Pursue? I was dumbfounded by these two words, even in my most girlish years, no man ever said these two words in front of me.

I shook my head, "Don't make trouble Ji Hetong, we're not children. ”

People will have different mentalities at different stages, and I am no longer an ignorant girl of seventeen or eighteen years old, and I really don't care so much about the so-called flowers and romance.

Nowadays, I prefer to live a down-to-earth life, and fulfilling every day is the life I want to pursue the most.

Ji Hetong put aside the breakfast in his hand with the same expression, and then inserted the key to start the car, and in the sound of the engine starting, I heard him say: "Lin Fang, I am very serious." ”

"Well then, I refuse." I don't want to get too hung up on this.

Time is really a strange thing, if Ji Hetong said such a thing and did such a thing four months ago, maybe I would be tempted. But that time has passed, and now I don't plan to accept Ji Hetong's pursuit, no matter what kind of intention he has in mind to pursue me.

I don't need either.

Ji Hetong's hand gripping the steering wheel clenched a little, and then he said: "Don't refuse so quickly, am I in your heart, do you disdain it so much?" ”

I was a little embarrassed when he said that.

Even if it is a refusal, it can be said to be a little euphemistic, but I don't leave room at all, which is really hurtful.

I often teach my students to be polite and reasonable, but I can't do it myself. I pondered for a moment and said something nice, "Ji Hetong, I appreciate your kindness to me, but I don't think we are suitable. We have all passed the impulsive time of our youth, and I think we should think better about the future, and after all the analysis, we are not suitable. ”

It's not so hurtful after all.

Ji Hetong was patient, "Oh? So you say, why are we not suitable? ”

I was a little irritable, and when I first heard Ji Hetong say that he wanted to pursue me, my first reaction was to refuse.

It's very straightforward and simple, I didn't think anything at all.

Now he suddenly asked, as if I had to say something to justify my lie, but the reason was easy, "You see, your family can't accept me like this. Besides, your sister is Ji Jie, you don't need me to say more, you should know how much she doesn't like me, I can't have a future with you. ”

A future that you don't even fantasize about.

Ji Hetong looked at me slightly, "Why didn't you say Peng Zhen?" ”

I don't know if it's my delusion, I always feel that Ji Hetong's look at me was sarcastic, I was naked and scrutinized as if I had been stripped of my clothes in front of him.

Licked my thirsty lips, even if I was embarrassed, but the facts are the facts, I have to admit it, "Yes, and my relationship with Peng Zhen, there is no impermeable wall in the world, it is impossible for your parents not to find out such a thing, and you, can you really accept me like this?" Ji Hetong, don't deceive yourself. ”

I have never doubted the power of love, and what happens in the eyes of a lover does happen.

But the reality is so cruel, I have talked to Peng Zhen, no matter what the cause is, whether I am willing or not, but the result cannot be changed.

Regardless of the relationship between Ji Hetong and Peng Zhen at this stage, they are good brothers, or they are enemies, so that Ji Hetong psychologically accepts that I used to be Peng Zhen's woman, I think it is too difficult for a strong man.

Not to mention his family, even he himself can't pass this hurdle.

Sure enough, after I finished saying this, Ji Hetong fell silent.

This kind of silence is actually very embarrassing, and it is telling me that I probably can't get rid of the identity of Peng Zhen's woman in my life. Even if Peng Zhen marries a wife and has children in the future, I can't live in the open.

The heart is heavy.

At this time, I can only comfort myself, Peng Zhen's circle is actually very far away from me, if I really break off the relationship with Peng Zhen one day in the future, then I must hide far away and never set foot in that circle.

I stared out the car window in a daze, and suddenly heard Ji Hetong say, "Is it because I'm one step late?" ”

I can't answer that question.

Peng Zhen did strike first, if Peng Zhen had the slightest hesitation, didn't force me, or let me leave, then everything would be different now?

But there are no ifs in this world.

Peng Zhen used such thunderous means to occupy me, and now, it is impossible to break free from the mark he left on me.

My silence is more of a tacit acquiescence.

The car drove to the gate of our school, and I opened the door when the car stopped, and before my body moved, I was grabbed by Ji Hetong.

I subconsciously broke free, and I didn't like his touch.

But I was shocked by the seriousness in his eyes, and he said: "Lin Yu, the first time I felt that I was a step late was when Haruko passed away, if I could have stepped forward earlier and not let the people of the Peng family say those words to her, I'm afraid she wouldn't have thought of committing suicide." The second time was for you, I regretted it every day in the past few months in the United States, at that time, I should have taken you away even if I fought to the death with Peng Zhen, especially when I knew that you were thrown into the sanatorium by him, I was heartbroken and hated to come back immediately. ”

He spoke in great pain, trying to suppress himself, and the big hand that grabbed my arm tightened like a pincer.

I screamed in pain.

But Ji Hetong didn't seem to hear it at all, he just looked at me persistently, with a frightening look in his eyes, which was paranoid that I couldn't understand, "I waited for the opportunity, and finally made me wait for the internal struggle of the An family, and now I'm back." I have enough strength to protect you, and this time, I will never back down, and I will get back what I lost because I was late. ”

Neuropathy!

I finally shook off his hand and opened the door and got out of the car without hesitation.

Ji Hetong is crazy, the stubbornness in his eyes gradually turned into madness, I am afraid of people like him.

I don't know about the grievances and grievances between him, Peng Zhen and the former Qingzi, and I don't want to understand them. But I know that I am a human being, not an object for a man to prove his strength.

I don't need a declaration like Ji Hetong!

It didn't make me feel loved, but more of a possessiveness in the name of fighting back.

I moved quickly, Ji Hetong probably didn't expect me to have such a reaction, and I was slow for a moment before I took the flower that I abandoned in the car, and chased down the car door, "Lin Flai!" ”

I walked fast.

Helplessly, my speed is still no match for a big man like Ji Hetong, he has long hands and feet, and he caught up with me in a few big steps.

"Lin Flai, I'm serious, why don't you consider me? You can even accept Ah Zhen, why can't you accept me! I've never hurt you like that! ”

I can't say that myself.

Yes, Peng Zhen is bad, and the body that hurt me is incomplete.

But Ji Hetong compares Peng Zhen with both open and closed mouths, but I am very disgusted, and even in my heart, I don't want to put these two people together at all.

"Brother?"

I was pulling and pulling with Ji He, and I met Ji Jie, who also came to work, at the main gate of the school.

Ji Jie couldn't believe it when she saw Ji Hetong and me, "What are you doing?" ”

Without waiting for an answer, Ji Jie ran over and shouted at Ji Hetong, "Brother, you ran out early in the morning, it wasn't to pick her up." Then she saw the flower in Ji Hetong's hand, and after her eyes wandered, she suddenly burst into emotion, "Ji Hetong!" Are all the women in this world dead? Who is she you don't know? You're running after her so badly, and you're going to be shameless! If the fifth brother knows, you will have to make trouble again! ”

"Ji Jie, how did you speak, quickly apologize to Lin Fang!" When Ji Hetong heard his sister say such a thing, he immediately darkened his face.

"Why do you want me to apologize!" Ji Jie was furious, "It's not enough that she robbed the fifth brother, but now she has to rob my brother, she is also worthy!" Bah! ”

I didn't bother to listen to their brother and sister fighting here, so I walked straight into the school gate.

Ji Hetong was still reprimanding his sister behind me, "Are you still educated, how can a good girl talk no different from a hooligan?" That's how you usually get along with Lin Flai? I warn you, don't go too far! ”

Ji Jie shouted angrily on the spot, "You're still not my brother!?" For her sake, you murdered me? ”

I couldn't hear the rest of the story, and I was really annoyed.

Before I walked into the office, Ji Jie had already caught up with me and pulled my clothes to prevent me from leaving, "Do you still want to be shameless, after seducing the fifth brother, now that he is engaged, you have no drama, so turn your head to seduce my brother?" Don't think that if you look like Haruko, you can be loved by everyone, and flowers will bloom! ”

This eldest lady has always had such a cheap mouth.

My mood of being completely ruined by the brothers and sisters of the Ji family this morning exploded at this moment, "It's hard to say whether I am loved by anyone, anyway, you must be hated by people!" I ask you, to find out the truth is saying these things that you don't know, you'd better convey to your brother that I really don't need his love, it's more true than gold! ”

"You ......." Ji Jie was stunned by my scolding.

It took a while to respond, "You dare to look down on my brother?" ”

What kind of logic is this?

Should I rejoice and beat the gongs and drums?

"What's wrong with him, you don't like him? Could it be that you still dream that the fifth brother can marry you? Tell you, it's impossible! Ji Jie didn't mention Peng Zhen all the time.

I wondered, such a beautiful girl, it's not good to do something all day long, she has to chase Peng Zhen like a fly staring at poop, whether she is tired or not.

I took a deep breath, "I solemnly tell you, I have never dreamed of marrying into a wealthy family, whether it is Peng Zhen or your brother, I wish they were as far away from me as possible." And you, outside the school, I will accompany you in whatever you say and do, but this is the school, and it is a place that I must not allow to be defiled by others, and if you talk nonsense in school next time, I don't mind using extraordinary means! ”

"Extraordinary means? Who are you scaring about? I'm just going to say in school, you woman is not only watery, but also twilight! I really envy your good methods, how can you make these men go around you as if their heads are in water! ”

Syllable!

I couldn't bear it, grabbed the collar of Ji Jie's shirt on her chest and tore it violently, her silk shirt was torn apart, revealing her fair breasts.

There are some things that I can tolerate, some things that I can't let an inch go, how dirty and despicable the outside world is, it is outside, but when I come to school, I want to be the purest person, a good teacher, and I don't think about anything.

But they wouldn't even give me the last piece of space.

I guard my heart and let myself have a small pure land, which is what I care about the most, and for this, I will protect it at all costs.

Ji Jie was frightened by my sudden and fierce appearance, her eyes widened, and her body involuntarily stepped back.

I approached her, her body leaned down, I almost touched her face to face, and then told her very seriously, "Barefoot are not afraid of shoes, I have nothing left, only this last place." If you dare to ruin my work, I dare to kill you! If you don't believe me, just try it and see if I can say it, and I can do it! ”

"Maniac!" Ji Jie suddenly shouted, "You are all crazy, you, the fifth brother, and my brother, you are all crazy!" ”

Crazy is crazy!

Living in such a world, who can not go crazy.

After cleaning up Ji Jie, I turned my head to stare at the students for self-study.

Hearing the sound of my classmates reading aloud and reciting word by word, the anger in my heart suddenly decreased a lot.

People sit at the back of the classroom, some of them wooden.

I don't know if I'm really scared, Ji Jie hasn't appeared on this day, or maybe she was taboo about being intimidated by me this morning, and didn't want to be exposed in front of people.

In short, I had a peaceful and satisfying day at school.

When I got home from work in the evening, I took a detour to buy groceries, I hadn't stayed at my mother's house for a long time, I hadn't gotten off work alone for a long time, and I went shopping alone.

I went to buy some steamed buns that I used to love and sent them to the bodyguard car behind me, and they worked very hard.

The two men and a woman in the bodyguard car were a little surprised to see me go straight to their car.

"You've worked hard lately, let's eat a little." I smiled and handed them the buns.

The two men took it and poured it and ate it, but the rest of the girls asked me: "Miss Lin, we are all assigned by Mr. Peng, and the gentleman who picked you up in the morning, I'm afraid Mr. Peng will not be happy to hear it." ”

Thinking about Peng Zhen's bad temper, I don't want to embarrass the bodyguards.

"Don't worry, I'll explain this to him, and I won't let him anger you."

"What if that gentleman comes back in the future?"

"He probably won't come again." I said it well, I have already rejected Ji Hetong with such sharp words, I don't think he will be here to deal with me.

But the female bodyguard still asked, "I mean if there is an if?" ”

Well, I promised, "If there's a next time, you guys come out and I'll take your car to work." ”

At this point, everyone is satisfied.

When I got home with vegetables and snacks and fruits, I shouted when I entered the door, "Mom, come and pick me up, I can't lift it." ”

I bowed my head to change my shoes, and my belongings were taken away.

As soon as I looked up like this, I saw Ji Hetong standing beside me and taking the things in my hand, and I rushed out, "Why are you here again?" ”

The unwelcome look on my face could not be concealed, and the ghost lingered.

My mother, who came out of the kitchen at this time, saw this scene clearly, and she immediately taught me, "Flails, is this your tutor?" How do I usually teach you, how should you treat guests with such an attitude? ”

I rolled my eyes, and I still want to give me a warm welcome?

Ji Hetong walked to the kitchen with his things, and said very considerately: "Auntie, don't talk about her, she has worked very hard this day, and she should have some temper." ”

My mom staggered past him, walked up to me, and pinched the soft flesh on my waist, "What's the matter with you?" Today, He Tong specially brought people from the hydropower company to check the water pipe circuit at home, and in the future, there will be no water and power outages in our house. It's not a shame! ”

I'm really tired.

The things that Ji Hetong did were all close to my mother's heart.

At first, I thought that if the house was cut off from water and electricity, I could take the opportunity to take my mother to move out, but I didn't expect Ji Hetong to not even give me such a possibility.

"Mom, you taught me that I will never take a penny from others for nothing. Ji Hetong has nothing to do with us, you have troubled people like this three or four times, are you sorry? ”

In education, how many parents say one thing, and what they do is another.

My mother absolutely knows the truth of being courteous and not treacherous and stealing, but she is still so natural and takes advantage of it above board.

"What do you say, boy? When you are with He Tong in the future, then we will be a family, and what will a family say! ”

I really don't think of myself as an outsider.

"People just give you water and electricity, and you have already sold your daughter, Mom, you are really ......." Treating the elders, I can't say some ugly words, but this fire is held in my chest, and my internal organs are really burning.

Ji Hetong came out of the kitchen after placing his things, "Auntie, it's time to eat." ”

I couldn't bear it, "I won't eat it, you can eat it." ”

My mother saw that I was really angry, and took my hand, "Okay, okay, I won't take advantage of it in the future?" People are iron and rice is steel, if you don't eat, then it will be! ”

I'm so hungry.

Classes are hard work, and it's past dinner now.

When I couldn't see Ji Hetong, I walked to the table and sat down to prepare for dinner.

But coincidentally, just as the three of us were sitting down, my phone rang, and it was placed on the table next to me, and the two letters 'PZ' were big on the screen, and I couldn't hide it at all.

"Who? Calling you now? My mom asked.

As for Ji Hetong, I didn't look up at him at all.

Just thinking about how to answer this call!