Peng Zhen said every sentence touched me, and I believe that he thought so in his heart, if Peng Zhen hadn't made up his mind to be with me, he wouldn't have taken it away knowing my identity.

However, what I understand better is that there are some things that cannot be achieved with determination and a few beautiful words.

I said to Peng Zhen seriously: "I thank you for your heart for me, but I think it's better to let our affairs take their course." It is difficult to end a good relationship and marriage by force. ”

Peng Zhen is indeed strong and domineering, and will not be swayed by others. But this is just his character, and such a character certainly has advantages, but it has more disadvantages. If nothing else, let's just say that he was forced to get engaged to Huo Fangfei some time ago, and asked Peng Zhen to say it himself, he was also unwilling, but why did he compromise in the end?

Reality seems to be a very illusory thing, but when it comes to life, it covers almost all aspects. Peng Zhen's character, with his huge background and power behind him, is his best backing and his biggest resistance.

"You see, it's too difficult to be an enemy of all these people according to your strength right now. I don't want to see you being bullied by them, but the freshly dressed angry horse is what you should be. You don't know the truth of 'poor and lowly couples mourn everything', I know. I think if we can make it to the end, it's good, but if we really can't hold on, there's nothing to keep going. ”

Maybe it's because I have experienced marriage, I understand too well that although feelings are a very important part of marriage, other things cannot be ignored, such as the family members, economic status, and even mood of both parties. If because of me, Peng Zhen lost all his worth, and he was no longer a director of the An's family, then would he resent me and resent me for causing him to lose everything.

And of course, I haven't forgotten the last kidnapping, if I really lived such a frightened life because of Peng Zhen, would I start to blame him for making my life so unsatisfactory.

There are so many unknowns about the future that I don't even dare to make a brave promise, only the present.

Moreover, I have never been a person who dares to disobey my mother's opinion, if I can really be so strong, I would not have so much past with Zhang Xu and even Ji Hetong. She's my mom and I can't ignore her.

Peng Zhen's expression slowly became ruthless because of the words he said.

It's been a long time since he's shown such a hideous and crazy expression in front of me, and I'm still a little scared. Peng Zhen said: "Lin Fart, take back what you just said, there is nothing to go with the flow in this world, only to fight hard!" Maybe I didn't do well enough in the past to make you have such thoughts, but I really want to tell you that if I said that I won't let go, I won't let go, even if I go to hell, I'm going to pull you along! ”

I squirmed my lips, and in the end I didn't say anything.

In the face of Peng Zhen's absolute strength, in fact, there are too few things I can say.

It's just that, maybe it's really difficult, and it's even more ferocious than I said.

I didn't speak, and Peng Zhen was silent. But his eyes stared at me in a daze, as if he could run away if he missed me.

It's a real headache.

That night, my mother went into the operating room, Peng Zhen accompanied me, Ji Hetong and my father also came.

It's just that outside the operating room, Peng Zhen and I are on one side, and Ji He is on the other side with them. There is no intersection between them, I think Peng Zhen probably told them something, which is why this situation was caused.

I was so worried that the muscles in my face seemed to be stiff.

Peng Zhen comforted me, "Don't worry, they are all the best doctors, this is not a major operation, there is no problem." ”

I nodded.

In private, I also carefully checked the information of heart stent surgery, and I knew that there are many people who have this surgery now, if nothing else, it is actually no big problem, but I am not afraid of 10,000 just in case.

Fortunately, my mother's surgery went smoothly, and she was not very old in the end, so the risk factor was reduced a lot.

The night I was pushed out of the operating room, the most important thing is to keep her awake at all times, so that the anesthetic can dissipate faster, I call my mother from time to time by the bedside, she can hum softly, even if it is okay.

This kind of thing of taking care of people, the other three big men can't do it well, Peng Zhen looked at me for a long time, called Xu Zhu, and asked Xu Heng to be found.

Xu Heng didn't know about my mother's surgery, and after he knew, he couldn't even care about it in the middle of the night, and he came upside down.

I feel a little better with Xu Heng, after all, there is someone around me to talk to.

Xu Heng came alone, and I had the heart to ask her boyfriend, but I felt that the environment was wrong, so I shut up.

After Xu Heng and I were busy, Peng Zhen leaned against the window of the ward behind me, his body did not move, just staring at me, he was in this state since I told him those words, I had no choice but to go with him.

My father and Ji Hetong couldn't help at all, firstly, they were big men, where had they ever done this kind of delicate work to take care of patients, and secondly, I didn't let them get started at all, with me, I didn't want them to touch my mother.

My father tried to talk to me several times, but I cleverly avoided it.

It is completely possible to be under the same roof and turn a blind eye.

The atmosphere was awkward, but it was also suffocatingly quiet. Xu Hengchu came in and saw the three men in the ward, her eyes wandered and observed for a while, and after reading my wooden face, she quickly chose not to ask or say, whether it was a friend who grew up together since childhood, and she still knew my mind very well.

In the second half of the night, my father and Ji Hetong couldn't hold it and planned to leave first, but before leaving, my father confessed to me, "I'll come back tomorrow, Jiajia, don't work too hard." ”

I ignore it.

He didn't get a response, he was a little sneering, and finally he could only glare at Peng Zhen, and then turned to leave.

Ji Hetong could only follow him.

These two people left, the atmosphere in the ward was a little more relaxed, I turned to Peng Zhen and said, "You can go back and rest, I am here, you don't need to stay up all night." ”

In the end, I feel sorry for him, thinking that he will go to the company tomorrow and stay up all night with me here, how can I stay up tomorrow.

Peng Zhen didn't pay attention to me at all, turned his head to look at the wall on the side, looking a little arrogant, of course, very naïve. I know he's still upset and amused by what I just said, but I don't know how to explain it to him.

I couldn't confidently swear to him that I would follow him in my life, whether I lived or died.

That's too arbitrary, isn't it? Who can guarantee what will happen tomorrow, I am actually very pessimistic about love and marriage.

From my mother to myself, it seems that love and marriage have never been something to rely on.

Who can foresee the future? Dare to say that this will not swerving.

Xu Heng is much more experienced than me, she was out of the ward for a while, and when she came back, she carried a marching bed, but without saying a word, she asked me to go to sleep, "You sleep in the middle of the night, I will guard." Tomorrow morning, you get up and replace me, you can't both stay up like this, or everyone will collapse in the end. ”

I also know that what Xu Heng said is right, the most taboo thing about taking care of the patient is that the person guarding it does not pay attention to his body, and when the time comes, he will fall down with the patient, then this matter will be completely chaotic.

I looked at Peng Zhen, he was standing like this, how could I sleep.

Peng Zhen strode out, and when he came back early, he also carried a marching bed, and then slept silently.

Xu Heng grabbed me, "Hurry up, you rest early, and you can change me early tomorrow." I slept well at home in the afternoon, and I wasn't sleepy. ”

I thought about it, it's really hard to shirk this matter, and with Xu Heng, I don't have to be polite.

Lie down and sleep, the two marching beds can each be a little more apart, sleeping with their backs to Peng Zhen, I always feel that he is staring at me, and the feeling of being peeped at behind me is really not good. I simply turned around and faced him, seeing that he was really staring at me with his eyes open, I sighed helplessly and pulled his hand over.

Only then did he close his eyes and sleep.

Xu Heng glanced at it from a distance and raised his eyebrows.

In fact, in the hospital, it is impossible to get a good night's sleep, and the nurse starts to make rounds very early in the morning, so I naturally can't sleep. When I woke up, Peng Zhen was already standing straight, I didn't know what I looked like, but looking at him, I also knew that I was very haggard now.

This kind of day when you don't eat well and sleep well is the most tiring.

Not long after waking up, a nurse came to the ward to make rounds, and then there was an escort, arranged by Peng Zhen, last night was the first night and I didn't worry about handing over the escort to guard, and today the situation has stabilized, so I can find someone to help.

The escort brought a lot of soup and water for breakfast, I didn't sleep well and couldn't eat, Xu Heng was very hungry, and he snorted and ate a lot.

Peng Zhen's secretary came to the hospital to pick up Peng Zhen directly with a change of clothes, and after changing his clothes, he went directly to the company, but he left Xu Zhen here. The words were very clear, "You have shown me a good look at Lin Fang, if something goes wrong with her, you will never come back to me." ”

This can be heard in reverse.

That means that if I don't have any problems, Xu Zhen can return to work with Peng Zhen. Xu Zhu's eyes lit up immediately, and the excitement simply came from his bones.

Since the last time Peng Zhen lost his temper and drove them away, Xu Zhen's mood has not been very good.

It is said that he has had the experience of following Peng Zhen, and he has been in contact with many people over the years, and he has a wide range of contacts, so it is not difficult to find another job, but Xu Zhi can't accept it in his heart.

It can be said that Peng Zhen gave him everything, and even changed his fate.

When Peng Zhen encountered difficulties, he really couldn't ignore them, and even discussed with several other brothers, they don't need Peng Zhen's salary now, and they automatically and spontaneously help Peng Zhen do things, but they are not by Peng Zhen's side, and what they can do is limited, but they are just to help collect information, and to monitor whether the shareholders who are not very friendly to Peng Zhen have any small actions recently, just don't hurt Peng Zhen.

If there is a chance for him to return to Peng Zhen's side, he is willing no matter what.

Hurriedly nodded and said, "Mr. Peng, don't worry, I will keep an eye on her." "Being a cell boss is very willing.

Xu Heng rolled his eyes as he was eating on the side.

After Peng Zhen left, Xu Heng scolded Xu Zhen, "You can't have a little backbone, why do you like him so much, I think he doesn't have a good temper, how did he capture your heart?" ”

Even if Xu Heng understood Xu Zhen's gratitude to Peng Zhen in his heart, but understanding was understanding, seeing was seeing, seeing Xu Zhen nodding in front of Peng Zhen, her sister was naturally unhappy.

Xu Zhucai ignored her so much, but stared at the marching bed on the ground for a long time and asked, "You let Mr. Peng sleep like this last night?" ”

Xu Heng asked rhetorically, "If you don't sleep on this, do you sleep on the ground?" ”

Xu Zhu's face was cold, "This Ji Hetong is too picky, so he can't set a ward with an escort room, making it so shabby, who is this for." ”

My mind moved, I had been hospitalized a few times before, and each time it was a very luxurious ward, not to mention the accompanying bed, and even the kitchen was equipped, compared to this ward, this ward was a bit simple.

Xu Heng knows a lot in this regard, "People are civil servants who don't understand, and it's not you Mr. Peng, if you live in that kind of ward, I'm afraid he won't be able to eat and walk around." ”

I was silent.

Looking at the mother who was still sleepy.

Xu Heng turned his head and asked me, "What are you going to do?" ”

After asking, she glared at Xu Zhu fiercely, "Don't speak, if you still have a conscience, shut up!" ”

Xu Zhu really stopped talking.

I don't know what Xu Heng asked me, "What? ”

Xu Heng stretched out his hand to poke my head, she stayed up all night, her temper was very irritable, "Don't think I don't know, the person next to me now can't find out anything." I know who your biological father is, and I also understand the lawsuit between them and the Peng family, Lin Fang, you listen to my advice, the water in it is too muddy, you can't stir it up at all. ”

I don't know if I'm too tired, the base of my tongue is completely bitter, and even my entire chest cavity is bitter.

In the face of Xu Heng, I can say what is in my heart, "Just like Peng Zhen, you watched me all the way, where can he let go easily." I want to dominate this, it's impossible to think about. ”

Xu Heng was also a little concerned by what I said, "I don't know whether to say that your life is good or bad, you have such a father and such a family, but you haven't received a dime of benefits!" Speaking of which, you were chased by Peng Zhen and the Ji family, which is also something that can be envied all over the world, but looking at you like this, it's really not good. ”

I smiled wryly, "This is probably the so-called blessing and misfortune." ”

"Well, a good attitude is everything! We old people from the capital are not like you. Good days, bad days, how to live it is a day, you still have to eat fried noodles and listen to cross talk. I'm full, go to bed. ”

Xu Heng was casual, lay down on the marching bed, and fell asleep after a while.

Obviously, what she said was powerful, but she was actually tired.

The doctors and nurses all said that my mother was recovering well, at least there was no rejection. I was hoping that my mother would wake up sooner, but when she woke up, I found that something was wrong.

She didn't seem to be very conscious.

"Mom, I'm a flail."

My mother's eyes seemed to be looking far away, but that blank gaze did not have a definite spot.

She kept shouting the name of 'Gao', crying and laughing, I was so frightened that even Xu Heng, who was asleep, flipped up and ran out to find a doctor in panic.

The doctor carefully examined the patient and said that the patient was probably mentally stimulated and somewhat confused, and suggested that we should be transferred to a psychiatric department.

The word 'psychotic' is too sensitive.

I was scared.

My mom still kept yelling 'Gao Gao', and I knew she was calling my brother Ye Gaochi.

When I was transferred to the department, my father came, and when I saw him, my mother was even more excited, crying and saying, "Ye He, you return my son, you return my son!! My Gaogao, Mom I'm sorry for you, I'm sorry for you!! ”

By this time, my mom knew someone again.

My father hurriedly supported my mother, who was emotional, "Miao Miao, you calm down, high back then...... It was a heroic sacrifice. ”

For the mother, the result of heroic sacrifice or accidental death is the same, that is, her son is gone. Full of remorse, she held her breath back then, she had to leave with her daughter, and she didn't want to leave with her son, but how could the Ye family let her take away her only grandson.

Moreover, he also selfishly thought that he would leave his son in the Ye family to have a better development.

It's not that I haven't secretly looked at the child, after all, it's the meat that fell from my body, where can I really put it down. But after going there a few times, she was discovered by the Ye family, for fear that she would steal the child and run away, so she took great precautions, and gradually, she couldn't find her son.

For so many years, in my midnight dreams, I was all like my son, smiling.

There is always a thought in my heart, as the eldest son and eldest grandson of the Ye family, the son will always get a good life and a better future. Unexpectedly, what I was waiting for was the news that his son had already died.

This is simply a piece of meat from the mother's heart.

I watched my mother not know me, but threw herself into my father's arms, scolding and beating me with excitement.

watched my father coax and deceive, and even coaxed her to drink some soothing potion, and then watched my father push my mother to transfer to the department in a daze. I stood there like a forgotten child.

Xu Heng's face was also a little shocked, and finally he said with some self-deprecation: "The fragrance from afar, the smell of near, you have been by your side all these years, I'm afraid Auntie is used to it." ”

I knew that Xu Heng was comforting me, but I still felt uncomfortable.

Xu Heng said: "It's good to let him take care of it, he didn't care about it when he was young, and now if he wants to repent, then start by taking care of the patient." Didn't you say that young couples are old companions, and now they are directly old companions, which is good. ”

I felt sick and didn't want to talk at all.

When I followed them to the psychiatric department, and when the doctor asked about her condition, my mother kept saying that she was very good, and that she was very beautiful.

She was high from start to finish.

The doctor finally concluded that my mother might have hysteria, which is delusional and insane.