Chapter 61: Waiting for Your News
Unable to hold back the extreme panic in her heart, Chen Xiaoyi suddenly lifted her spirits and sent the news with hard work.
thought to herself, if Wang Xiaobei didn't reply to the message, she would call the police!
Chen Xiaoyi: Have you returned home?
Wang Xiaobei: Not yet, sit in the car and wait for your news.
Here, Wang Xiaobei has been sitting in the car since he got off work at six o'clock, silently waiting for Chen Xiaoyi's news.
But Wang Xiaobei sent Chen Xiaoyi a lot of messages, but she didn't reply for a long time, and he didn't dare to drive home directly.
Because, Wang Xiaobei was afraid that when he was driving on the highway, Chen Xiaoyi would suddenly come with a message, and even his emotions would collapse again!
And if Wang Xiaobei was driving at that time, it would be impossible for him to comfort Chen Xiaoyi.
He was afraid that he would miss any of the moments that Chen Xiaoyi could rely on, but he was also worried that because of the moment he missed, he would completely lose the one he loved the most!
This special inexplicable sense of fear appeared in Wang Xiaobei's mind for the first time.
After half a life, for the first time, he was so worried about a girl!
The most outrageous thing is that he hasn't seen Chen Xiaoyi in person!
If you want to say that you have seen it, it is just a few photos of Chen Xiaoyi, and the two have not even made phone calls and WeChat videos!
This feeling is really inexplicable, Wang Xiaobei can't figure it out himself, and he is always confused.
At that moment, Wang Xiaobei couldn't find anyone in his mind except Chen Xiaoyi who could make him so concerned......
The moment he saw Chen Xiaoyi's news, Wang Xiaobei's hanging heart finally regained its calm, and it slowly fell to the ground like a hanging boulder.
He let out a long sigh of relief and took a deep breath.
Then, I took a photo and sent it to Chen Xiaoyi, I just hope she can feel at ease.
Wang Xiaobei: My dear, have you returned home?
Chen Xiaoyi: Yes. I'm back a long time ago and feel a bit of a headache and want to sleep for a while.
Wang Xiaobei: Okay, then you can sleep for a while. I'll be home right away.
Chen Xiaoyi: Okay, be careful when driving on the road.
Wang Xiaobei: Okay. You have a good rest first, and then call me when you wake up. Love you.
Chen Xiaoyi: I love you.
In this way, Chen Xiaoyi fell asleep again in a daze, and her heart gradually became a little more steady.
However, no matter how she slept, Chen Xiaoyi always felt groggy, and it seemed that there was always an illusion, always feeling that someone was calling her.
My heart still felt a little uncomfortable, the pain was terrible, and my face was still iron-blue.
As soon as she fell asleep for a while, the phone kept ringing, and Chen Xiaoyi didn't bother to answer, so she turned off the phone directly in a daze.
When I woke up, I found that it was Xiao Nianfeng who called and asked her to go out to eat.
There are a lot of call reminders and WeChat unread messages, but there is no Wang Xiaobei.
Of course, there will be no Wang Xiaobei's call reminders and unread WeChat messages.
Because, Wang Xiaobei and Chen Xiaoyi have a very tacit understanding.
As long as the two of them said that they would wait for Chen Xiaoyi to wake up and then contact each other, Wang Xiaobei would naturally not call or send messages indiscriminately, disturbing Chen Xiaoyi's rest.
Just like after the two said good night to each other at night, Chen Xiaoyi would not send any more messages to Wang Xiaobei.
No matter how big something happened, no matter how uncomfortable Chen Xiaoyi's heart felt at night, she would not disturb Wang Xiaobei at will.
After all, the two are far away in different cities, so what if they are disturbed?
A few words of comfort to each other, or even an all-night chat, what difference does the result make?
After all, it's not their own wounds that they lick by themselves, and by the way, they drag each other in, one is sad, and two people are in pain together.
So what's the point?
At least, Chen Xiaoyi felt that such behavior was particularly naïve.
Although, she also longs for a shoulder to lean on in the night of loneliness, sadness and insomnia.
But, obviously, now
Wang Xiaobei is not and can't.
At least, the timing wasn't right.
After sleeping for nearly two hours, Chen Xiaoyi finally opened her eyes slowly.
Her whole body was still paralyzed and tired, and she still didn't want to move half a step.
Helpless, Chen Xiaoyi could only reach out and pick up her mobile phone and open WeChat.
Yes, she misses Wang Xiaobei! I especially want to ...... ap.
Recently, I seem to miss Wang Xiaobei a lot more than in the past.
Chen Xiaoyi didn't know what was wrong with her.
I always feel that I am particularly eager to see Wang Xiaobei every day!
Of course, it's not just about saying tender love words across the screen every day.
She longed for more and more, and her eyes were always full of anticipation......
Such an idea is extremely terrifying! No one can believe it, right?
If Wang Xiaobei knew this fact, it is estimated that he would also collapse!
Originally, they were two people in the virtual world, but they had a lot of love.
Now Chen Xiaoyi actually hopes for more, isn't it a little incredible?
Love is originally carefree. There is no burden, and even if there is, it is very sweet.
Two people who have never really met, although they feel for each other, the two souls are truly together.
But will those excessive requirements invisibly increase the pressure on the other party?
Of course, Chen Xiaoyi never wanted to see Wang Xiaobei, and he was troubled by falling in love with him.
She even had the power to fantasize that she would maintain such a relationship with Wang Xiaobei in the future.
No one has any burden and no pressure......
Chen Xiaoyi never dared to hope that he could get any attachment from Wang Xiaobei except love.
Occasionally joking, Chen Xiaoyi didn't dare to ask for more, even if it was to ask Wang Xiaobei for a photo of his life, such a simple thing!
Chen Xiaoyi has lived so carefully since she was a child, and she will still be like this when she grows up!
After two emotional injuries, Chen Xiaoyi became more cautious.
I often care too much about what others think, but it is always myself who is hurt.
Wang Xiaobei didn't know how many times he had said this to Chen Xiaoyi.
However, Chen Xiaoyi really never asks anyone because she is afraid of being rejected......
Chen Xiaoyi: Wake up. Have you eaten?
Wang Xiaobei: Eat. Are you feeling better?
Chen Xiaoyi: It's much better, but my heart still hurts a little.
After Chen Xiaoyi finished editing the news, she gently covered her heart, her eyes couldn't help but moisten, and the crystal clear teardrops slid down her cheeks as if they were disobedient.
Suddenly, an inexplicable sadness in my heart surged madly, and tears became more and more uncontrollable!
Wang Xiaobei silently stared at the screen that had been silent for a long time, anxiously staring at the last message that stayed on the screen.
In an instant, Wang Xiaobei's heart was also in unbearable pain, and he felt that he was about to collapse.
regrets that he couldn't be by Chen Xiaoyi's side, he should give her care, and he has been absent for a long time at this time!
However, even if Wang Xiaobei rushed to Chen Xiaoyi's side overnight, would she rashly accept Wang Xiaobei?
Undoubtedly, the answer is definitely no.
In my impression, Chen Xiaoyi is a very cautious, extremely depressed girl, who has long closed herself.
Moreover, her social circle is extremely simple, except for work, she stays at home.
For such a thing as online dating, Chen Xiaoyi should not have a big thought.
What makes Wang Xiaobei deeply puzzled is that the communication and communication between the two on weekdays has long been a little abnormal.
The daily life that Chen Xiaoyi confided in Wang Xiaobei seems to be a little different from the original chat between the two!
It's really hard to imagine that one is in reality
Why does a girl who is silent and extremely depressed exist on the virtual network with a new and unfamiliar face, or even unscrupulous and fearless?
Of course, this kind of unscrupulousness, Chen Xiaoyi will only be left to Wang Xiaobei, who loves her deeply.
Not just anyone can see Chen Xiaoyi's unscrupulous and coquettish appearance.
Chen Xiaoyi is used to opening her heart and happily telling Wang Xiaobei what is on her mind.
As for why, Chen Xiaoyi knows very well in her heart.
Of course, Chen Xiaoyi also understands the stakes.
It is understandable, she has absolute trust and dependence on Wang Xiaobei, so she is so defenseless!
As we all know, Chen Xiaoyi works as a data engineer and tax agent, and business crises are everywhere.
Chen Xiaoyi's risk assessment of anything must have certain principles.
Regarding the relationship between herself and Wang Xiaobei, Chen Xiaoyi is naturally very clear about her principles and bottom line.
The most comfortable intimate relationship between two people is: if you choose to trust me unconditionally, I will spend the rest of my life with you without regrets. If you promise me thousands of miles of rivers and mountains, I will give you all my heart. Even though we are separated by thousands of rivers and mountains, the heart-to-heart is eternal.
I believe that Wang Xiaobei has never known these principles.
No one will unconditionally choose to believe in the so-called "absolute trust".
After all, there are many wonders in the world, let alone a virtual online world.
So, it's really hard to really understand a person.
Especially a girl like Chen Xiaoyi, who is extremely depressed and seriously insecure, how can she fall in love with someone so easily?
However, the facts are in front of you.
Chen Xiaoyi is really like this, inexplicably in love with Wang Xiaobei!
This is a fact that cannot be changed, I'm afraid even Chen Xiaoyi himself can't believe it!
The beautiful love that has been missing for ten years is inexplicable, and it is like a dream to appear in front of Chen Xiaoyi again!
Every day when I open my eyes and open my mobile phone, what I see is always Wang Xiaobei's gentle greetings and intimate care.
Isn't all this true? No, that's not a dream!
Wang Xiaobei: My dear, don't be angry anymore! Have you eaten?
Chen Xiaoyi: I don't want to eat it yet, I feel a little uncomfortable.
Wang Xiaobei: You go and see what you can eat, fill your stomach first.
Then take a shower and get a good night's sleep, and wake up tomorrow and everything will be fine. All right?
Chen Xiaoyi: I don't want to eat yet......
Seeing Chen Xiaoyi so stubborn, Wang Xiaobei instantly became even more distressed.
At that moment, Wang Xiaobei really couldn't wait to fly to Chen Xiaoyi's side immediately and hugged her tightly into his arms.
Wang Xiaobei: Then you go take a shower first and get a good night's sleep.
Chen Xiaoyi: No. I don't want to move, I'll sleep in the study tonight.
Wang Xiaobei: Be obedient, obedient. Take a shower first, then go to bed and sleep comfortably.
Suddenly heard that Chen Xiaoyi was going to sleep in the study, Wang Xiaobei couldn't cry or laugh instantly.
She's like a child, and when she gets emotional, it's just nonsense.
can only spoil her and let her do her own thing unscrupulously, otherwise no one can do anything about her.
However, sleeping in a den is certainly not a no-go.
Although every room in Chen Xiaoyi's house is equipped with air conditioning, no matter what, the study is not comfortable to sleep in without a big bed.
If you accidentally fall off the sofa again, the consequences are even more unimaginable!
Chen Xiaoyi: No. I'll just sleep in the study, and I won't be able to sleep tonight anyway.
My baby bear doll has been cleaned in the morning, and it hasn't dried yet, and I don't have to hold it.
Wang Xiaobei: The big bed is more comfortable to sleep in. The study is prone to colds.
Chen Xiaoyi: Don't! I'm lying on the couch in my study right now, it's so warm that I don't want to move.
Tired. You don't care about me so much, me
I'm not a three-year-old, I'm 28 years old!
Chen Xiaoyi rolled over impatiently and continued to close her eyes and want to sleep.