All the way to the hospital, my heart was beating hard. After so many years of relying on my mother, I have long been accustomed to such a person in my life, no matter what my mother is, even if she beats me and scolds me, she is the biggest support and backing in my life, without her, what would I be like.

I can't help but blame myself, if I hadn't quarreled with my mother a few days ago, made my temperament, and stayed at home with her, wouldn't she have appeared in such a thing.

At such a moment, those who used to be angry and complaining will disappear, and there will be only residual resentment in my heart, if my mother really has something, the first thing I can't forgive is myself.

Peng Zhen calmed my emotions while driving, "Don't scare yourself first, your mother is sad and has a heart attack, and there shouldn't be any big problems in time." ”

Sad transition?

"How could she be sad about the transition?" I asked rhetorically.

My mother's character, it's impossible to hit her with ordinary things, that's a person who fights with developers, not to mention quarreling or picking up guys to fight, my mother never loses, what can make her sad transition.

Probably really my mother has always been very strong and powerful, so in my heart, she is an invincible iron King Kong, she has never been the only thing that hurts others, where can it be the turn of others to hurt her.

Peng Zhen turned around and explained to me, "I asked you last time if you remember your father?" Do you remember? ”

"Hmm." Of course, I remember that not only Peng Zhen asked, but also Ji Hetong.

But I'm very immune to such questions, and there are a lot of people who ask me this question when I'm so old, as if everyone is used to asking each other's father or mother, and I already have a set of arguments.

I don't feel sad or emotional.

But at this time, since Peng Zhen can ask like this, I'm afraid it can't be meaningless, I quickly reacted, "Is it related to my father?" ”

Peng Zhen nodded and said, "I said don't be angry, this matter was facilitated by Ji Hetong, he has always wanted your parents to meet." I was on a business trip before, and I didn't have time to keep an eye on him, and I relaxed my vigilance when you were by my side these days, and I saw my mother like that a few days ago, and I felt that the affairs of my fathers, we should be the younger generations or interfere less, so I didn't interfere much in this matter. ”

I shook my hand and interrupted Peng Zhen's explanation.

He was explaining to me why he didn't stop Ji Hetong's actions, but I didn't need Peng Zhen to explain that. There are thousands of days to be a thief, and there is no thousand days to prevent thieves, Ji He came to my door in the same house, and my mother didn't think about whether people had ulterior motives at all, and felt that Ji He was good with one mind.

In this case, even if Peng Zhen has three heads and six arms, he can't stop Ji Hetong, he can't really block and beat him, that's too childish.

"You just tell me, why the hell is my mom sad about the transition?" I don't want to know those questions, about my father, that's basically a word that hasn't appeared in my life, the love-hate relationship between him and my mother, in my opinion, is completely looking at outsiders' affairs, I don't care, I really don't care.

At this time, the car had already driven to the hospital, Peng Zhen took the parking card, and then started it again, and paused for a long time before saying: "Your mother is sad because your brother died." ”

Brother?

I don't remember a brother at all.

His eyes widened, and he looked at Peng Zhen puzzled, not understanding what he meant at all.

Peng Zhen parked the car in the parking lot of the hospital, then sat quietly in the driver's seat and said to me: "Your brother and I used to be comrades-in-arms and are the best brothers. He once told me that he had a younger sister, but because he was born with his grandparents, he rarely had the opportunity to meet his sister, but after his mother and sister left, he missed you for many years. ”

My mind was a little unwinded, and it took me a while before I stumbled and said, "How come I've never heard my mom say that?" ”

Unbelievable.

I even have an older brother.

What's even more surprising is that my mom didn't mention a word to me.

In fact, when I was very young, it was my mother who had just divorced for a few years, and the first thing she talked about the most was my father's cheating, followed by the patriarchy of my grandmother's family.

I couldn't tell what it meant.

Later, Xu Heng secretly told me that if I were a boy, even if it was a divorce, my mother would not be able to bring me out. I always knew in my heart that because I was a girl, my mother could take me away from my grandmother's house.

But what if I have an older brother above me?

Does that mean that when my mother divorced, my grandmother's family was really patriarchal, and she didn't let my mother take away her son, but just let her take her daughter. So in the years after the divorce, she was unwilling, so she kept cursing her grandmother's patriarchal family.

Peng Zhen was also puzzled by my question, "Why did I never tell you, I'm afraid you have to ask your mother." ”

All right.

It's too late to dwell on these issues.

I followed Peng Zhen upstairs, got out of the elevator, and easily saw Ji Hetong, he was tall, and it was really impossible to ignore. A fire suddenly rose in my heart, if there was no one to stir it up.

There's no way my relationship with my mom is freezing, and there's no way my mom can't be in the hospital at all.

Peng Zhen patted the back of my hand, "This is the hospital, don't be impulsive." "He's afraid that I'll get into trouble with Ji He, I do have some such thoughts, but at this time, my mother is more important.

When Ji Hetong saw me and Peng Zhen, he immediately pursed his lips, I didn't want to see the expression on his face, whether I was annoyed or sorry, it seemed very hypocritical.

"Auntie is in room 1808, and Uncle Ye is also inside, Lin Flai, go in."

I kept walking towards room 1808, Peng Zhen was one step slower than me, and said, "I'll wait for you outside." He wasn't ready to face Lin Fang's parents, at least for now, he couldn't say anything more assurances.

When he didn't go in, I was actually relieved.

I entered the ward and left Peng Zhen and Ji He outside.

The high dry ward, single room, and fully equipped.

I looked at my mother, who was lying on the hospital bed with an oxygen tube inserted, and tears came out of my eyes.

"Mom?"

"Jiajia?"

My attention was so focused that I couldn't see the man sitting not far from the bed.

Suddenly I heard my name called, and my heart jumped, and I turned my head to look over.

I don't know whether to say that blood is really a wonderful thing, or whether to say that genes can't deceive people, but with just one glance, I know in my heart that the man opposite is my father.

He was a little haggard.

However, looking at the way he is dressed and even the state of his face, he knows that he should have a good life.

I even hooked my lips a little sarcastically, and only now did I really understand the reason why Ji Hetong was chasing after me, maybe Ji Hetong's good impression of me before was a little sincere, because I looked like a dead Haruko.

But after he came back from the United States, he said that he knew something, and then he pursued it unscrupulously, and I think all this is probably inseparable from the man in front of him.

With this layer, I seem to have a deeper disgust with the man in front of me.

When I was a child, the words that my mother said in my ears came out all at once, and it was the deepest seed that was planted in my heart, which could sprout and grow in an instant, and I knew that the man in front of me was cheating first. After so many years of divorce from my mother, let alone any alimony, he just didn't even come to see us.

Peng Zhen said that my brother is dead.

The man in front of me, as my brother's guardian, did not protect the child well, which is another big sin.

In the end, it is Ji Hetong, as long as interests are involved, hypocrisy, it makes me feel disgusted!

So I don't want to stage any father-daughter relationship drama with this person at all, I don't have that mood or that belly.

"You get out!" I can say these three words to him at most.

The man in front of me seemed to be hit by my attitude, took a step back, and then said very painfully: "Jiajia, I'm my father." ”

"I don't have a dad!"

Never.

In the years when I needed my father's protection the most, I didn't get a so-called father, so now, I really don't need someone who came out of nowhere.

A biological father is nothing to me.

"Flails?" My mom was awakened by my roar and looked at me half-squinting.

I couldn't care about the man in front of me, and threw myself next to the hospital bed, "Mom, how do you feel?" Don't scare me. ”

My mother's face is really not very good, snow-white.

When she saw me, the tears in her eyes couldn't help it, and they slowly flowed down the corners of her eyes and drilled into her hair. When people are sick and weak, people can't help but feel pity, not to mention my mother's silent crying at this time.

In all fairness, my mom looked a lot older than the man standing not far away.

Her hair was much whiter, not as jet-black as the man's. After so many years of hard work, life has not left its mark on her.

It's just that to this day, the only thing left in my mother's heart seems to be remorse.

"It's all my fault, it's all my fault." She kept repeating the phrase.

My heart was sour, but I still had to comfort her, "Don't think so much, now your body is the first, you are the best mother, don't think so much." ”

She shook her head and shook fiercely, "My high, my high, it's all my mother's bad, it's all my mother's bad!" ”

My mom was obviously overly emotional, and without me, the man next to me had already pressed the first aid button, and then after a while, a doctor and nurse rushed in.

After injecting my mother with diazepam, I solemnly warned the family, "We must not make the patient emotional, and we will arrange her heart stent surgery as soon as possible." ”

Then I followed the doctor to the office.

After listening to the professional terminology of the doctor for a while, it can be summed up that my mother's heart has a problem, there is a blockage, and now she needs surgery and a stent fit.

I nodded blankly.

When the doctor took out the consent form, my hands were really shaking.

I couldn't sign it, I looked around blankly, all of them were unfamiliar faces.

By this time, it seemed that my mother's life was in my hands, and there was no one to support me, let alone comfort me.

How helpless and sad it is to be in such a moment, lying in the hospital room is my dearest person, she is sleeping deeply, and I have to face the cruel truth that follows.

Grit your teeth and pick it up.

I am the only immediate family member of my mother, she is divorced, her husband is long gone, and my son is ....... I'm dead, too, and when I didn't know it, I'm the only one left now.

My heart is actually quite heavy.

If I am the one lying in the hospital bed now, then is there not even a person who has signed?

People don't think about this problem until this kind of time, but they are really immersed in the scene, and they feel full of emotion.

Coming out of the doctor's office, I was a little weak, Peng Zhen stood at the door of the ward, watching me come out and hold me up, "Can you still hold on?" ”

I leaned into his arms and nodded helplessly.

"You guys!? What's going on with you guys?! Someone roared behind Peng Zhen.

My body moved with Peng Zhen's body, and it was my so-called father who turned around and saw it.

He had already come out of my mother's hospital room, and was glaring at me and Peng Zhen angrily at this time, followed by Ji Hetong!