In the second half of the night, Peng Zhen heard an exclamation and woke up to find that the people around him were covered in cold sweat and fell into a nightmare from which he could not extricate himself.

He couldn't wake up even if he shook desperately.

I just feel that the world is shaking, and there are all kinds of people around me, Zhang Xu, Yami, people in the mental hospital, and even Peng Zhen with blood on his head, each of them tearing me apart, not letting me escape, I can't even walk, I can only watch them imprison me, my whole body hurts, I can't break free, and I can't disperse.

Later, I was pulled to the edge of the cliff by these people, and then pushed down by the combined efforts of everyone, and I fell weightlessly at the bottom of the black and boundless cliff. I had felt this feeling of weightlessness before, and the fear that came from the bottom of my heart made me scream. Looking at the people standing on the edge of the cliff, Zhang Xu, Yami, Peng Zhen, and the strange people around them, I knew that they wouldn't let me go up.

Screaming and sitting up from the bed, what he saw was Peng Zhen's complicated expression, "What did you dream of?" Scared like this. ”

I couldn't say anything, looking at Peng Zhen's face as if I saw a ghost.

Screaming and shouting: "There is blood, blood, a lot of blood!!" ”

Peng Zhen hugged me, and the hoop was tight, "Good! It's okay, it's okay, I'm all right, you look at my head, there's no blood, it's all gone, it's all gone. ”

In fact, he had just woken up, and his voice was thick nasal with a thick nasal voice, and my body was fixed by him at this time, not to mention my legs, and I panicked when I moved badly.

Tears began to flow uncontrollably, and I came to my senses, knowing that Peng Zhen's words of persuasion were that he had taken my nightmare as a fear of his injury during the day. But actually, no, I was afraid of everything I was facing now, it was like that huge black hole in a dream, I couldn't see the way forward, I couldn't find my place, I felt like I was weightless.

I don't know when I'm going to fall to the ground, if I'm going to be crushed.

Peng Zhen patted me, coaxed me like a child, kissed my face, and said with pity: "You said that you were quite calm during the day, why are you scared like this at night." I feel so sorry for me, but I don't feel sorry for myself. ”

I buried my head in his chest and reached out to hug his waist.

With all that said, can I still refute it? Of course not, I followed him down and said, "I'm just afraid, if you don't hurt me, I hurt." ”

Peng Zhen laughed in a low voice, in this quiet night, his laughter was low and deep, but he could also hear the joy from his heart. He hugged me, looked at the brilliant lights outside the floor-to-ceiling window, and whispered: "Okay, I know, if it hurts me, my flail will hurt." Then I won't be hurt in the future, okay? ”

I buried my head deeper, and some lies could not be stopped once they continued. I didn't dare to tell Peng Zhen what I was afraid of, and when I heard him say that I wouldn't get hurt, I was a little moved.

To be honest, I was really hurt when he was hurt.

How strong Peng Zhen is in my memory, I always feel that he is like a Transformer, which makes people grit their teeth and hate to cut them with a thousand knives. But words like hurt and weak should not appear in him.

My heart trembled for a while, I held back all my emotions, showed my face from his chest, and looked at Peng Zhen looking down at me tenderly, and the sourness in my heart was incomprehensible. My voice was hoarse, "You promised me not to get hurt in the future, I really don't want to see it." ”

Peng Zhen smiled, there was a lot of emotion in his eyes, and the last little bit lit up.

"yes, okay."

The next day, Peng Zhen said to me before going out, continue to let the psychiatrist come today, your sleep quality is too problematic.

I nodded in agreement.

It's still Dr. Bai last time, come and talk to me.

For the next period of time, Peng Zhen was very busy, I went out early and returned late to my people who hardly saw him, I slept at night and he didn't come back, and he was gone when I woke up in the morning.

The only time I could sense him coming back was when he couldn't help but grab me and kiss me.

When my eldest aunt passed, I had already established a good relationship with Dr. Bai, and at least I could say something from my heart, so I thought about it again and again, and asked Dr. Bai again, "Is there any contraceptive method for women?" The lowest failure rate! ”

I know that even a condom can only achieve an insurance rate of 80%, but this 80% is far from enough for me.

Dr. Bai was a little surprised to hear my request, but he quickly figured out the reason, and he didn't say politely to me, and said directly: "You can install a contraceptive device in your body, which is a tool in the original family planning policy, and it does a lot of harm to the body, but the safety rate is very high." ”

I can't take care of anything at this time, and not being able to have children is the most important thing in my heart.

Immediately nodded, "I can, can you please ask Dr. Bai to contact the hospital for me, and ....... Also, you can't let Peng Zhen know. ”

He never tells lies, he says that if he wants to have children, that is to want, and he will not agree to such a move as I do.

Dr. Bai's eyes sparkled, "Okay, I'll do my best." ”

Thanks to Peng Zhen's recent busy work, he didn't accompany me to the hospital on time to check the recovery of my leg, that is, I took advantage of this gap to install a contraceptive device.

There was an extra metal object in the body, and it was still a little uncomfortable.

When I returned home, I found that Peng Zhen had come back, and I saw that his tongue was knotted with fright, "You....... You're back so early today. ”

Peng Zhen's face was not good-looking, and he had a cold look in addition to exhaustion.

I was nervous all of a sudden, this guy couldn't be angry outside, and he would lose his temper at me when he came back.

When I got nervous, I didn't dare to speak at all.

Peng Zhen sat on the sofa for a long time before he stood up and walked over, he has always walked with a tigerish style, it is that kind of momentum that can make me calm, and said quickly: "I went for a review today, the doctor said that I recovered well, and if I broke my leg, I am afraid that the bone will grow crooked, if it really doesn't grow well, then it will have to be corrected, and it will hurt to death if you think about it." ”

What I mean by this is, I'm still an injured person, can you not be violent against me, if my leg doesn't recover well, I'm going to die of pain.

Peng Zhen picked me up and said hatefully: "I should kill you, a heartless and liverless person!" ”

He hugged me, and the big stone in my heart fell a lot, and I hurriedly hugged his neck to please, "Yes, yes, it should hurt me to death." What's wrong with you today? Is there something angry outside, who dares to provoke you? ”

Peng Zhen sneered, "Yes, who dares to mess with me!" It's really an ambitious leopard guts! ”

He spoke prickly today, and I was blocked by him and had nothing to say, in fact, I vaguely knew in my heart that he might know what I did, no way, the people around me, including Dr. Bai, are Peng Zhen's people, and I want to have some secrets of my own, which is really difficult.

This situation makes me weak, although I am well taken care of by Peng Zhen, but as a person, I have no freedom, and it is really not good.

Even if Peng Zhen knew, I couldn't say it, so I could only grit my teeth and pretend not to know.

Some things are known to be lies, but if you know them, you know them, and if you really tell them, it becomes another matter.

Peng Zhen went crazy that night, and despite my leg injury, he forced me to accompany him to do it over and over again.

If I hadn't known that I had contraception in my body, I would have been scared to death by his ferocity. Not only brave, but also full of tricks, pity me as an injured person, I have no ability to fight back at all, I can only be manipulated by him into various appearances.

I couldn't hold it anymore, so I begged for mercy, "Enough, Peng Zhen, I can't stand it." ”

We haven't been like this for a long time, first it was my aunt, then he was too busy, and there wasn't much time for the two of them to get together, he went crazy like this today, and I was very cooperative, but I still couldn't stand his good physical strength.

Peng Zhen didn't speak, so he blocked it inside and didn't come out.

I was very uncomfortable, and I bit him helplessly, "It's too high." ”

He came more than once, and my stomach was gurgling like I had been filled with water, and I was blocked at this time, and I really wanted to cry.

Peng Zhencai ignored me and continued to do his own thing.

Then I fell into a complete coma.

I really can't compete with someone like him.

The next day, I didn't know when Peng Zhen left, my head was still a little groggy when I woke up, but my body had been cleaned up, Peng Zhen was now familiar with taking care of me and taking a bath, and he could even do it without waking me up.

Dr. Bai continued to come to the house.

It's just that when I faced Dr. Bai, I had a slight abnormality.

I didn't say it, but Dr. Bai is a psychiatrist and is naturally sensitive, so he didn't dodge, but bluntly said to me: "Mr. Peng knows all about you, I'm really sorry, I can't do it without knowing it." ”

I've actually guessed the answer. In fact, there can be no secrets in my life in front of Peng Zhen, even what I eat every day, where I go and what I say, someone will report to Peng Zhen regularly.

I went to the hospital for such a big thing, it was impossible for him not to find out.

Dr. Bai continued, "Mr. Peng has carefully asked about who you have met in the hospital, what items you have examined, and you have only carried it out after you have asked carefully. ”

There was nothing surprising, I just didn't understand, since Peng Zhenming knew that I was wearing a contraceptive ring, why didn't he stop me, but this kind of mood naturally can't be told to Dr. Bai, I smiled, "No matter what, I still want to thank you." ”

If it weren't for Dr. Bai, I wouldn't have been able to do it.

"It's not my credit, with my qualifications, I can't hire a female doctor to operate on you." That's an old doctor who retired from the 510 Hospital, and not everyone can ask for it. Although I don't agree with Mr. Peng's personal approach, I still have to say a fair word, he really cares about you. ”

I believe that.

But the strangest thing about Peng Zhen is here, I asked myself that I don't have any emotional foundation with Peng Zhen, and it is really far-fetched to say that love at first sight. In the past, it could be said that Peng Zhen liked me, but since the experience in the mental hospital, this may be completely gone. If he liked me, he wouldn't do anything like that.

If I think about it myself, Peng Zhen is actually afraid.

He was more controlling than anything else, but there was a fear in him.

Before, it could be said that I was afraid of leaving, but now? I have long since lost the capital to leave, what is he afraid of?