Chapter Seventy-Four: Even Sadness Is Love
Chen Xiaoyi has been sleeping very well lately, and after the alarm goes off for the first time, she can quickly get out of bed.
It is still customary to say good morning to Wang Xiaobei, then get up to brush his teeth, take a bath, eat breakfast, and go to the company.
Everything is in order, nothing has changed, and happiness is as good as ever.
9 a.m., CFO office
As soon as Wang Xiaobei arrived at the company, he couldn't help but exchange messages with Chen Xiaoyi, pouring out their thoughts in each other's hearts.
Of course, Chen Xiaoyi has been smiling a lot lately, and the corners of her lips are very good-looking.
Happiness is always so short, and it is always reluctant.
With the passage of time, a large number of contracts were suddenly piled up in front of Chen Xiaoyi, and the two who were tired had to terminate their sweet chat.
At this time, Chen Xiaoyi, who was still immersed in sweet happiness, stared intently at the mobile phone screen, still having endless aftertastes, and seemed to be a little unfinished.
However, there is nothing she can do, after all, they all have to continue to work!
Thinking of this, Chen Xiaoyi could only silently turn on the large screen and continue to watch the sweet chat history between herself and Wang Xiaobei.
She doesn't want to be like this, cruelly forgetting the happy time completely!
Just then, assistant Rowling suddenly walked in, still holding a steaming cappuccino.
That is the coffee that Chen Xiaoyi is used to drinking, and it has not changed for so many years.
Wang Xiaobei also often reminds Chen Xiaoyi to drink less coffee every day, after all, three cups of coffee a day does seem a bit too much, which is very bad for Chen Xiaoyi, who suffers from stomach problems.
For this reason, Wang Xiaobei is worried, always afraid that Chen Xiaoyi will have something wrong with drinking.
Maybe it's because Wang Xiaobei really loves Chen Xiaoyi a little deeply!
Wang Xiaobei is always worried that Chen Xiaoyi will affect her delicate body because she can't quit a certain amount of coffee.
Of course, Chen Xiaoyi knew what Wang Xiaobei was thinking in her heart, and she could also feel Wang Xiaobei's strong love, the most sincere love from the bottom of her heart......
Chen Xiaoyi liked Lin Huiyin's words very much, and was convinced:
"If you embrace me in your arms, love me to the bones, and protect me well, I am willing to blindfold and not tell whether you are a human or a ghost.
You treat me sincerely or perfunctory, my heart is like a mirror, I only pretend to be stupid for my liking.
I am a guest with the spring breeze, you bring the autumn water to the galaxy, and the three lives are fortunate to meet you, even if it is sad, it is love."
Now that Wang Xiaobei is far away in Pingxia, it does make Chen Xiaoyi a little unpredictable.
The two were separated by the screen, and Chen Xiaoyi seemed to have difficulty guessing Wang Xiaobei's thoughts.
After the sweet greasy every day, Chen Xiaoyi, who calmed down, was really a little entangled.
However, the fact of deep love is in front of him, but Chen Xiaoyi's current situation is not optimistic.
I have worked hard to wronged myself for many years, and it is indeed difficult to completely get out of such an embarrassing situation!
What is unknown is that in the past ten years, because she was afraid of being hurt again and hurting others again because of her emotions, Chen Xiaoyi resolutely chose to completely close her emotions and lacked the ability to love since then.
For Wang Xiaobei's deep love, Chen Xiaoyi has thought about responding enthusiastically countless times.
However, if you want to give yourself to Wang Xiaobei completely, the premise is that you must let Chen Xiaoyi get out of the emotional shadow of the past.
To let Chen Xiaoyi's love be released slowly, there will be no pressure on the talents around her.
In any case, you can't base your happiness on the pain of others, right?
Otherwise, no matter who Chen Xiaoyi is with, such a self-enclosed state will not only hurt Chen Xiaoyi herself, but also the person who loves her deeply!
Chen Xiaoyi has asked herself many times, is she and Wang Xiaobei in such a state true love?
Perhaps, just above friendship, the most beautiful relationship with unfinished romance?
Those are longing for the twilight
Where does the longing come from? How many stars were twinkling in the night when he was insomniac?
The corners of the sweet mouth that I didn't have in the past went up, and now it appears from time to time.
Chen Xiaoyi was openly in the office, watching a super-large projection, intending to pass on the relationship information between the two to the ears of some people, why is this?
Perhaps, only Chen Xiaoyi herself understands!
As we all know, the [Yinian International] Group where Chen Xiaoyi stays every day, in fact, the real behind-the-scenes boss is her ex-boyfriend Xiao Nianfeng.
And she herself is the financial director of two small companies, and often travels between the two cities of Qijin and Guanning.
Chen Xiaoyi especially wanted to end his position in several companies, and chose to retire to the countryside, forgetting about the noise from then on.
She suddenly envied Tao Yuanming very much, and envied him for living a pastoral life of "picking chrysanthemums under the east fence and seeing Nanshan leisurely", and not bending his waist for five buckets of rice!
Choose one acre and three points of land, plant a few flower fields, surrounded by bamboo forests, green mountains and green waters.
Smell the smoke and rain in spring, listen to the cicadas in summer, pick melons and fruits in autumn, and step on snow marks in winter.
Isn't it beautiful?
Thinking of this, Chen Xiaoyi couldn't help but hook her lips, raised a sweet smile, and her eyes were full of beautiful visions for the future.
"Sister Xiaoyi, you want a cappuccino. It's still a little hot......
Assistant Luo Lin gently came to Chen Xiaoyi's side, raised her eyes and looked at Chen Xiaoyi with a smile, Chen Xiaoyi, who was faintly sad in her eyes, had some inexplicable reluctance in her eyes.
"Thanks, let's put it there first! I'll drink it later."
Hearing the sound, Chen Xiaoyi glanced at Luo Lin sideways, sniffed lightly, and pretended to smile.
Her eyes were inexplicably a little moist, and her nose was sour, and Chen Xiaoyi didn't know why!
"Sister Xiaoyi, if you feel suffocated at home, then you can go out for a walk!
Waiting in a very depressing place for a long time will make me feel a little emotional......
After all, Rowling couldn't hold back the colics in her heart, looked at Chen Xiaoyi with a distressed face, and said cautiously. Look at the book
has been by Chen Xiaoyi's side for a long time, although Rowling rarely pays attention to Chen Xiaoyi's emotional life, she also vaguely understands that Chen Xiaoyi has been deeply hurt by love.
As a qualified subordinate, Rowling certainly understands that it is inconvenient for her to ask too much about her boss's private life.
However, as Chen Xiaoyi's bosom friend, Rowling felt that it was still necessary to give her some kind reminders in some special circumstances.
"Where can we go? I just don't belong to this world!
It doesn't matter if it's suppressed or not, and I'm looking down on it a lot now."
Chen Xiaoyi sighed softly, tried to squeeze out some smiles, and looked at Rowling gently.
In those sharp melancholy eyes, there was such helplessness and grievance!
It's time to get out for a walk! In recent years, because of the new crown epidemic ~ love, it is not very convenient to travel around, and Chen Xiaoyi has lacked too much tourism!
Thinking of weekdays, when she is in a bad mood or extremely depressed in life, Chen Xiaoyi always likes to take a trip that she can just go.
When her mood is calmed down, she will silently return to her current life and try to get used to it......
"Sister Xiaoyi, if you feel that Mr. Wang is reliable, then you go to him!
Or, let him come to you......
After being silent for a long time, the strange aura silently lingered between the two, which made people feel deeply suffocated.
Rowling pondered for a long time, but couldn't help but speak first, breaking the eerie silence between the two.
"That's it! Royin, you go out first! I'm tired......
However, before Rowling's words fell, Chen Xiaoyi quickly interrupted her words, and her face began to become gloomy.
Yes, Chen Xiaoyi doesn't like anyone to discuss her relationship with Wang Xiaobei too much in front of her.
After all, since
From beginning to end, this special emotion has always been Chen Xiaoyi's initiative, and Wang Xiaobei has rarely made a clear statement.
Of course, the most realistic answer that Wang Xiaobei can give Chen Xiaoyi is that he is willing to wait.
Wang Xiaobei is willing to work hard to give Chen Xiaoyi the future she wants, and he will always accompany her to her old age......
Chen Xiaoyi can't help but fall into Wang Xiaobei's gentleness every time.
At that moment, it was so happy and sweet!
However, after calming down, Chen Xiaoyi always thought that it was just an illusion!
In the middle of countless sleepless nights, Chen Xiaoyi would stand quietly in front of the window with her hands on her chest, look up at the stars in the sky, and silently wait for the North Star that only belonged to her.
Thinking that he is so imperfect and even lacks the ability to love, how could he meet a man as good as Wang Xiaobei?
Not to mention that Wang Xiaobei will choose to protect Chen Xiaoyi unconditionally because he loves Chen Xiaoyi deeply, such an idea is very headache!
After all, the two have never met, and there are still some little secrets in each other's hearts.
Chen Xiaoyi is very afraid that when they meet, the most beautiful love between the two will also be wiped out!
Chen Xiaoyi doesn't want the love between the two to announce death immediately because of the belated meeting one day!
It is understandable that Chen Xiaoyi has no self-confidence and no more energy to save herself.
She didn't dare to hope that Wang Xiaobei could pull her out of the unbearable past again and again!
She has no choice but to permanently seal her memories, close her love that wants to be free, and completely seal the soul of love that has been silent for more than ten years!
"Okay, Sister Xiaoyi, then I'll go out first. Something you call me."
"Hmm."
Why didn't Chen Xiaoyi want to go to Wang Xiaobei's side?
However, it's not appropriate for me to be in such an embarrassing situation now, right?
Chen Xiaoyi really didn't want to leave anything to say because of this, so as not to be criticized.
Life is not easy, and it is good to be alive.
How can it end here when you finally get a love that can give life more hope?
Although meeting does not necessarily mean the end, there is no equivalence between the two.
But Chen Xiaoyi lacked a little confidence in Wang Xiaobei after all, she really didn't know what Wang Xiaobei was thinking.
Suddenly rushing to Wang Xiaobei's side may really seem very reckless.
Not to mention that Chen Xiaoyi is not ready to completely hand herself over to Wang Xiaobei, at least Chen Xiaoyi doesn't know if Wang Xiaobei will accept it calmly, so imperfect her.
In any respect, Wang Xiaobei is indeed very good.
Chen Xiaoyi was always looking up at him, and the little eyes of worship never left.
Pingxia City, [Shanhe Design] Design Department
At this time, Wang Xiaobei was staring at the computer screen in a daze, and he suddenly thought about Chen Xiaoyi.
Recently, Wang Xiaobei's mind has always inadvertently thought of Chen Xiaoyi.
Of course, almost all of Wang Xiaobei's free time is reserved for Chen Xiaoyi.
Chen Xiaoyi is deeply aware of this. Isn't she?
The two people who love each other deeply feel that time is far from enough, no matter how tired they are.
On weekdays, the two always like to stick together, and there was nothing to talk about, but they chatted endlessly.
I don't know when it started, Chen Xiaoyi and Wang Xiaobei, who have always been taciturn, seem to have changed as if they have changed and gradually become fond of talking.
The two always have endless topics to talk about, endless affectionate love, and endless thoughts.
Especially Chen Xiaoyi, the way the corners of her mouth are raised is really charming.