhen's passionate kiss and cut off all my breath.
When I was completely weak, he let me go, "Sleep more in the afternoon, you can't sleep like a pig so early at night, so I can only sleep with you in my arms." ”
I can understand the meaning of this.
I fell asleep, and he couldn't do that anymore.
I was secretly determined to be a little more tired during the day, and to try to get me to sleep before he returned.
That's it, fist clench.
Peng Zhen pulled my face, "Don't fight those bad ideas, hold back the cruelty, you have to suffer." ”
No, I've seen Peng Zhen go crazy about that, and I can still remember the pain at that time, and I rested in bed for a week.
Afraid that he was really coming to me like that, I hurriedly hugged his neck, "I don't dare, don't be angry." ”
That's when he was happier.
Today, he explained a lot less things, and went straight to work.
I continued my rehabilitation activities, the day passed quickly, and when it was close to dinner, a group of people suddenly came to the house, and even Peng Zhen's bodyguards who stayed at home were respectful to these people.
They wanted to take me away, claiming, "The old man in the family asked Miss Lin to go home with the young master for dinner." ”